my ten years with you

Ah Wu's hand holding the chopsticks trembled, Bai Xiaonan supported his hand, put the chopsticks back into his hand, smiled at him, and said: "Eat, take a good rest in the afternoon, I will come to find you in the evening you."

A Wu stared at him blankly, but he didn't look at A Wu any more, and started to eat on his own.

Ah Wushi finished the meal without knowing the taste, and unknowingly ate a lot. Although he was very reluctant psychologically, he was very hungry and tired, and his body told him that he had to eat well.

After eating, Bai Xiaonan asked him to go back to the room to rest, and he insisted on going upstairs on his crutches. Now he found that his room was next to Bai Xiaonan's bedroom, and there were only two of them living on the whole floor. Those servants must be I live elsewhere.

Ah Wu didn't let the person who accompanied him down to accompany him to walk up slowly, he walked slowly by himself, observing the structure of the house carefully, what he saw was going on in this villa. Only three survived, including the young girl who came to uncuff him, and the two who helped pass the food and arrange the dishes, but it was impossible for the three of them to clean up such a big house, there must be more Many people are responsible for the sanitation and cleaning here, but since they haven't seen it along the way, it means that they come to clean up according to the order, and they don't often stay in this house.

There was a small window at the corner of the stairs, Ah Wu stopped there and took a look, and saw someone was cleaning the swimming pool, the two bodyguards standing near the swimming pool yesterday were gone, presumably the swimming pool was usually unguarded, just because Bai Xiaonan was sitting There, only two people were followed.

Ah Wu's heart did not relax at all. With Bai Xiaonan's identity, it is impossible that there are only two bodyguards in this manor. There are not many people in the villa, which just means that there are many people guarding the periphery. He wants to run out by himself. The difficulty is very high, and now his feet are not easy to use, and the situation is not clear, let alone act rashly.

Ah Wu left the window before anyone came over, and returned to his room. He could only take a step and watch. Now, all he can do is to repair his ankle as soon as possible, figure out the situation and play it by ear. , he needs to keep himself alive.

Bai Xiaonan met Zhang Chengyan in the study room, Zhang Chengyan was sitting on the sofa with his legs crossed, holding a cup of tea, seeing him coming, he immediately sat upright, and asked curiously, "How is it, Boss Bai? It’s not comparable to that one, but it’s the closest we can find.”

"Why are you so interested this time?" Bai Xiaonan glanced at him, picked up another cup of freshly brewed tea from the coffee table, and said lightly, "Why haven't I tasted it yet, are you interested?"

"Ah?" This time it was Zhang Chengyan's turn to be surprised. With the boss's enthusiasm for that one, how could it be possible that the child hadn't moved all night after being sent there?It's impossible not to like it. He saw the way Bai Xiaonan looked at that child yesterday. He was full of determination to win it. Could it be that... he likes it too much?

"It's not that I want to ask. Didn't Xiaowen find this? He asked me to ask how this matter is going. This kid is indeed a stubborn one. We almost broke a brother when we went to take him away. Even the trafficker who abducted him died. If you don’t want to do it, how about I take it away and give it to you and send it back?” Zhang Chengyan asked a little unaccustomed to this kind of thing. He scoffed, if it wasn't for Boss Bai who couldn't let go, and Li Shengwen happened to find such a person, he really didn't want to care about this matter.

Anyway, no matter what kind of stubble, it would be as honest as a rabbit when it was thrown there, and it could comfort Bai Xiaonan without distracting him, it couldn't be better.

"Which of your eyes can see that I can't do it?" Bai Xiaonan said impatiently, he knows who Zhang Chengyan is, but he doesn't want others to intervene in this matter, "You don't have to worry about his affairs, It’s better to have a hard bone. You just said that someone died? What’s going on?”

"It's not a big deal. It's not that one of my younger brothers heard about such a person from his father. His father said that he has a good-looking boy. Who knows that his stepfather has already sold him. Let's find him At that time, the group of people also had some internal strife. One group wanted to sell him for a good price, and the other group might not want to cause this trouble and wanted to return him, so one person wanted to take him away, and the other group wanted to take him away. Stop it, we got into a fight when we passed by, and the person who brought him happened to be beaten, it's not a big deal, a few people watch the scene for the casino, we know what to do."

