Boss doesn't want to fall in love

Ruan Yu has been very busy recently, and hasn't closed her eyes for several nights.Jincheng is on the edge of the imperial city, and a large number of restorationists have suddenly poured in for some reason.

They didn't go to the provincial capital, but they came straight to Jincheng, looking for places to stay, so crowded that the inns in Jincheng were almost full.

Not to mention their outdated official style, which made Jincheng people watch it quite lively-boys under the age of 20 have never seen this kind of scene! Men in their 40s and [-]s are no wonder they are excited to see it : Why did this group of annoying officials come to Jincheng again?

After the establishment of the new government that year, this group of people was like a bereaved dog. They were driven out of the imperial city in desperation, but they refused to leave too far, so they lived in a small county on the edge of the imperial city. Domineering and bullying men and women, making the edge of the imperial city a mess.

Jincheng is not bad, but the people couldn't bear it any longer, so they begged to go to Mr. Hu.The fourth master came forward, to put it bluntly, to invite this guy out of Jincheng.

Because of this kindness, people in Jincheng always miss fourth master.

As for Hu Ji, I don't know where he got the news that he was locked up in the inner house of the Ruan family.Anyway, on this day, Ruan Yugang rushed to Hu Jidai's yard with a murderous look after seeing off an old man who came to "visit Fourth Master".

"Hu Ji! Just tell me!" Ruan Yu shouted sharply as soon as he entered the door, without looking at the adjutant who was being teased by Ruan Yu.

"What are you talking about?" Hu Ji put down the tea bowl slowly - it contained the best herbal tea in Jincheng.Originally, the cook of the Ruan family could also do it, but Hu Ji ordered his adjutant to travel half of Jincheng to buy it for him.

Also, being locked up like this, who can lose their temper?Since Ruan Yu can't be dealt with, let's toss and toss his adjutant.

It's the dog days now, and the worst time of the sun has passed, so he is sitting under the flower stand to enjoy the cool, very comfortable.

On the other hand, Ruan Yu, even though he was wearing a summer suit, was still tightly wrapped in his military uniform, not to mention his dark face and full of anger.

"Why are you still messing with that gang of mud! Don't tell me you don't know..."

"—Know what?" Hu Si interrupted him.He smiled and glanced at Ruan Yu, and his slow words, like a knife knife, went deep and shallow, and it was riddled with holes: "15 years ago, 15 years later, didn't you all know it well?—— My Hu family, what is the relationship with the emperor, what is the relationship with that group of mud?"

"Aren't you two here for this reason?"

He spoke slowly and forcefully.

"I……"

"You don't need to say any more," Hu Ji said again before Ruan Yu could speak, with a bleak smile, "I don't want to act like a resentful woman either. Just rest assured, they are here this time, but I just want to beat the autumn wind so that I can go to the military parade."

"In short, General Ruan, whether it is the emperor or those people, I have nothing to do with them."

After saying this, Hu Ji walked into the house.

Ruan Yu stared at Hu Ji's thin but unusually straight back, unable to speak a word.

He came here to draw a clear line between Hu Ji and those old people who supported the emperor - the marshal had already issued a document, and this military parade will wipe them all out, so as to prevent future troubles.If Hu Ji were to get involved with them again, he might be in big trouble.

He wanted to say to Hu Ji: Now there is no emperor, you, Hu Ji, don't have to carry that stuff anymore, and I will also go to the Marshal's place to do activities, and I must let the Marshal give up the things in your Hu family's hands.

He also wanted to say: that person is dead, and now there is no obstacle between us.Even if you don't like me anymore, you can only accept me.I won't let you go, but I will treat you well, I only have you in my heart.

These words are not pleasant, and can even be said to be very childish and ridiculous, but he still imitated them countless times in his heart with hope.Seeing Hu Ji sitting leisurely under the green shade drinking tea, those words swirled on the tip of his tongue, and he couldn't wait to express his feelings for him.

But Hu Ji's words knocked him back to his original shape in an instant.

Hu Ji still hasn't let go.

Even though this person behaved calmly and played around in the world, deep down in his heart he never really let go.

—he is still living in the past.

So does Hu Ji know or not?

If he knew what I was thinking, why would he...

But he still rejected me after all.

Ruan Yu thought almost bitterly.

He slowly let go of his tightly clenched hands.The strong sunlight cast a strong shadow on him, making it difficult for people to see his expression clearly.

He stood there for a long time without making a sound.Finally he turned sharply and strode out of the yard.

He didn't know that Hu Ji also stood in the dark room for a long time.

What am I doing?

Hu Ji asked himself.

What is there to hesitate about?I didn't owe them anything, and he forced me to leave now—I couldn't stay in Jincheng any longer, and he came here because of the marshal's intention.

Obviously, since the marshal can't get what I have in hand, then I don't need to bully this beautiful mountain and river anymore.

I should go too.

Get out of this uninspiring, even messy place, and go live in a wider place.

The Qing Dynasty is gone, and the royal family has long since become a mud that cannot support the wall, but I have also guarded things for them, which can be called "devotion to duty".

In terms of emotion and reason, no one has anything to blame me for.

I have done enough.

Apart from the Hu family, I don't have any other burdens on me.

I am... free.

free?

He chewed the word carefully, rolling the two syllables from his throat to the tip of his tongue, grinding the two words repeatedly with his teeth.

It is a feeling of lightness, nothing to rely on, but no burden.

The Hong Kong City side has already made preparations. Most of the old people in the family stayed here, but their sons and grandsons are willing to continue to follow him, and continue to work hard in a completely unfamiliar place. Prospects.

But why so fast?

They don't have to pack their luggage carefully, bring big bags and small bags of things from their hometown, and don't have to visit relatives and friends in the streets and alleys, saying that they may never come back to their hometown, and ask them to take care of the ancestral temple and ancestral graves during the New Year and holidays?

So they don't have to repeatedly change the date of travel, procrastinate like home-lovers, and cling to their hometown like tired birds who have wandered all their lives-even though they have hardly left here?

No, they are not, the real one is me.

When the heavy burden was finally unloaded, and he was no longer full of terrified thoughts, and no longer woke up in the lonely night, Hu Jicai almost sadly found that he was so nostalgic for the past.

I can't go away.

he thought desperately.

Even though I'm free, I can't do anything other than bear it.

I can't let it go, I can't throw it away, I can't forget it.

In the past, no matter love or hate entanglement, melancholy or trouble, betrayal or hatred, surrender or joy, he was firmly bound.

Bind to this land, this person, this era.

He finally woke up.

They were right, there was no escape for me.

The author has something to say:

Cool.

I'm going to start letting myself go. I was so stuck in the previous period that I doubted my life, but now I think about it, it's completely unnecessary.

Ruan Yu and Hu Si are both real scum, so why bother to wash them off?

It's not awkward anymore.