Quickly wear my first love a thousand times

In the evening, Shen Luoping was still reading at the desk. When he saw Lu Hanliu taking off his coat and preparing to take a rest, he reminded him: "Don't press on the wound."

Lu Hanliu hummed, and lay down on his side, but he was lying on his side with Shen Luoping on his back, leaving only the back of Shen Luoping's head.

Shen Luoping couldn't help calling out: "Cold current."

Lu Hanliu turned his head to look at him, but because of his posture, he could only turn to a certain angle, and couldn't fully see Shen Luoping. Seeing this, Shen Luoping got up and walked over.

"Since you came back, you have changed a lot." Shen Luoping said suddenly.

Hearing this, Lu Hanliu just sat up in silence.

"You...what exactly are you thinking?" Shen Luoping felt that although now was not the best time, but sooner or later he wanted to speak, so he spoke directly.

"What do you mean, big brother?" Lu Hanliu asked.

"You are to the Lou family, and to...me."

Hearing these words, Lu Hanliu suddenly turned around to look at Shen Luoping, not even consciously touching the wound, his eyes reflected two small sparks under the light, and there seemed to be something deep in his eyes, And as clear and unreserved as a child, "Brother, you..."

He even unconsciously revealed a little smile on his lips, opened his mouth to speak, but stopped, just waiting for Shen Luoping's next words, his eyes stared straight at it, as if a child was expecting something sweet and delicious candy.

"Although we became brothers halfway, we have been together for ten years anyway..." Shen Luoping subconsciously didn't dare to look at Lu Hanliu when he was speaking, but after thinking about it, he still showed a gentle smile, "You are to me, to you The Lou family...doesn't there have any inseparable emotions? I thought about it for a long time, you left for five years, and even though you came back safe and sound, I'm still worried. "

"What you have to do is certainly important, and I don't want to hinder you... But, as a brother, I really don't want you to be in danger. You seem to put life and death aside, which makes me very..."

"You don't have anything to say to me? It doesn't matter what you think in the past or what you think now. We are brothers. Can't we say anything about this kind of relationship? I really don't know you, and I have no way of knowing about you. Mood, but, in fact, I really want to know. It has been more than ten years, can you try to accept me and the Lou family?"

After Shen Luoping finished speaking, he didn't speak again, just looked at Lu Hanliu quietly, Lu Hanliu's head drooped slightly at some point, and the expression on his face could not be seen clearly under the candlelight, but his lips were tightly pursed, As if suppressing something to vent out.

In fact, Lu Hanliu himself didn't know what was going on in his heart. He was distracted when he heard Shen Luoping's first words. He knew that the man was about to say something he didn't like to hear again. He forced himself to divert his attention. But no matter what, I finally listened to that passage verbatim.

He could even recite it silently in his heart, brother... He is his elder brother after all.

His elder brother treated him very well.

Caring in every possible way, it is really competent.

But this kindness was not what he wanted.

He even wanted to tear up this good intention and burn it completely.

He just didn't want that person to have such emotions towards him, even if it was hatred or disgust, it was better than this.

Lu Hanliu lowered his head slightly, covering up the undercurrents in his eyes.

When he raised his head again, he even smiled, but there was no smile in his eyes, "Brother is right."

These words were obviously very light, but Shen Luoping's heart trembled violently when he heard them.

At the same time, another sentence sounded in his mind: "Ding. The abuse value has increased by 35 points, currently [-] points."

Shen Luoping was immediately happy, and didn't think about whether Lu Hanliu would become black because of this.

It's only fifteen o'clock, so it shouldn't be too late.

"Brother, do you want to know what I think?" Lu Hanliu continued the topic just now and asked him.

Shen Luoping suddenly didn't dare to answer, he glanced at Lu Hanliu calmly, his expression was a little half-smile, he was a little flabbergasted, afraid that Lu Hanliu would say "I actually want to fuck you, big brother. "

"Brother is willing to listen to what Hanliu wants to say." Shen Luoping had no choice but to smile like a parent.

As soon as Lu Hanliu said this, he moved his gaze down again, and he raised his head after a while, and the expression on his face had completely faded away: "Brother, you said that you will always treat me as your younger brother, yes no?"

Shen Luoping nodded: "Of course."

"Then if the younger brother does something that makes the elder brother unhappy, will the elder brother... treat me like this?" When Lu Hanliu said this, his voice was a little unsteady, which made Shen Luoping feel that he could hear it. A little fragile inside.

Shen Luoping knew that Lu Hanliu was referring to the things he did for revenge.

It stands to reason that Lu Hanliu should hate his brotherly relationship with Lou Suyi extremely. It is precisely because of this relationship that he can't love him. In the end, he broke down and killed the person he liked, just in exchange for a chat. With a comforting shell.

