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"Well, I'll see you at three o'clock tomorrow afternoon."

Tang Jing looked at the newly sent text message on his phone, with a hint of melancholy on his face.

What Tian Zilin said last time, he has always kept in his heart.After the college entrance examination, he took out Tian Zilin's business card countless times, but he never had the courage to contact him once.It's been half a month since the start of school, and he hasn't visited the Art Department of Beihu Campus.

But what should be faced is still to be faced, and the puzzles to be solved must be solved by oneself.

When the phone rang, Tang Jing saw the familiar word "Li Guang", and a gentle light appeared in his cold eyes again.Now he is no longer alone.Ye Liguang will always be by his side.

It feels so good.

Half an hour later, at the entrance of Lianlian Teahouse.

Tang Jing saw Ye Liguang walking towards him wearing a white peaked cap from a distance.A gentle smile spread across his face, and then he stopped at the door.

"My new hat, isn't it handsome?" Ye Liguang stood in front of Tang Jing, he pulled up the brim of the hat with one hand, revealing a delicate face, and winked at Tang Jing.

"Well, very handsome." Tang Jing nodded.

"Then I went in first?"

Because of what happened to Xiao Xiaomei a few days ago, the two of them became more cautious than before when they went out to meet each other. Tian Zilin is also a colleague of his mother. Ye Liguang was afraid that Tian Zilin would become suspicious of the relationship between the two, so he suggested that he put on a certain disguise and go to find her first. Sit down at a nearby location.The seats in Lian Lian Teahouse are arranged very well, the front and back tables are back to back, just so Ye Liguang can back to back with Tang Jing, and at the same time prevent Tian Zilin from seeing his front.

"Okay, then I'll wait another 3 minutes."

Tang Jing opened the latest text message on his phone, and Tian Zilin said it would arrive in 10 minutes.

Ye Liguang lowered the brim of his hat a bit and entered the teahouse first. Three minutes later, Tang Jing found where Ye Liguang was, and sat at the table in front of him, with their backs to backs.

"Teacher Tian is still here?"

Ye Liguang picked up a glass of cold water on the table, he took a sip, and asked in a low voice.

Tang Jing felt that the appearance of the two of them was a bit funny.But he didn't show the slightest bit on his face, he was obviously a cold noble son.Tang Jing raised his head, looked at the guest who pushed open the door of the teahouse, his eyes trembled slightly, and then responded in a low voice:

"Well, he's here."

"Tang Jing, I will always be by your side." Sensing the emotion in Tang Jing's voice, Ye Liguang said one last sentence.

Tian Zilin looked around the teahouse for a week, and finally saw Tang Jing in white at the booth on the right, with a quiet look with lowered eyebrows, just like Teacher Lin back then, with a kind of quiet beauty.

"Tang Jing, I'm sorry for making you wait for me." Tian Zilin sat down opposite Tang Jing and apologized.

"It's okay, I just arrived not long ago."

"Okay," Tang Jing looked more polite than last time. Tian Zilin was a little nervous at first, but now the stone in his heart has dropped a little.He greeted the waiter next to him and asked Tang Jing, "What do you want to drink?"

"I just ordered two cups of green tea."

"Ah, that's good. Green tea is pretty good."

"Teacher Tian," Tang Jing put his hands flat on his thighs, "We are not old acquaintances with deep feelings, so there are only so many polite words, let's get straight to the point."

The tea came quickly.Tian Zilin put his palm on the warm cup, and when he heard Tang Jing's words, the smile on his face gradually faded, and his expression became a little dignified: "Okay."

Tang Jing's hands under the table clenched their fists subconsciously. He stared at Tian Zilin's face, frowning slightly.

"You really look a lot like Mr. Lin, and you have the same temperament." Tian Zilin moved the teacup in front of him, holding the cup with both hands.His gaze was fixed on Tang Jing's face, and it seemed that through Tang Jing's face, which resembled Lin Meizhi's, he saw the beauty who was charming with every frown and smile ten years ago. In the performance competition, Mr. Lin and Mr. Li led us to win the silver prize. On the day we won the award, we were all very happy. We went to the restaurant together at noon and we all drank a lot of wine. Because the next day Lin The teacher had lessons with some students, and she saw that Teacher Li and a few boys who could drive, including me, were drunk, and finally decided that she would drive us back to school by herself."

Tian Zilin raised his teacup and swallowed a mouthful of slightly bitter tea.He turned his head slightly, a little afraid to look into Tang Jing's serious eyes.When drinking that day, Mr. Lin also told them with such serious eyes to drink less and drive later.He clenched the cup in his hand and continued, "To be honest, Mr. Lin drives very well."

