my ten years with you

"Do you remember what I said yesterday?"

Ah Wu looked at him quietly, and slowly knelt down, seeing a flash of satisfaction in Bai Xiaonan's eyes, he couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief.He was very dissatisfied with the way Bai Xiaonan treated him, but the real reason for his dissatisfaction, he didn't want to admit it, was because he felt that he needed to be comforted better, because he knelt on his knees for a whole day, but he didn't say anything , and continue to punish him?

A Wu clenched her lips and watched Bai Xiaonan come over with yesterday's pointer, and turned her head reluctantly. Bai Xiaonan stood in front of him, put her hand on his shoulder, and asked in a low voice: "Do you still remember the posture yesterday?" ?"

Ah Wu's face turned red, he gritted his teeth, and bent down, he hated this humiliating posture, but if he didn't do it, he would be tied up, and he was even more afraid of being tied up.

"Well, that's right, let's separate the legs a little bit more." Bai Xiaonan tapped his legs with his foot, and Ah Wu spread the legs a little further, his face was so hot that it was about to burn, and he almost forgot to be afraid.

"Very good, forty strokes, because your mistakes today are more serious and your attitude is not good, I will try my best to avoid your wound yesterday, it will hurt, but you need to use the pain to reflect on yourself, understand?" Bai Xiaonan almost After saying this to him solemnly, Ah Wu buried her face in the carpet and nodded slightly.

"answer me."

"I see."

Bai Xiaonan's tone was slightly heavy, "What do you call me?"

"Understood, master." Ah Wu's voice had already started to tremble.

Bai Xiaonan hummed in satisfaction, raised her hand and waved the pointer in her hand.

The pointer hit Ah Wu's body, and there was a crisp sound. Ah Wu snorted in a low voice, and under Bai Xiaonan's reminder, said with difficulty: "One, thank you...Master."

Bai Xiaonan was pleased by his unwilling obedience, and was careful not to get the wound from yesterday, but it still made Ah Wu tremble with pain.

Forty is a long time, especially when he needs to quickly report the number in each brief dizziness caused by pain.

In the last few strokes, Ah Wu could hardly kneel anymore, his legs were shaking back and forth, Bai Xiaonan stopped for two seconds, giving him time to catch his breath, Ah Wu adjusted his posture almost gratefully, and accepted the last few punishments.

Bai Xiaonan touched his sweat-soaked hair in satisfaction, her tone softened, and she said encouragingly: "Okay, it's over, you did a good job, I forgive you."

To his surprise, Ah Wu not only didn't rush over to ask him to hug him, but turned his face aside, leaned his body on the blanket, and blocked his eyes with his hands so as not to look at him.

Bai Xiaonan parted his hand with some amusement, and as expected, a pair of red eyes.

He held Ah Wu's wrist with one hand to prevent him from continuing to block it, and gently wiped the corners of Ah Wu's eyes with the other hand, and asked in a low voice: "It's over, you can cry now. You can cry as much as you want here Cry, no one will digest you, and no one will look down on you."

After thinking about it, he added another sentence: "You look beautiful when you cry."

Ah Wu looked at him stubbornly, her eyes were red, but she refused to shed tears.Bai Xiaonan's whip had already broken him to pieces, and if he cried out now, the tears would wash away all his remaining self-esteem and pride, and he would never turn back.

He really wanted someone to hug him and comfort him, but he couldn't make that kind of request, he couldn't make that kind of request to someone who just beat him.He let himself lean on his lap to rest for a while, and he had already accumulated enough strength, although it was only a little bit, but it was enough for him.

He can no longer surrender to this person, and if he continues, he doesn't know how much is true and how much is false.When he rested his head on Bai Xiaonan's knee, he didn't feel humiliated from the bottom of his heart, but really felt relieved.But it's wrong, he can't do this, he wants to run away.

He knows that he is beautiful when he cries, too many people have said this to him, when his beastly stepfather raped him, every time those thugs made fun of him, when they exchanged him for money, they even When I brought it here,... that's what I said.

He knew he was good-looking, too good-looking, for a boy incapable of protecting himself.This kind of praise has never brought any benefit, only harm, and he is very afraid that Bai Xiaonan's praise will also hide the same harm behind it.

But he could feel that every time he cried, Bai Xiaonan's hands were indeed a lot gentler.

He looked at Bai Xiaonan in some confusion, and Bai Xiaonan stroked his eyebrows almost obsessively. After watching for a while, seeing that he had made up his mind not to cry, he sighed and said in a hoarse voice with a bit of forbearance: "Before I Has anyone ever fucked you?"

