life is

I stood at the door of the class, a little hesitant, I looked inside, but I didn't see the person I wanted to see.My eyes were searching, and I swept across unfamiliar or familiar faces, but there was no sign of her, a little lost and a little melancholy.

Finally mustered up the courage, pulled a girl who came out from inside, and asked, "Student, is Yan Wan'an in your class?"

"An'an? She asked for leave early this morning and went home." The girl looked at me in surprise, walked a few steps, and then suddenly turned to look at me, "Oh, by the way, are you Shen Muyang?"

"Yes, I am, what's the matter?" I was taken aback and replied.

"Then wait for me, An'an asked me to give you something." After finishing speaking, the girl went back to the classroom and rummaged through the drawers. "Here, this."

It was a piece of paper, sealed in a blue envelope.I said thanks, took that and left.

Welcome to a rare self-study class.Perhaps for the final exam, the teachers all went to a meeting.

As I was writing, I suddenly remembered the envelope I put in the drawer.

The melancholy blue, with the girl's handsome words on it, tells the love, expresses the reluctance to part, there is gratitude, there is loss, and there is an indescribable friendship.Rambling, talking slowly, pulling my heart bit by bit.

It turned out that I missed the love of a girl inadvertently. This is a rotten peach blossom that is not considered a peach blossom. It was destroyed before it was ripe, and it was plucked hard and crushed wantonly. It dripped from the tender red flower buds, dripped on my heart, and cut off my hypocritical shell.

I'm sorry, Yan Wan'an. . .

Sure enough, someone came to their class to pack things the next day.In the office, I caught a glimpse of Yan Wanan's father going through the formalities of withdrawing from school. During the conversation, I heard that Yan Wanan's current condition is not very good. Their family is about to move out, change to a new environment, and face the future with a different state of mind life.

I want to personally say sorry to the girl who was so stupid to apologize.I wanted to send her off, but all I had was a paper raft from her, one that belonged to her and didn't get a response sorry. . .

I leaned on the railing, raised my head, and it was another night full of stars.It's just that the stars are no longer the original stars, and the stars are changing, everything is changing quietly, everything is lost after gaining, and feeling sad after losing.

"Mu Yang." Covered by shadows, Yi Xuelai frowned slightly, approached, looked at me, there seemed to be a stream of light in his eyes, deeply attracting people.

I sniffled and saw him, but I couldn't restrain the sadness I had suppressed for a long time. I felt my eyes were moist, but I really didn't want to cry, I was just a little sad.

"You." With a helpless sigh, Yi Xuelai approached.

My vision changed, from light to dark.My head rested gently on a familiar shoulder.Yi Xuelai's arms were around me, and my chest was tightly pressed against his chest. Through a few pieces of clothes, I could hear his steady heartbeat, which made me gradually calm down.

I hesitated, and slowly raised my hand, hugging him back.

Yi Xuelai chuckled lightly, his breath was in my ears, it was so warm that I couldn't help but lose my mind. "If you want to cry, just cry." The deep voice was like the sound of nature at night, echoing in my ears.

My face was heating up, I buried my head deeper and shook my head.

This hug lasted for a long time, so long that the playground was completely deserted, so long that the door of the dormitory was almost locked, and so long that I stood at the door, watching Yi Xuelai's leaving back reluctantly when the lights were suddenly turned off.

It was a bad day, but also a strange day.

For example, I hugged Yi Xuelai, ah, this is the hug I have been looking forward to for a long time, although it is not the kind of hug I hoped for, but life is complete, anyway, this is what I want but dare not do, my hand It seemed that there was still the warmth of Shelley's body on it.For example, at this moment, after a few days of silence, Xiaopang picked up the phone for the first time and started a hot chat.One mouthful and one wife, it looks like returning to the early days of love.Whether Lingling is making trouble, or thinking about Xiaopang's well-being, she decides to treat him better after thinking about it, or what, this is unknown.However, at least Xiaopang and Lingling's relationship has picked up again. In this regard, at least Xiaopang is happy now, which is good.

this night.

