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Du Mu laughed hysterically, the rubber belt on his body turned white from the struggle, and the hospital gown on him was stretched away, Du Mu's scars from Shen Chao's forceful blows were shockingly exposed outside the blue and white striped hospital gown, Mottled bruises spread from the shoulders all the way to the waist like a snake, one can imagine how crazy and powerless Shen Chao was when he hit people.

It was obviously a scar that caused the pain to inhale when he should be breathing, but Du Mu didn't seem to feel it, he couldn't stop laughing, tears came out of his eyes, and his voice was even hoarse: "—he never felt Painful, because he can understand each other with a pervert like Du Taki, and can think from the perspective of Du Taki. Of course, Shen Chao will not be in pain. He has always been condescending and watching me cry, watching his parents and Yun... It's just a farce in front of him, just as arrogant as Du Taki."

"Same, disgusting." With tears in Du Mu's eyes and a crazy and bewildered smile on the corner of his mouth, he said in a trembling tone, "Does he really love you, Su Xuan? Do you dare to accept the love of this kind of person? "

Du Mu's emotions seemed to have finally found an outlet, and the corners of his mouth cracked: "He was indifferent to his father's pain in this kind of marriage, and he allowed his mother to use some high-sounding excuses to distort and shape a person with a normal view of emotions, Ask the other party to share their love with others—”

"—What's the difference between this and what Du Long did to Yun Jieying?"

Du Mu tilted his head to look at the expressionless Su Xuan, and smiled innocently: "Do you know why I said you look like Yun Jieying, Su Xuan?"

"—Because you made a lifetime promise to a scumbag similar to Du Taki, will you also become the next..."

"It's ok." Su Xuan interrupted Du Long calmly. He put his hand on the handle of the wheelchair. The pungent smell of disinfectant in the ward made Su Xuan feel a little stuffy in his heart. He slowly adjusted his breathing to soothe his emotions.

Su Xuan actually wanted to yell at you for what shit you said, but a big star like Shen Chao is his boyfriend, so it would be too rude for him to do so.

But Du Long laughed louder and louder: "What are you running away from, Su Xuan, you all go and lean around Shen Chao, you, Liu Man, Wang Muzhe, even Du Long, and her, you don't want me, go lean Next to Shen Chao, but is he a good thing? He can cover him up like this now—" His gaze finally revealed all the blurry disguises, and it became deeply dark, with a strange and strange smile on the corner of his mouth. smile.

Du Mu tilted his head slowly, and lowered his head to see Su Xuan's expression: "—to cover up Shen Chao is just a person who grew up in the same family as me and is similar to Du Long. "

"Why am I being given up again and again in comparison with this kind of person?" Du Mu said word by word.

Su Xuan's chest heaved up and down, he closed his eyes, all the ups and downs of his heart were calmed down and churned silently, Su Xuan seemed to see the lonely and independent Shen Chao four years ago at the moment when he closed his eyes, wearing a school uniform thin and silent Standing in the middle of the crowd, it was like a piece of ice that could not be melted in the crowd. His side face was as cold as an ice knife. Even if he didn't speak, no one dared to approach him.

And Su Xuan chose this person at the first sight, and rushed over with a smile, saying, like a moth that has jumped on the ice by mistake, he made a bright and sure decision-he is suitable to play my boyfriend, he must understand, he must Can deduce the love I want.

Su Xuan thought so.

He wanted to cry a little.

【Will you like others just because you like me】

【My liking for him...is an abnormal obsession】

[Is it unchangeable? 】

【How long will you like me? 】

【I'll move in, if you drive me out, I won't go either】

【How long will you love me, Su Xuan? 】

[I love you until I die, Su Xuan. 】

...

The hug and confession outside the crew, the wasteful departure four years ago, the hugs and kisses in the ward, the heart walls and love letters that filled the entire record book, the sky-high price of gambling when leaving alone, Shen Chao repeatedly, repeatedly Ask him in the breathless kiss, how unchangeable is the unchangeable love?

Should it not be changed for a year, or for four years, or for a lifetime?

When asking this question, did Shen Chao have given himself an answer in his heart, but he still didn't let go of Su Xuan's hand.

If love and liking are such a cruel thing in Shen Chao's world, they can only be used as deadly weapons to separate each other, long-term love never exists, dedicated lovers are all in dreams, adults present to him All kinds of indifference and accidents, telling him that these things are so dirty, telling him that betraying the other half are all natural and human instinct.

If it is wrong to like someone in Shen Chao's world, then how much courage does he have to devote to break his mistake in order to love with Su Xuan desperately.

In his mind, Su Xuan is just a passerby who has to withdraw at any time, what is Shen Chao thinking, so that he can give such pure, unchanging, self-torturing love without reservation.

Su Xuan has always known that liking is a very difficult thing for Shen Chao, he can wait for Shen Chao to come over slowly, if it is really not possible, Su Xuan can run forward to meet Shen Chao.

But in the end, Su Xuan discovered that Shen Chao had tortured himself for a long time, but he still walked over calmly with blood dripping all over his body, and held Su Xuan's hand.

