Song of Light and Shadow

(Here is the abridged fleshy meat)

[say what?What can i say? ]

Heizi still kept silent, occasionally, due to the intertwined stimulation of pain and kuai~, a shallow groan overflowed from his mouth, but it was like grand drumbeats, echoing clearly in the room.

"Damn it, you really don't want to say anything to me?" Qingfeng felt the comforting and hot package in Heizi's body, but his heart was as impatient as a mouse scurrying inside.

[Yes, I do have something to say...]

Heizi opened his eyes, but they were like hollow ice, faint blue and blue, without focus.The eye sockets were also filled with transparent liquid, which silently flowed down the beautiful and round cheeks, and dripped on the pillow, smudged with dark gray marks.

"Congratulations... getting married... Aomine-kun..."

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"Mr. Heizi, please take this document and copy it."

The shouts of colleagues reached Heizi, who was sitting at his desk doing text entry.

"Okay, I know."

Heizi stopped what he was doing and stood up, took the thick stack of documents handed over by his colleague, Ms. Uno, then turned and walked towards the copy room.

It has been four years since he graduated, and he will be thirty in two years. However, Heizi still hasn't changed much from his high school appearance, even his expression and preferences.

Turning on the copier and hearing the buzzing sound of the machine starting up, Heizi felt his body chill for some reason.It may be that winter has not passed yet, so even in the warm office, you can still feel the coolness leaking in from the outside.

It's almost March.

Heizi thought, and put the first document into the machine.

Because I have a basic basketball foundation, and I studied Chinese at university, I joined a monthly basketball magazine as an editor after graduation.Although I can't run on the court with my old friends, it is a very happy thing to fight with them in another attitude.

However, only Vulcan and Aomine really chose basketball as their career. Even Akashi rejected the invitation of the top team and inherited the family business.

This is probably the so-called life can not be satisfactory.

He took out the copied document and put another copy in.

Now his department is interviewing and reporting on the i·h league in high school and various schools in wc as well as promising players, so even he doesn't know much about the two of them who play basketball as a profession.But these two are offensive geniuses, so they must be doing well now.

Heizi lowered his eyes, feeling a little stuffy in his heart.

He clearly warned himself not to think about that person anymore, but he still couldn't restrain his thoughts.

As soon as he graduated from university, Aomine married his girlfriend.

As if escaping from something, very quickly.

When Heizi was standing aside in a white dress as best man, looking at the cute girl standing next to Qingfeng, he suddenly had an urge to exchange with her, just for a day, to be able to stand dignifiedly by Qingfeng's side, and It's not like going underground without any emotion.

Thinking about it now, things at that time were at best friends with benefits, because they didn't even say the word "like", and the time they spent together was just physical intercourse.

But even so, Heizi felt very happy.

Because since junior high school, he has been in love with Aomine.

Before Qingfeng didn't notice him, he had been watching from afar the boy who was like the sun happily playing basketball amidst the crowd's pursuit.I never thought that I could stand side by side with him. I was rarely noticed by others. Maybe even if I stood in front of Qingfeng, I would be ignored by him.

However, when Qingfeng didn't care about his status as a member of the third team and started playing basketball with him and even sacrificed his own time to help him improve his level, he knew that he really liked Qingfeng...

When Aomine said to him that day, "One day we will play together, Tetsu", it must have been like a spell of happiness for him.So you can practice so hard.Just to be able to stand with him.

I thought it could go on like this forever. At the beginning, Aomine also regarded him as his best partner, but when he introduced himself as a new manager after entering university, he clearly remembered that Aomine saw that girl expression,

With his mouth half open, he looked dumbfounded.

When he tried to draw him back with words like "Aomine-kun, please don't stare blankly", Aomine just said softly "It's so noisy" without any excuse, and his face was astonishingly red.

Heizi understood that he had seen the whole process of Qingfeng's heart being stolen by a girl, and he also understood that what sounded in his chest was the sound of a broken heart.

