Song of Light and Shadow

Every time Midorima passed the flower shop on the corner of the street, she would stop and watch quietly for a while on the other side of the road before leaving.

It has been like this for three years, and it has never wavered, just like turning on the TV every morning to watch the good morning divination.

In fact, even he himself didn't know why he developed this habit.Maybe it's because it's too close to home, or maybe it's because Ying has to pass by every time he goes to the hospital, but in fact, all he needs is to find an excuse for himself...

"... Today's Cancer has a good fortune. Although it is not the first, it is very average in all aspects. The lucky thing is also a very beautiful thing, that is cornflower. Cancer, go to the flower shop and buy a bouquet to hold in your hand. Hands."

Midorima, standing in front of the mirror and arranging his clothes, froze for a moment, a strange feeling suddenly rose in his heart.I can't tell what it's like, but it seems that I want to laugh.

After fastening the tie, putting on the suit and taking the document bag, Midorima changed his shoes and walked out of the house.

It has been more than three years since I graduated from university. It can be said that everyone has their own new life.The aura of miracles was gradually buried by the conventional social torrent, and not everyone chose the path of professional basketball.Kise continues to be his model.Akashi is challenging for the [-]th dan and throne titles.Ziyuan actually went to study food majors, but he didn't know exactly what he was doing now.However, Kagami, Aomine, and Haizaki all chose the path of professional golfers. They all seem to be in the United States, but they are all in different teams.

"Sorry to bother you." Pushing open the glass door of the flower shop, the small wind chimes rang melodiously and crisply, reminding the shop that there were customers coming.

The style of the storefront is simple and fresh.All the flowers are neatly arranged on the shelf, which looks very comfortable, but it is not based on the so-called subjects or categories, but more like the owner's personal interest.

"Ah, I'm sorry, I'll be here soon." Hearing the doorbell ring, the shopkeeper's voice sounded from behind the counter, and then the door connected to the warehouse opened, but the first thing that rushed out was a small figure, happily rushing towards the door. Leaving the green room, he circled around his legs.

"Number two, you can't be rude to the guests. I'm sorry, it's usually very good...uh...Green...Mr. Jian?"

Midorima didn't know where to put his eyes, so he finally closed them, pushed his glasses, coughed and said, "I didn't expect you to be here, Heizi."

Heizi slightly bent his mouth, looked at the person in front of him and said softly: "It seems that I have not admitted my mistake. Long time no see, Mr. Lujian."

Midorima felt that his palms were sweating a little. Even when he was playing the game, he had never been so nervous, but after only saying a few words, he felt his throat dry up.

"Is there anything I can do for you, Mr. Lujian?" Heizi said calmly, as if nothing happened, but if you look closely at his eyes, you will find that the light blue pupils are slightly dizzy. spread out.

Midorima persuaded himself to calm down, pushed his glasses again, and then said: "Please give me cornflower, this is today's lucky thing."

Heizi turned around clearly, thought for a while, walked to the flower stand on the left, and skillfully took out the cornflowers in the vase, groped for the petals with his fingers, picked out two, and continued walking Going to the counter, I fumbled through a row of packing tapes, and pulled out a green ribbon to tie the flower stems.However, when he picked up the scissors, he was accidentally pricked by the tip of the scissors, and tiny drops of blood immediately ooze out.

Kuroko calmly put the punctured finger into his mouth, but Midorima quickly grabbed his hand and pasted it with a Band-Aid that he took out from nowhere.

Heizi stared blankly at Midorima's meticulous movements, and suddenly noticed that there was still white on Midorima's hands.

"Mr. Lujian is still wearing a bandage." Somehow, he said it.

Midorima's hand paused, but it was still holding Kuroko's finger.There are no more calluses worn out by basketball, maybe because I often play with flowers, my hands feel very delicate now.However, it was full of wounds.They are not big, they are all very small openings, but there are unusually many

"Mr. Lujian?" Seeing that Lujian seemed to be in a daze, Heizi called softly, "I want to cut flowers."

Only then did Luma hurriedly let go of Heizi's hand, and immediately said, "Just now I was just thinking about something."

Heizi didn't pay attention to what Lujian said, but picked up the scissors again, and cut off the excessively long lower part of the flower branch.

"All right."

Except for the faint smile when he first saw Midorima, Kuroko was still as calm as before and even a little expressionless.

Green directly passed the cornflower, looked at the slender petals, and frowned.He doesn't like this kind of flower. He always feels that the petals are too thin and broken, which makes people feel flustered.

