Quickly wear my first love a thousand times

Shen Luoping pretended not to see him, and sat down on his seat to eat dumplings.

Mu Baiqin didn't mind either, and just watched him eat.

The atmosphere is a bit like fried rice with cold ham and dumplings with more vinegar.Terrible.

Shen Luoping slowly took a bite of the dumpling. There was too much cabbage in it, and the pork seemed to be mixed with some kind of powder, which was not a pleasant taste.He simply took a bite of the dumplings, chewing and chewing together with the sour soup, and finally there was only the taste of vinegar left in his mouth, Shen Luoping hurriedly swallowed the hard-to-eat dumplings.

One, two, three, and when the fourth one was eaten, Mu Baiqin finally couldn't help but speak: "If you think it tastes bad, don't eat it."

Shen Luoping put down his chopsticks, as if he had just found a big living person standing next to him, raised his eyes to look at him, and asked, "Is there anything wrong, brother-in-law?"

"Follow me back." Mu Baiqin still said the same thing.

Shen Luoping laughed angrily, and asked him back: "What do you want to use to force me to go back? My father? Or my sister?"

Mu Baiqin was silent for a while, and said: "If I really want to force you to go back, there are actually thousands of ways. I don't bother to talk about it, you just decide whether you want to go back with me."

Before Shen Luoping could speak, Mu Baiqin said again: "One month, as long as one month, this matter is over. I will bear all the expenses of your going abroad, and I will cancel the engagement with your sister. He family, I will return it to your father. .”

After hearing this, Shen Luoping suddenly had an idea, but he didn't know whether his guess was right or not, so he thought about it and said:

"My father is indeed sorry for your family. You can get it back for what he has done, so even if you destroy his company, I won't say a word. It's just that my sister is innocent. I can pay for the expenses of studying abroad by myself." Apply for a scholarship, and you can give her the money. Just say that it is your compensation for unilaterally breaking the engagement, so don't embarrass her too much. "

"As for the relationship between me and you, as I said before, it will be canceled. This month, I will pay you back for my father."

"Okay." Mu Baiqin replied. I don't know if it's because the lights in the cafeteria are not good-looking. They are different people, always feeling sick and decayed.

The doubts in Shen Luoping's heart could not help but deepen.

Mu Baiqin drove here by himself, and the drive all the way to his house was very smooth, there was not even a red light on the road, Shen Luoping sat in the back seat and quietly glanced at Mu Baiqin's expression, showing no expression.

A little troublesome.

In fact, Shen Luoping already knew about the entanglement between He Yi and Mu Baiqin. That day when He Yi was lying in the ward, Mu Baiqin told him one by one.

It is nothing more than the hatred of the previous generation involving the next generation.

Vulgar and bloody plot.

Many years ago, the son of a noble family married a lady from a famous family. The lady liked the handsome son, but the son liked someone else, so they became a married couple. Desperate.

However, this young lady has a bamboo horse, who has liked her for many years, but has no way to marry her because her family background is not good enough.The bamboo horse later deceived the favor of a powerful girl in the family, and after getting married, it seemed that they were all in harmony with each other.

Knowing that the lady had a bad life at home and was let down by others, he thought of revenge.

Later, the son of the aristocratic family was wiped out, and finally had no choice but to jump off the roof of his company building.

Not long after, the young lady also became ill due to depression, so she followed.

The son and daughter of the aristocratic family in this story are Mu Baiqin's parents.It was He Yi's father who destroyed the Mu family with his own hands.

So after Mu Baiqin rescued the company, he began to plan an eye for an eye with an eye for an eye.

Since the two first met in that match, he has been calculating He Yi step by step.

Maybe at first he didn't think that He Yi would fall in love with him, and it wasn't until He Yi expressed his feelings that he came up with the idea of ​​deceiving his feelings and playing with the applause.

Mu Baiqin is really not a gentleman.But He Yi's father was not much better.

Because in He Yi's memory, whether at home or outside, his parents are always in and out, a loving couple.How many people were envious at that time.

When I was just born, I heard from my mother that my father was so happy that he thought about the name all night, and he was afraid that his sister would be unhappy. At that time, he took care of the two babies carefully, and no one dared to lose his love.

When he was five or six years old, his father once took him and his sister to climb a mountain for fun. Halfway through, he got tired and angry and said he didn’t want to climb anymore. His father smiled and said that the boy was still so delicate, and then he carried him on his back and walked step by step. up the steps.

No matter how busy the company was, his father would find time every week to pick him up and his sister from school. Once he was late and he and his sister went home first. He was so anxious that he called everywhere to ask teachers and classmates.