Since then, Qingfeng and that girl have become a recognized couple, but he finds more reasons to avoid it. He doesn't want to see the two of them together, because that kind of self really looks a bit miserable .

The day the deadlock was broken was the day the Collegiate League won the championship.Because Qingfeng's girlfriend had something to do at home, she couldn't come to the party.

Originally, I didn't plan to participate, but after all, it was Akashi's order that everyone should be there.So in the noisy and jubilant, inexplicably drank a lot of wine, or didn't care whether he drank wine or water at all.Because my whole body and mind were focused on that man with a bright smile.

He said he was getting engaged.

It was as if his body had been emptied, he sat there blankly, just kept drinking, he looked a bit like a rookie member who was unsatisfactory in society, but probably the depression in his heart was deeper than those people Bar.

Sometimes getting drunk can be a real nuisance.

Because he was drunk, he couldn't get up and walk back by himself.In fact, he is very shameless when drinking, it can be said that even if he is drunk, he can't see the slightest change in his face, but he is more silent than usual, this is what Kise told him afterwards.

But he knew, or rather remembered clearly, that it was Qingfeng who sent him home that day.Because it was probably because of the best relationship, Qingfeng volunteered to take on the task of escort. After all, his girlfriend was not there, so there was no need to rush home.

But after being sent home, when he remembered again, it was lying in Qingfeng's arms.

Neither of them was wearing a single piece of clothing.

I can't say a word, or I don't know what to say at all.Because Qingfeng had already woken up before he woke up, and had been staring at him silently.

"If you want to forget, I can pretend that what happened last night never happened."

This is the first sentence he said to him, it seems that there is no need to think too much, it is probably the so-called disorderly sex after drinking, maybe he really took the initiative to lure Qingfeng to him.

Seeing Qingfeng getting out of bed and putting on his clothes calmly, as if waiting for his own conclusion, he didn't know how to speak.From the bottom of his heart, he didn't want to forget, but from a practical point of view, he should have to forget.

"I see."

Four words, if it is Qingfeng, you can probably understand what he is thinking, after all, we have known each other for eight years.

Qingfeng didn't say anything, just turned around and left his rented house calmly, and then acted like nothing happened.Business as usual.

The only difference is that every Sunday afternoon, he will receive an email with the time and place marked on it.

When he arrived for the first time, he understood what Qingfeng meant.

From then on, until the day before Aomine was going to get married, the two had been just friends with benefits...

Not even friends.

It's just that now, I probably have forgotten what it was like to like at the beginning.

"It's been copied, please check if there are any mistakes." Heizi handed the copied materials to his colleague just now, and sat back on his seat after being thanked.

At this time, Sanze from the same department slid over on a swivel chair, hooked Heizi's shoulders, and said with a smile: "Just now when you were away, the boss said something. I will go to enjoy the cherry blossoms next Friday. Don't forget to bring some goodies." It’s delicious. The takoyaki from last time was pretty good. Ah, but it’s better to eat it hot, otherwise, bring sushi rolls. Even my wife said that the sushi rolls made by Kuroko are delicious.”

"Mr. Sanze is really flattering you." Heizi said calmly.

"At times like this, you should talk with a smile." Sanze stretched out his hand dissatisfied and pulled the corners of Heizi's mouth up, but after seeing Heizi's expression, he burst out laughing, let go of Heizi and sighed, "Forget it." , Heizi still looks more appropriate like this, but if you continue like this, Heizi, you won’t be able to marry a wife.”

"Maybe." Heizi didn't think much of it, because it was probably a set pattern for him not to be able to marry a wife.

A week later, the cherry blossom viewing party was held in Ueno Park as scheduled.We are all editors of basketball magazines, and while we were talking, we inexplicably switched from ordinary conversations to basketball.Since I usually report on high school basketball, once I talk about basketball, I naturally talk about the NBA, which everyone likes very much.

"Last season was really exciting." Member A said dancing, took a sip of sake, smacked his lips, and said dancing.

