After opening with Dingliu, I became popular

Su Xuan became vigilant again: "Terminate the contract with me? Who do they want to play Du Mu? Could it be forcing Shen Chao to act?"

"Don't worry about that." Liu Fatty rolled his eyes, "Shen Chao is a shareholder, Mr. Shen, and the leader of Star Culture. He won the bet, and Shen Chao beat the UK shareholder's son." Hospitalized, the UK will come to help clean up the mess, do you think anyone like you can be picked up and threatened like a chicken?"

Su Xuan: "..."

That's right, but compared with Shen Chao in this way, it seems that he is so useless.

Liu Pangpang patted Su Xuan's bed angrily and amusedly: "Go to sleep, I will accompany you in bed tonight, you look like an eggplant, if you don't want to talk, don't talk to me, you look like you are not energetic. "

Su Xuan was silent for a few seconds after listening, and then quickly glanced at Liu Pangpang sadly, "Shouldn't a big star who is injured like me sleep at the bedside of a handsome guy who greets me with care?"

Liu Pangpang was speechless: "You can just say let Shen Chao come to accompany you. He should have come out. I saw the notice issued by the police. You can call and ask him to come to accompany you."

The expression on Su Xuan's face restrained a little, and his fingers hidden in the quilt subconsciously twisted: "...It's late at night, and he is also very busy, forget it, in case I call, I haven't let him go yet. When he comes, he just..."

——Tell me what to do if you broke up with me...

Su Xuan got the police announcement half an hour ago.

But now he hasn't received a call from Shen Chao, so Su Xuan has been casually chatting with Liu Pangpang to pass the time and let him stop thinking about it.

After three or ten minutes without waiting for Shen Chao's phone call and news, Su Xuan seemed to suddenly drop in mood without warning.

His mind was foggy, and he couldn't lift his spirits, but he still wanted to keep talking, as if if he stopped talking for a second, these negative feelings would seep out of his limbs and bones, turning him into a A soggy biscuit.

When talking about parents, a topic that Su Xuan would usually skip over with a calm expression, Su Xuan actually didn't bother to spend all that effort to change the topic, and chatted with Liu Pangpang in a self-defeating manner.

It was really embarrassing to say it, as if Shen Chao didn't come to see him and gave up on him, Su Xuan suddenly felt that other things didn't matter.

Whether he was kicked out by his father, or Su Guoqiang's superior status, in the three or ten minutes when Shen Chao didn't call him, the original meaning gradually faded away. Compared with Shen Chao ignoring him, these things seem to be different. It is so important that he needs to be careful to keep his mouth shut.

…Shen Chao seemed really angry, but Su Xuan would rather have Shen Chao bite him, than throw him aside like this, as if he wanted to say it was over, and just ignore it. This tortured him too much, and it tortured Shen Chao too .

That person, Shen Chao... When encountering such a thing, he must be ten times more painful than him, but this kind of pain is tightly held in his chest, like a balloon filled with ink, Su Xuan doesn't even know the entrance Where, I don't know whether I will see a Shen Chao who is out of control, or a Shen Chao who is healed.

Su Xuan wanted to hear Shen Chao's voice and news, and wanted to confirm with his own eyes that he was okay.

But when Shen Chao really called, Su Xuan didn't know if he dared to answer it.

...If he really wants to break up, what will he do?

He felt that he was sick, like a donkey who was still in love with a ton of water in his head.

I don't know how to go to the future where Shen Chao lives in his house.

Hey, falling in love is really hard.

The nurse knocked on the door, then opened the door and poked her head out. She first glanced at Su Xuan on the bed with curiosity and excitement. Su Xuan was brought back to his senses by the knock on the door, and smiled friendlyly at her. laugh.

A lot of medical staff came to see him this afternoon, and a lot of people asked if they could sign their names when they were discharged from the hospital. familiar.

"That..." The lady nurse blushed and twitched a little, "I'm sorry to disturb your rest, I want to ask..."

Su Xuan took over the conversation naturally: "Yes, I can sign when I leave the hospital."

