Because of the African Emirates, all the lucky points are counted.

After more than half a month of wandering, the results came out one after another.

It's time to fill out the volunteer form.

Ordinary people fill in the volunteers with the whole family, inquiring from many parties, and carefully screening around the children... The top 20 applicants in the province generally have only two choices-Tsinghua University or Peking University.

Moreover, the way for the top 20 to know their scores is often not by checking the Internet by themselves, but by being spoiled in advance-before the results come out, the admissions office of Tsinghua University and Peking University will take turns bombing the phone numbers of the class teacher, parents and myself. Amway himself diss opponents.

Both Xing Wenbo and Wen He enjoyed this kind of treatment.

But friends who know that Father Wen has such a son have sighed more than once. They have never seen such a comfortable father like him. They don’t have to worry about anything. The son will grow up healthy and strong. A Qingbei result.Looking at other people, the family is fighting twice in three days, and the child is almost becoming an enemy, and it may not be possible to raise a child who will become a dragon and a phoenix.

Father Wen often laughed without saying a word.

Their company is just not as lively as others seem to be.

Neither of them hesitated to apply for volunteering.

Not to mention the school, Xing Wenbo and Wen He have already thought about their majors.

When Wen's father calmly asked Wen He which university he planned to choose, Wen He said that he would not choose Tsinghua University, nor Peking University.

"I want to apply to Beijing Normal University."

Father Wen: "..."

Aunt Mo: "?"

Wen Xiaohang: "???"

"What, brother, don't you apply for Tsinghua University and Peking University?" Wen Xiaohang almost jumped up from his chair.

"En." Wen He nodded.

"Why brother?" Seeing that Father Wen and Aunt Mo didn't speak, Wen Xiaohang had no choice but to express his doubts for them, "You obviously have the opportunity to go to Tsinghua University and Peking University, why did you apply for a normal university?"

Not to mention parents, even her younger sister can't stand it.

The main reason is that her awesomeness has already been blown out.As soon as she learned of Wen He's score, the most excited person was not the person concerned, but Wen Xiaohang. She immediately spread the great news to all relatives and friends, saying that their family had a high-achieving student, her brother, who was going to Qingbei.

When she thinks of the rest of her junior high school career and future high school career, she will be able to show off her brother's name--my brother, who was a W high school student, and the baseball bully who once conquered the heads of the big sisters in the second middle school, is now in Tsinghua University /Peking University...

Oh, she is so beautiful.

Well now, this brilliance has become: my brother, from Beijing Normal University.

Forced to drop suddenly.

What is Beijing Normal University?It sounds like second- and third-rate stuff like all XX Normal Universities...

Xing Wenbo also asked him the same question, but in a different tone.

They received a call from the Qingbei admissions team almost on the same day, and Xing Wenbo sent a message to Wen He as soon as he turned around, asking him how to choose.

Wen He said that he would choose neither.

Xing Wenbo:?

Xing Wenbo: Do ​​you have any bold ideas?

Xing Wenbo: No, are you planning to apply to a school in Beijing?

Xing Wenbo's anxiety could be felt through the network cable.

Wen He was a little curious about how Xing Wenbo would react if he said he would not report to Beijing.

The long-distance relationship that started in four years, emmmmm... is a bit exciting.

...Forget it, don't be so cruel.

Wen He: The names all carry Beijing

Xing Wenbo: Huh?

Wen He: Beijing Normal University

Xing Wenbo: Huh?

Xing Wenbo: Do ​​you want to be a teacher of the people?

Wen He: No

Xing Wenbo: Oh, I see

Xing Wenbo: Do ​​you want to apply for psychology?

Wen He was taken aback.

Then laughed.

Wen He: Yes

It is not the relatives who get along with him day and night, but Xing Wenbo who can understand him in seconds.

"Because I want to study psychology." Wen He said to Father Wen, Aunt Mo and Wen Xiaohang.

