Through Thick and Thin

Qiu Nai stared fixedly at Xiao Zhan, Xiao Zhan looked at him calmly, the gloomy look in his eyes made Qiu Nai a little nervous.Xiao Zhan pressed the car window, and before he could say anything, Qiu Nai immediately said, "Mr. Xiao, I want to talk to you alone, okay?"

He was a little afraid to let Xiao Zhan speak first, afraid to hear those cold and repulsive words from Xiao Zhan's mouth first.

Lu Chuiqing looked at them calmly, he knew what was going on without thinking about the scene in front of him.Of course he believed that Xiao Zhan would not have these playmates by his side while dating him, but these playmates came to him, it was indeed something that Xiao Zhan could not control.

However, just because he understands the reason does not mean that he is unmoved.

"What else do you want to say?" Xiao Zhan said coldly, "What I said wasn't clear enough?"

Qiu Nai clenched his fingers, he stood by the car resolutely, his lips were tight, he knew that Xiao Zhan didn't want to see him, but he really couldn't bear it any longer.

It’s been more than half a year. After leaving Xiao Zhan, I have lived a period of unexamined life. The money Xiao Zhan gave him is still a lot left. He relies on the money to stay in the apartment all day long, watching movies and playing games. Just eat, sleep when you are sleepy, and be a useless waste.

Qiu Nai also tried to go back to the film studio to find some extras and extras. The previous boss was kind enough to introduce some directors to him, but he also reminded him explicitly that finding those directors probably required company. sleep.

Qiu Nai really couldn't stand those things anymore, he felt disgusted just looking at the faces of those people, so he left the trick work and ran back home.The previous boss was also very angry when he was released as a pigeon. He probably won't give him any jobs in the future.

Qiu Nai just wanted to stay by Xiao Zhan's side with peace of mind, without thinking about anything but Xiao Zhan.You don't have to face the faces of those people, you don't have to worry about how to make money, you don't have to be afraid of loneliness, and you don't have to worry about how you can survive alone.

Xiao Zhan can dislike him and support other people, but Qiu Nai doesn't care about sharing Xiao Zhan's attention with others.He even thought that if only he could have Xiao Zhan's child, even if Xiao Zhan didn't come to see him, he wouldn't be so lonely.

Qiu Nai also disgusts himself, but he knows that he can't be a self-motivated person in this life, and he doesn't want to be.

He started to look for Xiao Zhan, but he couldn't get into Xiao Zhan's company, so he came to guard the gate of the community where Xiao Zhan lived, and guarded his car back.

Qiu Nai opened his mouth, wanting to say something else, but Lu Chuiqing, the co-pilot, suddenly unfastened his seat belt, opened the door and was about to get out of the car.

Xiao Zhan grabbed Lu Chuiqing's wrist with his backhand, and said in a deep voice, "Where are you going?"

Lu Chuiqing: "...Let me talk to him."

Xiao Zhan was silent for a while, fixed his eyes on Lu Chuiqing's side face for a while, finally sighed slightly, and let go of his hand.

Lu Chuiqing got out of the car, came to Qiu Nai, looked at him, straightened her clothes, really regarded him as someone who could talk politely, and said seriously: "Sir, what do you have to do with me?" Speak."

Qiu Nai smiled stingingly: "What am I telling you? The person I want to talk to is Mr. Xiao, not you."

Lu Chuiqing simply reached out and grabbed his arm, pulling him towards the back of the fountain.Qiu Nai shook off Lu Chuiqing's hand abruptly, and said coldly, "What? You came to show off? I'm sorry, I'm not in the mood."

After finishing speaking, Qiu Nai stepped forward, Lu Chuiqing took a step to the side, blocking his way, and said in a deep voice, "I'm not here to show off."

"I know you're very proud, okay?" Qiu Nai raised his head, his voice trembling slightly, mixed with self-denial and anger, "Mr. Xiao likes you, he doesn't want me anymore, yes, I can't compare to you. But Mr. Xiao and I It has nothing to do with you, can you please get out of my way?!"