The nurse lady was taken aback, and immediately whispered excitedly: "Ah! Can you sign it for me! Thank you, thank you! Can you ask Shen Chao to sign one for me too?"

"Shen Chao?" Su Xuan was caught off guard when he heard this name, and his heart shrank.

"Oh oh oh!" Seeing Su Xuan's unresponsive expression, the lady nurse smiled and said, "That's right, we have passed the time to visit patients here, but Shen Chao is waiting outside and can't come in." It’s okay, he can just ask the doctor about your situation outside, but I think I’d better come in and talk to you.”

Su Xuan's eyes slowly widened. Seeing his expression, Liu Pangpang couldn't help laughing. He took his clothes and stood up, turning his head to look at the little nurse: "Go and ask Ask, do you want Shen Chao to come in and watch the night?"

"Watching the night?" The nurse was also confused, "Are you asking if Shen Chao wants to come in and watch Su Xuan?"

In her opinion, it is normal for celebrities to visit each other, but the vigil is a bit... emm, anyway, it feels weird, it seems a little too intimate.

No matter how good the relationship is between the two big stars, they can't make it to this point by showing off...

Su Xuan's manager is here, asking for Shen Chao to come in to watch the night... The nurse was a little puzzled, but she obediently asked.

About a minute or two later, there was another knock on the door, and a crack opened. Su Xuan's heart suddenly rose. Before the nurse came in, he asked eagerly: "Did Shen Chao agree to the vigil... "

Su Xuan's voice stopped abruptly.

Shen Chao walked into the ward wearing the sportswear he hadn't changed yet. He looked at Su Xuan with a lot of emotions that Su Xuan couldn't understand. He just stood in front of Su Xuan's hospital bed with such a calm expression. , asking him: "What do I agree to?"

The two looked at each other, and Liu Pangpang instantly got goosebumps all over his body, feeling redundant that I shouldn't be in the room, I should be under the bed.

Liu Pangpang quickly picked up his coat, smirked at Shen Chao, and said, "Su Xuan will leave it to you, I'm leaving!"

After speaking, he opened the door of the room and ran away like a dog, leaving only Su Xuan and Shen Chao looking at each other. Su Xuan took the lead in announcing that he could not hold back Shen Chao's gaze, and said in a low voice, "Have you brought any clothes? Don't let Pangpang send you a set of clothes for a change?"

Shen Chao obviously went straight to the hospital as soon as he came out, without even changing his clothes, Shen Chao refused, and said flatly: "I brought them."

Only then did Su Xuan notice that he was carrying a bag, in which he could see some washing tools and a change of clothes.

Shen Chao had prepared for the night watch and came over.

Su Xuan's heart beat wildly for no reason.

In this ward, the air with the smell of disinfectant that he had breathed for several hours suddenly became sticky, and Su Xuan felt that his lips were sticky.

The flowing time changed from difficult to hot, and the moonlight from the window changed from bleak to pure white. Su Xuan saw Shen Chao's shadow leaning down and landed on his bed, falling into his arms, as if It's like sharing the same bed with him.

Su Xuan folded his hands unconsciously and embraced the shadow. After embracing, he seemed to suddenly realize that this behavior might be discovered by Shen Chao, and his face began to turn red——hugging the shadow was too...that's something.

"Oh, so are you going to change it?" Su Xuan asked.

Shen Chao gave a "hmm" and went into the bathroom with the bag. Su Xuan finally breathed a sigh of relief, and felt that he was worthless after the relief.

Being in the same room with Shen Chao can make him nervous like this, and it's not like he hasn't done more extreme things.

Why did it seem that when he woke up, Su Xuan became that idiot who would be at a loss when he met Shen Chao.

Maybe it's because, every time two people can stay together, it seems that it's not easy to start all over again.

……

The shower head in the bathroom was turned on, and Shen Chao's head was pressed against the cold tiles. The water flow slipped from his eyelashes and the bridge of his nose, and finally gathered in a bunch on his jaw. There were injuries on his face and shoulders. But when he was flushed with water like this, he didn't seem to feel any pain at all, and his expression was so pale that there was almost no pain.

