Quickly wear my first love a thousand times

The smile on Xuanyuanxiu's face dissipated like a cloud after hearing this, he glanced at Shen Luoping, and said slowly: "When you were with my elder brother, you thought the same way before?"

Shen Luoping was stunned for a moment, who is Xuanyuanxiu's elder brother?From Xuanyuanxiu's point of view, his silence was a deliberate non-answer, and Xuanyuanxiu didn't seem to want to hear him say the answer himself, so he put the words aside and just stared at him with burning eyes. If Shen Luoping was a lump of charcoal, he would be ignited by this gaze, but he lowered his voice, as if he was restraining something, and his voice was like thunder in summer: "Of course I will die, but you, don't you!" I want to get married while I'm alive."

Shen Luoping was slightly taken aback by the coldness in his words.

At this time, the air in the hall had already frozen, like a thin layer of ice on the lake surface, which was about to crack. Shen Luoping always kept a silent attitude. This attitude angered Xuanyuan Xiu even more. He endured it. Enduring again, the blue veins on his forehead burst out, finally unable to hold back his breath, he waved his sleeves and threw all the dishes in front of him to the ground.

Hearing the sound of porcelain shattering in the hall, several guards rushed in with knives, fearing that something might happen to Xuanyuanxiu, and when they came in, they saw Xuanyuanxiu's dark face and filed out with interest.It is estimated that no one will dare to come in again.

Xuanyuanxiu's temperament is actually not calm, even a little irritable, but because of his status, he will restrain himself so that others can't see it. When he was the prince, he would easily anger the people around him whenever he felt unsatisfactory. Therefore, the servants who have been by his side for a long time know not to provoke him when he gets angry.

And if Cao Jigong was present at this time, he would know that Xuanyuan Xiu must be in a hurry, otherwise he wouldn't be unable to control his attack, because Xuanyuan Xiu has always been extremely tolerant.In the past, when he was an unfavored prince, there was an ignorant brother who humiliated him with all kinds of words in front of dozens of people. Even the palace people felt that the words were filthy, but Xuanyuanxiu was able to remain indifferent until the end. He also showed a polite smile.Naturally, no one else knew where his imperial brother died later.

Xuanyuanxiu has not done anything for many years. When he was unhappy before, he just endured it silently. Even if he later became a prince and vented his anger on others, it was only a verbal outburst. He never did anything like smashing things and hitting people with his hands. He considered childish behavior.I think the time when he lost control the most was when he stayed in the lake for two hours in late autumn before coming out. At that time, all the servants were terrified, afraid that something might happen to him if he was careless, but Xuanyuanxiu's temper And no matter how others tried to persuade him, he didn’t listen to it. When he got ashore, his clothes were already soaked with the moisture of the lake. Seeing that those people were becoming ants on a hot pot, he smiled faintly at everyone. Leo: "What's the hurry, I'm not fine."

So this time it was Xuanyuanxiu's rare failure to control himself.Naturally, Shen Luoping didn't know the many twists and turns, and it was a pity to see him dump all the dishes on the ground, there were a few dishes that he hadn't had time to taste.But now that the emperor had shown his power, the wrath of the emperor, lay down millions of corpses, and bleed for thousands of miles, he didn't dare to pull his teeth out again, so he pretended to be a quail and kept silent.

But Xuanyuanxiu was already extremely angry at this time. Even if Shen Luoping did nothing, his anger would not decrease but increase. He got up and pulled Shen Luoping's collar, forcing the other party to stand up too. His outer shirt was torn, and he looked like a beast in a desperate situation making its final roar, "Do you have to force me like this? I know you did it on purpose, to use that veil to anger me on purpose, and to say such things on purpose , so you are happy?"

"Heh, what's the use of forcing me, big brother is already dead, what's the point of doing this for a dead man?" Xuanyuanxiu was so angry that he laughed, "Even if you kill me, It's no use either."

"..." Shen Luoping was so strangled by him that he was almost out of breath, his mind was full of big brother, who is your big brother? Your prince!"

oh.Shen Luoping finally understood now, it turned out to be the unlucky prince.He is very willing to be misunderstood by Xuanyuan Xiu to like someone else, but he is not willing to be misunderstood as the prince. This seems to be questioning his taste and style!It was nothing more than Xuanyuan Lin had a misunderstanding before, but now Xuanyuan Xiu thinks so too. Shen Luoping almost wonders if he has put a label of "I like the prince" on his face. He really wants to talk to Xuanyuan Xiu righteously Say "I don't eat the type of your elder brother", but after thinking about the task, I still made a decisive mistake and made a mistake.

Shen Luoping managed to breathe steadily for a while, smiled slightly, and said, "So what."

Xuanyuan Xiu was obviously taken aback by his words, and the strength in his hands could not help but loosen a bit.

Shen Luoping seized this opportunity, and finished his sentence in one breath: "Even if he died, he would still be a white moonlight in my heart, but even if you are the emperor, in my eyes, you are nothing compared to him."

As soon as he said this, he wanted to clap his hands.

Xuanyuanxiu's complexion suddenly became extremely ugly at a speed visible to the naked eye. He was originally fair-skinned, but now his entire face was almost pale, like a patient who suddenly found out that he was terminally ill.He felt as if a sharp knife had been pierced into his heart, and the blood was trickling, endlessly, but after the knife was stabbed in, he was not in a hurry to pull it out, and it was still slowly gouging out the wound in his heart deeply and shallowly. Flesh, he almost felt the pain of suffocation, but he was used to this pain, he just thought indifferently, it turns out that the heart really hurts when people are extremely sad.

