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I'm such an excellent person... It is precisely because of this excellence that I have to bear a lot of jealous eyes.

Girls are jealous creatures.

Even if he is only seven or eight years old, he has learned the ability to be jealous early.

In the second grade of elementary school, I changed schools.In fact, I should have turned around long ago.Because the vice-principal of the new school is my uncle.

It was special to be brought into the class by the vice principal.

Standing on the edge of the podium, I introduced myself generously.This is a carefully crafted self-introduction that has been practiced many times.

Sure enough, everyone's eyes were on me, especially the boys.

I can have many good friends if I want.Those who want to be a follower, those who want to ask me for homework, and those who want to use me to get close to boys...there are countless.

In fact, I do have many such friends.Although from time to time they will say bad things behind my back, spread rumors, and snicker when I make mistakes.None of that matters though, because I love what they do.

I love the feeling of being jealous!

When I wrote this sentence, I couldn't hold back the corners of my mouth, and I couldn't restrain my excitement.

Living like this is not boring at all.

But one person appeared.

The first time I noticed Qian Xian was when she was scolded by the teacher and cried for not doing her homework.Oh, how stupid.

I remember the teacher said at that time: "I don't know how to learn from Hong Si. He won the provincial ranking in the composition competition. You don't even know how to write composition!"

Heh, this old woman always compares me with some messy people... But only when there is a comparison is there to be jealous!

Sure enough, Qian Xian came to find her not long after that.Don't even think about it, you came to me to learn composition.

But I was wrong.

"Hong Si, you are so outstanding! Shall we be friends?" Those eyes were shining brightly, and they were just right on that delicate little face.

"Hmm... do you need me to teach you composition? The teacher said that to you yesterday, it must be very uncomfortable..." I tried not to look so gloating on my face.

But she waved her hand, with a look of indifference: "Who cares what she says about me, I just don't like studying."

"You cried yesterday."

"That's because of shame. It's not shameful not to do homework, but it's still embarrassing to be scolded in front of everyone."

"You really don't need me to teach you?" I was a little surprised.

"Oh, I can't write better than you even if I study hard, so what else should I learn?" with a calm look.

Well, she is an unmotivated girl.I just thought so at the time, and I didn't feel that Qian Xian was any different from others.

later……

"Why do you speak ill of Hong Si!"

"They all said that...it's not just us!"

"Who are they?"

"This... I'm too lazy to talk to you!"

I could hear it clearly, and it was one of my favorite pastimes: hiding in the bathroom and listening to "them" discuss me.The sense of satisfaction rises instantly, it’s great, I’m so good~

Qian Xian, the little virgin, is really not suitable to stay in the mortal world...

I really don't like such pure feelings!

So I quietly asked the so-called friends around me to isolate her, and it happened that these "friends" didn't like this little fairy who didn't fit in.

Seeing her a little confused and aggrieved by herself, I am very happy!

As I write this, I laugh again, very loudly.

Although as dull as she was, she still discovered my little trick.She doesn't like me anymore and is more dull than before.How can this be, my little fairy has become unspecial.

I haven't provoke her for a long time, not because of my conscience, but because I haven't found a more preferred method.I'm not a quick-tempered person, and I know there's a long way to go.

I have been observing her for several years, and she has grown more and more handsome.I could go to the experimental class when I went to junior high school, but how could I give up such a lovely girl!

In the new environment, she became much more cheerful.I became good friends with Zhang Yuanyu, who was sitting at her front table, and I was really happy for her.

This is of course impossible.

It took nearly three years to reshape her impression of me, and she didn't deliberately get close to me, nor did she apologize for what happened before.Try to act like "we should all grow up and forget about the unpleasantness of the past".

Sure enough, she was still her, extremely cute, and she was tricked by me again!

I was still looking for an opportunity to make her break up with Zhang Yuanyu, but what happened to my liking happened.Zhang Yuanyu fell in love with a gangster.

Between girls, boyfriends are simply friendship shredders.She wanted to persuade Zhang Yuanyu to leave that gangster, but how could a girl who had just tasted love be willing to let go so easily?

They had a very unpleasant fight, it seems that it's time for me to appear~

Alas... the next plan is simply a failure of a lifetime.To put it simply, I didn't catch her, let her run away completely, don't mention it.

Blame me for being too playful, blame me for hurting her too deeply a few years ago.Sensitive and fragile, she noticed it very quickly. I just wanted to tease her, and I really didn't want to scare her away on purpose.I swear!

Just kidding, how is it possible?

In high school, I chose science, and I also planned to transfer the text, because I knew that chemistry was her flaw.

When I saw her again, I felt a lot changed.Apart from the fact that the pure aura exuding in her bones has not changed, she has become more mature in her dealings with people, she is more understanding of the world, and she is also more attractive...

To my surprise, she fell in love with a girl!And that girl actually likes her too!

I have to admit, this... really makes me jealous to death!

Fu Jingcheng came to see me, no doubt asking me not to cause trouble for her.Funny, I like her so much, why am I willing to trouble her?

Of course possible.

They really love each other, and they show their affection in front of my eyes every day, how can you tell me not to be angry?

I threatened her, thinking that even if I didn't get it, I wouldn't give it up to Fu Jingcheng, but whoever expected it was turned into an army.

As soon as I walked out of the class, my mother slapped me.Out of civility, she didn't scold me in the corridor. Once she got to the office, she finally found a vent.

"What a disgusting person! Shamelessly pester other girls, you think everyone is like you!"

She is indeed like me!Innocent killed me...

My mother scolded me so much, I really didn't expect it.Is it so difficult to simply love...

I know it, otherwise how could I successfully threaten her? I also recognized the difficulty of their relationship...otherwise I wouldn't be able to keep her for a while.

She said that I like Fu Jingcheng.

How funny!

It turns out that the little white rabbit in my heart has always been such a stupid person.

But so.

I'm still smiling as I write this.Not to lie to you, just to lie to yourself.I saw the words in the pen blurred out, so I cried.

At this moment, I seemed to be relieved... I explained this "simple friendship" to my mother, although she was still seriously suspicious and wary of me.

When I burn this note, I'm still the innocent.

Congratulations, Qian Xian.

I let you go.

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Complicated likes.

The writing style is deeply non-mainstream~

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