Shen Chao could hear the rustling sound of Su Xuan moving the quilt outside, which made his hands clenched tightly.

He had never seen Su Xuan look so haggard.

His face was so pale that there was no blood in it, his eyes were dodgy and downcast, and he was only a little big when he was hidden under the quilt, like a child who slept in the wrong adult's bed.

It seemed that Shen Chao's thought of hugging and touching could easily break Su Xuan at this moment.

And at this time a day ago, Su Xuan's eyes were hiding the light of the street lamp, he surrounded him with his hands, and with a bright smile, he used his hat to carve out a place where no one would be disturbed, and said, Shen Chao, I will kiss you through the mask , is it interesting?

[Can I kiss you? 】

【Would you like to move to my house and never move out again...】

【Shall we be serious together? 】

...

【I like you!Shen...]

【I like you, Shen Chao】

【We will all be very popular in the future】

Across the set, Su Xuan cocked his head, eyebrows and eyes crookedly to compare his heart to him, hid behind Hua Wei and played tricks with him, and stuck out his tongue after being caught.

Su Xuan grinned at him for the first time after the coercion scene, and Su Xuan leaned on his back after the play and pretended to sleep in a daze...

Surrounded by the lively crowd, Su Xuan seemed to think of something, and turned his head to him in the photo group, can I take the final photo with my family?

After the filming, Shen Chao said [the future will last forever].

All of Shen Chao's future plans are for himself.

He has never expected to meet Su Xuan in the future, but he is only expected to meet him in the future long enough, maybe he will meet Su Xuan again by chance.

And Su Xuan unconsciously responded to Shen Chao's soliloquy, he looked at Shen Chao with a smile, held Shen Chao's hand in his hand, and said to him lightly but firmly, um, the future will last forever.

It was as if he had promised him his future.

But is this the future he gave Su Xuan?

In any yesterday before Su Xuan met Shen Chao, it was better than today. Su Xuan in the university smiled wantonly, and everywhere he went, he was shining with light and brilliance, and accompanied the crazy Roommate, a mentor who admires him, a boss who likes him in the university town, an excellent graduate brother Wang Muzhe who is willing to let him appear on stage...

Such a good Su Xuan, but now he is lying on the hospital bed, just because Shen Chao is unwilling to let him go.

In the crowded crowd, Su Xuan was unfortunately selected as the person Shen Chao loved all his life, and was worn away by him day by day to become what he is now.

Shen Chaoming knew that he was not suitable to be with people, and knew that there were so many better people than him among Su Xuan's choices, but he was still unwilling to let Su Xuan go. Willing to let others do it, he chose to continue to torture each other until Su Xuan didn't want him.

The water washed over Shen Chao's cold white skin, which had an inorganic texture like opaque jade. He slowly opened his eyes, and the water flowed across his eyeballs like a curtain, making his breathing and heartbeat gradually calm down.

Su Xuan's voice came through the door indistinctly: "Shen Chao? Have you finished washing? It's a bit cold, please turn up the water temperature."

After Shen Chaojing for a few seconds, he stretched out his hand and turned the faucet from [cold water] to the side of the [hot water] button, and the steamless water flowed down his lips: "Well, it's turned up."

Su Xuan waited for half an hour before Shen Chao came out of the bathroom. Su Xuan was a little strange. Shen Chao always took a bath very quickly, and it was rarely so slow. But Su Xuan didn't think too much when he saw Shen Chao's usual expression. It was to avoid the wound and wash for a while.

The companion bed in the ward sleeps on a small folding bed, and the folding bed in the single ward is slightly larger, but it is not much better. Su Xuan looked at the small bed several times, and felt that it might be a little longer than Shen Chao , he doubted whether Shen Chao could sleep well.