"Yeah, the Lakers won in the end. Although Kobe retired, the new William is also very good-looking." Member B slapped his thigh. He was almost 50 years old, but he was still very energetic. Looks like there is very little hair.It appears to be well maintained.

"However, I am so envious of those guys who make the monthly nba! I heard that they can go to the United States." Member C sighed, blinked, looked at the people of the monthly nba who were in a better place to enjoy the flowers, and silently One took a sip of the wine, then picked up the bottle of sake and poured it into the glass, "Damn it, I want to go too."

"Yeah, having said that, there seem to be two Japanese players playing in the NBA." Member A thought for a while and said.

"Really? I only know one. I played in the Magic last season. I scored 23 points and won the title of the Magic's scoring champion, Vulcan!" Member B stroked his dark hair with his hand, his face The skin folds on his upper body trembled as he blinked, and at the same time touched his chin with his fingers, looking thoughtful.

"Ah, I know it too! There are still reports on TV!" Member C nodded and said, and took out his mobile phone, searched on Google, and showed everyone the webpage with the Vulcan special issue, " Very powerful ah!"

"Yeah, everyone in Japan should know about it now." Member A clapped his hands and said with a sigh of relief, "Japan also has people who play in the NBA. This is a breakthrough."

"Yeah." The others echoed.

Heizi listened to everyone's conversation silently, not wanting to interrupt.Just yesterday, Vulcan sent an email asking if he would like to go to the United States.

Since high school, Vulcan has been pursuing him, even knowing that he has such a relationship with Aomine, he never gave up.Sometimes Heizi feels that if he likes Vulcan instead of Aomine, it will probably be nice to everyone.

"Who is the other person you're talking about?" At this moment, Sanze remembered what the person who raised the topic just now said.

"Uh, it's only natural that you don't know. After all, I also worked in the monthly nba magazine for a while, and he was more concerned than me at that time. His name is Aomine Daiki. Do you have any impression?" Member a thought for a while and said.

"Ah! I know!! I just read the old magazine a few days ago! Isn't it the trump card of the Miracle Generation! I thought he didn't play basketball anymore." Member C cried out in surprise, and hurriedly The picture on the phone was flipped out, "Look, I even took a photo. But I support Ryota Kise. She is also a very famous model now!"

"He also joined the NBA at the beginning, and he was in the second line of the Mavericks. And don't be jealous, that kid is still married to the NBA!" As expected of an old man, member B said faintly, still after taking a sip of wine Smacked his lips.

"No way! Married at only 24 years old! I'm so envious!" Member A sighed, looking at the sky with a discouraged look.

"Back to the topic! Don't mention such annoying things in front of us bachelors." Member C said in a tangled voice.

"Well. But then it seemed that there was a dispute with the team coach, and then he committed some crimes and was fired by the team. Then his parents in China also had a car accident, and his wife divorced him three months later. Find a president and marry him." Member B seemed to have thought of something again, and added seriously, but his expression became serious, and the smile on his mouth disappeared.

When it was said here, everyone fell silent.

Sanze sighed faintly, looked at the falling cherry blossoms and said in a low voice: "It's true that life is not as you wish."

"Yeah, obviously so talented... If there were no such things, he should be a very good player now." Member a said.

"Stop talking, cheers!" Member B raised his glass, looked at everyone and said, "Okay, let's drink more while the boss is gone."

Seeing that everyone was happy again, Heizi couldn't get into it no matter what.It turns out that so many things have happened to Qingfeng in these years... What about now?How is he now?

"How is Qingfeng-kun now?" Without thinking too much, the words just blurted out like this, until he realized that Heizi was also taken aback by his impulsiveness.

"Uh, no, I don't know...Maybe the people over at the NBA Monthly know." Member B pouted, and blinked at the flower viewing place where the NBA Monthly was on the side.

