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Luo Yuan has lived in this world for more than 20 years, and the one thing he understands the most is to accept his fate. When he was a child, he could not stop his parents' separation. When he was in middle school, he had no right to intervene in his parents' remarriage. Slowly, he was deliberately ignored by both parties, and he didn't know it. How to change, now, the person he loves deeply wants to leave him, what can Luo Yuan do?Crying, making trouble, and hanging yourself?

There are some things he can't do, things are over, and life is still going on, but there is nothing to look forward to, going around, and in the end, he is still alone.

Luo Yuan wiped the corners of his eyes, he has been crying for a long time, two days have passed since he was broken up, but the heavy rain still seems to be falling.

Luo Yuan got off the bed and opened the curtains. The small road outside the window was full of students in a hurry. Everyone seemed to be busy with their own future, but for Luo Yuan, the past, present, and future were fundamental to him. no difference.

His stomach growled again, Luo Yuan got dressed and went to the cafeteria, passing by Ji An's dormitory, the feeling of heartache inevitably reappeared.

As for Yu Ji'an, after breaking up with Luo Yuan, his mind was full of Luo Yuan's heartbroken expression. No matter how much he concentrated on doing other things, he couldn't help it. When he walked to the window and looked down, he found Luo Yuan It was only two days before he went to the cafeteria, Luo Yuan's back seemed to be much thinner, Yu Ji'an felt distressed.

You still have to go to school, and you still have to live. When they met again in class, Luo Yuan lowered his head and passed by. Yu Ji'an pursed his lips and sat at the back. Luo Yuan sat in the front by the window. location, sometimes listening to the teacher's lecture, sometimes staring out the window in a daze, his hair seems to have grown a bit, and the two of them went for a haircut last time.

Yu Ji'an just watched a class like this. Since the two separated, those circles or people that Ji An had known through Luo Yuan were alienated by Luo Yuan, and he turned back to being alone.

The summer is very hot, and the girls on campus are all wearing umbrellas. Yu Ji'an saw Luo Yuan walking in the sun with his head down, his figure was a little shaky, which made Yu Ji'an a little worried, so he told his roommate Just go forward.

He didn't approach Luo Yuan, but followed him back to the dormitory. Yu Ji'an felt relieved, went to the small supermarket to buy two bottles of ice water, then went to Luo Yuan's dormitory, knocked on the door, put the water outside the door and entered. own dormitory.

Luo Yuan drank a Huoxiangzhengqi water, he was suffering from heatstroke, he has not yet graduated, and there will be a lot of money to spend in the future, so this summer he didn't even charge the air conditioner card, when he heard the knock on the door, he walked over to open the door.

There were two bottles of ice water outside the door, but there was no one there. Luo Yuan's chest heaved, he didn't know who gave the water, but since they broke up, why should he pity himself and show his mercy?

Luo Yuan was a little angry, but he didn't ignore the ice water. After bringing in the water, Luo Yuan transferred the money to Yu Ji'an's Alipay. Although the contact information was deleted, Yu Ji'an's phone number was still in Luo Yuan's account. Yuan's mind has never been erased.

Yu Ji'an took out his mobile phone, looked at the transfer on it and sighed, he knew that if he wanted to get rid of it cleanly, he should have Luo Yuan's attitude of not getting involved, but Yu Ji'an always felt reluctant, and he also wanted to I don't understand one thing, why Luo Yuan was able to stalk him back then, but now he breaks up so simply?

What he didn't know was that at the beginning Luo Yuan chased him with hope, but now he knew that no matter what, there was no way for their future, because Yu Ji'an had blocked all the roads.

Time passed day by day like this, and Yu Ji'an's IELTS score came out, which was very high. After the summer vacation, they all became senior students. There were only a few professional courses, and most of them had already contacted the internship company, because they wanted to go abroad. The reason is that Yu Ji'an has also become busy, but his attention to Luo Yuan has not diminished.

The autumn day is getting drier. Luo Yuan came back from the supermarket with a promotional tissue, and suddenly saw a fire in the distance, which happened to be the location of their dormitory building. Luo Yuan was startled, he threw down the tissue and ran over.

According to Yu Ji'an's habit, he should be in the dormitory at this time of night. Luo Yuan became flustered. When they came out, the dormitory building opposite was on fire, and they all rushed out for safety.

They were evacuated to a distance by the security guards. The sound of fire trucks had already sounded in the distance, and everyone was running out, but Yu Ji'an saw a familiar retrograde figure.

Yu Ji'an ran over and grabbed Luo Yuan's arm. Luo Yuan was startled, and Yu Ji'an said, "It's dangerous over there, don't go there."

Hearing his voice, Luo Yuan's hanging heart was finally relieved. He was dragged by Yu Ji'an away from the fire site with the crowd, and everyone came to the playground.

The teacher and dean who rushed over asked them to stay still and not to send random messages. Yu Ji'an pulled Luo Yuan to a shadowy place. Luo Yuan shook off his hand. Because it was dark, they couldn't see it. There is no need to hide those inner emotions on each other's faces, Yu Ji'an asked, "You were looking for me just now?"

Luo Yuan said: "You think too much, I thought my dormitory was on fire."

He didn't want to tell the truth. Given the current situation of the two of them, the truth would only push them into an embarrassing situation, but the next moment Yu Ji'an suddenly said: "At that time, I was already notified to evacuate, and you were still rushing there, you must They are looking for me."

Luo Yuan pursed his lips, and then said: "Why are you so narcissistic, we have nothing to do with each other anymore, why should I be a bitch?"

Yu Ji'an knew that Luo Yuan didn't want to tell the truth, and he could guess the reason, but Luo Yuan's anxious look when he was looking for him was still imprinted in Yu Ji'an's heart, and he was suddenly at a loss. The reason why he planned to go abroad was because of the men and A man can live an aboveboard life, and there is also a school he likes there, but now, when he thinks of leaving Luo Yuan, Yu Ji'an feels a strong reluctance in his heart.

At this time, he had to admit that he didn't have the mentality of just being in love with Luo Yuan, but really wanted to be together. What happened today, Yu Ji'an was also convinced that Luo Yuan still loved him, and the two Since they are in love, why should he sacrifice everything?

"Luo Yuan, let's... get back together!" Yu Ji'an said solemnly.

Luo Yuan was stunned for a moment, and then felt it was ridiculous. He said coldly: "You can play if you want, and leave if you want. What do you think I am?"

"I'm serious." Yu Ji'an held his hand, and Luo Yuan shook it away forcefully. He didn't believe in Yu Ji'an's seriousness. He thought he was serious before, but he didn't expect Yu Ji'an to have no intention of it from the beginning. Going down with him, and now saying seriously, do you think he hasn't hurt enough?

"Stop joking, we have nothing to do with each other since the day we parted." Luo Yuan left the spot after speaking, and Yu Ji'an followed. Luo Yuan was very sad, he wanted to cry, so Ji An had already made him fall into hell once, and he didn't want to do it again, anyway, he had accepted his fate, and he was doomed to be alone in this life.