"It's just... Later, when we were about to get off the highway, it suddenly rained heavily. I was sitting next to Teacher Lin, and Teacher Li was chatting with the teachers and students in the school. Everyone won the award and drank again. It’s too high, so the chat is very lively. Because Teacher Lin has been driving, she doesn’t talk much. The rain is so loud that the students in the class can’t hear Teacher Lin’s voice, so they booed and asked Teacher Lin to sing something happy Song."

"If I knew what would happen later, I would definitely not have handed my phone to Teacher Lin." Tian Zilin's face was full of guilt, and his voice was also tinged with strong sadness. "Mr. Lin has always been very good-tempered and very Love her students. She asked me to bring my phone closer, so she sang for everyone. Halfway through the song, a student said that when he was picking up his sister home, he ran into you and took a photo of you He asked Mr. Lin to take a look and said that you are very cute..."

Hearing this, Tang Jing's pupils shrank slightly. Even if Tian Zilin stopped talking, he could guess what happened next.

"I'm sorry, Tang Jing." Seeing Tang Jing's pale face, Tian Zilin's eyes became more guilty, "Then, Teacher Lin took a look at your photo and smiled very happily. In the next second, our car almost passed away. About to hit a large truck in front, she made a sharp turn, and the car slammed into the fence next to the expressway, and the two cars behind followed us and rear-ended."

What happened later, I don't need Tian Zilin to go into details.Tang Jing remembered that his father cooked a rare and decent dinner that day, but after he answered a phone call, he froze in place, as if his body had been hollowed out.At that time, the sound insulation effect of the phone was not good, and he stood next to his father, and he heard every word on the phone.Dad stood there for several seconds before he hurriedly put on his coat without even taking an umbrella.

Dad didn't want to take him there.He cried and hugged his father's leg all the time, and a voice in his heart told himself that maybe he would never see his mother for the rest of his life.Dad couldn't get rid of him, so he picked him up and put on his raincoat. The father and son rushed to the hospital in a hurry.But he still didn't see his mother for the last time.When several doctors and nurses dragged his mother to run over from the corridor, he looked at the bloody figure and cried loudly. His father's eyes were red, and at the moment he was about to see his mother, he covered his eyes. closed his eyes.No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't break his father's strong hand.

After my mother was sent to the operating room, my father let go of himself.He had never seen that expression on Dad's face, it seemed dead.If it wasn't for the warmth of those big hands just now, he once thought that he would lose his father too.Grandpa and grandma were standing next to dad, and he cried and fell on grandpa, and there were sounds of mourning and crying in his ears.

An hour later, the chief surgeon came out of the operating room and told everyone that my mother had stopped breathing 5 minutes ago due to excessive blood loss.

Tang Jing has always been reluctant to take the initiative to recall that black rainy night. At that time, he felt that the sky was falling.The sudden death of his mother has since then become a scar in his heart that will never heal. Every touch, every midnight dream, makes him so heartbroken that he can't breathe.

Tang Jing felt a severe pain in his chest, and the deep despair and collapse hit his heart again. He restrained his emotions and said, "Thank you for telling me this."

After talking about the past, the two were silent for a long time.The tea in my hand has become cold for a long time.Hearing this, Tian Zilin looked at Tang Jing again. He had too much guilt and guilt, but compared to the harm Tang Jing suffered back then, his little guilt could not redeem anything.

"It's all our fault. I know that an apology can't make up for you at all, but Tang Jing is really, I feel very sorry." Tian Zilin stood up and bowed deeply to Tang Jing.If it wasn't for the scene restriction, he would probably kneel in front of Tang Jing like he did at Teacher Lin's funeral.

"You don't have to."

Tang Jing looked at Tian Zilin with complicated eyes.If the car accident that year hadn't happened, no one would have accused these innocuous little actions.But the car accident happened, and it was even more tragic.And every seemingly inadvertent little thing became an accomplice to the death of my mother in a car accident.He thought that a kind and gentle person like his mother might not blame these teachers and students.But Tian Zilin and the others really deserved to carry such a sense of guilt, and it was even more understandable that Dad hated the group of accomplices who took his lover's life so coldly.

Because as a person with the same position as his father, after knowing all the truth, the first feeling he felt was anger and hatred.Because from the beginning to the end, my mother did nothing wrong, but she became the most tragic person in this car accident.

"You go." Tang Jing looked away. He had to say that at this moment, he hoped that he would never see people like Tian Zilin again in his entire life.

Tian Zilin straightened up, he clenched his fist, said "goodbye", and walked away with heavy steps.

Tang Jing lowered his head slightly, maintaining the original posture without moving.He stared blankly at the untouched sip of green tea in front of him, feeling the scalding liquid drop by drop on the back of his hand.

Gentle and familiar fingertips caressed his cheek, Tang Jing buried his head into Ye Liguang's arms and cried.