Heizi got up immediately after hearing this, and walked towards the direction of the NBA monthly magazine to enjoy the flowers, but was held back by Sanze, who frowned and asked, "Heizi, what's the matter? Is that Qingfeng an acquaintance of yours?"

"No... just a little concerned..." Heizi whispered, pulled the sleeve out of Sanze's hand, and didn't stop.

Sanze sighed, stood up, held Heizi's shoulder, and said with a helpless smile: "Even if you go, you won't be able to ask anything, you have no acquaintances in the NBA. I'll ask." Go ahead. You just wait here obediently. Think of it as a return gift from you for giving my wife sushi rolls."

Heizi froze for a moment, then lowered his head.Indeed, Sanze is the only one who can be called a friend in the company.

Without waiting for Heizi's answer, Sanze walked towards the flower viewing area of ​​the nba monthly magazine. After exchanging pleasantries, he said a lot before walking back slightly drunk.

"Yes. But it's not a very good content. Do you want to listen?" As if confirming Heizi's determination, Sanze called Heizi aside, standing next to a cherry blossom tree and said.

"Yes." Without any hesitation, Heizi nodded.

"It is said that Aomine Daiki stayed in the United States for a while at the beginning, and soon his salary was spent due to his decadent life. And his visa expired, so he was sent back to his country. After returning to his country, he seemed to be borrowing money to live, but it seems that Because he was obsessed with playing small steel balls, no one was willing to lend him money in the end, and as for what is going on now, no one knows, probably living on the streets."

After listening to Sanze's words, Heizi felt a little dazed.He didn't recover until the end of the banquet.

Returning to the residence in confusion, it is still the place where I first combined with Qingfeng. Over the years, it has never changed.

Just want to keep a memory.

However, when he saw a slovenly tramp sitting at the door of his apartment, exuding a stench, like a slovenly tramp who hadn't bathed in hundreds of years, his heart was pulled tightly.

For some reason, he recognized this person at the first sight even though it was the complete opposite of his bright and handsome appearance.He's been in love with someone for eight years.

"Mr. Qingfeng..."

As if responding to his own voice, the drunken Qingfeng raised his head, stood up against the wall, and staggered towards Heizi.

Even though it was far away, Heizi could smell Qingfeng's body as if it had been drenched in swill.

Heizi, who has always loved cleanliness, seemed unable to move, staring blankly at Qingfeng, who was covered in filth, leaning towards him, but suddenly grabbed his shoulders, then lowered his head, and vomited it out.

It really stinks.Heizi frowned as he watched a pile of dirt being spat out on his suit.

After Qingfeng vomited, he fell to the ground, unconscious.

Heizi didn't say anything, just took out the key to open the door, took off the smelly clothes, put them directly into the trash bag and threw them into the trash bin, and then dragged Qingfeng, who was motionless like a corpse, into it bit by bit. At home, he put him on the sofa, then walked into the bathroom, took a shower, and hid in the room.

Even he himself finds it unbelievable that he actually brought such a green peak into his home.The tattered clothes, and the hair that Ziyuan-kun has grown almost as long, but the original blue color has completely turned into black, of course it looks like oily smoke.The socks should have been white, because the mottled gray can be seen, but most of them have also become black.Even the feet are black. Although Aomine's skin was originally dark, it's even more black now.

Unexpectedly, after four years, he still couldn't treat Qingfeng calmly, just knowing that Qingfeng was in the living room outside the house, he felt a little trembling.

Holding his calf, Heizi just sat on the bed and slept all night.

When he woke up the next morning, his whole body was in severe pain. When he opened the door, he was greeted with a stench. Qingfeng, who was picked up by him, was lying motionless on the sofa with his eyes open.

Heizi didn't know why but couldn't tell Qingfeng to wash up, he didn't even dare to talk to Qingfeng, he just went to the kitchen to make breakfast silently, brought it to Qingfeng in silence, picked up the bag and the new bag in silence The suit, silently took out the bag of stinking garbage, and whispered "I'm going out" the moment the door was closed.

