my ten years with you

"I'm here, I'm here." Bai Xiaonan picked him up, opened the door and walked out, and told the people waiting outside: "Clean up."

Li Chengwen took people in to clean up. He looked at the people all over the place, showed a subtle expression, squatted on the ground to take a look, and closed his eyes for Brother Ping.

Bai Xiaonan carried him to the car, laid him flat on the back seat of the car, rested his head on his thigh, gently stroked his face, and said, "Go to sleep, we'll be home soon."

The car started, and before he left the bungalow, Ah Wu wrapped his coat tightly and fell asleep on his lap.

Ah Wu didn't know when they got home, he was already in Bai Xiaonan's bedroom when he woke up, Bai Xiaonan woke him up, carried him into the bathroom, the bathtub was filled with water.

Ah Wu blushed and struggled a little, "I can walk."

Bai Xiaonan looked at him and smiled, Ah Wu didn't struggle anymore, and let him carefully put herself into the bathtub.

Bai Xiaonan took a sponge and carefully cleaned the wound on his body. The superficial wound was easy to clean. After checking the wound on his body, he patted Ah Wu's waist and motioned him to turn over.

Ah Wu's eyes were red for a moment, he slowly knelt up in the bathtub, lay on the edge of the bathtub, exposed his buttocks to the water, and slightly separated his legs.

Bai Xiaonan's lips were tightly pursed, his eyes sank for a moment, he still stroked Ah Wu's back gently, and said to him: "Let me check it, it will hurt a little, bear with it."

Ah Wu nodded, not wanting to speak, he could feel himself choking, but at the same time he didn't want to hide it anymore, he sobbed softly, feeling that Bai Xiaonan's fingers were helping him clean up his filthy body, out of pain and Shame gave a shudder every now and then.

"It's okay, Ah Wu, it's okay." Bai Xiaonan rinsed his hands in the bathtub, put his arms around Ah Wu's head, he rested his head on Bai Xiaonan's shoulder, and finally no longer felt fear, all other emotions swept over him, shame Sadness, hatred and remorse almost overwhelmed him, the only way he would not drown was by grabbing Bai Xiaonan, he hugged Bai Xiaonan's neck tightly, the water on his body wet Bai Xiaonan's elegant shirt, he rubbed his face against Bai Xiaonan's body Soft fabric, crying like a child.

"Okay, Ah Wu, okay." Bai Xiaonan patted his back patiently, Ah Wu finally stopped crying, bit her lip and looked up at him.

Bai Xiaonan seldom saw such a childish side of him, but thinking of what he had just gone through, she felt sorry for him, Bai Xiaonan smiled at him, "One year older, why do you love to cry more than before."

Ah Wu had a sore nose, looked at him aggrieved, and was a little surprised to hear Bai Xiaonan say: "Stop crying, big boy, show me a smile."

Ah Wu hesitated for a moment, pulled his lips upwards, unable to smile.

Bai Xiaonan pinched his face and kissed him on the forehead, "Such a baby."

Such an intimate title made Ah Wu a little uncomfortable. No one had ever been so close to him before, and he never thought that Bai Xiaonan would treat him like this. He hesitated for a moment, and asked in a questioning voice: "Master?"

Bai Xiaonan looked at him gently, Ah Wu shrank her neck, and continued: "I... I have no intention of running away."

"I know," Bai Xiaonan said tolerantly, "I will return the money to Uncle Hao for you."

"Thank you." Ah Wu murmured, "I'm sorry."

"If you could tell me in advance, such a thing would not have happened." Bai Xiaonan said calmly, Ah Wu trembled slightly, Bai Xiaonan reached out to hold his shoulder, looked into his eyes and said, "Unfortunately, at that time you Don't trust me enough, you think I won't let you go, Ah Wu, are you ready to trust me now?"

Ah Wu shook her head and buried her head in her chest.

Bai Xiaonan raised his chin and looked at himself, "We'll talk about your private escape later, I'll remember it for you first. You ran out by yourself last night, are you ready to say goodbye to them?"

Ah Wu hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

From the very beginning, those people didn't intend to tell him where Brother Scar was buried. He was too stupid.This lesson is already profound enough.

"Starting today, say goodbye to your past." Bai Xiaonan stroked his hair, kissed him, told him to stand up and take a shower, brought a bath towel to dry him, wrapped him in a bathrobe and walked out .

The set of clothes on the bed was prepared for him just by the size, Ah Wu looked at Bai Xiaonan uncertainly, Bai Xiaonan nodded and asked Ah Wu to go over and change.

Ah Wu took off his bathrobe and changed into the clothes prepared for him. The white shirt, trousers, socks and underpants were all white and fit them well. He put them on silently without asking why, and knelt down quietly. In front of Bai Xiaonan.

"Ah Wu, from now on, you are a brand new person. Wash away your past, forget all the pain, from today on, you are mine." Bai Xiaonan's hand gently and forcefully stroked his face, his thumb Passing A Wu's lips, A Wu kissed his hand deeply.

Bai Xiaonan paused for a moment, waited for Ah Wu's lips to loosen slightly, and continued: "Don't worry about the love and hate in the past, those who gave up on you, you can also give up on them. I will give you new feelings, love is fine , hate, you can experience it with me, both good and bad will come from me. Today is your new life."

Ah Wu closed her eyes and murmured, "Okay."

"Open your eyes and look at me," Bai Xiaonan raised his face, Ah Wu opened his eyes obediently, and looked at Bai Xiaonan in a daze, his eyes were as pure as a newborn deer, "Never betray me, I will never let you You are alone."