But Shen Chao opened the spring bed very naturally, put a layer of quilt on it, and lay down on it. In fact, this bed Su Xuan felt uncomfortable to sleep on, but it was so smooth for Shen Chao to lie down. Before Su Xuan had time to speak, Shen Chao Chao had already packed up and lay down, looked sideways at Su Xuan slightly, with a questioning look in his eyes: "What's wrong? What do you want me to do?"

Su Xuan stopped when he said [Do you want to come up to sleep], he cooled down a little bit, and realized that Shen Chao would never come up to squeeze his place, Su Xuan changed the question: "Will this bed sleep?" Could it be too short? Wouldn't it be uncomfortable for you to fall asleep?"

Shen Chao slept on the spring bed with his legs bent sideways, with his hands under the pillow and his head resting on the pillow, as if he was hugging something. From Su Xuan's angle, he could see that part of Shen Chao was still stained with water. Su Xuan took a second look at the collarbone and the overly fair skin on his chest. He felt a little hot on his face, so he looked away.

And Shen Chao's eyes fell on Su Xuan's face leisurely, and his breathing was flat and soft: "No, I won't move after I fall asleep."

Su Xuan knows that Shen Chao sleeps well, although...ahem, the night they slept together, Shen Chao's sleep was not very friendly compared to his, but Su Xuan watched the variety show "morning call", and Shen Chao When I wake up in the morning, there is not even a wrinkle on the quilt, and it looks like a person who sleeps well.

But isn't it a bit strange for Shen to sleep in this sleeping position... Wouldn't it be uncomfortable to fall asleep curled up on the small bed in such a posture as if hugging something?

"Oh." Su Xuan replied, he still wanted to find something to tell Shen Chao, and asked Shen Chao if it was uncomfortable to fall asleep like this, but Shen Chao had already closed his eyes and said softly to Su Xuan: "Sleep, there is What do you call me?"

just fell asleep...

Su Xuan lost his gaze and lay down. After he retracted his gaze, he felt that something was wrong, and then sneaked a look at Shen Chao. Shen Chao seemed to be hugging something to sleep—

Su Xuan suddenly understood what Shen Chao was hugging - it was his shadow.

After he suddenly realized this, Su Xuan's heart constricted suddenly.

Su Xuan was sitting just now, when the shadow fell and just fell into Shen Chao's arms, Su Xuan looked at the wound on Shen Chao's face with his eyes closed and resting in a daze, his heart suddenly began to feel sore uncontrollably.

Why are he and Shen Chao so careful, they are already together and have done everything, but in the end they only have the courage to hug each other's shadow.

Being so close, and it was the rest of his life, he dared not approach even more.

The distance between the two single beds is only a few tens of centimeters, and the distance between the two shadows is only a dozen centimeters. The distance can be shortened by one step, but neither of them tacitly crossed over, leaving the other side alone. There is room for choice.

This is a tacit signal - if the other person wants to go, they can always ask.

Su Xuan doesn't want to break up, Shen Chao doesn't want to break up, so who is this distance left for?

It's just because they are assuming that the other party wants to take the first step. The fear born of love is more daunting than love itself. If love hurts, maybe they would rather hurt themselves a thousand times and hurt others eight hundred.

Su Xuan hugged the quilt tightly, curled up into a small ball, poked out a small head from the bedside to look at Shen Chao, and shouted softly: "Shen Chao, Shen Chao."

Shen Chao opened his eyes, and he asked, "What's wrong?"

Su Xuan looked closely at Shen Chao, and he asked, "When will you live in my house?"

All of Shen Chao's expressions froze in an instant, as if he hadn't reacted, he raised his eyes and looked at Su Xuan in a daze.

Su Xuan lowered his head and babbled to him: "...I can't make a movie now, I have to go home to recuperate after being discharged from the hospital..."

Shen Chao thought that he would hear words like "you will move in when I leave the hospital" as if he had just taken a shower until his head was flooded.

As a result, Su Xuan said: "I'll give you the key to my house first, and you can move in tomorrow."

Shen Chao was quiet for about a minute before Su Xuan heard his voice: "Su Xuan."

