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The Spring Festival Gala of this local station is recorded and broadcast. Shen Chao should have gone to record it long ago, but various things have been delaying it. The Spring Festival Gala of this local station will be broadcast on the first night of the Lunar New Year. Shen Chao pressed over to perform martial arts for others.

Su Xuan nodded: "I know Shen Chao is going to record the Spring Festival Gala."

"Hey." Liu Pangpang was a little disappointed, "If you weren't injured, you could also go to the Spring Festival Gala this year. It would be great to go to the Spring Festival Gala. In the eyes of someone like your father, this should be regarded as a happy event. It can be counted as your leave, right?"

Su Xuan smiled lightly: "The future is long, except for this year, every year in the future, don't worry."

Su Xuan seems to often say this kind of nonsense that seems to be very inappropriate and self-aware. No one can guarantee what will happen in the future. Su Xuan will always be so popular in Fang Changli in the future.

But Liu Pangpang looked at the faint smile on Su Xuan's face, and his heart suddenly calmed down. No matter how difficult the days were, Su Xuan came here, and there was no easy step. It was almost difficult several times. It's hard to go on, but in his understatement, it seems that these things are not worth mentioning, and the future is the most important thing.

You can't catch up with yesterday, today is so worrying, only the future can be expected, only the future can go.

With this unrestrained spirit, Liu Pangpang is convinced. He thinks that it is not impossible for Su Xuan to attend the Spring Festival Gala every year in the future.

Su Xuan seemed to suddenly remember something, lowered his head and raised his phone to look at the time: "At this point, Shen Chao should have finished recording long ago, right?"

"It should be." Liu Pangpang also glanced at the time, "It should be a while after the recording, maybe I have gone home for the New Year."

"Going home..." Su Xuan held the phone in a daze, he paused, and said, "Pangpang, wait a moment, I'll give him a call."

Liu Pangpang thought it was funny when he saw that the two were getting sticky, and waved wildly: "Fuck you!"

Su Xuan: "..."

Su Xuan walked to the balcony, he dialed the phone, and the other side picked up after a while, with a very soft voice: "Su Xuan?"

Su Xuan asked: "Shen Chao? You finished recording, right? Where are you now?"

Shen Chao was very calm: "The recording is over, I'm outside."

It's already eight o'clock in the evening, and the Spring Festival Gala has already started.

Su Xuan was suddenly speechless.

In the early dark night of the city, this kind of voice is very clear. Su Xuan watched the lights of thousands of houses outside the balcony turn into a river of stars, so bright that they were dazzling. The commercial buildings were hung with huge posters, and Su Xuan could see himself There is a silhouette among the boisterous posters of the movie on New Year's Eve, surrounded by bustling crowds.

Downstairs, beside the dim street lights, the streets were empty, passing through the busy New Year's Eve roads, no one set foot on the lonely point.

Su Xuan could hear the cooking fume and food stir-frying downstairs, and he could also hear the high-spirited performance of the host when the Spring Festival Gala started, and the cries and laughter of children came from all directions around him, rendering this cold night In the color of New Year's Eve, Su Xuan didn't feel that they were noisy, but felt that this orderly and unified noise in the world was really a rare warmth, with a smell of fireworks and worldliness.

He hoped that Shen Chao could also taste this taste, and Su Xuan hoped that Shen Chao could feel these sounds and brilliance.

But Shen Chao on the other end of the phone couldn't hear anything in the background, only the wind.

Shen Chao must be standing in a very unpopular [outside].

Everyone has a home to return to, and someone to cuddle up to. Even Su Xuan, a deviant and expelled villain, can have a normal family who opens his arms to him on a cold winter's New Year's Eve. The comforting normal parents have a table of New Year's Eve dinner that they don't need to bother to prepare.

But Shen Chao has just left from the busiest place after recording. He will definitely perform martial arts very seriously, and show it to every household who will wake up from the lights of thousands of houses tomorrow. They are praising, laughing, and playing. Flicking Weibo to welcome the new year in the background of the TV that was turned on but no one was watching it, he exclaimed that Shen Chao didn't know what he had learned this year, and he was willing to perform martial arts on stage to entertain everyone in the New Year.

No one would know that Shen Chao, who was watched by so many people, left from the busiest place, and is now still in the least bustling [outside].

Su Xuan couldn't even ask why you haven't come home now, nor could he ask if you want to come over with me.

He inadvertently peeped through Shen Chao's lonely secret, knowing what kind of deformed family he came from, and then taking him in and disturbing him self-righteously, if he accidentally showed his feet and sympathy, it would be too embarrassing for Shen Chao.

Especially now that he has to see his father, who is not easy to dismiss.

Su Xuan could only smile and say, "Am I the first person to tell you Happy New Year?"

Shen Chao's voice was imperceptibly soft: "You are."

Su Xuan said seriously: "Then I will be the first person to say Happy New Year to you every year from now on. If others are ahead of me, you are not allowed to accept it."

"Okay." Shen Chao said, "Happy New Year, Su Xuan."

"Am I your first one too?" Shen Chao asked in a low voice.

Su Xuan said: "Yes!"