"Actually, Midorima-kun and Cornflower are very suitable." After putting away the scissors, Heizi felt No. [-] rubbing against his feet, so he bent down, gropingly picked No. [-] up, and walked to the window. He sat down at the round table in front of him, and picked up a book on the table at the same time.

Seeing that Heizi was still reading, Lvjian snatched the book from Heizi's hand and said in a deep voice, "Don't read any more. Your eyes are not good. Do you want to continue to deteriorate after reading books?! "

Heizi was stunned for a moment, staring blankly at his empty palm, and then said weakly after a long pause, "Well...can't read anymore...well..."

If it was before, Heizi would definitely look up at him, and then say "no" without giving in.

But now, Heizi has compromised...

"I'm used to it. I always hold a book, and I want to read it subconsciously... Sure enough... it will be very troublesome if it goes on like this..." Heizi lowered his eyes and seemed to be looking at No. [-] in his arms, but there was nothing in those eyes. The focal length speaks volumes.

Midorima almost rushed out of the door, and heard the sound of the wind chimes behind him, frowning tightly, and walked forward quickly.

How could he do such a thing? Obviously he was a little worried about Heizi, but his words completely changed when he spoke them.Midorima felt that his protection for the past three years was destroyed by this sentence.

"Doctor Midorima seems to be in a bad mood today..." Nurse A said in a low voice.

"That's right...but you actually brought flowers, are you giving them away?" Nurse B glanced at the cornflowers that were in full bloom.

"How could you just give two flowers as a gift?" Nurse A laughed.

"If you have time to chat, why not go to the clinic!" Midorima pushed his glasses, and looked coldly at the two little nurses who were chatting, with a bad look on his face.The little nurse was so scared that she quickly apologized and left.

Glancing at the cornflower lying by his hand, Midorima was stunned for a while, then unconsciously typed the three words cornflower into Google, and pressed Enter.

"Actually, Midorima-kun and Cornflower are a good match."

Recalling Heizi's words in his mind, Midorima looked at the introduction on the page, and his eyes stayed on the introduction of that line of flower language.

Delicacy, elegance, love and loyalty, and longing.

Does this look like him?

Midorima frowned, no matter how you look at it, it doesn't seem like a flower that can describe his character.

"Doctor Midorima, the ophthalmologist from Germany has arrived, do you want to start the meeting now?" A subordinate doctor knocked on the door and asked.

"Understood, it's in the lt4 hall, you take them there first."

Midorima immediately closed the webpage and picked up the materials that had been prepared long ago.Standing up and holding the cornflower in her hands, Midorima walked out without any hesitation.

If this meeting is successful, there may be hope.

"Oh, Dr. Midorima, the paper you published on chronic blindness caused by hydrophthalmia pressing the optic nerve made us very good!" After seeing Midorima arrive, the German expert typed awkwardly in very unfamiliar Japanese call.

It should be very appreciated... Midorima added something in his heart, immediately stretched out his hand, and said in very proficient German: "sehrf, herraigele. (It's very nice to meet you, Mr. Eigele.)"

The old man named Eigle was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and held Midorima's hand, and happily began to communicate in German.

"This kind of case is rare even in the world. The effusion from the cranial cavity into the eye slowly increases and compresses the optic nerve. Here, here, the optic nerve in these places has been ruptured. Although the effusion is controlled by drugs The penetration speed is reduced to the slowest, but there is still the danger of complete blindness." Midorima showed the enlarged picture with a slide show, and pointed to two places where transparency can be clearly seen.

The German expert nodded, wrote something in the notebook, thought for a while and said: "The most difficult part of this operation is to open the cranium and repair the optic nerve. The water outlet point is under the sympathetic nerve. To avoid the sympathetic nerve, the water outlet point Blocking this is a problem, and another problem is your proposal to repair the optic nerve. Although it is theoretically feasible, and now there is a nanoscale scalpel, is there anyone who can do this kind of delicate operation? It needs to be thought about. If there is any mistake, the entire optic nerve may be cut off directly. My personal opinion is to only fill in the water point, and the optic nerve is fine. Judging from the current condition of this patient, it is not completely lost vision , and still have a certain ability to take care of themselves, so I don’t recommend surgery to repair the optic nerve.”

If you don't do this operation, what will I ask you to do!Midorima roared in his heart, he can't even read the book now!Was he supposed to read Braille?Or go for audiobooks?It's just a matter of chance, as long as it's not zero, you have to try!

