On the self-cultivation of a writer

Qiuyang, why are you so impulsive? "

(37)

Su Qiuyang has never been accused of plagiarism, and he has very little experience in dealing with it.So she answered the call from Eat Fish, and realized that Eat Fish planned to deal with it coldly, and waited for the final results of the website to come out, so that public opinion would be self-defeating.

Originally, it was just a group of passers-by fans who were making noises, and Little Pink took the opportunity to make her new literary work popular, and it was difficult to deal with eating fish if it was serious.Waiting for the final review of the website, needless to say, just post it and everything will be fine.Talking less, delivering more, this is Chiyu's unique style of doing things.

But now that Su Qiuyang has posted such a Weibo, eating fish now has to be serious, if not serious.

Su Qiuyang squeezed the phone, his heart sank into the ice valley bit by bit.

I wanted to help, but I didn't expect it to disrupt the rhythm of eating fish.

Eat Fish's tone was not very good, and he spoke with a sense of fatigue: "I can't help it, I asked Tokyo Tower to help me make a color palette. There are too many books involved, and we didn't organize them all night. Next time you want to guide public opinion to a rhythm, think twice about what impact it will have. At least...let me know before posting a statement on my Weibo next time."

"..." Su Qiuyang wanted to explain something, but he just let out a breath and said, "I'm sorry."

"Forget it, and," Chiyu coughed twice, "Why didn't you reply to the message before? You... avoid me?"

Su Qiuyang wanted to say "no" subconsciously, but she rationally told her what she had done.

"I……"

The reunion Su Qiuyang expected was not like this, at least they would not be as angry and speechless as they are now.She wanted to tell Chiyu well that she wanted to meet her, wanted Chiyu to wait for her, and wanted to ask Chiyu what kind of "like" she said "like"... But in this kind of atmosphere, nothing can be said at all. In his throat, it solidified into a dull flame, making Su Qiuyang unreasonably uncomfortable.

And... In the end, it seems that Tokyo Tower helped her...

Su Qiuyang felt that he was really stupid. It would be great if he had a smart mouth that could say what he wanted to say at this moment.

Chiyu sighed: "You ignore me, I admit that I am also angry. But I really shouldn't be so naive. It's just that you suddenly disappeared like this, I am very worried."

Su Qiuyang: "Sorry...it's my fault."

"No, no, I was accused of plagiarism for no reason, and the black history a few years ago was posted. I am not in a good mood, and many things make me more irritable... What am I talking about?" Eat Fish suddenly stopped , was silent for a while, and continued, "Actually, I just want you to know that I'm also a girl, and I don't like being the only one who coaxes others. I occasionally...need to be coaxed."

Su Qiuyang was taken aback, and suddenly realized that for a long time, it seemed that he had been tolerant and pampering himself without a bottom line, but in fact, what he had paid was really too little in comparison.The girl who is with me is such a gentle person, she deserves the warmest love in the world.

In fact, it would be better to say that Su Qiuyang's heart was moved even more by Yu Li who occasionally acted like a baby to her.

"I'm sorry for making you worry. This time I posted Weibo without permission. I was indeed impulsive. I may have disappointed you... Sorry, there will never be a second time." Su Qiuyang pinched the phone and pressed his cheek to the screen Suddenly, I didn’t know what to think of, and my nose suddenly became a little sour, “I know you will never plagiarize, in fact, I am also very scared, will you be unbearable if you are accused like that by fans... But I think you know, there are actually a lot of support Your people are speaking for you. Including me, no matter what time, I will always stand by your side."

Chiyu was silent for a long time, "...Thank you." He suddenly smiled, "Actually, you know, this is enough for me."

Su Qiuyang smiled softly, and after calming down, he hesitated and said:

"...Yu Li, when the results of the website come out, I'll go find you, maybe... let's meet, okay?"

Su Qiuyang took a long breath, and the phone suddenly became very hot.

(38)

Afterwards, Eating Fish drew Su Qiuyang into a discussion group, which included Tokyo Tower and several other fans of Eating Fish. The people in the discussion group were discussing with each other about making color palettes.Su Qiuyang felt very embarrassed, and apologized in the discussion group, and everyone said that it was fine, and they all volunteered to help Chiuyu sort out the evidence.

After the color palette was posted, the pros and cons became more confusing and difficult to draw a conclusion. The microblog about eating fish has been reposted over a thousand overnight, and many writers in the literary circle have stood up to support eating fish. Even Su Qiuyang's Fans also came from next door to support, but rather than a positive situation, it was more fans who didn't know the truth who were being led by the nose by some sunspots to lead the rhythm.What's more, they even directly sparked a war in the comments, and greeted the ancestors who personally attacked the fish eaters.Su Qiuyang was so uncomfortable that he wanted to tear it up with a large back, but he held back and went to tell Chiyu to turn off the comments.Eating fish is just saying "no problem".

