my ten years with you

Ah Wu hesitated and didn't speak, so he took Ah Wu as acquiescing, got up and went to the bathroom to get a basin of hot water, took a clean towel, brought the water to the bed, and asked with a smile: "I've been thinking about it for a long time." Have you taken a bath? You can’t get wet on the wound, I can only wipe your body, so you can do your work first. Take off your clothes?”

Ah Wu struggled a little, stayed still, Bai Xiaonan twisted the towel, looked back, wondering: "Don't want to wash? It's still inconvenient to undress, why don't I help you?"

Ah Wu shook her head, "No need, how about...I'll do it myself."

Bai Xiaonan was a little surprised, he and A Wu were too familiar, even if he didn't want to be with him any longer, there was nothing to be shy about taking a look at him, he didn't want to scare A Wu, so he could only ask gently: "What's the matter?" , can’t take a look at it?”

Ah Wu was silent for a while, shook her head, and said in a low voice, "But I'm so dirty."

Bai Xiaonan was suffocated, he was so distressed that he couldn't breathe, he unconsciously repeated the movements in his hand a few times, finally threw the towel away, moved a chair and sat beside Ah Wu, slowly took Ah Wu's hand, Seriously said: "It's okay, didn't I say I would wash it for you, come on."

He gently took A Wu's hand, but A Wu didn't shake him off, and slowly unbuttoned the hospital gown with one hand, he unbuttoned it very slowly, Bai Xiaonan let go of his hand to get a towel, He untied them all, then stopped for a while, and slowly took off his shirt.

Bai Xiaonan looked at Ah Wu's body, it was still so fair and thin, but the outline of the bones was no longer that of a teenager, it doesn't look good for an adult to be so thin, but the moment Bai Xiaonan touched him, his hands trembled uncontrollably .

He wiped Ah Wu's chest with a towel, and carefully avoided the place where the gauze was wrapped, but his hands were shaking more and more. Later, Ah Wu slowly grabbed his hand and asked suspiciously: "Master, what are you doing?" What's wrong?"

"I'm fine." Bai Xiaonan turned his face away, pretended to wash a towel, blinked quickly, and suppressed the signs of heat in front of his eyes. He had seen many injured and abused bodies, but none of them could make him look at them. He felt the pain of that person, but he understood that no matter how painful he was, it was not as painful as Ah Wu had been through these years, so he pretended to be okay and sighed: "Why are you so thin?"

Ah Wu could only pretend not to hear how trembling his voice was.

Bai Xiaonan wiped his upper body carefully, afraid that he might be cold, ran to change the hot water again, helped him take off his pants, and wanted to help him wipe his bottom.

The trousers in the hospital were all elastic, without a belt, and nothing was worn underneath for convenience. Once he took them off, there was nothing left on Ah Wu's body.

A Wu blushed, subconsciously covered his lower abdomen, and put his legs together in the middle. Bai Xiaonan smiled slightly, wiped his waist and abdomen with a hot towel, and came to his thighs, and gently lifted his legs. It was a hideous scar.

Seeing this scar, both of them were taken aback. This is the most direct evidence, accusing Bai Xiaonan of abandoning him back then.

Bai Xiaonan felt her throat tighten, and stretched out her hand to carefully stroke that piece of skin, gently tracing the outline of that scar, as if worried that it would hurt him.

Now it doesn't hurt anymore, but he never asked what kind of pain he had at that time.

Bai Xiaonan finished wiping his body in silence, Ah Wu also remained silent, his face was still a little red, I don't know if it was because of embarrassment or because he also remembered the pain caused by that scar.

Bai Xiaonan put on a coat for him, let him sit on the bed, stretched out his feet covered by the quilt, and placed the water basin beside Ah Wu's bed, pretending to be relaxed, "Come on, soak your feet, make it more comfortable."

Seeing that he was planning to wash his feet himself, Ah Wu hesitated for a moment, Bai Xiaonan held his ankles, gently put his feet into the water, flicked the water, raised her head and asked him, "Is it hot?"

Ah Wu shook his head, his nose was sour, and he whispered: "I'm fine. I'm fine...you don't have to pity me."

"I don't pity you, I feel sorry for you." Bai Xiaonan held his feet, the corners of her mouth trembling, "I feel sorry for you because I treated you badly, but I want to treat you well in the future, not to make up for you, but because of me I want to see you, believe it or not?"

Ah Wu's eyes turned red and she fell silent.

Bai Xiaonan didn't say anything else, just smiled wryly: "I know, it's okay."

Ah Wu can wait for him, and he can also wait for Ah Wu.The separation of so many years cannot be remedied overnight, even if Ah Wu is completely hopeless now, he can always bring him back to life.

After Ah Wu soaked his feet, he wiped Ah Wu clean and told him to put on his pajamas quickly and lie back under the quilt.Bai Xiaonan went to the bathroom to take a shower by herself, put on her pajamas and lay down on the bed next to her.Fortunately, the supporting facilities in the ward are good enough, and the accompanying bed is not too small, so sleeping is not uncomfortable.

Even so, this is a thousand miles away from Bai Xiaonan's usual residence. Ah Wu looked at him lying not far away with some sadness, thinking, maybe this is a new game for him, I don't know what Time to get bored.

He let himself sink into it last time and almost lost his life. What qualifications does he have to indulge again this time?

