my ten years with you

Lin Ye shrugged, Ah Wu smiled lightly, his expression at this moment seemed to recall something very beautiful, he put his face on his knees, his whole body huddled up, looking sideways at In Lin Ye's direction, his eyes were focused on the distance, and he said in a soft voice, "I guess you will be a little surprised when you hear it. That person never said he loved me. He said he owns me and he is my master. He is indeed, everything about me belongs to him, all the impressive things after my childhood are related to him, the best thing, the worst thing, in fact, I am not saying it now, I still imagine that he can regret it again Looking back at me or something, I know he won't, and we're not lovers, I'm just... I'm here, paying off the money, paying off the debt, asking about things related to him, which makes me feel like it's not over yet , if it's over, I really don't know where I should go, what else I can do. Without him, I don't even know who I am."

"But..." Lin Ye frowned and wanted to say something, but A Wu interrupted him.

"I know what you're trying to say. It's never too late to start a new life, isn't it? For me, it's too late. My life is already full. Pretending to be alone is enough. I don't have enough strength. To think about someone else, but to completely erase him from my life... What is the difference between that and letting me die once? I might as well wait for the next reincarnation."

When Ah Wu spoke, there was a faint smile on his face. His smile didn't reach the bottom of his eyes, and Lin Ye could see the tears welling up in his eyes.

"Then you spoil yourself like this? Don't you want to see him again? How can you see him when you treat yourself like this? "

"I killed someone. Lin Ye, his best brother, let me be killed. He didn't kill me, he let me go, but others don't necessarily want to see me go. The worse I live, the other Only those who don’t want to see me alive can feel at ease. Moreover, I gradually feel that I seem to have killed the wrong person. I have to clarify this matter. This is not only the way I pay off my debts, but also the best way for me to get news Now, no one will be too wary of a person who is in charge of going to bed, it kills two birds with one stone."

Lin Ye was a little dumbfounded. He didn't expect the story behind Ah Wu to be so complicated, and he didn't know how to respond for a while.

Looking at his reaction, Ah Wu knew that he had already accepted it better. Uncle Qi is still persuading him to let go as soon as possible, as if he had completely forgotten who his boss is.

But having said that, what uncle Qi said, could it be Bai Xiaonan's meaning?

Lin Ye also persuaded him a few words, not to tell him to forget Bai Xiaonan quickly, but to say that his life is long, don't think that whoever loses can't live, Ah Wu looked at him and smiled, he likes and loves Bai Xiaonan the most. This is what admires Lin Ye. He is like a plant that always lives in the sun, always facing the sun directly and looking for the sun. His life is not without shadows, but he chooses to look at the light source instead of thinking about it. Looking at the shadow behind.

He didn't understand that not everyone has the ability to look directly at the sun and find warmth.

Ah Wu hoped that Zhou Ning'an would discover what a rare person Lin Ye was like him, instead of simply looking for a comfort.

"Okay, I understand what you said, I will try to protect myself in the future, at least I have to see him again, right? I have to ask him why he lied to me, right?" Ah Wu smiled Said to Lin Ye, tapped his wrist to signal Lin Ye that he was going to be late, "But I also have a suggestion, Lin Ye, don't fall in love with Zhou Ning'an, don't have feelings for him, he will leave as soon as he says , but what do you do?"

"Don't worry, he is the big boss, and I work on his bed. I understand the truth." Lin Ye waved his hands carelessly, got up to pack his things, and prepared to go to the night.

Ah Wu looked at his back and wanted to say something more, but held back. His own problem hadn't been resolved yet, so he didn't think he could give Lin Ye any effective emotional advice.

The safest thing in a relationship is not to be emotional, but if you let yourself have the final say, there won't be so many idiots complaining about women in the world, so many things you can't ask for.

After that injury, Ah Wu rested for more than a week. As soon as he entered the locker room, he saw Lin Ye sitting on a chair anxiously waiting for him. When he saw him coming, he hurriedly pulled him aside, feeling nervous. He said: "Why did you come back so soon? The injury is not healed yet, so go home quickly, don't go out today."

Ah Wu looked at him a little puzzled, and said, "I'm almost fine, is something wrong?"

Seeing that he couldn't say anything about Ah Wu, Lin Ye gritted his teeth and stomped his feet, and said to him, "The man you stopped for me the other day has returned, and this time he brought two people who didn't know where they came from. It doesn't look easy. As soon as I came in, I asked you to go by name, I think they are not kind, you better not see, I told Uncle Qi that you are not safe, let them find someone else."