"Ding, the protagonist's abuse value has increased by ten points. Currently sixty points."

Hearing the prompt from the system, Shen Luoping suddenly felt that his neck was no longer constricted, and couldn't help but want to smile.

However, Xuanyuanxiu noticed the faint smile on Shen Luoping's face. It seemed that the expression change was caused by the thought of that person. It was a great irony to himself. He lowered the corner of his mouth and said almost word for word. Confided: "You actually like him that much? Like a dead man?"

I will only fall in love with the prince unless I am blind.Shen Luoping thought so in his heart, but what he said was: "Why should the emperor make things difficult for others."

"Do you know that I am an emperor, not because of the power over ten thousand people... This world belongs to me, but if I can't even keep you, what is the use of this world?"

"Even if Your Majesty gives up this country for me, what's the use?" Shen Luoping said.

Xuanyuanxiu suddenly turned up and laughed loudly after hearing this, but the voice seemed to reveal boundless and endless bitterness. He almost laughed heartbreakingly, and finally coughed slowly. completely loosened.

In the past, he was the abandoned prince, he was the prince's companion, and he was thousands of miles away from him. At that time, he thought that if one day his power was greater than the prince's, then he would be his own.It turned out that he was wrong, and he was wrong from the very beginning. There are things in this world that cannot be possessed by power alone, and he didn't know what was going on in his mind. Going is a thought "I was wrong".

He suddenly remembered that when he was very young, he didn't remember much, those servants ignored him, and he lived on some rotten food every day. In winter, he couldn't even get any charcoal. Seeing him pitiful, the mother would secretly bring him some food, and even give him a shabby quilt to spend the winter. At that time, he was very grateful. He thought that there were still people in the world who would treat him well. .

It was only later that the crown prince found out, and the nanny knelt on the ground begging for mercy. He was still young and didn't know much, so he knelt down and begged his emperor brother to let him go. It's also his imperial brother, so nothing will happen.But in the end it was the two servants who dragged him out. The crown prince casually said to ask people to reward the board on a whim, and then forgot about it. The two servants didn't get specific instructions, so they continued to use torture like that. Until they beat people to death.Xuanyuanxiu only found out about this later, when he was young, he just thought, how could it be so long, and Mammy hadn't appeared again.

That was the first person in this world who treated him well, but he didn't end well in the end.So Xuanyuanxiu thought, if that was the case, he would still be alone all the time.Until that day when he met Su Xiangheng in the snow.

The snow fell really hard that day, so big that it could almost bury him. As usual, after Xuanyuanxiu was bullied by his brothers, he knelt down in the vastness. He thought in his heart, If he didn't go back, he would be frozen to death, but his legs couldn't move a single cent. At that time, his mind was not clear enough, and he felt that the snow was warm in a trance. He hadn't felt this kind of warmth for a long time. , so he thought it would be like this, just stay in this warmth, he didn't want to go back, go back and continue that kind of life.Xuanyuanxiu thought a lot at that time, thinking that if he died like this, would someone in the palace find out, and what would happen if they found out, would he go to the mass grave to feed him like the corpses of those slaves? As for the dog, he felt scared again when he thought of this, he didn't want to be fed to the beasts, but after thinking about it, he would be dead anyway, and he wouldn't feel any pain, let alone feel pain, he was just so confused Thinking, thinking, almost fell asleep, but someone woke him up.

He barely opened his eyes, and saw a very good-looking face. At that time, he always heard that his brother Liu Huang was so handsome and handsome, but when he saw this person, he felt that the so-called handsome and handsome face was nothing more than a handsome face. So, this person is so good-looking, like a fairy who came down from the sky, he doubted whether he had arrived in the fairy world, but that person said that he was the prince's companion.Xuanyuanxiu thought to himself, it turned out to be the prince's companion, that is the eldest brother's person, the eldest brother is indeed the prince, even he had to choose such a good-looking companion, he didn't like his eldest brother, so it was a pity, it was so beautiful Why do people like to be prince's companions?

Later, this person gave him food and gave him his cloak. Xuanyuanxiu was very hesitant at first, fearing that he would harm him, but after thinking about it, this person is the prince's companion, so it should be no Anyone who dared to bully him, after all the princes in the harem would give him three points when they saw the prince, so they took the pastry with peace of mind.It was the first time he ate such an exquisite pastry. He felt so sweet, so sweet that it almost touched his heart. He secretly hid the bag of pastries under the pillow. After tasting a piece, he was reluctant to eat it and kept it away There, when he opened it again, he found that it was moldy. At that time, he was sad for a long time, but he felt very happy when he thought of that day. Until later, he tasted many kinds of elaborate pastries, and he still felt that the steamed chestnut flour cake was still the same. The most delicious.

Xuanyuanxiu thought for a long, long time, and looked at Shen Luoping for a long, long time. Finally, the thoughts in his mind became clear. He looked at Shen Luoping and said, "Even if I was wrong, I still can't let you go."

The author has something to say: I’m in a bad state today, I didn’t drive a car, well, everyone wait for the next bus_(:зゝ∠)_

Also, the number of words in this chapter exploded, little angel left a comment to encourage me =3=