The following days seemed to be their cohabitation life, but to be more precise, it was Heizi who was taking care of Qingfeng.Because Qingfeng, who seems to have become like a statue, just knows how to eat and sleep, as if he has never had a good rest in his life, when Heizi sees him, he basically seems to be sleeping.It's just that Heizi knows that Qingfeng must have been out, because the reserve money he has kept in the drawer of the living room is decreasing regularly.

Thinking of Sanze's words, probably Aomine is really obsessed with things like slot machines.

However, he couldn't say anything to reprimand Qingfeng.If it was true before, he probably would have seriously told Qingfeng that it was wrong to do so.

But not now.

"I am back."

Now he can speak to Qingfeng very smoothly, because Heizi knows that Qingfeng will not answer him, and Qingfeng has not said a word for so long.

However, just as Heizi turned on the exhaust fan to let the air in the room circulate, Qingfeng suddenly spoke.

"Why do you still keep my clothes?"

Heizi froze for a moment, and clenched his fingers tightly.Aomine turned over his things.

When Qingfeng was with him, he often forgot to take one or two pieces of clothes, probably because he didn't want to come back to get them again, so he put them away like treasures.

Heizi didn't answer Qingfeng's words, or more precisely, didn't think about what to say, Heizi just poured oil into the pot silently and started cooking.

Seeing that Heizi didn't say anything, Qingfeng suddenly became irritable, and raised his voice, "Why did you take me in?"

Heizi still didn't know how to answer.

"Why didn't you say anything when I took your money?!"

Silence, continued silence.

"What the hell are you thinking!"

"I don't know..." Heizi put the fried eggs on the plate and said softly, "I don't know..."

"...Damn it... I really want to die..." However, Qingfeng covered his eyes with the back of his hand, raised his head, and muttered to Heizi's words.

Heizi put the strange combination of fried egg, sausage and miso soup in front of Frivolous with a blank face, while he sat on the other side, enduring the stench emanating from Aomine, and said in a low voice, " I'm starting," and began to eat dinner in small bites.

He really doesn't know how he feels right now.He is no longer excited because Qingfeng is at home, he obviously doesn't like mess but he can bear Qingfeng's nonsense, and he can't even figure out why he picked Qingfeng back.He really doesn't know what kind of feelings he has for Qingfeng now.

"I want to take a shower." At this time, Qingfeng stood up suddenly, went directly to the bathroom, took off his dirty clothes, threw them aside, turned on the shower, and began to wash off the dirt on his body.

Heizi stared blankly at the figure of Qingfeng printed on the door in the bathroom, and it took him a while to realize that he got up and put Qingfeng's clothes that he couldn't see anymore into the trash bag, and threw them into the trash can when he went out.

When he came back, Qingfeng had finished washing, his skin had returned to its original wheat color, his long hair was dripping wet, and the original smell was replaced by the bath liquid exuding the fragrance of jasmine. His beard had already been hung off, but his face and body were completely restored to their original appearance.

"Give me my clothes." The tone was still the same domineering, and it seemed that nothing had changed.

"No, Qingfeng-kun knows where it is." For some reason, he said with some anger, because Qingfeng turned over his things and was angry.

Qingfeng didn't say anything, walked directly into Heizi's bedroom, took out the clothes that Heizi had put away, and put them on his body.Although many years have passed, there is no other problem except that it is slightly bigger.

Even so, the dinner was silent.But the only difference is that when Heizi was going to sleep, Qingfeng forced his way into Heizi's bedroom, ignored Heizi's dissatisfaction, and hugged Heizi to sleep.

Just holding it, nothing.

The next day, when Heizi woke up, Qingfeng had disappeared.

Heizi felt a void in his heart, but he felt relieved.This is good, so that he can completely let go.

Qingfeng left him, this is the best choice, he doesn't want to continue...

However, when Heizi was about to take a bath and go to bed at night, Qingfeng came back.With sweat all over his body and his head restored to short hair, he rushed into the bathroom ahead of Heizi without saying a word.