Already in such a state of embarrassment and uneasy liking, already liking to bet on the possibility of unhappiness and instability in his life, Shen Chao still didn't dare to hold it too tightly, allowing Su Xuan to let go of his hand and leave at any time.

Su Xuan raised his head and blinked his eyes. He let out a breath and put his head down, looking straight at Du Mu: "Is this what you want to tell me?"

He couldn't help snorting, with tears in his eyes, but he didn't care: "That's it?"

The smile on Du Mu's face gradually disappeared.

Su Xuan chuckled lightly, and this smile showed contempt and irony on his face. He rarely showed such an unfriendly expression, but when he showed it, he did not disobey: "Du Mu, Shen Chao is not like Du Mu at all. Taki, I'm not Yun Jieying either."

"Shen Chao never tried to hurt me, and you, Du Mu, you are just jealous of Shen Chao, you are jealous of Shen Chao like a clown, jealous of him growing up from that kind of unconventional family Being able to grow up so well, standing under the bright lights, welcoming the warm love of thousands of people, jealous that he can come out on his own, do whatever he wants to do seriously without relying on anyone, and take it seriously his own life..."

"Dumu, you are jealous that Shen Chao can be loved and love now. I believe that there is his other half in this world. You think that torturing him will make this world have another person who is as sad as you. Du Taki's scum?"

Du Mumu looked at Su Xuan with no expression on his face, and his hands on the hospital bed slowly tightened.

Su Xuan's tone was calm: "No, no matter how much you inflict the pain you have suffered on Shen Chao, he will not become the next you, become the next Du Long, you are you, Shen Chao Chao is Shen Chao, no matter how much you toss and turn, you can't turn him into another person."

Su Xuan said indifferently: "No matter how much you torture others, you won't be able to get out, Du Mu, it's not Shen Chao who became Du Long, but yourself."

"You don't have the courage to face the reality, to face what you should face, and you insist on others staying with you in a dark place. Do you believe that there are no good people and true love in this world?"

Su Xuan raised his eyes to look at Du Mu who lowered his head and said nothing: "Senior Yun Jieying, didn't you teach you to relieve your inner emotions by harming others?"

Du Mu's expression suddenly turned ferocious. He tried to get down while holding onto the bed rail. The veins in his neck burst out, and the bloodshot eyes drenched the whites of his eyes. He condescendingly hit the bed rail with gritted teeth: "Don't mention her to me!!"

He was like a trapped beast struggling on a hospital bed. As soon as Du Mu stood up, the black elastic belt pulled him back and restrained him on the bed. Du Mu was obviously still injured, but he still struggled to get rid of the elastic belt. The bandages were stretched white.

Du Mu looked at Su Xuan gloomyly, and the words almost came out word by word: "She didn't teach me! She didn't want to see me half a year before she died! Because I won't let her die! Because I don't give her suicide medicine! She didn't even leave me a suicide note!"

Du Mu panted heavily, he sat back slowly and slumped, and suddenly laughed as if sick: "...Su Xuan, let me tell you, she once believed in Du Long, just like you believe in Shen Chao now. "

"She has been a good person all her life. It is true that she has never hurt anyone, but she is not so pitiful."

Su Xuan paused, looked straight at Du Mu and said, "Du Mu, Teacher Yun Jieying is a good person, not because she wants to live, but because she wants to accumulate virtue for you. Du Mu, you really don't deserve such a good person like Yun Jieying." mom."

"Liu Man was entrusted by her to marry Du Taki to protect you. Guan Qianqian has been staying around Du Taki to take care of you. Do you think you deserve it? It's just that she endured all the pain and lingered on, trying her best to make a knot for you. It’s all good fortune.”

Su Xuan was quiet again: "The last Cantonese opera Yun Jieying sang before her death was called "Selling Meat to Raise Orphans". In the end, she raised her son by selling her flesh and blood, and finally died of a serious illness. Before she died, this woman kept telling her son to leave him alone and let him live well and grow up properly. That's what she did. Mother's greatest joy."

"Yun Jieying has never regretted marrying Du Long and giving birth to you. She worked hard to raise her child, and finally begged to die when she couldn't go on." Su Xuan sneered and looked at the expression on the bed. Pale Du Mu, "But who would know that she raised another Du Taki?"

Before Su Xuan pushed open the door of the ward and left, Du Mu leaned his head back against the wall and said in a hoarse voice: "The one that hit you...Xiaoyun's body won't kill anyone."

"It's full of... pills."

After a while, Du Mu asked in a daze, "Aren't you afraid of Shen Chao? You're not afraid of being with someone like him...Will he hurt you?"

Su Xuan smiled softly, he pushed open the door, and the dense light fell on his soft and smiling face: "Maybe it's because he is more afraid of my injury and accident than me, and I'm not so afraid. "

Du Mu sneered: "Maybe he will lock you in a small mansion like Du Taki, so that you can only look at him day and night."

"That's pretty good." Su Xuan shrugged, "He and I haven't spent our honeymoon yet."