Want to be gay

16

Xueshen looks so cute!

If I hadn't been arguing with him, I would have stretched out my claws, followed my inner impulse, and ravaged his head.

I sniffed and said, "I don't hate you."

"You said it." When he said this, there was a faint grievance on his expression.

I think about it carefully...

"I'm talking about the anonymous pervert!"

"That person is also me."

I was at a loss for words, recalling the words that Xueshen had said to me on Anonymous, the frankness and frankness, every word was filled with naked desire, and I suddenly felt ashamed and burned all over my body.

"Qi Zhen, I can't pretend to be peaceful with you now. If you can't accept my feelings, don't provoke me again, I will go crazy."

The strong emotion in Xueshen's tone made me suddenly startled. It's not that no one has chased me, but it's the first time in my life that such a strong show of love has been made.

Still a man.

"You don't know how much I want to hug you, kiss you, and even fuck you to death in my bed during those times when I'm alone with you."

He paused, his wolf-like eyes fixed on me: "You must not know how terrible my lust for you is."

In those anonymous messages in the middle of the night, I realized the extent of Xueshen's desire for me, but knowing it is one thing, I can't accept gay men for a while.

The thought of being like a woman, lying under the body of the same sex and bearing the impact of male organs, makes me feel uncomfortable.

My calf was a little weak, and I didn't dare to look directly into his eyes, and my tone was subconsciously softer: "Xueshen, I... the previous 20 years of life was a straight road, and I liked girls all the time, you suddenly let me Take a detour that has never been taken before and is extremely bumpy in the rumors, I... really can't promise you."

After a long silence, Xue Shen nodded with difficulty: "I understand."

"It's because I'm too selfish. I won't force you anymore, and you... don't be afraid of me."

I shook my head and said seriously: "I am not afraid of you." On the contrary, you have been avoiding me.

I said again: "Then don't change the team members?"

"I have already discussed with the teacher about the experimental group. If you mind, I will go to her again later. We are still in the same group."

I smiled and tried to liven up the atmosphere: "Will the teacher annoy us to death?"

Apparently the Xueshen didn't get the hard work I did to warm up the show, and said solemnly: "The teacher is very nice, but he is a little strict."

That's only good for you!

I rolled my eyes in my heart, then approached me with a hippie smile, and asked in a low voice, "Then shall we still be friends?"

Xueshen stood up straight, his eyes moved down slightly, and landed on my face, with complex emotions that I couldn't comprehend welling up in his eyes.

After a while, he said, "Okay."

17

In this way, I reconciled with Xueshen.

Although Xue Shen no longer avoids me, I always feel that he is not as close to me as before.

If I didn't contact him, he wouldn't take the initiative to send me a WeChat message. Most of the time, the reply would be a simple two or three words.

Like now-

Me: God of learning~ let's go to the library for self-study tomorrow, and discuss the experimental topic by the way~

Xueshen: Good.

Me: Xueshen, your mobile phone is online... haven't you returned to the dormitory yet?

Xueshen: Yes.

Me: It is said that there are sneaky people around the school, it is so late, it is not safe, you come back early (⊙o⊙)

Xueshen: Good.

Three words, three periods.

My tears are about to come down!

When he teased me, he was so enthusiastic that he wanted to eat me up. After knowing that he was a straight man, he would be ruthless and turn his back on him.

Scum Gong!The slag attack on the cliff!

"Xiao Zhenzhen," the roommate pushed open the door, startled, "Why are you biting the quilt?"

I lay on the bed for a while, turned over and sat up, and invited all the roommates: "Then what, do you want to watch a movie?"

As soon as the voice fell, Ge You's paralyzed people immediately cheated the corpse, those who closed the door closed the door, those who pulled the curtains pulled the curtains, and those who turned on the computer turned on the computer...

The roommate asked: "Who has a new one?"

I was just about to say that the rotten girl in the class gave me a few high-quality short films, but then I thought about the gender of the protagonist in it, and I fell silent.

"Forget it, the old movies are pretty good, too!"

A few old men sat around in front of the computer, and a woman's sweet groans came from the stereo, louder and louder, accompanied by the sound of physical collisions, echoing in the ear regularly, the naked woman with bright skin in front of her eyes Body entanglement, entanglement, reflected in the retina.

"Damn it, this woman's screams make my body go numb."

"This man's physical strength is good, it's almost an hour, awesome!"

The more I watched it, the more boring I felt. I usually joined the camp of complaining. Today, for some reason, my mind is full of the hot touch of his body that fell on Xueshen that day.