Later, when his grades dropped in elementary school, his father punished him with a ruler, and he cried in pain. Afterwards, his father personally applied ointment to him, saying that he was beaten, but his heart still hurts him.

When my sister was in junior high school, she was harassed by hooligans, and her father forced them to lie in the hospital for more than half a year without coming to class. Later, when he saw He Jin, he made a detour.

When his mother died of illness when he was in junior high school, his father was so sad and mournful. In turn, he comforted the two siblings and even promised never to marry again.

He used to think that his father was the best man in the world, he treated his mother as well as he treated himself and his sister equally.

What a ridiculous idea to think about now.

A father may be a good father, but he is not a good husband.

In order to retaliate, he also violated business ethics and betrayed his peers.

He Yi couldn't believe that this was the father he remembered.

But Mu Baiqin just laughed and said: "If you don't believe it, you can check it yourself, but I'm afraid you won't dare to check it."

"Do you think that your father likes your mother very much, just like you think that I like you too?"

"You are not like your father at all. You are like your mother. She has been deceived all her life, and until she died, she didn't know that she loved the wrong person."

"If I didn't tell you, would you be like your mother, naively thinking that I would fall in love with you?"

"Originally, I wanted to tell you slowly later. It wouldn't make much sense if we talked about it together. It's just that I really can't continue acting. I feel disgusted when I see you saying you like me every day."

"The drama is over, and you should return to reality. The cruel but true reality, children, always have to learn to grow up, don't you think?"

Word by word, word by word.

So it is not difficult to understand He Yi's collapse at that time.

When he was imprisoned by Mu Baiqin, he thought of committing suicide a few times.

He felt alive, too painful.

But Mu Baiqin refused to let him die.

At that time, the fire in Mu Baiqin's house was an accident, but it was actually an opportunity for He Yi.

He thought, why not just die like this, he didn't want to face those anymore.

really tired.His father did something wrong and ruined Mu Baiqin's family, and a few years later Mu Baiqin ruined He's family, He's father, and He Yi in turn.

Which is right and which is wrong, and who owes more, how can you tell clearly.He Yi didn't want to forget about it anymore, he felt cowardly, he didn't want to face his father, sister, or Mu Baiqin anymore.

At that time, I still regretted it. My father was still lying in the hospital, and my sister who didn't know the truth was forced to marry Mu Baiqin.

So He Yi thought, let's resign himself to fate, if someone rescues him and he can survive by luck, then let's live.

As a result, he did survive, but the pain became more and more painful day by day.

Sometimes he also wondered if Mu Baiqin was torturing himself while constantly torturing him, because he felt that Mu Baiqin didn't have that kind of pleasure after revenge.

On the contrary, his hostility became more and more serious, and the way of torturing people became more and more terrifying.It seems that the anger in my heart can never be vented.

He Yi also deliberately provoked him with words. They both knew each other's weakness, so they kept poking each other's sore spots with sharp thorns.

It was completely numb by the end.

He Yi just thought about when everything would come to an end.

He even thought that it would be great if a meteorite came one day, destroying him and Mu Baiqin, leaving no dregs, then everything would be perfect.

If you want to ask, does He Yi still like Mu Baiqin?In fact, there is no need to answer this question. The various things between them, a word of like or dislike can no longer change anything.

He Yi didn't know what kind of emotion he could still have when facing Mu Baiqin, he just thought, when will this nightmare end.

Will he wake up one day, his father is still the respected and loving father, and his sister is still the sister who insisted on freedom, Mu Baiqin... don't meet Mu Baiqin anymore.

He thought, if he didn't meet Mu Baiqin, even if he would be lonely all his life, he would still be willing.

Some people can't say they like it, and they can't say they don't like it, so let's make a wish and never meet them.If you have never met, there will be no stories, and there will be no sad memories.

His feelings for Mu Baiqin died before they had time to mature.

So he didn't understand either.

His pain was the same, it couldn't be said, but it existed.

Shen Luoping didn't understand Mu Baiqin's capricious temper at first, nor did he understand Mu Baiqin's attitude towards He Yi.

Later, when he left Mu Baiqin's house that day, what he didn't understand before finally understood.

In the room where He Yi lived, there was a well-hidden shadow box on the bedside table. If Shen Luoping hadn't accidentally pressed it when he was packing his things, he would never have found it.

When it was opened, there was a thick notebook and an envelope inside.

The red festive envelope has no fancy patterns on it, only a line of fluent and flying words, the words are like the person, and they look just like that person:

I wish He Yi a happy birthday and happy every day.

It turns out that Mu Baiqin didn't lie to him when he said that his uncle would give you a red envelope tomorrow.

Unfortunately, since that day, He Yi has never been happy again.