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The wind blew through Shen Chao's hair, causing those memories like old photos to be shattered into powder, like messy pieces of toilet paper rolled in Shen Chao's memories, chaotic and full of darkness, since he could realize the relationship between the two people It is possible to like this kind of emotion, and this kind of thing is disgusting to Shen Chao.

Just like a clean freak hates stains on his own shirt, Shen Chao hates this kind of emotion that exists between normal human beings,

Like this feeling is uncertain, full of hurt, unpredictable, it can not be calculated, and there is no way to control it, it is like a disease that spreads from person to person, sometimes it only takes one look to kill, sometimes the body Even after overlapping, you can linger on your last breath.

There is no reason or reason at all, and many bad things are done in its name, as if there is an acceptable reason.

Shen Chao couldn't understand it at all, he only felt that it was useless, and instead made people obsessed, except for the short-lived dopamine joyfully secreted in the moment of physical entanglement, which is as addictive as drugs, used to numb himself again and again.

Shen Chao took a deep breath, he could smell the smell of the food in the house on his sweater, it was very strong, it was the same smell as Su Xuan lying in the room, on his hand was the keychain , Scratching his palm again and again, it doesn't hurt.

Originally, Shen Chao would live like this for the rest of his life, no one would approach him, and he would not be willing to approach others.

He would feel nothing more than that if he was alone to death.

...that's how it should have been.

But it may be that there is really a miracle in this world. Su Xuan just landed in front of him from the sky, the sun was shining brightly, he was wearing a mess of Republic of China clothes, he was smiling with a popsicle in his mouth, sweat dripped from his eyelashes, and he was shining brightly. The brightness is like the sun in the mirror, the moonlight on the bottom of the sea, all the tenderness and romance in the mountains and mist fall into his eyes, just with a smile, the blank area where Shen Chao stands is covered with the beating sunlight on this person.

Su Xuan just blocked him by the school gate in such a foolish way, and asked with a smile, male classmate, would you like to play my boyfriend.

That was the most romantic and pure summer memory that Shen Chao had ever experienced. There was a boy with a good-looking smile who dragged his hand with bright eyes, teaching him how to truly like someone from inside to outside the play. , taught him the most beautiful and romantic story in the world in the film of life and death.

—A firm and unchanging love.

Since then, kisses and hugs have been washed away. Su Xuan likes Shen Chao's eyes, which can clear the sky all over the world.

And finally here today, they live in a messy little house, Shen Chao finally has someone who loves him very deeply, Su Xuan believes that he is not a person like Du Long, and Shen Chao believes that he can be with Su Xuan Be together for a lifetime, because there will be someone who will impulsively take him home on New Year's Eve, bow his head and smile on the phone, saying that I miss you, Shen Chao.

Four hours ago, Shen Chao stood where Du Long was standing and looked up at the balcony where Su Xuan called him. This was originally the place Shen Chao avoided, but for some reason it gave Shen Chao infinite peace at this moment. Let him keep calm and confront Du Taki.

Shen Chao said: "I am not you, Du Long, and I will never become you."

"I will go on like this with Su Xuan for the rest of my life, unlike you, who can only survive deformedly relying on low-level feelings for the rest of my life."

Du Taki's flesh twisted and twitched, and then he tried his best to calm down, still smiling: "It turns out that Xiao Chao doesn't welcome me so much, then I'll go."

"One day." Du Taki didn't know where the confidence came from, he smiled firmly, "You will understand my good intentions for you, Xiao Chao, you understand me."

However, Shen Chao smiled very rarely, and then continued: "It won't happen one day, Du Taki, you don't have to run away, someone uploaded your information about sexually assaulting underage girls."

Du Taki's complexion finally changed: "Impossible, no one will know..."

Shen Chao opened his eyelids and looked at him: "There will still be someone, a person you never avoided when you were doing these things."

Du Taki asked nervously, "Who?"

Shen Chao said lightly, "Du Mu."

"The information was uploaded by Du Mu. Liu Man contacted him, and he let go."

Du Taki's expression was blank for about a minute, he took two steps back as if he couldn't believe it, and muttered to himself: "He has done a lot of things, he reported me, and he wants to go in, how is it possible, does he also want to go to jail? !"

Speaking of which, Du Long took a hasty look at Shen Chao, forced a smile, and told him to maintain his composure: "Then I'm leaving, Xiao Chao."

With a cold face, Shen Chao grabbed Du Taki with his backhand and threw him into the snow. He looked down at Du Taki and stared at the man indifferently. After a long time, he finally smiled comfortably: "Du Taki Taki, you will never tell me that no one in this world will love me for a long time."

After Shen Chao finished speaking, he lowered his head and glanced at his watch: "I called the police, it should be here."

Du Long struggled awkwardly in the snow, trying to get up from the ground, but Shen Chao stepped on his back, and he begged for mercy in a panic: "Xiao Chao! Let me go, Xiao Chao! I used to be your father ..."

Under Du Taki's pale face, Shen Chao was calmer than ever before, he interrupted Du Taki: "Farewell, Du Taki."

"Thank you for coming to see me tonight, the best New Years gift I've ever received."