Su Xuan said, "Yes."

Shen Chao started calling his name in a low voice: "Su Xuan, Su Xuan, Su Xuan, Su Xuan..."

Those repressed, uncertain, meanings of self-torture judgments, feelings, right or wrong, are all unimportant. As long as this person wants him at this moment, Shen Chao is willing to bear all uncertain results, whether it is good or not. bad.

Even if Su Xuan doesn't want him in the end and he goes crazy, for Su Xuan's tearful smile at this moment, Shen Chao is willing to kill himself after going crazy, to fulfill Su Xuan's love that doesn't know how long it will last at this moment.

Isn't it like this, even if he is only one of the few boyfriends Su Xuan met in his life, Shen Chao thought, if he leaves early before the next one arrives, he might torture himself to the point of going crazy.

Just like it is now.

Shen Chao lightly kissed the root of Su Xuan's ring finger, and whispered hoarsely: "Su Xuan."

At this moment, the name was engraved in his heart, and he was sentenced to the crime of loving this person for the rest of his life, and he couldn't let it go.

Su Xuan answered Shen Chao over and over again, he couldn't hold back his tears, and said with a smile: "If you move in, don't leave, my house keys will not be returned."

"Okay." Shen Chao said, he took a deep breath and said, "I will never move out again."

Su Xuan sniffed, and it was fine if Shen Chao didn't say these words. When he said it, he couldn't help crying. He tried hard to hold back what he said, but still cried: "I can't wait for your call...I thought you to break up with me."

Su Xuan finally understood Shen Chao's feeling of waiting in the car all morning for his call but not getting a call in the end, it was too torturous.

Shen Chao reached out and wiped away the tears hanging from Su Xuan's eyes with his thumb, and said softly, "Sorry."

Su Xuan broke the embankment all of a sudden, and he cried out loudly: "I'm fucking saying that your dog's brain will definitely think of breaking up with me!! You screw me up!! Woooooo!"

"Wuwuwu, when I was waiting for you to come, I thought I was going to be unrequitedly in love with you for years." Su Xuan couldn't stop crying, "I don't want unrequited love anymore, unrequited love is too painful, we both I've done it, what an unrequited love!"

Shen Chao said, "I don't want to either."

Su Xuan cried so much that his face was full of tears, he didn't care about it, and leaned over shamelessly and said, "I looked for you everywhere after waking up, but I didn't dare to call you, I really want to kiss you and hug you, Shen towards."

Shen Chao's breathing paused, and he became quickened. He supported the spring bed with one hand, and his upper body left the small bed straightly and leaned over. Shen Chao said in a low voice, "I really want to, too."

Like adolescent couples in a hurry, they opened their eyes and kissed across the fence chaotically. Su Xuan wanted to get up from the bed, but Shen Chao pressed one shoulder against the bed and kissed him deeply. It was so hard that Su Xuan was almost breathless from being kissed. He could smell the moist moisture in Shen Chao's hair, and he could lick the salty taste of the tears beside his cheeks. Interlocking, Su Xuan was pressed against the pillow and kissed impatiently.

Shen Chao's breathing and heartbeat were the only sounds that Su Xuan could hear at night, which did not belong to him.

His lungs are full of air sinking between his lips and teeth, making him dizzy and fascinated. In the cold winter night, the iron bars around the hospital bed are cold, the tiles and water in the bathroom are cold, and only the lips and lips of the person he likes are cold. Whispers are warm.

"Su Xuan, I like you." He said, "I only like you, until you die, until I die, I only want you."

Shen Chao bit Su Xuan's collarbone, his breathing was rapid and blurred, with an uncontrollable frenzy, and after a few seconds of silence, he kissed again as if dissatisfied: "I love you, Su Xuan, I love you , only love you, always love you."

Su Xuan's tears flowed down uncontrollably, he hugged Shen Chao vigorously, and said, "Me too."

I like it so much, I love it so much that my bones start to ache. To be separated from you is a more terrible pain than lying here.