brotherhood

Mom and Dad have jobs here, and most of the time I play with that guy Lee Yunho, I have to say it's very beautiful.

I don’t know when it started, we watched the sea together, we ran against the waves hand in hand...watching a couple’s movie, resting on his shoulders, eating the same snack...however, even if I found this abnormality, I pretended everything is normal.

Maybe I don't like him but simply like this feeling of being in love.This is a very bad plot, so bad that once you see clearly what you think, you will feel shocked.

But at that time, I accepted the kind of ambiguity from him, but I still wanted to maintain our relationship as brothers. Sometimes, when I looked at him, I even had the urge to kiss him.Compared with my categorical rejection before, it is really ironic. .

I stayed in Qingdao for a week, and my whole body was darkened. Li Yunhao turned into a piece of charcoal. When he smiled, he showed his neat and white teeth, and he had a sense of sight of an African friend.

On the day we left, we showed our affection outside, whole, together with my parents, with his arms around my waist.At that time, I was used to it with a natural face and there was no sense of disobedience. My mother and the others were in front, and there was no sense of disobedience.

As a result, our natural attitude met my parents' friends at work...

I have a delicate and perfect face. This face may be called pure and beautiful on a girl's face, but on a boy, especially a boy like me who is very delicate in height and shape, it is easy to be People doubt my sexuality.

"Are these your two children? One is handsome and the other is beautiful, they are really suitable!" An auntie clicked her tongue a few times, "Although I don't know what you think, but young people nowadays..."

My mother looked puzzled, and we both blushed when we adjusted our posture just now [Lee Yunho's face is so dark that you can't tell it...], "It's so hot today!"

Next to me, Li Yunhao smiled, and I reached out to wipe the sweat off my forehead.

Soon after we went back, it was Xiaohu’s birthday. I spent some time thinking about this birthday gift. Finally, I gave Xiaohu a military knife, which was very beautiful, and the price made in China was reasonable enough.

This knife was purchased online. When I got it, I couldn’t help playing with it for a while, and then I held it very smoothly. I even thought about buying another one. However, this knife was seen by Li Yunhao, and he thought I was buying it. for him.

After brushing it for a while, I praised this knife for its good performance. Of course, I was so confused that I didn't know where this knife is easy to use until after he said it.Then on Xiaohu's birthday, I packed the knife and brought it to Xiaohu.The look in his eyes along the way, tsk tsk...

Xiaohu is a person with a lot of friends, and even for Xiaohu's birthday, he only sat in three or four large private rooms.It's quite enjoyable, but when there are too many people, the easiest thing is that Xiaohu is almost drunk when he comes back from a circle.

Our private room is full of people who are very close to Xiaohu, and Li Yunhao is also there.When Xiaohu came back, the girl who was his partner in the radio station was singing.

The girl at the radio station has a sweet voice and a good-looking appearance. After singing, she took advantage of the last bit of music to confess to Xiaohu.

To be honest, I find it unbelievable that Xiaohu has been alone for so many years. Xiaohu is different from me. He is tall and handsome, with a nice voice and a masculine temperament. He is the type that girls like.I looked more and more satisfied at the girl holding the microphone with careful eyes over there.

In fact, this girl is our junior high school classmate. For a long time, the two of them have been very lingering. I don’t know how many times this guy let me go out just to date other girls.

If I don't confess myself, the other girl can't help but go first. I can't help but glance at Xiaohu, only to see him pale, covering his mouth and not saying a word.

Xiaohu didn't make a sound for a long time, and the atmosphere suddenly became a little awkward.The girl had already lowered her head, and there were a few students from the radio station nearby who were comforting her, and at the same time, many people began to urge her.And the girl lowered her head, as if waiting for Xiaohu to pronounce a sentence to decide her fate.

"What's the matter, give me an answer!"

Some people couldn't help booing.However, that guy Xiaohu frowned and went out with his mouth covered, and the atmosphere suddenly became even more embarrassing.I looked at his face, explained that he was not feeling well, and hurriedly chased him out. When he got to the bathroom, he vomited directly at the sink. It was so dark that he vomited. I hurried over and patted him on the back.

"Is it better?" I unscrewed the water pipe and flushed his vomit down, and he also washed his face a little, but he was unwilling to go out of the toilet door, obviously very hesitant.

"What's the matter, the girl is still waiting for you." I patted him on the back and was about to walk ahead, but he grabbed my hand and I stopped him.

He pulled me and I couldn't pretend, I looked at him subconsciously, and he shook his head in distress, "I don't like her."

"What's the matter? I think the two of you are very suitable!" I smiled, with a playful expression on my face, but his eyes didn't pay attention to me at all. .

"If you don't like her, just refuse."

"That's embarrassing."

"If you don't want to be embarrassed, just agree." I glanced at him, and I gave him some advice, "If you don't like her and don't want to be embarrassed, just tell her you have someone you like."

He blinked his eyes, his face was full of hope, and then he was instantly devastated, "This is a way... But if you want to ask who I like, what should I say?"

I was speechless for a moment, and felt that it was unlikely that the girl who was declined would pay attention to this issue immediately, and it should be easy to know the reason for the rejection. ,.