Ah Wu knew that Lin Ye was doing it for his own good, but since he came here on a special trip, it was impossible for him to hide away if he didn't see him today. He smiled and comforted Lin Ye and said, "It's a good thing that a guest comes to see me. , open the door to do business, there is no reason to hide, don't worry, I will try my best to protect myself."

It's not that Lin Ye is ignorant of this truth, and since he knew the story behind Ah Wu, he didn't know how to persuade him to repay his debts like this self-torture, so he could only sigh: "You must be careful." Do not give them a reason to hurt you."

Ah Wu smiled and agreed, and did enough lubrication in advance, but thought in her heart, since she came to the door on her own initiative, why would she need any reason to hurt him.

He was almost stunned when he saw the guest, it was an acquaintance.

When that person saw Ah Wu, he didn't show much surprise or covetous expression, but showed a bit of contempt, and a bit of hatred mixed with contempt.

That was a person who used to follow Zhang Chengyan.

Ah Wu was a little surprised, he was not surprised why someone he knew came to him, but why it took him so long to find someone he knew.

"Why are you?" Ah Wu asked.

"Should I ask you?" The man glanced at him, spat in disdain, took out a cigarette and lit it, and sat on the sofa beside the bed, "Why are you still alive? Sell your ass to support yourself ? Boss Bai let you live, you really make the best use of what you have. Sure enough, what kind of tree bears what kind of fruit, it is worthy of your own background."

Ah Wu smiled very nonchalantly, he was already mentally prepared, he knew how much these people hated him, especially after he knew that Zhang Chengyan was different from what he thought.

"The debt is not paid off, I dare not die yet."

The man didn't expect him to say that, he was stunned for a moment, and then sneered: "Who are you fucking pretending to show? You were very cruel when you were behind the black man. Now that everyone is dead, who the hell are you to pay the debt?" ?”

"What I owe is not Zhang Chengyan, what I owe is my master... Mr. Bai."

Ah Wu's face was very cold, and he felt a little uncomfortable when he said the word "Boss Bai".He had never called him that, it had always been called him, and he had always called him Master.

Now, he finally stopped being someone else.

The man was furious, "Boss Zhang is not sorry for you, you want to collude with others to kill him!"

A Wu still looked at him coldly, "The matter between me and Mr. Bai is between us. I am willing to recognize him as my master because he made me submit. Is it for you to put me from It's only right and proper to kill the person who tried to protect me after being tied up in someone else's hands? I don't owe Zhang Chengyan, I asked for his life on behalf of Brother Scar, and the only one I'm sorry for is Bai Xiaonan!"

"It was Li Shengwen who shot the gun, and he was the one who took credit for this incident. Why don't you go to him to settle the score!"

"What did you say?!" Ah Wu looked at him in astonishment, feeling his hands shaking uncontrollably by his side, almost unable to stand up, his voice was hoarse because of the huge shock, he asked hoarsely: "Who do you think killed Brother Scar?"

That person didn't expect Ah Wu to be so excited, he gave him a puzzled look, then gave him a blank look, and said mockingly: "You don't even know who your enemy is, so you're going to take revenge, right? After the death of Boss Zhang, he has been on the rise, his mouth can be said to be dead, not only you, but I think even Boss Bai is about to be fooled by him."

"You...you came to me today to tell me this?" Ah Wu's voice was still hoarse, he was startled and in pain, he could hardly speak, and he managed to stand still by holding on to the pillar at the end of the bed.

"Of course not. After the death of Boss Zhang, I don't want to look at Li Shengwen's face again. Someone actually wants to find someone who looks like Qin Ruo... Huh, let me see, did you let you sleep to death? Let’s see if you can live as a fake Qin Ruo. Not to mention, your appearance of seeing a ghost barely looks like Qin Ruo.”

That person came over and patted Ah Wu's pale face insultingly, "Don't pick up other guests for the next two days, and I'll take care of that person when the time comes, and I'm sure you'll be the best."

He sneered, and left Ah Wu, who was unable to move, and left. As soon as the door was closed, Ah Wu knelt down on the ground, only his hands still had strength, and he clenched his fists tightly, biting his own. Fist, try not to cry out here.

He can't cry. When he cries, the breath he has accumulated for so many years will be dissipated. He has to persevere. The truth he is looking for is coming. Why are the evidences prepared in such a timely manner? Why are the few people who met him? He either died or disappeared afterwards, why did those people shoot at Bai Xiaonan, why did Li Shengwen cooperate with him...

The most stupid person is himself.He blames no one, he can only blame himself.

The author has something to say:

Ah, poor little Ah Wu, I guessed more than one thing wrong.