In Lu Hanliu's heart, he probably wished that the two of them had nothing to do with each other, right?

But now he is so afraid of losing this relationship, losing Lou Huanyi's brotherhood towards him.

Shen Luoping thought about it for a while, and felt that it was only because of this relationship that Lu Hanliu could naturally stay by Lou Huanyi's side and accompany him, and if Lou Huanyi wanted it, he could even live his whole life.

Even though she was unwilling to this relationship in every possible way and hated it deeply, she couldn't deny that it was the only link connecting the two of them, and without it, nothing would exist.

Lu Hanliu hoped that they would not be brothers, but was so terrified. If one day Lou Xuyi no longer regarded himself as a brother, how far could they go?

Taking a step back, Lu Hanliu should have thought about staying by Lou Huyi's side forever in this capacity, but his mentality changed later.

Shen Luoping could only pretend not to understand what Lu Hanliu had done, and asked him, "Are you doing what you should do?"

"Should be done...or shouldn't be done..." Lu Hanliu laughed in a low voice, mocking himself, "This is all a one-sided view. I think it should be done, but brother may not..."

"Brother won't blame you." Shen Luoping said, "No matter what you do, I believe you have reasons why you should do it, so no matter whether I think you should do it or not, I won't blame you."

Lu Hanliu looked at Shen Luoping, and repeated his words in a daze: "You won't blame me?"

"Whatever? Whatever I do?"

He didn't expect Shen Luoping to answer like this, and suddenly he felt as if he was hit by something, through something, the force was not strong, but he could feel it.

"I believe you, you are not someone who will do what you think you shouldn't do. Since you decide to do it, I will not persuade you. I don't blame you, but it doesn't mean that I support and agree with you to do everything ,do you understand?"

"Understood." Hearing the last sentence, Lu Hanliu was obviously not as excited as before, but he still smiled slightly, "Thank you, brother."

"Hmm." Seeing that Lu Hanliu's mood had been calmed down a little, Shen Luoping planned to make persistent efforts to give a candy, "Hanliu, haven't we gone out together for a long time?"

"It's true... I've come back, not yet." Hearing what Shen Luoping said, Lu Hanliu asked along the way, "Big Brother, is there somewhere you want to go? Hanliu can accompany you."

"It's nothing. There will be a fireworks display in a few days and nights. It should be very lively. Why don't you take a look." Shen Luoping remembered that the original owner didn't like such occasions, and added, "I haven't been there before. It's been so many years. I still feel regretful, so I’d better find a chance to take a look and try something new.”

"That's... good." Lu Hanliu responded, and said again, "If there is any place that Big Brother wants to go from now on, I can accompany you."

"That would be the best. I think I will live like this for the rest of my life. I still want to have some fun after all." Shen Luoping struck while the iron was hot, pretending to be joking, "It's you, if you get married and have children in the future, you'd better I'm left alone."

Hearing these words, Lu Hanliu said, "I don't want to marry a wife."

Shen Luoping just kept silent when he heard it, as if he didn't take his words to heart, just thought he was still young.

"Why doesn't eldest brother marry anymore?" Lu Hanliu suddenly asked, "Eldest brother is only in his [-]s, so it's not wrong to marry again."

What Shen Luo equaled was that when he asked this question, he blurted out: "I don't have a woman I like anyway, so why bother to marry again."

"I don't have much hope for emotional matters, and it's meaningless if I don't. You don't mean the same thing as me, do you?" Shen Luoping said, "You don't understand these things, and you will know when you meet someone you like in the future. .”

"I...understand." Lu Hanliu's voice was a little hoarse, and he felt it as soon as he said it, coughed again, and said, "Brother, I...just like you, I don't want to get married."

This topic should be brought to an end, otherwise it would be bad if Lu Hanliu couldn't control what he shouldn't say, so Shen Luoping said in time: "It's almost time to rest."

After that, Qi Ranying, the youngest son of Su, never came again, and Shen Luoping was also at peace. When Lu Hanliu's injury was almost healed, the fireworks display began.

The so-called fireworks party, in fact, the fireworks are fake, but the party is real, because on this day, unmarried men and women all over the city will rush to the streets, purely a blind date party in disguise.

There is an unwritten rule during the gathering, that is, single men and women in the street cannot directly reject the love expressed by others. If someone presents a bouquet of flowers, they have to accept it.

So many people will hide some sachets, notes and other small items that can express their heartfelt feelings in the bouquets, and the recipients can respond after reading them.

Therefore, those who are more attractive and popular often don’t know how many bouquets of flowers they will receive in one night, which is really a rewarding experience.

However, this gathering did not stipulate that unmarried people must be able to participate. If there is a master, as long as a special silk flower is attached to the clothes, no one will disturb it.