Thinking of the fact that he was diagnosed with a concussion after the game and didn't pay too much attention to it, which made Kuroko's illness so serious that he had to take medicine to slow down the speed of blindness, Midorima blamed himself and wished he could send his eyes away. to sunspot.

If he had been more careful and rigorous at the beginning, he would have found that small water outlet from under the complicated sympathetic nerves. In this way, from the beginning, he only needed to repair the water outlet, and it would not cause the current situation. The situation is gone.

"What if I insist on optic nerve repair?" Midorima did not back down, but looked at the experts in front of him very seriously, and expressed his thoughts.

Eigler thought for a while, then suddenly stroked the fluffy beard on his chin and said with a smile: "I didn't expect Dr. Midorima to like cornflowers. Cornflowers are the national flower of Germany."

Midorima didn't react for a while, and subconsciously replied "Yes".

"In Germany, if someone you like gives you cornflowers, it means wishing you happiness..." Eigler sighed and said, "When I had the first major operation, it was similar to your situation now, but what I did was Inner angle glaucoma. It looks very simple now, but it is very difficult to treat it now. In addition, the patient is my fiancée, so even if everyone objects, she insists on doing it, so I am determined to do it for her. Yes. I still remember when she said, "If you can't see your face clearly, what's the difference between being blind and what you are now." Haha, my wife is not bad." Dr. Aigler laughed a little bit to entertain himself.

Standing in front of the curtain, Midorima just quietly listened to Aigle's words, and didn't make a statement.Although he had no interest in what Aigle said, or why he was forced to listen to an old man's love history, but the current situation is asking for others, and he cannot act recklessly.

"So, if you insist on doing it, I have two conditions." Finally, Aigle got to the point.

"All ears." Midorima pushed his glasses and immediately became serious.

"First, you have to do this operation yourself." Dr. Eigle said, staring into Midorima's eyes.

"No problem." Rather, he will definitely operate it himself and leave it to others. He is not at ease.

"Secondly, I want that patient to come to me and say that he is willing to entrust this operation to you." Dr. Eigle made the second request.

Midorima didn't know how he got home.There is nothing in my head that I can think about.What Aigle meant was to let Heizi voluntarily say that he hoped to hand over the operation to him without knowing who was performing the operation.How could this be possible!

Rather, until now, Heizi didn't know that he was the one who had been treating him.Because every time Heizi came to the hospital, he ordered his men to go down and follow the steps to check, while watching in the observation room beside him.

In fact, he was a little afraid to meet Kuroko, because his arrogance when he just graduated had hurt him so much, Midorima felt that he was really useless.

Sighing, he sat on the sofa, thinking about how to tell Heizi about the operation without letting him know that he was the one who performed the surgery, and Midorima felt more and more that Aigle was trying to make things difficult for him.

"Damn guy..." Midorima took off his glasses and leaned on the armrest of the sofa with his forehead.

But in any case, what should be said is still to be said. On this point, he has made up his mind from the very beginning. Even if Heizi treats him coldly, even if he has no chance to see Heizi again, he will not give up and let Heizi reply. vision.

Taking out the phone, looking at the number on the shortcut key No. [-], Midorima stared at the screen in a daze for a long time, and finally pressed the call button.

"Hello, this is Heizi."

Heizi's soft voice came from the opposite side.

"I'm sorry about the morning..." Midorima didn't know how to speak.

"Ah, Mr. Lujian. I'm not angry." Heizi said calmly.

A moment of silence followed.

"What's the matter?" Heizi finally asked because he felt the silence was too long.

"Nothing, just a phone call..."

"...Mr. Lujian is very smart, but sometimes he does some boring things." Heizi said calmly.

"Hello!" Midorima was a little embarrassed by Heizi's words.

However, there was another silence.

"...Sorry, if there is nothing else, I have to hang up the phone." Heizi said and wanted to hang up the phone.

"Wait a minute!" Midorima called out immediately, and was relieved when Heizi put the phone to his ear again, and then hesitantly asked, "Recently...how is your eye?"

"I can still see." Heizi's answer was very concise, but it made Midorima's heart ache.I can still see it, which means I can't see it anymore...

"I mean, if it's just a hypothesis. If there is a chance to restore your vision, but the success rate of the operation is less than one percent, are you willing to do it?"

Finally asked the words out of his mouth, Midorima felt his heart beat faster than when he didn't say it.Although he felt that he could foresee that Heizi would refuse, there was still some small hope in his heart.