Heizi silently watched Qingfeng's movements, then silently turned around and sat on the sofa to watch TV.

"Hey, take it." When Aomine came out after taking a shower and held out three pieces of [-] yen in front of Heizi, Heizi was stunned for a moment, unable to react.

Qingfeng didn't say much, just wiped his hair with a towel, put the money directly in Heizi's hands, then took out a quilt from Heizi's bedroom and spread it on the floor, lay down and fell asleep.

Looking at Qingfeng's back, Heizi stood up after being dazed for a long time, put the money back where it was originally reserved, and walked into the bathroom.

In the days that followed, it was basically like this every day.There is not much communication, and even the daily conversations are just short sentences like "good morning" and "hey, take it". Moreover, if Qingfeng didn't take the initiative to speak, Heizi would never say a word.

Before I knew it, more than half a year had passed, and even the first month of the month was spent inexplicably with the two of them wearing kimonos and visiting the shrine together, and there was still no dialogue.

Heizi never asked where Qingfeng made his money, and Qingfeng would not ask about Heizi's personal affairs. The two were just like ordinary tenants, living under the same roof.But maybe it’s not just that, every morning Heizi will cook breakfast and dinner for Qingfeng, and Qingfeng will immediately replace any daily necessities at home with new ones when they are about to run out.

The days are very peaceful and silent, but it makes people feel more and more reluctant...

"Hey, let's eat barbecue, I want to eat meat." Tian Qingfeng said suddenly on a whim, and dragged him out of the door before Heizi objected.

Arriving at the barbecue restaurant near the park, Aomine was greeted by various people before entering.

"Yo, Qingfeng, come tonight too?"

"No, it's just a barbecue with friends."

"Ah! Let's have a game! I'll give you double the money! Just teach me the trick you performed this morning."

"Sorry, not now."

"Ah! It's Aomine-kun!"

"Qingfeng-kun, can you sign for me?"

Looking at the people surrounding Qingfeng, and the sunny expression on Qingfeng's face that seemed to return to the sunny expression when they first met in junior high school, Heizi felt that he didn't know the person in front of him anymore.

However, Qingfeng smiled and said sorry, then looked around for Heizi, found him in the corner, and dragged him into the store without saying a word.And asked the boss to help put those people outside.

"Huh..." With a long breath, Qingfeng sat on the stool, it was winter, but he was sweating all over.

After the boss delivered the barbecue, Heizi silently picked up two chopsticks, took a few mouthfuls and stopped moving.

"Mr. Qingfeng is here too." At this time, a cute girl came up to her, and skillfully pressed her proud breasts to Qingfeng's arm, and said delicately: "I didn't expect to be a carnivore with my friends today. That's right."

"Eating more meat is not bad for your health." Qingfeng said with a smile.

"Mr. Qingfeng is really..." The girl smiled sweetly, looked at Heizi and said, "It must be very tiring to be a friend of Mr. Qingfeng, this person is so considerate."

"Hmm." Heizi silently uttered a single syllable, said nothing more, lowered his head and stopped looking at the girl in front of him, this girl is really similar to the girl Aomine liked back then...

After eating the barbecue, Heizi paid the bill before Qingfeng.I don't want to owe Qingfeng any favors, especially today...

"Why are you in such a hurry to pay the bill? I already said that today is my treat." Qingfeng chased Heizi who was walking out dissatisfied, and complained in a low voice.

Heizi didn't speak.

"That woman is a stranger, I don't even know what she teaches." Qingfeng suddenly began to explain.

"Mr. Qingfeng, why did you explain to me?" Heizi whispered, but even he himself understood that he was just being awkward.

"Uh...forget it." Qingfeng didn't seem to find any suitable words.

The two walked in silence for a while, Qingfeng suddenly let out an ah, glanced at the phone and asked, "The day after tomorrow is your birthday, right?"

"Ugh!" Heizi was really stunned now, he never thought that Qingfeng would remember his birthday.