Shen Chao: "Then I can also be the first person to say Happy New Year to you every year in the future?"

Su Xuan said with a smile: "From now on, I approve it. If someone speaks earlier than you, I will make them withdraw it."

After he said this sentence, Su Xuan was in a daze for a moment, and suddenly he couldn't help saying: "Shen Chao, I miss you so much."

Shen Chao's breathing paused, and he said, "Su Xuan, can you pay me back the ten hours you owe me tonight?"

Su Xuan said "Huh?" in a daze, and said, "What?"

"You lower your head." Shen Chao said.

Su Xuan slowly, slowly opened his eyes. He looked down from the balcony. His floor was not high, and he could see a slender man standing in the street lamp, and the light poured down from the top of this man's head. , forming a dense halo of light around it, with blurred and gentle outlines, like the only figure left in the washed-out film.

And this figure was obsessed with raising his head, he didn't say anything, he couldn't see anything clearly, but Su Xuan knew that he was looking at himself.

In the bustling world, only this person standing on the extra street turned his back on all the bustle and came to see him.

The balcony where Su Xuan was standing was so noisy, and there were happy gatherings of all living beings everywhere, but he forgot that the least lively [outside] was so close to him, and he could find it downstairs in his house.

And someone was standing in this [outside], silently watching Su Xuan being surrounded by these voices, looking up without taking a step closer, even the moment they wanted to be together, they had to spend the time they owed in the past to get it.

It seems that Shen Chao also felt that on such a New Year's Eve, he should not disturb the excitement of Su Xuan and others.

Shen Chao raised his head and exhaled white air before speaking: "Is it okay?"

He didn't know how long he had been standing there.

Su Xuan's eyes were sore: "When did you come? Why didn't you come up? Don't you have the key to my house?"

Shen Chaojing said after a while, "I've been here for a while."

Su Xuan said, "Then what are you doing standing outside?"

"Today is New Year's Eve." Shen Chao was silent for a while, then said, "It's inconvenient for you to meet me at your house."

Su Xuan was stunned for a moment, he understood what Shen Chao meant, and his heart became sore uncontrollably.

I met my new boyfriend who moved into my house and had nowhere to go on New Year’s Eve. In the end, I ended up living in my own room alone when the owner’s house was away. I was obviously going home for the New Year, but I just came back to get things Su Xuan encountered such a Shen Chao, whether he left or stayed with Shen Chao in the end, it was an [inconvenient] choice.

And Shen Chao didn't want Su Xuan to be in such a difficult situation, he thoughtfully hid in a quiet place alone, quietly waited for Su Xuan's departure, and then came in again, as if he was just an invisible tenant of Su Xuan.

This can avoid Su Xuan's "inconvenience", and allow Su Xuan to leave behind Shen Chao who was alone at his home without any psychological burden, and blend into the New Year's Eve reunion in a hurry and happily.

The more Su Xuan thought about it, the more he felt uncomfortable. He still laughed and teased: "Don't you think it's inconvenient for me? Why do you want me to know that you are here and let me accompany you?"

Shen Chao was silent for a long, long time this time, his voice seemed to lose light and was a little hoarse: "Call me and say you miss me."

So those quiet evasions are meaningless, and the thoughtfulness of assertiveness has become unattainable. Only Su Xuan's longing is real, just like his uncontrollable longing.

On the dimly lit New Year's Eve, the most smoky reunion scene Shen Chao could imagine was nothing more than a non-embarrassing and evasive smile that Su Xuan showed after he lowered his head and found him there, and that was enough.

But Su Xuan gave him more, he said I miss you so much, Shen Chao.

This made Shen Chao couldn't help wondering whether Su Xuan liked him more than he imagined, whether even if he appeared, Su Xuan could stay here for him instead of falling into a dilemma .

They walked here cautiously, and they have already lived in the house and can't get together. They really can't be regarded as a pair of smart lovers.

But probably all people who are with someone they really like can't be very smart.

Su Xuan felt that he might really be in a daze. Obviously, now is not the best time, nor is it the most suitable place to embed. He himself has not been involved in a lot of things in the family, so he asked Shen Chao to come in and walk. It's already big enough, if you walk in a hurry, you will be in trouble.

He has repeatedly warned himself that falling in love with Shen Chao should be done step by step, and a wrong beat may lead to future troubles.

He is a 26-year-old mature adult, and he can't do everything so indifferently, but Su Xuan can't help it every time.

Can't help confessing, can't help holding hands, can't help hugging, kissing, making love and living together.

He was like a boy who couldn't help but run when he saw Shen Chao, as if the age and stability in his body accumulated over the years disappeared with falling in love with this person, and he became younger and reckless , become whimsical, become ignorant.

As long as Shen Chao is in front, Su Xuan can keep running towards him at a sprint speed of [-] meters until Shen Chao opens his arms and hugs him tightly.

It doesn't matter if you hurry up, anyway, this person will not change, it's okay for him to tell other people sooner, and it's okay for him to tell Shen Chao sooner.

Su Xuan coughed and said, "It's not impossible to be with you for ten hours..." He paused, and then said, "Shen Chao, do you want to go home with me?"

"Shall we meet the parents?"