There was a long period of silence on the other end of the phone, and the long green room thought that his ears could not hear the sound.

Just when he couldn't help but speak, Heizi said softly, "Yes."

"Really? I advise you to think carefully. This operation is really very dangerous, and the chance of blindness is much higher than the chance of success. Once blind, you can't even see a thing."

"Yes." Heizi did not hesitate this time, but replied with certainty: "As long as the chance is not zero, no, even if the chance is zero, I want to give it a try. If I give up, it doesn't mean that there is no hope at all." What?" Heizi's voice was very calm, and Midorima felt as if he could see Heizi's firm eyes as usual.

Sure enough, he still couldn't figure out Heizi's mind.

Even though he looks so weak, every time he can give him an unbelievable shock.

"It seems that I was overthinking..." Midorima sighed, feeling a little relieved, "You haven't lost confidence. No, it should be said that it hasn't changed."

"...Mr. Lujian, sure enough, you still say some strange things."

"Tomorrow is your review day."

"... Why did Mr. Lujian know?"

"..." Lu Jian was at a loss for words, and it took a while before he said, "I saw you going to the hospital by chance."

"...Mr. Lujian... Are you following me?"

"Who followed you?! No, why should I follow you? I have never followed you. Don't think too much, Heizi." Midorima almost panicked and began to speak incoherently.

"Oh……"

"That's it, that's it, goodbye." Midorima hurriedly hung up the phone, took a deep breath, sat on the sofa in silence for a long, long time, then stood up abruptly, went to the bathroom and turned on the faucet to pour over his head.

Too excited, so excited that my mind started to get a little confused.Heizi was willing to undergo surgery, and that was enough.That's enough.He will definitely not make another mistake, as long as he can see him looking at him with a radiant expression again, even if he doesn't know what he is thinking at all, it doesn't matter.

Just seeing him happy again is enough.

However, the next day, when Midorima came to the office, he suddenly remembered that there was another challenge.

What if Heizi doesn't choose him?No, I wouldn't choose him at all!Heizi didn't even know he was working here!

"Doctor Luma, the patient has come..." the subordinate asked standing at the door, not knowing what Luma would say.

"Understood, take him to Dr. Aigler...I'll wait outside the door." Midorima grasped the lucky object "photo of the most important person", put the photo in his pocket, and walked to Aigler anxiously Le door.

Only Aigle's voice came from inside.

"Who do you want to perform this operation on you? Have you made a decision in your heart?"

Midorima closed her eyes, leaning against the wall, quietly waiting for the result.

"...If possible, I hope Dr. Midorima will perform this operation on me." Heizi replied calmly.

"I didn't show you the list of personnel in charge of the surgery, can you be sure?" Aigle asked again.

"Yes, I hope Dr. Midorima will perform this operation on me." Heizi said for the second time.

"Hehehe, Doctor Midorima, come in, you heard it too." Aegler stroked his fluffy beard and said to the pair of Midorima who was hiding outside the door, laughing.

After a while, Midorima walked in, and just said calmly as usual: "How do you know that I work here?"

"Because the doctor who saw me said you ordered it." Heizi replied calmly, "I knew it from the beginning."

Midorima pushed down his glasses, just said "please wait a moment" and walked out, then heard a scream from the corridor, and then Midorima walked in again calmly.

"Dr. Eigler, can we discuss when the operation will start?"

Three days later, Heizi lay on the operating table.

Midorima sterilized the lucky item together and brought it into the operating room, placing it by the door.

Taking a deep breath, Midorima put the ultra-high magnifying glass on his eyes.

Three years of hard work and study are for this moment today.He can do it.

After nearly ten hours of surgery, when Midorima came down from the operating table, he let out a long breath.It was like a miracle that the operation went smoothly, and even Eigle praised him after he came down.

The optic nerve was sutured very smoothly. If it is properly adjusted, the gauze can be removed within a month.

Three months later.

One month after the operation, Heizi had already been transferred from the hospital to Midorima's home.Although Heizi has always insisted on returning to his home, Midorima refused Heizi's request on the grounds that 'I am a doctor, so you must listen to me'.

"Close your eyes for a while and open them again. I removed the gauze." Midorima said softly.

Obviously he has never even had an operation, but now he is just removing the gauze, but his hands are shaking badly.

"It's okay." Heizi suddenly covered Midorima's hand lightly, and took his hand along to remove the gauze.

Looking at Kuroko's exposed eyes, Midorima felt her heart was about to jump out of her throat.