Ah Wu's eyes suddenly changed. One second he was still confused and helpless, longing to be comforted. The next second he immediately became like a hedgehog, exploding all the thorns on his body, staring like he was about to bite. Looking at him squinting, his eyes were red, but it was no longer because of grievance, but because of anger.

If he could continue to pretend to be obedient until now, Bai Xiaonan could no longer even pretend to be harmless.No, in fact, he didn't want to pretend at all.

Bai Xiaonan was surprised to see his transformation, but he didn't show this surprise. He still maintained the previous posture, holding Ah Wu's wrist with one hand, and putting the other on Ah Wu's thin shoulder, and said with a smile: " With you like this, I don't quite believe they can bear it."

Seeing that Ah Wu's emotions were approaching the verge of collapse, Bai Xiaonan said calmly: "Of course, I have no other intentions. If you have experience, I can save a lot of trouble. If not, I might have to be a little patient." Yes, look me in the eyes and answer me."

Ah Wu glared, his chest heaved up and down quickly, he tried to grab his wrist, Bai Xiaonan calmly exerted a little force, he immediately realized and remembered that he had no chance of winning, so he barely controlled his emotions , biting and biting said: "No!"

"No, no, I believe you."

To Ah Wu's surprise, Bai Xiaonan didn't make much fuss about this issue, he didn't seem to really believe it, maybe he just didn't care.Ah Wu remembered his previous opinion on this matter, and bit his lip quietly.

Bai Xiaonan took his reaction into consideration, sighed, and said, "Ah Wu, in the future you will understand that the most important thing in this relationship is trust. I ask you to trust me 100%, and I will also Trust you. If you can't do it, there's no need to call the master, you can't pretend."

"I didn't want to call you master." Ah Wu subconsciously said, and blurted out: "You forced me."

After he finished speaking, he felt a little regretful, and quietly looked at Bai Xiaonan's expression, he couldn't understand the change in Bai Xiaonan's expression, he only felt that his face was dark, and subconsciously felt bad.

Bai Xiaonan paused for a while, looked at Ah Wu with deep eyes, and said in a low voice, "It's my special treatment for you to call me master. If you really don't want to, you don't have to. You'd better not regret it."

"The preferential treatment you gave me was to hit me and make me kneel? Then what do I have to regret?" A Wu retorted angrily, his two hands were easily held down by Bai Xiaonan, the kind that has always been The powerlessness of existence made him irritated, but the tenderness he secretly longed for had never been obtained. He said almost indiscriminately: "You won't give up on me, don't you just want to fuck me? What do you have with them? What's the difference? They only want to fuck me once, you fucking want to fuck me for the rest of your life and want me to thank you? Why don't you beat me to death now, or let me go!"

He recklessly shouted that he was happy, and seeing Bai Xiaonan's face darken, his eyes suddenly became sharper, and the strength in his hands suddenly increased a lot, and he was a little scared because of the pain.That day by the swimming pool, he also looked at himself with the same gaze, as if he was going to leave, saying that he didn't want to live like this was such a rebellious thing.

The pain of being held in the water and being unable to breathe is still very clear, and the pain on his back and thighs is even more clear, but this does not make Ah Wu flinch right now, but makes him more wronged. He doesn't know why, this kind of emotion always Give him the strength to resist.Maybe he knew subconsciously that Bai Xiaonan wanted him and would not really kill him.

Is this the only way to want him?

Ah Wu's lips trembled, and he gasped and said, "You can't tie me forever, one day I will definitely leave..."

Snapped!

A slap made him close his mouth, Bai Xiaonan loosened his hands, Ah Wu covered his face with one hand, and tasted blood in his mouth.

"I can't tie you up forever? Ah Wu, it seems that I'm too kind to you." Bai Xiaonan's voice contained a kind of cold anger, and Ah Wu shrank back on the carpet with her face covered, trying to stay close to him. He understood that this time he really angered Bai Xiaonan.

He didn't even have time to regret it, so he heard Bai Xiaonan gritted his teeth and said: "They all say you are tough, tell me not to be soft, I think of you, I think you are because... I really shouldn't fucking love you."

Ah Wu shook her head in fear, before she even finished a word, Bai Xiaonan picked her up by her hair, "You..."

"You don't think I treat you well, do you? I treat you as a slave and you should have been obedient, you bastard who doesn't know what to do. I don't treat you as a human being? Let me let you know what it means not to treat you as a human being." look!"

"Don't call me a bastard!" Ah Wu forgot to struggle, and roared angrily, "Don't call me a bastard!"

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