"It's related to me." Lu Chuiqing folded her arms and frowned slightly, "Xiao Zhan is my boyfriend, and I know who you are, so let you talk to him alone? I'm sorry, I'm not so magnanimous."

Qiu Nai was stunned, Lu Chuiqing's words struck his mind like a thunderbolt, making him stunned for a moment.He was stunned for a long while, then lost his voice: "Are you crazy?! Mr. Xiao, he won't..."

Qiu Nai suddenly fell silent. At that moment, he suddenly realized that the person in front of him was different from him, different from anyone around Xiao Zhan before.

He sat in Xiao Zhan's co-pilot and called Xiao Zhan's name directly. When he was in the car just now, he spoke to Xiao Zhan without any caution needed when he was placed on him.

Only then did Qiu Nai carefully look at Lu Chuiqing's appearance. He was very beautiful and charming, but he couldn't tell how old he was because he looked very young, like those energetic students in institutions of higher learning.

When Xiao Zhan was with Xiao Zhan before, Xiao Zhan would wear whatever Qiu Nai liked, and the neck ring was also a style that Xiao Zhan would take a closer look at.But the white and generous man in front of him is different. He is wearing a neat and clean white shirt, black slim suit pants, shiny leather shoes, and a commuter-style neck ring. It is the dress that all white-collar office workers will have. Any traces of grooming yourself.

Because of this, Qiu Nai understood that this person was different, and Xiao Zhan would no longer have someone like himself in his eyes.

Lu Chuiqing accepted his gaze, and said: "I won't bother about you and Xiao Zhan before, if you have something to say, I can help you pass it on."

Qiu Nai was silent for a long while, as if the soul in his body had been emptied, his whole body was sad and empty, and his voice seemed to be raving: "Mr. Xiao has never paid attention to me, I know... But I still want to stay by his side, I can't do it without him... How does it feel to be seriously liked by Mr. Xiao? Tell me."

Lu Chuiqing said in a deep voice, "Without Xiao Zhan, you would live well."

"What qualifications do you have to say these things? It's because you have what I don't! You can speak so brazenly!" Qiu Nai looked at him with a gray face, his voice trembling more and more, "Mr. Xiao now praises you! In the palm of your hand, you are proud of being favored. What about me? My family doesn’t care about me, and I can’t stay at work, and I still use the money he left me! I live in the apartment he gave me! Except for Xiao I have no source of income! What do you want me to do?!"

"Why do you let Xiao Zhan be your source of income?" Lu Chuiqing said slightly angrily, "If you can't stay any longer, change places! Is it related to him that you don't want to work?! Did he force you?!"

"Do you think anyone can be like you?" Qiu Nai laughed sarcasticly, "Being a white-collar worker in a big company earns a salary that others can't get, and the big boss favors you, but you look down on me just because you are lucky." Such people!"

Lu Chuiqing looked at him deeply: "Okay, I get it, because you don't want to suffer or suffer, so you take it for granted that those who have suffered and suffered are lucky. You just give up on yourself, I don't I despise you."

Qiu Nai lowered his head, his eyes were slightly red, and he didn't speak.

"Anyway, don't come to Xiao Zhan again... Always entrust everything to others, and there will be no good results." Lu Chuiqing said softly, "That's it, goodbye."

After Lu Chuiqing finished speaking, she glanced at Qiu Nai, then turned and walked towards Xiao Zhan's car.Qiu Nai sat by the fountain, staring blankly and helplessly at Lu Chuiqing's back. Lu Chuiqing returned to the car, the car started quickly, and drove into the gate of the community without the slightest nostalgia.

Qiu Nai sat there blankly for a long time, until he suddenly felt his body was chilled by the night wind, and then he stood up, his legs and cheeks were stiff.With his red eyes, he took a last look at the light behind the fence of the community, turned and left.