"Minhao..." Xiaohu gave me a very strange look, "Will she kill me if I say you are the one I like?"

This kind of confession was caught off guard. Before I could react, I felt my lips soften, and that guy had already run away without leaving a cloud. Immediately, I felt like my head was bursting.

I waited for a while and went back to the private room, helped him decline the girl, said he was not feeling well, and then helped him settle the bill.His clothes were still there, and he didn't bring his mobile phone with him, and he didn't come back after running away.

Anyway, it is impossible for me and Xiaohu to be as ambiguous as I am with Yunhao. I am not in the mood to make trouble inside, so I called Xiaohu's mother and asked him to tell me when he comes home.

After I finished calling, Li Yunhao came out, stood in front of me and asked me if I want to go home now, I didn't care about him at all, and waved him to go home by himself.

Xiaohu didn't have a penny on him, and he didn't even have a mobile phone with him. This place was a little far from home, and he was still drinking a little too much.After staying for a while, I decided to go to him.

This kind of search for someone is a carpet-like search. There is no modern technology at all, and it all depends on a kind of telepathy.I found it very late, my mother called, and I choked back in a bad temper. . .In front of my mother, I was always a good and obedient child.

Until midnight at Kuaiya, Xiaohu's mother called me and told me an address, saying that Xiaohu was there.

I nodded and took a taxi. When I got there, the guy was sitting on the steps of a closed shop, hugging his knees, clasping his fingers, smiling like an idiot.I walked over helplessly, stood in front of him, looked at him, and the anger of the night was gone.

I didn't speak, and he ignored it, but he stopped all his movements when he saw my shadow.

He was in a daze for a while before he raised his head. When he saw that it was me who wanted to run away, I immediately grabbed him, and his strength didn't seem to be as strong as I imagined. He didn't run away before running away, low He looked like he had made a mistake.

I took him to KFC for a drink. He seemed to recover a little after drinking the drink. He still kept his head down and didn't dare to look at me while eating the burger.I was full of words, full of admonishment, seeing him like this, I couldn't speak at all.

I patted his head, and he looked at me, grinning his eyes as if he was about to cry, "I drank a little too much before, my mind was confused, you don't mind what I did What."

"..." I looked at him, I couldn't say whether it was good or not, and finally I could only sigh under his lower and lower gaze, "I see."

That night was really blurry, I sent him home, and then his mother called me the next day to tell me that he had a fever, and I bought him cold medicine and went up to comfort him.And I, too, am embarrassed at home.

Mom and Dad are busy going in and out, they don't seem to pay much attention to my losing my temper, and Lee Yunho who just entered the ambiguous stage is not satisfied with what I did yesterday, and he is playing with me "Baby won't open" Sen, but the baby doesn't say it."

In fact, Xiaohu only needs to say a simple refusal, but I don't want to lose such a good friend.Maybe it's not a liking, it's just puberty.

"What's wrong with Xiaohu?" Li Yunhao imprisoned me in front of the desk, he seemed to like this posture of taking the initiative.

I looked up at him, his eyes were very stubborn, "It's nothing, I was just stimulated."

I looked away, he reached out and pinched my chin and turned back to me, staring at me with deep displeasure, "Don't think I'm a fool."

"Good brother, how dare I lie to you." I hurriedly expressed my innocence, "Little Tiger has been stimulated by something, even if there is something, I will definitely give you a satisfactory answer, okay?"

I smiled, and he looked at me for a while, probably to see my sincerity, and pecked my cheek with his mouth pouted, "You better keep your word, or you will regret it. I must make you feel my dissatisfaction." result……"

Thinking about it now, that guy probably agreed with our vaguest definition of relationship at that time.

I have never responded to Xiaohu's confession, but nothing exceeds the limit of being called a friend. Xiaohu seemed to be very happy with my friendly attitude at first, but when he realized my attitude, the light in his eyes gradually faded away. Annihilated.

In the past, there were stars in the eyes of Xiaohu, but now Xiaohu still has a gentle smile, and still matches the intimacy between my friends, but some things have changed.

Mother Xiaohu asked me if Xiaohu and I had a fight, and I said no, Mother Xiaohu said yes but the things in her eyes were even more worried.

In this case, I still decided to have a frank chat. Communication is actually a better medicine for healing than time.

"Do you hate homosexuality so much?" He said in a very unconfident tone.

"Actually not, whether it's you or Yunho, I can accept whatever you do, but what's hard to accept is that the object is me. I find it hard to accept." I looked at Xiaohu's eyes staring at me, sucking He breathed out some mutual honesty, "And, the most important thing is that I have tried to accept Yunho..."

"So that's how it is..." After shaking for a while, Xiaohu finally made a sound, his face suddenly realized, and then his expression suddenly changed.I can't tell whether the eyes are sad and the corners of the lips are slightly drawn, whether it's crying or laughing, "It doesn't matter really, it doesn't matter."

……

Originally, I thought we would talk a lot, but he didn't want to respond no matter what I said afterwards.I still refused in the most stupid way, saying that I already have someone I like...