Tears flashed in Ah Wu's eyes, Bai Xiaonan stopped him in time, he held his face in his hands, looked at him intently, and said in a low voice: "Don't cry, Ah Wu, show me a smile."

Ah Wu squeezed out a smile, a tear rolled down the corner of his eye, he didn't care, looked at Bai Xiaonan and asked in bewilderment and aggrieved: "Didn't you say that I look good when I cry?"

Bai Xiaonan was silent for a second, then sat on the edge of the bed, opened her arms, Ah Wu rushed over and buried her face in his stomach, wrapping her arms around his waist, no longer concealing her dependence.

Bai Xiaonan stroked the hair on the back of his head, and said softly: "It looks better when you smile, I just discovered it."

Ah Wu held back a sob, sucked her nose, and raised her head to show a smile with trembling lips.

Bai Xiaonan bowed her head and kissed him, and hugged him to her bed, showing rare soft eyes, "Go to sleep, everything will be fine when you wake up."

A Wu curled up beside him, with his head next to his thigh, and said carefully: "Will you be there?"

"I will." Bai Xiaonan covered him with the quilt. Ah Wu shrunk so small that only his head was exposed under the quilt. At first glance, it was impossible to tell that there was someone under the quilt. "I will always be here."

Ah Wu closed her eyes with peace of mind, held his hand, and soon fell into a deep sleep.

After waking up, the doctor came, and Ah Wu lay on Bai Xiaonan's big bed, Bai Xiaonan hugged him from behind, the doctor checked him, sighed, and looked at Ah Wu with pity.

Ah Wu looked at him indifferently, then shrank back into Bai Xiaonan's arms, Bai Xiaonan pressed his shoulders, lifted one of his legs, and asked the doctor to apply medicine to him.

Ah Wu turned her face to his side and buried her on his body, gasping in pain, hissing, but there was no other reaction.

After the medicine was finished, the doctor drew two tubes of blood for him again, went back to do a preventive physical examination, and gave him two injections of anti-inflammation vaccines, sighed again, looked at Bai Xiaonan, and said hesitantly: "At least a week, No, you can't have sex again within half a month."

Bai Xiaonan nodded, "Okay, I understand."

The doctor packed up his things and left. Ah Wu raised his face and asked worriedly, "Master?"

"Huh?" Bai Xiaonan casually agreed, and took a look at the medicine list prescribed by the doctor.

"There is still half a month."

Ah Wu became ruthless, got out of his arms, knelt on the bed, looked at him uncertainly, "I..."

Bai Xiaonan smiled, lifted his chin, and said, "I want you for more than this."

Ah Wu lowered his head in fear, Bai Xiaonan could see through what he was thinking at a glance, he felt relieved, otherwise he didn't know how to speak.At the same time, he was a little uneasy. He didn't know what else he could be useful for.

"As for now..." Bai Xiaonan smiled evilly, untied her belt, and signaled Ah Wu to crawl over.

Ah Wu blushed, a little nervous, more shy and relieved.

He didn't force him, but he will definitely prove that he is useful, and he will definitely work hard to do well.

A Wu propped his hands on his knees in front of him, Bai Xiaonan casually stroked his hair, A Wu tried to open his mouth and kissed Bai Xiaonan's belly, Bai Xiaonan put his hand to his mouth, he took Bai Xiaonan's finger in his mouth, tried Wrapping his tongue around him, his fingers twitched, teasing his tongue in his mouth.After playing for a while, he pulled out his hand and said in a hoarse voice, "Come here."

Ah Wu untied his zipper with his teeth, and lowered his head obediently.

Following Bai Xiaonan's low and heavy panting, he pressed Ah Wu's head hard. Ah Wu's eyes were filled with tears due to lack of oxygen, but she actively opened her mouth to meet him as much as possible. Feeling a hot stream in his throat, he closed it. He closed his eyes and moved back and forth slightly.

Bai Xiaonan snorted in satisfaction, let go of the hand that was pressing on the back of Ah Wu's head, Ah Wu raised her head, rubbed the back of her hand against her lips, without any nausea, closed her eyes instead, and murmured softly: "Thank you. "

Thank you for making me at least a little bit useful.Give me the courage to live.

Bai Xiaonan hugged him, Ah Wu hugged him hard, like a koala hugging a eucalyptus tree, and refused to let go, Bai Xiaonan let him sit in his arms, comforting him like holding a child, kissing Him, Ah Wu hugged him and began to cry softly again, he hid his face and pressed it against Bai Xiaonan's chest, tears soaked his front breast bit by bit.

He was crying for no reason, but they all knew it was not because of grievances.Bai Xiaonan patiently stroked his back and kissed his hair from time to time, he knew that Ah Wu was just saying goodbye.

"Are you afraid, Ah Wu?" Bai Xiaonan asked in a low voice, and Ah Wu nodded.

"It's okay, I will be scared." His voice was deep and magnetic, and when he spoke gently, people couldn't help but want to believe, "It's a scary thing to say goodbye to the past self. I will be with you. Even if there is nothing to be reluctant to part with, you will still be reluctant to part with it. This is human nature, and it doesn't matter. You just need to know that I will be here, and I will give you better."

Ah Wu continued to nod, he knew and believed all of this, he just couldn't help but want to cry.

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Crying little Ah Wu

Thank you Meng Feili and Shen Junchen for the mine~