But Su Qiuyang actually knows that eating fish is the one who suffers more than anyone else at this time.

Chiyu waited for a week with the reputation of "plagiarism" and "more and more black", and the website finally posted a relatively fair judgment. Strictly speaking, for some related articles of Chiyu, "plagiarism" seems to be It's a sideshow, but it's actually something out of nothing.All of a sudden, many tweets on Weibo retweeted the results of the verdict to spread the word, and the true fans finally raised their voices, forcing Little Pink to slap her in the face and delete her blog to apologize. This is finally the end of the matter.

But for eating fish, the loss is still quite big.As an author, the dark history of "suspected plagiarism" is nothing to make people happy.Not to mention that many passers-by fans have turned black, and keyboard ky fans have fanned the flames, and the reputation of eating fish in the circle has dropped significantly.

But eating fish obviously did nothing.

Su Qiuyang felt distressed.Think back to those ugly words in the Weibo comments, and put yourself in another position. If it was me, I probably would never be able to bear it.

Two days after the results were announced, Su Qiuyang took sick leave and booked a long-distance train ticket across provinces.

Eating fish that day did not answer her question, neither good nor bad.But Su Qiuyang really wanted to meet up, thinking...he went straight on the road without notifying her in advance.

Su Qiuyang knew her home address, the food street she usually went to, and the supermarket she often visited.I know where Chiu Yu went to university, and I also know the dessert shop that Chia Yu always talks about.

It's just that she never went to see it with her own eyes. If she could go there in person... that would be great.

If you can’t meet, know that you are in her city, walk through the street she likes, breathe the same air as her, take pictures in the same place, and eat the local dessert she loves... It is enough to make people happy.

While lying on the train, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, Su Qiuyang heard the sound of the train rubbing against the rails, and suddenly thought, could it be that his special affection for eating fish is because he likes it?

Not a friend's liking, but a sweeter, more intoxicating liking.

It's not that Su Qiuyang has never had a boyfriend, maybe deep down, she is actually bisexual?

Then it's great, if you are destined to fall in love with a girl, luckily that person is her.

(39)

Yu Li has recently fallen into a very confused state.

"Plagiarism" made her physically and mentally exhausted.Speaking of which, she is also an adult, and her psychological endurance will not be so bad that she loses control of her emotions just because of a word or two from others.In fact, it is mainly because...

Sure enough, it was because of Su Qiuyang.

The girl she had silently liked for many years, the girl who had been living far away on the other side of the Internet, suddenly said one day that she wanted to meet together.

Yu Li recalled that their communication seemed to have always been through the fiber optic cable of the Internet.Su Qiuyang said that he met a cute green-eyed cat on the road today, and sent a photo with the cat. Yu Li subconsciously felt as if she and the cat were by her side, and couldn't help but smile happily.

It's just that if one day, it really becomes, as long as you reach out your hand, you can hug her playfully smiling, stroke her head, and ask gently: Do you want to raise a cat?

After following a person for so long on the Internet, it's not that I never thought about meeting them in reality.There was a time when it was very popular to take pictures manually in different places to show affection, and Yu Li also pestered Su Qiuyang to catch up with the trend.When putting two half-hearts together into a complete heart, eating fish would have a momentary thought that it would be great if I could hold her hand with my own hands.

It's just that when Su Qiuyang took the initiative to bring this matter up, Yu Li still couldn't help being silent.

Don't know how to react.

Because I always feel that, after all, this is... different from the face of netizens.

If... a girl whom you have been secretly in love with for many years suddenly appeared in front of you like this, and you looked at her very familiar face, what would you think at this moment?

Yu Li just felt... extremely nervous.

In fact, Su Qiuyang was the same.

The journey was not very far. After only one night of turbulence, Su Qiuyang got off the train station. He didn't have time to eat. He immediately called a taxi and walked around on the elevated road. Finally, he stood blankly with his heavy suitcase. At the gate of an unfamiliar neighborhood.

This place... probably is Yu Li's home.

Access to the community requires a key card, so Su Qiuyang could only stand at the door in a daze.

Heart thumping thumping.

It is now 01:30 pm Beijing time. Before coming, Su Qiuyang did not greet Yu Li in advance.

She should be taking a nap by now.

One phone call is enough...just one phone call and Yu Li will come down