Real, with human body temperature...

"Hey! Xiao Zhenzhen, why did you go up there?"

I closed the bed curtain, and after making sure that my roommate had no time to peek at me, I turned on my phone: "Go ahead and watch, I'm sleepy, I'm going to sleep first."

"Hahaha, Xiao Zhenzhen, you can't do it, girls are not attractive to you anymore?"

I was too lazy to answer, plugged in the earphones, opened the cached video in the folder, and clicked play.

After 10 minutes, I was desperate.

In the video, the two are still caressing each other, and the earphones are filled with the characteristic heavy panting and rustling sound of men, which is very similar to Xueshen speaking in a low tone.

I gave up on myself and closed my eyes, put my hand into my pants, crotch, grasped the excited desire, and slowly moved.

The pleasure kept piling up, and in a trance, I seemed to hear the voice of Xueshen.

"Qi Zhen, call me, call me by my name..."

The palm of my hand rubbed heavily against the mouth of the bell, I trembled as if electrified, and fell back on the bed weakly.

"Tang Jingyao..."

I shouted his name orgasm.

18

I think I'm going mentally ill!

It’s okay to think of Xueshen at ordinary times. Brother Quan has love for his classmates, but how can he catch up with Xueshen while flying a plane? His classmates help each other, and no one climaxes by calling each other’s name!

I subconsciously avoided answering this question.

Maybe it's because I've been with Xueshen for a long time, and my mind is full of images of getting along with him, so after the central nervous system loses control, I think of him first!

Um!That's it!

I'm still a straight straight man!Absolutely no bends!

I suppressed some urge to move and forced myself to sleep.

But in the dream Xueshen didn't let me go, repeating the words he said to me the day he confessed his love like a cassette.

The difference is that in the dream, I accepted him without any psychological pressure. When the two of them were holding hands and looking at each other with tears in their eyes, Xueshen suddenly became wolfish and threw me on the bed, pressing me heavily on me.

Immediately afterwards, there were various shame plays, and the details were so vivid that I felt lucky when I woke up——

Unexpectedly, there is no exhaustion 0.0

Because I had such a dream that was not conducive to the construction of socialism, I didn't dare to look in the direction of the God of Learning for the next day.

After dinner, Xueshen sent me a WeChat message: "I'm here."

I froze for a few seconds before reacting.

Let me tell you, I have to study with Xue Shen later!

How to do?

Soon to see spring. Dream object?Is it too late to send a help post now?

I gritted my teeth and replied calmly: "Where are you?"

"The fourth row from the left in District One."

"almost there!"

After sending this message, I quickly washed my face, got rid of all the thoughts I shouldn't have in my mind, and rushed to the library in high spirits.

Ten minutes later, I was almost exhausted from walking so fast, and I walked to the gate of District 10 out of breath, and counted the seats provided by Xueshen one by one.

Suddenly, my eyes fixed on the pair of men and women in the fourth row who were so eye-catching.

When did Xueshen get involved with the cultural and entertainment committee?

I frowned, ignored the uncomfortable feeling in my heart, stepped forward quickly, and squeezed out a smile: "Hey, what a coincidence, studying with Xueshen?"

Fuck, the voice is so dry, like a resentful woman who is catching rape.

The fair face of the cultural and entertainment committee member quickly became flushed, he glanced shyly at Xueshen, and said in a soft voice: "It's a coincidence, you are also here to study by yourself?"

Coincidentally, your sister!The place where you are sitting is the seat that Xue Shen worked so hard to occupy for me!If it wasn't for your sister's sake, I would beat someone up!

I was so angry that I had indigestion and almost burped!

"Let's talk about it next time." Xueshen signaled to the cultural and entertainment committee member, "Qi Zhen is here, you can change your seat."

Hearing this, the entertainment committee member couldn't hold back the smile on his face, his blush quickly faded, and he hurriedly started to tidy up the things on the table, with an embarrassed expression on his face: "Oh...Okay, goodbye."

I hung my schoolbag on the back of the chair and looked at Xueshen's expressionless face. He was handsome, but he was a bit cold.

He looked up at me, didn't speak, and continued to read with his head down.

I lay down on the table and leaned closer: "God Xue, do you think the entertainment committee member is pretty?"

"Fortunately."

What does fortunately mean?I didn't give up: "She is recognized as a class flower in our class, and several people in our dormitory like her."

He finally raised his head, looked directly at me with those deep and quiet eyes, and asked in a low voice: "What about you, do you like her?"