I dreamed of Yi Xuelai, and what I got in my dream was not just hugs.I looked at his face obsessively, raised my head, and kissed his thin lips.He chuckled, leaned down, and locked me in his arms, his hands wandering over me, his slender fingertips running down my body. . .

I sighed softly, leaned back, and woke up suddenly.

There was a layer of sticky sweat on my body, and I could feel my whole body heating up, and the heat extended downward.My heart was also beating non-stop.In my mind, the image of the dream echoed and magnified, as if Yischel's hand was still on my body, wandering away, I trembled all over, I was so ashamed by myself.

At this moment, the sky is not yet completely bright, and Xiaopang is snoring happily.

I lifted the quilt and stared blankly at the bed, sure enough, this kind of dream would produce a reaction.

I glanced at Xiaopang and saw that the man was sleeping soundly. I breathed a sigh of relief and got up lightly, holding the clothes and clean underwear.

The cold water dripped on my body, making my drowsy mind clearer, but the feeling in the dream just now became clearer.I took the soap and was hesitant.In the end, desire overcame reason, and as expected, cold water alone couldn't get rid of it.

After taking a shower, I was completely exhausted.It's the first time I do this in school, and I'm not surprised that the target is Yi Xuelai, but it's just that I should be in this position.Forget it, I'm bored to death.

When I came out, Xiaopang was still sleeping.After taking a cold shower, I really didn't feel sleepy. I sat on the bed in a daze, with my eyes open, watching the sky completely dawn, and I stayed up until the bell rang.

The sleepy-eyed chubby turned over and was startled by me. "I'm so scared to death, brother Shen, you want to become a Buddha by meditating in broad daylight?"

"Yes, why don't you hurry up and kneel down to me, I might bless you." I glanced lightly.

"Okay, sit down slowly, grandpa, I'm going to brush my teeth and wash my face."

Don't ask me why I'm embarrassed, I just want to find a crack in the ground and turn it in. If it doesn't work, I might as well find a sewer without a manhole cover for me to hide.Especially when Yi Xuelai looked at me, his eyes swept across my face, this feeling was even worse.

"Mu Yang."

"Enn. Huh?"

"I told you not to take a cold shower in the morning, why didn't you listen?" Iselle frowned, his fingertips pinched my chin, forcing me to raise my head halfway and meet him.

My heart trembled, followed by my body trembling slightly.I dream about things that are too shameful at night, and I still feel ashamed when I meet a real person in the morning.

"Well, Shelley, whether a man or a man can kiss each other, can you be a little..."

"You haven't answered me yet."

"Okay, I see, I will never take a cold shower again."

Only then did Yi Xuelai let go of her hand in satisfaction, and stepped back a little.He glanced at me, "I've seen your whole body, so I'm afraid that you won't be able to kiss me."

Yarn!When did you watch it!I do not know how!

"We took a bath together when we were young, you forgot?"

as a child. . . .I remember when I first met Shelley, the relationship between the two families was very good, so I could run to his house every day, sleep in his house when I was tired from playing, and rely on him to take a bath together.

My God, the dark history of childhood is too hard to mention again!

I thought it was normal to take a cold shower in summer, but after Yi Shelley's reminder, coupled with the air conditioner blowing on it, it was really cool.It's just that after taking a nap, I shook my numb hands and sniffed my nose. I really felt like I was going to catch a cold.

"Hey, at the front table, give me a napkin." I patted Lin Mengxia, and said the words in a dry voice that was extremely hoarse, and the voice that I said surprised even myself.

"Oh, Cheng, I'll give you a few more." Lin Mengxia took out a napkin and patted my face, "Shen Muyang, do you have a cold?"

I took one and blew my nose. "I guess."

"I can only accept you if you can catch a cold this summer." Lin Mengxia cupped her fists and smiled, then turned her head and said to Yi Xuelai who was quietly doing her homework, "Brother Yi, your wife has a cold!"

My heart is as sour as Chi Xiang.