In the dust of the world

It was already one o'clock in the morning, and there was no one on the street, and even the street lights were half turned off. Lan Jingming was driving, but suddenly felt someone's hand grabbing him, and he stopped hastily.

Bai Weichen looked at him deliriously, he was hot all over now, and his body had already reacted, probably Ye Qinghui put some aphrodisiac in the wine.

Bai Weichen felt very uncomfortable. While taking off his clothes, he dragged Lan Jingming, and then hugged him with his arms.Lan Jingming was at a loss for a moment, he stroked Bai Weichen's back with his hands, and then felt his mouth was blocked by *, Bai Weichen kissed him directly, and put his arms around Lan Jingming's neck, his *kiss was instant It ignited the flame in Lan Jingming's heart like a fire.The two of them embraced each other, their desires were on fire, and ** all responded.Bai Weichen pulled out Lan Jingming's belt, took off his clothes, and kissed him all over the body with his lips. Finally, the two of them pressed tightly together, accompanied by Bai Weichen's panting sound. The two were extremely crazy in the small space, and the car moved with the rhythm of the two.

But the Bai Weichen who was only in time was delirious, he was just deluded by the drugs.Lan Jingming understood this in his heart, but Bai Weichen kept yelling: "Don't go" "Don't go" and held him tightly, so Lan Jingming had no choice but to stay with him like this.

But he forgot to think about the consequences of this.

Just an accident that day completely changed the lives of the two of them.

Lan Jingming helped Bai Weichen take a bath, and then sent him home. Bai An was not at home. At that time, there was no one else in the Bai family except a few servants. Lan Jingming told the servants to take good care of Bai Weichen. When we drove back, it was almost dawn when we got home.

This is the first time for Bai Weichen to sleep with someone, and it's still with a man, and he's still the one being fucked.According to his personality, it would definitely be a big deal.

It may be that the alcohol content was really high that day, and Bai Weichen's drinking capacity was too low. Bai Weichen didn't wake up until the third day. After waking up, his head still hurt, and he clearly felt a slight pain in his back , although Lan Jingming helped him clean up very well, but after all, it was the first time and he did it very violently, Bai Weichen still felt the pain.

The images of that night kept echoing in Bai Weichen's mind. His mind was full of the scene where he dragged Lan Jingming by himself, and kept saying things like "don't go". He still remembered that he threw himself on Lan Jingming and hugged him. kissed.Obviously it was the first time, but Bai Weichen showed such wantonness, I don't know if it was the effect of the medicine, or his inner nature.After thinking about it, Bai Weichen felt that he was wrong, □□, obviously he was forcing others, the car shock, something that only appeared on TV, actually happened to him.Even if he was raped, he deserved it. Lan Jingming was here to save him, but he defiled him, Bai Weichen felt pain in his heart.

He and Lan Jingming are just friends, ordinary friends, Bai Weichen told himself this more than once, and Lan Jingming also said before that he has someone he likes.In fact, he knew that he had already fallen in love with Lan Jingming, but Bai Weichen didn't want to do things that would break a straight man, and he didn't want to break up others.So now he blames himself very much. He dare not face Lan Jingming, Luo Yuanyao, Su Yunrao, what will they think of him, and what should he say.

Turning on the phone, it was full of missed calls from Lan Jingming, Bai Weichen suddenly felt a little scared, the person he was most afraid of seeing now was Lan Jingming.He really wants to escape, and he has always been the one who is not good at expressing his feelings.For a moment, he was full of thoughts and thought a lot.

Bai Weichen calmed down, and then sent a message to Luo Yuyao: "Sister Luo, thank you for taking care of me for so many years. In my heart, you have always been the most important person to me."

"Little Rao, take good care of yourself, be more considerate, and don't be fooled by others." Bai Weichen sent another text message to Su Yunrao.

Finally, he said to Lan Jingming, "I'm sorry."

Luo Yuanyuan felt something was wrong the moment he received the text message, and when he called Bai Weichen, it showed that the phone was turned off, and the same was true for Su Yunrao.Only Lan Jingming drove to Bai Weichen's house to look for him, only the servant told him that Bai Weichen had left, he said he was going on a trip, and the servant and everyone else said so.Bai Weichen was stimulated, they had never seen Bai Weichen like this before, everyone thought so.

Bai Weichen decided to leave in this short moment, other than this, he didn't know what he should do, he really wanted to escape from all this.When he left, he threw away his mobile phone and only brought a wallet.If Bai Weichen wants to disappear, no one will be able to find him.He went to a far, far place, and this matter has always been a knot in his heart. When he didn't think about it, he was extremely panicked.Left without telling anyone, he didn't want to know what was going to happen.Originally, after graduating from high school, a group of them would go their separate ways. Everyone knew this well, but Bai Weichen accelerated the occurrence of all this.

It was just that during the summer vacation, Bai Weichen started his first long-distance trip in his life, alone, and since then, no one has seen him again.That year's liberal arts champion in the college entrance examination was Bai Weichen, and the school was celebrating. I thought he would definitely come back because of this, but Bai Weichen never showed up. Yes, he didn't go to X University, which he really wanted to go to, and went to other provinces to go to university. For a few years, Bai An has been sending him money regularly as usual, but in fact, Bai Weichen thinks that Bai Anlian probably hasn't returned to him for so many years. Home, don't know where to go to school, Bai Weichen never came back.

Bai Weichen has always said that he likes freedom and wandering, but now he has finally found a reason to wander freely alone.After graduating from university, Bai Weichen was still wandering around in other places, writing manuscripts every day. Everything before seemed to have nothing to do with him, and he used his own way of life.