Even rap is in the shape of loving you

Li Xiao does not belong to the scope of facial paralysis, but belongs to the kind of friendly person who always smiles three-pointedly. His personality is not classified as cold. In fact, he is still a very warm person when he enters his heart. It is just that he has been able to enter him these years. In my heart, there is none.

He finally put down the plate in his hand, he couldn't eat anymore, even the white T-shirt could show his protruding belly, Li Xiao smiled wryly, not knowing where he was going.

I'm a bit thinking about what to do when I go home, even the new gangster next door to me is starting to miss him, at this moment he actually wants to change the ticket on the spot and go back now.

I really feel sorry for the airfare.

Li Xiao wanted to leave, but he was still a bit hesitant about whether to tell Ban Xia and leave. After thinking for a long time, he finally ran to the dessert area to get another piece of cake.

He still went back to P City that night, and he didn't want to recall any details during the whole process.

It's really disgusting that I look like this.

When Nan Gongxiang went out, he saw the drug addict neighbor dragging his small suitcase up and walking slowly towards this side.

He wanted to say something to stab the little one who dared to get him out of the door, so he stood at the door and waited for the little turtle to move over.

But when Li Xiao stood in front of him, he couldn't say anything.The person's expression and the whole person's temperament are wrong.

That self-deprecating smile, indifference, and that deep, unspeakable self-loathing in his eyes.This is a particularly bad state, Nan Gongxiang can tell at a glance that this state is the rhythm of an accident, and immediately grabbed his arm to restrain him: "What happened?"

A voice of concern rang in his ears, Li Xiao struggled a bit, but didn't break free, and flicked violently again, but didn't flick away, so he gave up struggling.Anyway, by now he had nothing to fear.

It's unbelievable that this person is actually among his nostalgic candidates.Thinking of this, Li Xiao raised his head to look at his neighbor's face for the first time.

The man frowned tightly, and there was a worried light in his deep eyes. His eye sockets were deep, the bridge of his nose was straight, his lips were not thin but not thick, and his face was thin and manly, which belonged to the handsome and good-looking type.

Looking at the person in front of him, Nan Gongxiang raised his head without speaking, his black pupils shone with light, he frowned fiercely, and asked again: "What happened?".

"Li Xiao." Li Xiao smiled, and now he was forced to be free and easy, and he was also amused by himself.The potential of human beings is really limitless, and they are all forced by the environment.

Nangong Xiang knew that this person was telling him his name, so he reached out and gently touched the corner of his eyes: "You are crying."

Li Xiao froze for a moment, then touched his face with his free hand, it was wet, he really cried.

He hadn't cried for many years, and he thought he had shed all his tears from a long time ago, but today, he cried in front of the gangster next door whom he had only met twice.It's a shame, I can't stop it no matter what, damn it, I don't want to cry...

Nangong Xiang watched the young man in front of him wipe his tears with his hands, the hand he held tightly was trembling uncontrollably, but no matter how fiercely he cried, this man didn't make any sound, all of them were killed. He bit his throat so hard that his lower lip was bitten with red marks by his white teeth, and it was estimated that he would bleed in a short while.

"Cry, it's okay, no one will blame you, cry out, you can cry out whatever you want." He hugged the young man in his arms, stroked his black hair gently, and the man buried his face completely in him In a moment, he felt hot tears soaking his T-shirt and touching his skin.

Li Xiao's nose is lingering with the scent of lemon-flavored soap on Nangongxiang's body, which is very comfortable and makes him feel very warm. His voice is low and gentle in Li Xiao's ears at this time, his strong arms, gentle touch, everything All made him feel at ease.

A choked sound came from the depths of his throat, and he was finally able to cry intermittently, getting louder and louder, like a trapped animal, howling his own pain in the arms of a stranger in a cool night.

"They...they why...I myself...can't do it...hiccup..." Nangong Xiang patted his head and glanced at his watch. At this point, he probably won't be able to make it to the beginning.

Nan Gongxiang felt that the cry of the person in his arms was a little quieter, so he opened his mouth and said, "Li Xiao, let me take you somewhere, okay?"

This was simply an order, and he never thought that Li Xiao would refuse.

When Li Xiao came to his senses, he was already in a place like an underground warehouse, with a mess of people, messy lights, a dim atmosphere, loud music, loud stereos, and he was still crying. Everything about it gave him a headache, and there was no one he was familiar with, not to mention that these people exuded a sharp temperament, and their unfriendly attitude made Li Xiao want to escape every minute.

Warm palms suddenly covered his hand, leading him to walk inside, Li Xiao looked at the generous back in front, that is... Nan Gongxiang?

All of a sudden, all the pictures just now flooded into my mind, it was really absurd.