"Well... it's always been in my phone... I haven't changed my phone..." Qingfeng scratched his head, "Besides, every year on my birthday, don't you give gifts..."

Heizi clenched his fists, feeling like crying...

can't go on like this...

"Sorry, it's been so long, I don't know what you like... just tell me if you want anything. Although I don't have a lot of money, I can earn a little by teaching people to play. A few days ago, a team came to me Yes, I will probably be able to afford good things in the near future... If it is expensive, let me know first, I will save it, and I will definitely give it to you." As if emphasizing something, Qingfeng quickly talking.

"No need, Lord Qingfeng doesn't need to return my favor." Heizi said calmly.

"Favours?! No! No, I'm serious. It's not about repaying favors... Ah... Damn... How should I put it, I really just want to give you a birthday present..." Qingfeng was a little confused As he spoke, his face was very anxious, as if he was afraid that Heizi might misunderstand.

[That's enough, don't make me expect anything...] Heizi roared in his heart, obviously he didn't respond to his intentions, it was just an object to vent, now let's talk about birthday presents... Even if it is received this year, what about next year?What about the year after?Once he has expectations, he will always look forward to it. On such a day, he would rather not have any expectations at all.

Want to relax, want to get rid of this ambiguous situation, as long as Aomine leaves, he won't have to struggle so painfully...

"...I don't have anything I want." Heizi stopped at the door, looked at Qingfeng who also stopped, raised his head and looked at his expectant eyes with calm eyes and said, "But I have a wish."

"What?" Qingfeng seemed to be looking forward to it, and his eyes began to sparkle, like stars in the night sky.

"I want Aomine-kun to move out of here..."

Heizi finally got the words out of his mouth, seeing Qingfeng's stunned look, Heizi silently waited for him to get angry.Even if he is scolded, he will not retract what he said. This kind of life is enough.The current Qingfeng is already that Qingfeng who is like the sun again, and he will definitely find another girlfriend and get married again, such a heartbreak, once is enough for him...

It seemed as if a century had passed, watching Qingfeng turn from stunned to furious, the gaze he cast over him made Heizi feel as if he would really be killed.But in the end, Qingfeng left Heizi's apartment step by step without saying a word.

[Probably never see each other again. ]

Heizi closed his eyes, lowered his head and clenched his fists, and just as he took a step, he knelt down on the ground without strength.

It's really ugly, it's just that Qingfeng left, it's just like this, it's really useless.He touched the door and stood up, took out the key from his pocket and opened the door with difficulty, but the moment he opened the door, he was pulled back from behind vigorously, and then he was carried into the room, and there was a click behind him to lock the door sound.

"Give me a reason." Qingfeng looked coldly at the stunned Heizi in his arms, "I want you to give me a reason! Why do you guys lure me over but push me away mercilessly every time?! What do you want? How far did you play with me before you gave up? I was planning to get married before graduation, but because of you, I took off until after graduation, but you still didn’t say anything! What do you want me to do?! Even with that When a woman gets married, every time I go to bed, I always see you in front of my eyes. I feel like I'm going crazy! Do you know why I quarrel with the coach? Because I can't bear to miss you and want to end the contract early and return home, but the coach I disagreed, so I had a fight with him, and finally got into a fight, but it was also because of this, at least I was able to leave. But the domestic people don’t know the truth and think I did something bad, which made the TV station newspaper Always harassing my parents, making them dodge everywhere, and finally getting into a car accident. So I really think I hate myself... That woman signed a divorce agreement with me a long time ago, when we were dating She is on two boats...Damn...why are you...I am the only one here, afraid of hurting you, desperately holding back...Tell me, what is wrong with me? You Why do you always reject me?!"

Staring blankly at the somewhat hysterical Qingfeng, Heizi said blankly, "Because I want to hate you..."

"Huh? Why?"

"...Because I don't want to like Aomine-kun any more..." Heizi's face was still expressionless, and even his voice was calm, but his body was shaking violently