Ah Wu was trembling, ready to run out of Bai Xiaonan's patience at any time, but instead of leaving, Bai Xiaonan became more and more addicted to it. He did all the work that required physical contact for the nurse, bathed Ah Wu every day, and changed his clothes. Clothes, and even helped him to the toilet.

Sometimes Ah Wu can't laugh or cry, although he has been shot a few times, the injuries are not in his limbs, but it is inconvenient to lie down and get up, Bai Xiaonan's posture seems to be paralyzed.

Under his care, Ah Wu's injury healed quickly, and he didn't need to stay in the special care ward anymore, just transferred to the general ward to take care of him slowly. When Bai Xiaonan said that he would be transferred to another hospital, Ah Wu hesitated, thinking He was discharged from the hospital and went home to raise her, but seeing Bai Xiaonan's cautious expression, he was reluctant after all.

Seeing that he agreed, Bai Xiaonan breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's not just that I want to take care of you for two more days, you don't know that, your friend, Lin Ye, opened a nutrition restaurant next to the hospital, specially for hospitalized patients." Even if you don’t give Zhou Ning’an any face, we have to take care of the business because of the relationship between the two of you, don’t you think?”

Ah Wu didn't expect that, and asked in surprise: "The two of them...are they okay now? I heard... Isn't Zhou Ning'an going to get married?"

"It was supposed to be a knot, but somehow Lin Ye knew it in advance. When he made a fuss, Zhou Ning'an couldn't bear the blow and committed suicide." Bai Xiaonan said lightly, Ah Wu was so excited that he almost sat up and drank water and choked himself a mouthful.

"Suicide?" Ah Wu coughed a few times, and Bai Xiaonan hurriedly patted his back to calm him down, "No way? What about Lin Ye?"

"What are you in a hurry for? You committed suicide and came back after being rescued. Needless to say, the marriage will never end, but he and Song Yan didn't break up, and he helped her stabilize the Song family. Maybe she can have another in the future." Son, Lin Ye also forgave him, this brat, he is quite complete."

Bai Xiaonan curled her lips, a little envious, but when Ah Wu heard the word Song's family, she felt a little uneasy.

He was the one who told Lin Ye the news about Zhou Ning'an's getting married, so Bai Xiaonan had no reason not to know.

"I……"

"You don't have to worry about it. This transfer to the hospital over there is just a good start for Lin Ye. If he's not too busy, he can also talk to you, saving you from being bored every day. Do you think it's okay?" Bai Xiaonan was very happy that he was willing to stay in the hospital, seeing him so happy, Ah Wu felt a little embarrassed.

"I told Lin Ye about Zhou Ning'an's marriage..." Ah Wu murmured, the meaning behind it was self-evident, "Song Qiuyang also told me about Li Shengwen..."

Bai Xiaonan was stunned for a moment, avoiding Ah Wu's gaze uncomfortably, cleared his throat, "I know, he came to see you once two days ago, and I didn't let him come up."

Ah Wu's lips moved, before he could speak, Bai Xiaonan hurriedly added: "I don't know if you want to see him, but if you want, I'll let him come over?"

Ah Wu looked sad, lowered his head and shook his head, "I have nothing to see."

He wasn't sure what Bai Xiaonan would think. When he mentioned Song Qiuyang, he would inevitably bring up the days when he was in the dark. Even if Bai Xiaonan said he didn't mind, there would inevitably be something in his heart.

"He treats you very well, right?" Bai Xiaonan said resentfully. After holding back for a while, she couldn't help but said, "Tell me how kind he is, and I'll learn how to treat you well."

A Wu was a little surprised, she looked at Bai Xiaonan in a daze, a smile slowly formed on the corner of her mouth, he...is he jealous?

"You...you don't mind me..." Ah Wu said slowly, his expression was sluggish, his bangs blocked his eyes, but Bai Xiaonan understood the sadness in his heart.

He used to squat down in front of Ah Wu, gently held his face, and asked earnestly, "You've been looking for clues related to Black Wing, haven't you?"

Ah Wu didn't want to admit it, but couldn't deny it, so she nodded.

"So you will go to the night to get news from them?" Bai Xiaonan didn't blink, and looked at Ah Wu intently.

Ah Wu nodded, a little embarrassed.

"Have you ever thought about really paying back my two hundred million?" Bai Xiaonan's voice was bitter, and it was difficult to pronounce every word.

Ah Wu nodded, her eyes were red.

"It's all my fault, Ah Wu." Bai Xiaonan took his hand lightly, patted herself, and pressed his hand on her chest, "I didn't take good care of you, don't blame me , are you still afraid that I will blame you?"

Ah Wu sobbed softly, Bai Xiaonan wiped his face, and choked up a little, "I hurt you. If only you had never met me."

Hearing this, Ah Wu suddenly sobbed, covered her face and began to cry, Bai Xiaonan was taken aback, stretched out her arms to hug him, and he limply pressed into her arms, and did not get up until she had cried enough.

Without him there would be no such suffering.But without him, he would have nothing in his life.

"Don't cry baby, you feel wronged, why don't you hit me twice to vent your anger?" Bai Xiaonan deliberately made him laugh, Ah Wu gradually stopped crying, and started to feel embarrassed again, turned her head away and stopped talking.

Bai Xiaonan didn't feel impatient with his repetition, but felt a little cute. She wanted to rub his head, but she was afraid of making him cry again, so she could only hold back and lightly touch the hair on the back of his head.

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Friends on Friday afternoon, do you smell the sweetness?He won't go home with Xiaobai so soon, and he will probably be dragged along for a while.