"What psychology?" Wen Xiaohang was still confused.

"Psychology is psychology," Wen He looked at Wen Xiaohang, "The best psychology university in China is Beijing Normal University, which ranks first in this field in China, with an international standard, better than Peking University and Tsinghua University, so you know Is it gone?"

Wen Xiaohang remained dazed for half a minute, nodded, then shook his head.

She never thought that the major should be given priority over the school. She only knew that she and everyone around her had only heard of Tsinghua University and Peking University, and all other schools were pheasant schools.

Father Wen didn't say anything more, and only left a sentence, "Since you have made up your mind, then let's make it so." This short family meeting is over.

For Wen's father and son, Wen Xiaohang was completely convinced.

After explaining to his family, Wen He planned to go into the room to fill out his volunteer application.Wen Xiaohang followed Wen He rustlingly like a rabbit, but Wen He opened the door and let her in without asking.

Wen He turned on the computer, while Wen Xiaohang looked at him with his chin resting on his back. After holding back for a long time, he finally couldn't hold back anymore, "Brother, why do you want to study psychology?"

Wen He's finger on the mouse stopped.

He turned to look at Wen Xiaohang.Looking at 15-year-old Wen Xiaohang, I think of [-]-year-old Wen Xiaohang.

At that time, Aunt Mo had just moved into his house with Wen Xiaohang.Wen He was very resistant to Aunt Mo, a woman who seemed to be taking his mother's place, but he heard from his father that Wen Xiaohang's father died unexpectedly last year, which was very close to the time of his mother's death.

The time when they lost their loved ones was very close.

Wen He felt that Wen Xiaohang was very pitiful, even more pitiful than him.He was four years older than Wen Xiaohang, and he spent four years more with his mother than Wen Xiaohang.Wen Xiaohang may not remember his father's voice and smile, so there will be no father.

Then she will grow up in a world without her father.

Such a young child, such a long life, how will she survive?

At that time, Wen He wondered if he could work hard to give Wen Xiaohang a little love.Make her at least not so sad.

Wen He clumsily treated Wen Xiaohang in his own way.He taught Wen Xiaohang how to read and write, played puzzle games with Wen Xiaohang, and took Wen Xiaohang to watch popular science animations.Wen Xiaohang was very clingy to him. During those days, whenever he saw him every day, he rushed over, hugged him and called him brother.

Once, Wen He used the pocket money he had accumulated for a long time to buy a set of building block toys that he had admired for a long time, and went back to fight with Wen Xiaohang.

Wen He wanted to exercise her independent thinking and hands-on ability, and he always guided her to do it by herself.Wen Xiaohang's brain is not enough, he can't put it together no matter what, he gets angry, throws the toy to the ground, crushes it hard, and screams at Wen He: "I hate you——!!!"

Both Father Wen and Aunt Mo were not at home, Wen He's lips trembled and his hands and feet were cold in the face of Wen Xiaohang's hysteria.

In Wen Xiaohang's outburst, he turned and left.

Wen Xiaohang was completely unaware of what he was doing, and was still clinging to Wen He the next day.Wen He deliberately avoided her.From then on, no longer teach her, no longer play with her, no longer buy her toys.

I was immersed in my own world again, a lonely and quiet world.

Not only sister.And dad.

Father Wen and Wen He hardly had any in-depth communication.The conversation between the two of them was always on point. For so many years, neither of them mentioned Wen's mother to the other side.Wen He felt that since his mother passed away, his father had treated him as an adult.

Only that time, Wen He clearly remembered that his father lost control.

At that time, he was in the third year of junior high school, and when he was supposed to be preparing for the senior high school entrance examination, he was obsessed with extracurricular books.One day, he was alone at home, sitting on the sofa, watching Dazai Osamu's "No Longer Human".

Father came home, saw him, and greeted him as usual.Wen He lowered his head and continued to look. His father's footsteps suddenly became hurried, and he arrived in front of him within a few steps, and took his book away with a stern expression.