"Yo, Uncle, why do you want to come back?" A sexy woman smiled at Nangong Xiang, and when she found that there was another person behind the person in front of her, she teased without hesitation, "Oh~! With a little guy! I just came back a few days and I caught up with one. It’s amazing my uncle.”

"Don't talk nonsense, this is my neighbor, not someone in the circle." Nan Gongxiang turned his head to look at the little animal with wandering eyes behind him, "Just call him □□ile."

The woman nodded and smiled and jumped from the table in front of Li Xiao: "Hi □□ile, my name is Nana!"

"You, you, hello." Li Xiao stuttered and teased Nana, but he stopped bullying him and turned to talk to Nan Gongxiang instead.

"Uncle, it's rare for you to come back, why don't you go up and have fun? We all miss you!"

Nan Gongxiang looked at Li Xiao and thought for a while, then turned his head to look at the two people who were fighting in the stands above: "Forget it, I have other things to do today." He raised his hands holding each other to signal Nana .

Nana slammed her mouth: "Okay, but I have to go over and say hello later! Hey, you won't come here, will you?"

"How is it possible? Let's talk about it later. I'll take him up to watch the game first." Nan Gongxiang took Li Xiao upstairs, saying that it was the second floor, but it was just a corridor surrounding the pool of people below and the stage. Relatively few, the two let go of their hands when they walked to a place that was a bit off.

"Why did you bring me here?" Li Xiao grabbed the railing and turned to look at Nan Gongxiang beside him.

Nan Gongxiang once again felt that the person beside him was super soft and cute like a small animal, his eyes were wet reflecting the dim light he was familiar with here, and there was only full of dependence that he didn't know himself, he felt that his Bewitched.

"Do you know Hip Hop?"

Li smiled and nodded.

"Do you know what HipHop is after?"

Li Xiao shook his head.

"real." Nangong Xiang looked at him and smiled.When he smiles, he will show two small canine teeth. His small canine teeth are particularly prominent. They have no cute effect at all, but they look handsome. "We pursue truth, live real life, and express true feelings. If you don’t like it, I’ll write it in the song and scold them to death!”

When he said this, he was stern and confident.This is something that Li Xiao has never had before. Maybe he could have such confidence in his own field before, but today he doesn't have it at all.

"Look at the two people below and listen to what they are singing."

There were many people on the stage, but there was only two people in an open space. The small place was like a boxing ring. Li Xiao couldn’t see his face clearly from the second floor. One of them was singing to the other with a hat and a microphone. :

"... Known as the little overlord of the Northeast, he doesn't raise any beauties, and he only barks like a dog all day long. If you have the ability, you can fly to the sky!"

The crowd below erupted into a small climax, shouting "Counterattack! Counterattack!", and then another one took over the microphone, and in Li Xiao's view, he hummed for a while before starting his rap:

"I'm red-eyed when I see it, but I'm still stubborn. I don't know who is hitting someone in the face. I have no skills and I want to show it!..."

The two people insulted each other, and they still felt a little emotional. They could utter all dirty words, personal attacks and black history, and they could win a small climax by poking at each other's pain points.

This is hiphop, and this is a world that Li Xiao never came to.His face was going pale: "You...have you always been so rude..."

Nan Gongxiang was about to be amused by him: "Don't look at what they say, they usually have a good relationship in private, this is just a freestyle battle, there is no script for the rap that was thought of on the spot, and there are usually a lot of rap works It’s also very positive, hiphop is a kind of culture, don’t look at one side.”

"Yes, I'm sorry." Li said with a smile, it was indeed his fault.

Nangong Xiang looked at his side face, and sighed silently: "You, I brought you here today to tell you that you don't need to endure so much, you don't need to suppress yourself, you don't need to pretend, you care too much. too much."

"...how do you know?" Li Xiao looked at him, this man who had met twice told a part of his mind.

Nangong Xiang curled his lips and touched his eyes: "It's too heavy here."

Those hands touched his eyelids with a little warmth, and he unconsciously closed one eye. For a moment, only the deep voice echoed in his ears, and all the noise faded from his world, and only this was in his eyes. human existence.

Nan Gongxiang felt that he was really going to be bewitched by these eyes. Although this person was self-deprecating just now, but now there is only helplessness and acceptance of the world. He is like a transparent sponge full of bitterness, a cage. The air in the house, obviously being hurt over and over again, is like a Xiaoqiang who can't be beaten to death. At the end, it is always full of optimism, helplessly embracing the whole world.

It hurts people.

"Bereal, man." The man bent down slowly, said such a sentence in his best voice three centimeters away from him, and then pressed it on his lips.

The pupils dilated slightly, and now he can't even feel the temperature in his eyes, all the blood in his body is focused on the warmth of his lips, that person didn't close his eyes, and there was an invisible pampering and distress in his eyes.

woc.