-

Frost fell on Shen Chao's shoulders. As he walked back step by step, he unconsciously held the keychain tighter and tighter. When he finally opened the door, it was still pitch black. He turned on a small light and saw Seeing Su Xuanan's sleeping face, he slept so deeply that his face was buried in the quilt, with only a small piece of cheek exposed, sleeping a bit childishly, and holding the coat that Shen Chao took off for him in his hand.

Su Xuan was really tired. Shen Chao didn't wake up even when he opened and closed the door. He slept very deeply. Shen Chao sat quietly beside the sofa where Su Xuan was sleeping. , Occasionally, sporadic firecrackers and pet dogs barking are heard, scattered like embellishments in the night sky without human voices.

Only the small light behind Shen Chao was shining in the dawn, next to Su Xuan's sleeping cheek.

Shen Chao walked to the bathroom, he wanted to wash up, but when he was walking, Shen Chao didn't turn on the light, he just made light footsteps, walked in the room almost silently, and occasionally came across the unopened bags he brought. As for the cardboard box, Shen Chao would react for a while before recalling where this place was slowly and slowly.

This is Su Xuan's home, and he lives in it.

Du Taki was taken away just now, Shen Chao was a little dazed, he thought this person seemed very difficult to deal with, but in the end it seemed that he was just a mortal body, not as scary as he imagined.

With a light touch, it seems that she will be beaten and scream, and she will also collapse and ask for help. The expression that Yun Jieying once appeared on Du Taki's face will reappear, which makes Shen Chao a little strange. In the end, Du Taki knelt in the snow When being dragged away, when Shen Chao's name was shouted loudly, Shen Chao subconsciously looked up at the window sill,

He seemed to see Su Xuan looking at him there, and it seemed to be just his illusion.

Shen Chao felt that his soul seemed to be floating, but Su Xuan used this house to trap him, not letting him float too far, and he could still stay here, supporting these dark people who had been touched by Su Xuan. Walls go.

He walked into the bathroom step by step and opened the door.

The white light was on, and the light fell slowly, mixed with floating dust.

Shen Chao stopped in place, he saw a school uniform hanging on the mirror in the bathroom, and he could still see Shen Chao's name written on the yellowed neckline with a black marker, the handwriting was a little faded, but faintly It can be seen that the handwriting is green and straight, and it is the name written by Shen Chao himself.

This is the school uniform that Shen Chao gave Su Xuan when he was filming "Siheyuan".

Long-lasting memories swept over Shen Chao's slightly frozen body in the snow. He stood silently and silently in front of the school uniform for a long time, as if reminiscing about his panicked love and putting it on his heart. , but had to be plucked out and placed far away, staring at silently, loving, young lover.

His love is like this school uniform, as if it was just inadvertently covered on Su Xuan's shoulders at that moment, and then he graduated in a hurry.

But that was already all the pure and bright love Shen Chao had in his youth. He pretended to cover Su Xuan's shoulder casually. He knew that he would leave sooner or later, and he didn't deserve to keep him. In the messy and chaotic life , it seems that only his own body temperature and love on this school uniform are clean and beautiful, so he put his life's love on the shoulder of his beloved, so he lowered his eyes and reflected the kiss on Su Xuan's forehead, with a light touch, never to take it away again.

Shen Chao thought that Su Xuan would throw away the old school uniform.

But Su Xuan didn't. Shen Chao's school uniform was well hung in this small damp room. Although it was old, it was still tidy. It seemed that Shen Chao could put it on at any time, or put it on Su Xuan's shoulders again.

But this time, no one told Shen Chao that you will not have a lover who belongs to you and can stay with you for life.

The sound of Su Xuan's slight and steady breathing came from the living room, and the first fresh snow in Yangcheng fell outside the window. There was no one under the dim street lights, only a few messy footprints left by the arrested suspects, messing up the pure white fresh snow.

And Shen Chao's soul, which had been floating for an unknown amount of time, slowly fell back into his body before he came back to his senses and found that he was still holding the key in his hand and hadn't put it down.

Shen Chao lowered his head and opened the locket on the key. Su Xuan and Shen Chao, who were drawn with love together inside, did not dare to look at each other in the photo, and they tacitly turned their eyes away from each other.

He unconsciously showed a small smile, closed his eyes and kissed reverently the Su Xuan in the photo whose eyes were flushed because of his rejection.

The new year has finally arrived.

-

In the early morning of the next day, Su Xuan was woken up by the phone call. His hands and feet were numb from sleep, and he felt that the quilt on his body was about to weigh tens of catties. Then he turned around to look in a daze, and found that it was just like this. A little bigger sofa, Shen Chao insisted on holding Su Xuan in the gap behind him and slept all night.

Moreover, it seemed that he was still in a deep sleep, Su Xuan woke up and Shen Chao didn't wake up, instead he pulled Su Xuan closer into his arms.

Su Xuan waited for a long time before he got over his numb hands and feet, and carefully pulled it out of Shen Chao's arms, but finally woke Shen Chao up. Su Xuan covered Shen Chao with the quilt, and said to him: "Would you like to go back again?" Sleep for a while, I'll borrow a phone." After speaking, he gave Shen Chao a comforting kiss on the face.

Shen Chao seemed to be hypnotized by this good morning kiss. He never lazy on the bed, but after Su Xuan lowered his head and kissed, he relaxed his frowning brows and fell asleep drowsily.