However, Heizi didn't open it right away, but said calmly, "Thank you, Mr. Lujian."

"Uh." Midorima was taken aback for a moment, not knowing how to respond to the sudden thank you.

"Although Mr. Midori is not very good at talking, sometimes he can make people angry. He is obviously very smart, but he often does some stupid things. Even now, he has never said what he said. However, I think such a green Jun is very cute. So..."

Suddenly pulling Midorima's tie and pulling his head down, Kuroko kissed Midorima's lips based on feeling.

The breeze blew into the room from the window, lifted the white bed curtain, and accidentally touched the white hyacinth in the vase in front of Heizi's bedside table.A pure white petal fell down and lay quietly on the ground.

Midorima, whose mind had been blank for a long time but wished he could run twice, was just staring blankly at Heizi's slowly opening eyes.

The brightly shining eyes clearly reflected his own face on the pupils. Although they were still as calm as water, they were also filled with a touch of joy.

"Long time no see, Mr. Midori."

Seeing Heizi's gentle smiling face, Midorima suddenly turned his head aside in embarrassment, pushed his glasses, and asked in a low voice, "Why do you know..."

"Because for these three months, Mr. Lvjian sent white hyacinths every day, didn't he? I can smell the fragrance of flowers."

white hyacinth,

A love that dare not express.

"I just bought it by chance, I think it's very beautiful..." Midorima turned her head further away.

"Well, it was just a coincidence."

"It's really just a coincidence!" Midorima emphasized.

"Since this is the case, I am very sorry for the behavior just now. Please forget about it, Mr. Lujian." Heizi blinked, seeing Luma's face that immediately changed color, he thought it was very interesting.

"No!" Luma yelled back.

"But didn't Mr. Lujian have that kind of meaning?" Heizi said blankly.

"Even if it doesn't exist!" Luma turned cold, stared at Heizi and said seriously, "Things that have already happened can't be treated as if they didn't happen."

"But I will be troubled by this, Mr. Lujian." Heizi tilted his head slightly, "Then, I will pretend that it never happened. That's fine."

"No! This is even more impossible!" Midorima suddenly pressed Heizi on the bed, but still carefully supported Heizi's head with his hands.

"Mr. Lujian?" Heizi looked at Luma with his eyes open, not understanding what he wanted to do.

"Although I don't want to be like this now, but you tempted me to do this. As a normal person, enduring desire will be bad for your health. So, this is your fault." Midorima stared into Heizi's eyes, but instead At this time, I calmed down.

"Huh?" Heizi looked at Lvma with something wrong in his eyes, and felt that something might be wrong, "Mr. Lvjian, I will be very troubled by this."

"That will haunt you for the rest of your life." Without hesitation, Midorima grabbed the lips she had longed for for a long time, but Midorima found that Kuroko's eyes were still open, "It's common sense to close your eyes when kissing."

"But I want to see more of Mr. Midori."

Kuroma's home run hit Midorima's heart completely erratically.

"Originally, I just wanted to punish you, but since you are so kind, I won't refuse." Midorima sighed, took off his glasses, and at the same time put his hand into Heizi's clothes.

"Mr. Lujian, I just took off the gauze." No matter how dull Heizi was, he still felt the danger.

"It is necessary to stimulate the lacrimal gland to shed tears to prove that the function of the lacrimal gland has not been damaged after the operation." Midorima replied calmly, and at the same time took off her own clothes.

"But...um." Heizi wanted to say something, but Midorima calmly stopped him.

Just stroking Heizi's body lightly, Midorima has completely grasped Heizi's sensitive points, which is the benefit of studying medicine.

(Here is a very small amount of meat that will still be harmonious...)

Swallowing the liquid in his mouth, Midorima straightened up.

Although I really want to enjoy his body slowly, but now Heizi's body is really not suitable for doing such intense exercise.

Seeing Kuroko, who was exhausted and gasping slightly on the bed, Midorima sighed, got out of bed, turned around and walked into the kitchen, took out the ice cubes, poured them into the sink, poured water, and buried his head in it.

He needs to calm down, otherwise he really can't help but want Heizi now.

"Mr. Lujian...won't you do it?" However, Heizi got out of bed at some point and went to the bathroom. .

Midorima dried her hair with a towel, walked to Kuroko's side, reached out to caress his lips, and then bent down to press a kiss on his eyes.

"I can afford to wait."

There are no vows, no sweet words, just four words, and all the meanings are contained in it, forever and ever...