Lou Huanyi had never participated, and neither had Lu Hanliu.But they participated this time not to collect flowers, but to join in the fun, so after entering the arena, they found a place to receive silk flowers, and each of them pinned a flower, so that they could be clean.

According to Shen Luoping's memory, Lou Yanqing participated every year, and the bouquets he received were not small, but he was used to being flirtatious, and he basically forgot all about the sender after one night. In the end, I couldn't make up any wishful family.

Shen Luoping wondered if Lou Yanqing would come this year.

Lu Hanliu and Shen Luoping walked side by side. At this time, the fireworks had not yet been lit, but men and women were already ready to rush into the streets. They were all well-dressed, and they all looked peachy.

Most of them are teenagers and girls who are just beginning to fall in love, and they are usually ashamed to express their love, so it is a good way to express their love through the bouquet of fireworks at this time.

Shen Luoping watched those little girls and boys coming and going, shy and cute, couldn't help smiling, and said, "I should have come and seen it if I knew it."

After hearing this, Lu Hanliu was silent for a while, and then said, "It's not too late now."

Shen Luoping just shook his head: "It's different now."

"Hanliu, are you not interested in... this kind of relationship between men and women?" After walking for a while, Shen Luoping said, "Looking at you, you don't seem very happy."

Lu Hanliu only thought that Shen Luoping was just looking at the scene on the street, so he forgot to restrain his expression for a moment, and now when asked, he could only say: "I...don't have the same feelings as them."

Shen Luoping laughed in his heart when he heard this, and on the surface he just said: "Actually, it's quite interesting. Their feelings are very strong, and it seems that they will be infected even if they get close."

"It's a pity that I haven't even received a bouquet." He finally said with emotion.

"Brother... would you like to receive it?" Lu Hanliu asked.

"Not really, it's just a pity." Shen Luoping said, "I always feel that I have lived a boring life these years."

Lu Hanliu was silent for a while before he said, "Brother has changed a lot in recent years."

In order not to arouse suspicion, Shen Luoping had no choice but to justify himself, saying: "I'm also thinking about some things, like Yanqing, I haven't cared much about him in the past few years. I used to be so strict, and I didn't see him promising much. Now He has learned well, and he is no longer drunk every day, so he can do whatever he wants."

"I used to be a very rigid person, and I liked to preach, which made Yanqing feel annoyed. I couldn't accept many things at first, including the matter of Yanqing and Qi Ranying..." Shen Luoping continued, "I figured it out later. It’s okay, it’s actually nothing, there’s nothing wrong with having affection between the two of you, it’s better to say...it’s pretty good.”

"Maybe I shouldn't have lived like that before."

"Brother, what do you... want now?"

"It's nothing, Hanliu. I watched you grow up. Although you, Yanqing, are more sensible and obedient, you are what worries me the most. Right now, I just hope that you can be safe and happy."

Shen Luoping said: "You, you always hide too many things in your heart. I remember that you never asked for anything when you were a child. Every time I gave it to you, you silently accepted it, but... I actually don't know What do you like and what don't you like?"

"Sometimes you may not show what I did to make you unhappy. In fact, you don't have to suffer in silence. Many times you can say what you want and what you don't want. It's like not going to the things you like. How can you get it, you don’t need to hide your emotions and desires.”

"I... have nothing I want or don't want." Lu Hanliu glanced at Shen Luoping and said after a while, "If my elder brother hadn't saved me back then, I wouldn't be the Lu Hanliu I am today. What I have now is not as good as it is It was all given to me by you, big brother, as long as it is given to me by big brother, I will accept it."

"My elder brother doesn't want to give it to me, so I naturally have no reason to ask for it myself. I... don't ask for anything, as long as my elder brother is here, it will be fine."

"You...you should think more about yourself."

The two were silent after such a conversation. Shen Luoping originally wanted to be more sensational, but at this time Lu Hanliu suddenly left with an excuse, and he didn't know why he remembered something urgent.

After Lu Hanliu left, the sky just lit up with fireworks, as if thousands of threads of light appeared out of thin air across the night, and the lights of various colors bloomed together, illuminating the originally dark streets, gorgeous like a goddess' new dress, adding to the night. Many beautiful plots.

On the street, some couples, men and women, stopped to admire the flourishing fireworks. The lovers and concubines felt a little more interesting, while those who had not yet successfully expressed their love looked up at the night sky, hoping that this eye-catching color would give them Brings good luck.

Shen Luoping admired it for a while, before waiting for Lu Hanliu, he wandered around for a while, and during this walk, he happened to meet an acquaintance.

It is said that they are acquaintances, but they do not know each other, but their faces and voices are familiar.

That person was Meng Zhihe, the young master of the Meng family.