Bai Xiaonan closed her eyes and listened, feeling that this kid was really unlucky, the two fathers were not good things, and in the end he fell into his hands.

"Well, I see. Do you know what to do with his family? After taking the money, the person is mine, and it has nothing to do with them. Don't talk anymore."

"Hey, in fact, both parties are hiding from usury and have no time to talk to him. If it weren't for the fact that they can use him to pay off the debt, no one would have cared about his life. Don't worry, they will never appear again." Zhang Chengyan He patted his chest and agreed. He has seen such people and things a lot. To these gamblers, the so-called family affection is just an excuse to drive up prices. As for this person's life and death, they never cared .

It's worth sighing, but not pity.

"By the way, you said Xiaowen found this person?" Zhang Chengyan saw that he was about to leave, Bai Xiaonan suddenly asked.

"Ah, yes, what's the matter?" Zhang Chengyan didn't react, he didn't understand why he asked such a question suddenly, Boss Bai was always too lazy to know the details of these things before.

"It's okay, this matter is done well, but this person is too smart, you'd better be careful."

"This kid has a lot of eyes, but he's not a bad person. He's done well in the past few years. I'm planning to promote him. Don't worry, he blocked a shot for me back then, so he's my dead brother." Zhang Chengyan put down the cup, thanked Bai Xiaonan, and strode away.

Bai Xiaonan watched Zhang Chengyan go out, and stayed in the study for a while, thinking about the evening, unknowingly lost in thought.

Bai Xiaonan was not the only one who was stunned that afternoon.

Ah Wu didn't go out all afternoon after returning to the house, restlessly waiting for the night to come.He didn't know what Bai Xiaonan was going to do to him, or what would happen besides the thing he was afraid of.

Bai Xiaonan ate dinner by herself and did not ask Ah Wu to come down. Ah Wu lay on the bed alone, watching the sky darken bit by bit, the sun gradually sinking, the light in the room changed from orange to dark purple, and finally he and The night merged into one.He didn't move, he felt a little hungry, but he didn't get out of bed, and he didn't turn on the light, just lay there silently, praying that the darkness could protect him, so that he wouldn't be remembered.

As in the past 14 years, God never once heard his prayers.

The night was approaching completely, and Ah Wu was lying in the dark room, suddenly feeling a little scared again.Every time the night comes, it means that his mother has to leave home to go to work. When he was very young, his father would be very angry and quarrel with his mother. The two had a big fight, and he beat her loudly. Crying and slamming the door at the end, he was the one who endured the anger of the two in the end.

Later, his mother took him away, and the stepfather who always saw him as disliked always sneaked into his room at this time, making him uncomfortable. At first, he thought he didn't like him, but later he realized that it turned out that It is too "like".

From that time on, he could no longer bear that man's hands and feet. Unfortunately, his resistance not only failed to attract the attention of his mother, but also aroused her resentment. When he finally had the ability to resist that man, he himself became The one who was blamed for being dumped.

He should never have been born, this is what his mother scolded him every day since he was a child, the day he was taken away by usury to pay off the debt, he knew that this was not just an angry word.

Ah Wu felt very scared, Bai Xiaonan was right in what he said, give him freedom, he didn't know where to run.No one in this world has ever needed him, and no one cares about his coming and going or life and death. If he disappears, he disappears, just like water disappearing in water (note), no one will look for him.

Ah Wu hugged himself tightly in the dark, he didn't want to be dragged out by Bai Xiaonan, but he was even more afraid that he would be forgotten forever.

Suddenly, a ray of light hit his face, seeing the light suddenly, Ah Wu subconsciously raised his hand to block his eyes, Bai Xiaonan was standing at the door, looking back against the light, he could only see a tall figure looking down at him with a low voice Said: "Come out, we are going to start class."

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Thank you Noble_yaya for throwing mines

Note: The original text comes from "Another Death" by Borges

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