On the way back, Lu Chuiqing didn't say a word. After returning to Xiao Zhan's house, he didn't even touch the kitten that he had been thinking about for a week, and went directly to the bedroom to take a bath.

After taking a bath, Lu Chuiqing opened the bathroom door in her pajamas, and saw Xiao Zhan sitting on the sofa beside the bed, the cat lying on his lap, with its belly up, huddled in Xiao Zhan's arms.

Xiao Zhan carried the cat to the carpet, took off his coat and shirt, and entered the bathroom.The cat rubbed its paws on the carpet for a while, and became very playful. It grabbed the hanging sleeve of Xiao Zhan's shirt on the sofa beside the bed, dragged Xiao Zhan's clothes to the ground, rolled and wrapped itself in it .

Sitting by the bed, Lu Chuiqing helplessly watched the cat play happily on the carpet, finally sighed, reached out and hugged the cat, rescued Xiao Zhan's crumpled shirt, folded it again and put it on the sofa.

Probably because he was a little familiar with Lu Chuiqing, the cat held by him was not as familiar as it was at the beginning, and he took two shallow bites while holding Lu Chuiqing's arm.

Lu Chuiqing lay sideways on the bed, stroking the fluffy fur on the cat's back.

Lu Chuiqing was angry about Qiu Nai's matter, and no one would be able to calm down when encountering such a thing.But he wasn't so angry that he couldn't calm down. He said what he had to say, and there was no need to make trouble for no reason.

Not long after, the sound of water in the bathroom stopped, and Xiao Zhan opened the door and walked out.He walked straight over, lifted the child from Lu Chuiqing's arms, and went downstairs to bring it back to his cat's nest.

When she returned to the bedroom, Lu Chuiqing had already covered the quilt, looking like she was about to fall asleep.

When Xiao Zhan came over, Lu Chuiqing felt that the sheets around him had sunk, he turned around, Xiao Zhan was shirtless, his shoulder hit his chest, it was warm.

Xiao Zhan reached out and touched the tip of Lu Chuiqing's hair, which was still a little wet: "Why don't you blow dry your hair?"

Lu Chuiqing pursed her lips: "...Xiao Zhan, are you still supporting that person financially?"

"It used to be." Xiao Zhan put Lu Chuiqing into his arms and covered the quilt sideways, "Did he tell you?"

Lu Chuiqing curled her lips and muttered in a low voice: "You might as well give me a list, and let me remember a name, so that in the future, there will be someone guarding your door, and I don't know who they are."

Xiao Zhan gave a low laugh, his eyes were deep, and his deep voice lingered in Lu Chuiqing's ears: "Sorry, if you really want to know about my past, I can tell you."

Lu Chuiqing raised her head from Xiao Zhan's arms: "Then... have you taken anyone seriously before?"

"I did it when I was still in school, but looking back now, I was too young at that time, and what I said didn't carry much weight." Xiao Zhan replied flatly, "It's the same with people."

Lu Chuiqing paused, lowered her head and leaned against Xiao Zhan's neck, and said in a muffled voice: "Forget it, don't tell me, I'm not that magnanimous, I get angry when I hear it... the past is over Well, don't mention it."

What's more, he never mentioned anything about the past to Xiao Zhan, and he planned to keep it in his heart for the rest of his life. Looking at it this way, it was evened out.

Xiao Zhan kissed Lu Chuiqing's ear, unexpectedly amused: "What did you say to Qiu Nai just now?"

"That person was called Qiu Nai just now? Didn't say anything... just tell him not to come to you."

"Oh, that's alright."

Xiao Zhan is indifferent enough to the people and things he doesn't care about, so indifferent that when some of these people fall in love with him, or try hard to occupy a place in his heart, there will only be failure and painful ending.

When a person like him is really affectionate, I'm afraid no one can resist it.