Wen He was stunned.

"Don't read this book!"

It took a while for Father Wen to realize how fierce his voice was, and then slowed down, "This book...is not suitable for you. Read something else."

Then he took the book away and never returned it to him.

After growing up, Wen He finally understood what his father meant back then.

He couldn't imagine what his father had experienced in the depths of his heart.

Children will cry for love if they don't get it, but adults won't say it.

But adults need love too.

Looking back, Wen He finally understood how fragile, sensitive, and naive he was at that time.

If only he could be more mature, braver, and patient...

For yourself, for others.

Many things will be different.

Many things can be better.

The blame is not fate, but that he is not strong enough.

He has always been vaguely aware of the flaws in his character, but he has been living peacefully with himself, as long as the balance is not broken, there is no need to change.

The ostrich buries the sand and steals the bell.Not happy, but safe.

Until a fiery young man pulled him out of this self-willed sinking.

Then he saw the light of the world, heard the wind, and smelled the grass and sweat.

He wants to get better, but doesn't know where to start.

My vision is too narrow, not enough.

Knowledge changes destiny, and he has to take this step with his own ability.

You can't admit defeat to yourself.

"Because I like it." Wen He said.

Wen Xiaohang opened his eyes slightly.

She thought that they study hard, pass the college entrance examination, and find a good job, all for their future.All the grown-ups said so, and so did all the children around her.

To do something because he likes it, Wen Xiaohang never thought that such willful thoughts and actions would happen to Wen He.

But Wen He spoke so confidently.Work hard for yourself, to be free to do what you want to do.

Wen Xiaohang meditated on his own, while Wen He opened the official website for volunteering and logged in to WeChat.

The WeChat computer notification sounded immediately.

Xing Wenbo: Have you filled it out?

Xing Wenbo: I just finished

Wen He: Just opened

Xing Wenbo: No, I thought about it

Xing Wenbo: You won't use your professional skills on me in the future, will you?

Xing Wenbo: I'm a little scared

Wen He couldn't stop laughing.

Wen He: I am not a psychiatrist

Xing Wenbo: Then what do you think?

Wen He: I want to go to NGO, NPO

NGO is a non-governmental organization, and NPO is a non-profit organization. These two types of organizations usually refer to public welfare organizations.

Xing Wenbo: I am very pursuing, classmate

Wen He: So I should be very poor in the future

Xing Wenbo: Oh

Xing Wenbo: Not afraid

Xing Wenbo: Leave the money to me

Xing Wenbo: Just do what you like to do

Xing Wenbo: Wait for me to drive you in a Maserati

Xing Wenbo's report was from Tsinghua's Department of Computer Science, not because he wanted to be a programmer, but because he watched too many sci-fi movies and was obsessed with artificial intelligence.

It does seem to be a serious and profitable industry, and Maserati can probably think about it.

Wen He: screenshot taken

Xing Wenbo: Wait a minute

Xing Wenbo: Let me check if our schools are far away

Wen He stopped typing, and smiled so hard that his brows and eyes were crooked in front of the screen.

Wen Xiaohang who was watching from the side: "..."

Wen Xiaohang: "Brother, you abuse me like this every day..."

Wen Xiaohang, a 15-year-old girl, suddenly has a sense of seeing through the vicissitudes of life.Alas, her weak heart bears too many burdens beyond her age.

After the vicissitudes of life were over, Wen Xiaohang suddenly sat up in shock from the dying illness, and asked earnestly, "Brother, is there still time for me to catch up now?"

She never thought about what kind of university she would be admitted to in the future, what major she would study, what she wanted to do after leaving society, and how she would live her life.But now, she vaguely saw the gap between her and her brother.

She hoped that when that day came, she would also have the confidence of Wen He.

Take it easy, don't look back, hold your head high, and decide your confidence in life.

Wen He looked at her for a while, then smiled, "It's too late."