The rainy season, my time is in your name

Qin Ce left.

Go silently.

Not many people knew about him as an exchange student in Italy. A week later, a foreign boy arrived at the school and stayed in his dormitory.The two roommates, Chu Yanjie and Gu Beiyuan, were the first to know about these two things, but Beiyuan couldn't figure out the reason why Qin Ce decided to study abroad. The other person knew all of this bright.

An Wenbin, who was not good at talking, asked the people around him about Qin Ce's whereabouts like crazy, and finally became more taciturn when he learned from Chu Zhanjie that Qin Ce had gone to Italy for an exchange study.Qin Ce looked at An Wenbin, who was devastated at that moment, with complicated emotions in his eyes, and he lowered his eyes and could only sigh.

In the days that followed, An Wenbin changed completely.It's unbelievable that a person can force himself to such a point.The cold and cold demeanor when walking seems to make people see the devil Satan.He used to be reticent, but now he doesn't say a word a day and habitually ignores all the people he considers dispensable in his heart, unless that person mentions Qin Ce, it will only get him a cold and unfriendly glance.Originally, he was very efficient, but in his daily work, he had a lot of situations. He either edited the data and made more mistakes, or the hot water overflowed from the cup and scalded his hands.Although there were countless mistakes, but the task was completed by bumps and bumps, his work attitude has already made the professor in charge of the management of the student union slightly dissatisfied.The professor is a knowledgeable middle-aged man who has always admired An Wenbin, a young man.But human patience has a limit. Even though his mind was in a state of confusion, he could still see what he meant. He voluntarily applied for a three-month suspension as a reason to take a break to adjust his status. Although the professor didn't know the reason, he still approved his leave.From that day on, the responsibility of acting chairman fell on Chu Lanjie's shoulders.

On the day of the handover, Chu Zhanjie's gaze was always on An Wenbin, and he couldn't help but sigh in his heart as he watched him leave alone from the desk that had been with him for more than a year.

Qin Ce, oh Qin Ce, your move is cruel enough.

At this moment, Qin Ce was on the bank of the Tiber River, with half of his body leaning on the railing, staring at the gentle river with his deep black eyes, feeling a little melancholy in his heart.Alone, he got used to life in Italy early on. Even though the people around him were quite friendly towards him, he still felt that there was an unavoidable feeling of emptiness in his heart.The night before he left, Qin Ce had already deleted all of An Wenbin's contact information, including blacklisting his phone number.No one knows how unwilling he is to act like this, like the suffocating pain of a critically ill patient who is struggling on the line of life and death when the ventilator pipe is forcibly pulled out, Qin Ce has already cut off all the backs for himself. road.In a foreign country, he can only be alone in a daze by the river when he is leisurely, so as to relieve his pain of wanting and missing.

If the river can forget to wear, I would like to describe you as the most beautiful scenery, appearing in every corner of my life.Looking back for a century, I am obsessed with the long wait.A spring, summer, autumn and winter has fallen, waiting for the reincarnation of life.Watching the rivers, lakes and seas in foreign countries, the golden geese in the clouds are eager to see through them, but their longing cannot fly over the clouds to reach the other shore and return with you.

An Wenbin, I think I am addicted to you, so the world without you is so incomplete.

Three months passed like a blink of an eye, and one morning, Qin Ce was alone on the bed in the host family's room, looking out the window of the room decorated with warm light, and his heart was full of thoughts.The gamble he made was to weigh his weight in An Wenbin's heart, and leaving as soon as he said it didn't mean that he could cut the mess quickly with a knife.He had already let Chu Ranjie secretly observe An Wenbin's every move.In a daze, the originally dim screen of the phone in my hand lit up, and the familiar ringtone made his heart hang high. After hesitating for a few seconds, he still pressed the answer button. He didn't expect that the next second would be the next moment leading to the future. The road of flowers still means the abyss of failure.He felt his heartbeat suddenly accelerate uncontrollably, and the clear voice of his very familiar best friend came into his ears unexpectedly.

"Qin Ce, there is good news."

"Don't talk nonsense, I know, and then?"

The dying swan was rescued by a veterinarian and brought back to life, fluttering its wings and still not believing everything around it.The description is not Qin Ce's thoughts at this time. He has been in the darkness of his mind for more than three months. Today he finally sees a ray of light. Naturally, joy overflows his heart.He tried his best to hold back his urgency, and even though he knew that there should be no haste, he still suppressed his mood and continued to ask.

"I admit that your trick of playing hard to get is very clever, but if you don't come back, I will be exhausted."

"Pfft, as for Xiao Jie?"

"After you left, the chairman was completely out of his mind, and he was out of state all day long. He applied for a three-month suspension, and then the acting chairman was naturally me. Tsk, it turns out that the chairman is so much more difficult than the vice chairman. I lived a very leisurely life, but every day at eleven o'clock at noon, I would go to the Peach Blossom Forest where you first met without reading a book, and I watched him come out with red eyes more than once."

Without books, he was in a daze, his eyes were red.These two words were tied to Qin Ce's heart like shackles, and he couldn't breathe.He underestimated the weight of himself in his heart too much. He originally thought that people like An Wenbin never took their feelings to heart, and even thought that he was as light as a feather in his heart.But it turns out he was wrong, dead wrong.How important is it that a person must regard another person in order to indulge himself into such a decadent appearance?He regretted it too much, he should have let go of his self-esteem and apologized first, instead of torturing An Wenbin's heart with this method comparable to the punishment of Ling Chi.You can't accompany him when he looks like this, and you can't comfort him when he is weak and crying.Qin Ce, you are really not a man.He deeply felt his own stupidity and cursed secretly in his heart, but Fang Ze's words fell into his ears again without giving him any time to repent.

"And as far as I know, on the day you met him at the door of the bar, the chairman's father cheated on him, abandoned their mother and son, and divorced his mother."

Qin Ce felt that the haze formed by all the mysteries and misunderstandings disappeared at this moment.It turned out that he was in such pain, and his heart was in an abyss, but he didn't know anything and pushed him as an accomplice of crime.What he said that prompted him to make the decision to study abroad was most likely his complaint to his father, but he made that understanding.Father betrayed mother, parents divorced.What a heavy blow this was to him, it was hard for him to accept it, let alone him.The more Qin Ce thought about it, the more he condemned his impulsiveness that day, and he frowned for a long time, thinking about countermeasures.He just wants to use the fastest speed to let his little baby know that he is everything to him, and his worries have long been forgotten, so what does it matter to him?Shim Gu just wants to take him for himself and tell him that he loves him.

Seeing Qin Ce's silence, Chu Lijie felt sorry for the international long-distance call charges, so he tentatively called his name.

"Qin Ce...?"

"I'm here."

"What are you going to do?"

"Immediately book a flight ticket to return home tomorrow morning."