Red Rose Second Miss's Beloved Wife

Tonight's night was exceptionally quiet, and Liu Siyi hesitated to speak many times along the way, unwilling to spoil the beauty of the two walking in the snow.These years, it is rare to be able to hold hands and walk leisurely like this.

I hope that the road ahead has no end, and they can keep going.

Without too many words, you can understand the intention behind the silence.After being together, Ling Qianyu only expresses her feelings and never tells her troubles and difficulties. She only wants to belong to each other in the only time she spends together.

But Liu Siyi was always preoccupied, with a sad face, she was trapped in an emotional vortex and couldn't get out.

Because she was in a bad mood, she went to wash up when she got home.Ling Qianyu stood in the yard, looking at the rustling snow, and couldn't help sighing.

There was a huge contrast between the coldness in the courtyard and the indoor temperature, Ling Qianyu shivered, and when she got back to the room, she heard Liu Siyi calling her.

"Qian Yu~"

"Come here." She walked to the door and asked, "What's the matter?"

"The period is coming..."

Ling Qianyu turned her head and glanced at the calendar on the wall. It should be a few days away, why is it so early?

"Wait, I'll bring it to you right away."

It is said that a bad mood can cause endocrine disorders and irregular periods, which is like a sign of anxiety. Sure enough, recent events have had a great impact on her.

If she continues to suppress like this, it will only make her more and more unhappy.

Ling Qianyu found a piece of night food and handed it over, then went into the kitchen.She remembered that there was ginger and brown sugar in the kitchen, and usually the first and second days of menstruation were heavy and prone to dysmenorrhea, and when Liu Siyi got her period, she was worried.

This kind of dysmenorrhea caused by the cold palace cannot be cured, it must be recuperated, but most of the time she has no time to take care of Liu Siyi.Sometimes I feel that it is good to live an ordinary life, but I have fallen into a situation of fighting, and my mother's last wish has not been fulfilled.

For Ling Qianyu, she won the throne not for money and power, but for her parents.Ling Guotao's death and Yu Xinyu's regret made her unable to live in the world of two people safely.

She took out a piece of ginger, feeling suspicious.Do you want to shave?Shredded or sliced?How much is appropriate?

She doesn't touch the spring water with her ten fingers, and she is always tied up in the kitchen. She has never even held a kitchen knife.After thinking about it, she searched the Internet and followed the steps mentioned on the Internet step by step.

But the Internet said that eating ginger at night is not good?But the effect is not good without ginger, do you want to add more?

Ling Qianyu shredded the ginger clumsily, but the shape of the cut was so irregular that it was impossible to see.She threw it into the pot with disgust, added red dates and brown sugar cubes, and steamed it over high heat.

Ugly is ugly. There is always a first time for everything. At worst, she will learn slowly in the future... After all, this thing depends on the effect, not the beauty, Ling Qianyu comforted herself.

In order to watch the fire, she stood by the gas stove and never left.During the period, she made a phone call with Yu Xinhuan, and the two conducted a psychological analysis on Ling Shangtian. In order to prevent Liu Siyi from hearing it, she specially closed the kitchen door.

"This kind of self-proclaimed genius, you can't think about him with ordinary people's thinking. His purpose is often beyond your expectations. By the way, does he lack childhood care?"

"What's there to love or not? My uncle and aunt have been arguing for years because of the mistress outside. He didn't like to talk since he was a child. If people don't even communicate and get along with each other, there is no relationship at all." Ling Qian When Yu answered the phone, he didn't forget to check whether the pot was boiling.

Yu Xinhuan was thoughtful on the other end of the phone, "Since the person he is looking for is not you, but Hongxin, it proves that Hongxin is a special existence to her. To judge whether he is kind or malicious, you just need to figure out the relationship between Hongxin and him." As long as there is something in the past, it is a breakthrough, this kind of person who grows up without love and warmth, once he catches a ray of light, it may be a lifetime."

"A ray of light..." Ling Qianyu murmured to herself, and when she heard the whirring sound of the pot, she hurriedly said, "Auntie, I won't tell you, I'm cooking."

"You? Cooking?" Yu Xinhuan's tone was full of suspicion. This niece who didn't even enter the kitchen was actually cooking?

"Um, I'm just making some ginger tea. It's cold. Don't talk about it. Hang up." Ling Qianyu hung up the phone and turned on a small fire to simmer again, trying to force out the smell of ginger and jujube ?

I don't know if Si Yi is alright?

She opened the kitchen door and poked her head out to have a look. Liu Siyi had just finished drying her hair and came out.She didn't look well, she covered her belly with one hand, endured the pain and discomfort, and walked towards the bedroom.

Do you have a hot water bottle that has not been used for a long time at home?Ling Qianyu thought back to the winter when she was a student, her mother would get her a hot water bottle to put on her lap every night. She always said that the air conditioner was not warm enough, and her legs and feet would get cold when she sat there doing homework.

Speaking of that old-fashioned hot water bottle, it has been pressed at the bottom of the box for a long time, so I don't know if it can still be used.Ling Qianyu went to the small bedroom, rummaged through boxes and cabinets for a long time, and finally found it.

The temperature in the bedroom is suitable, but Liu Siyi still feels very cold, her lower body is cold, she sits under the quilt, her legs curled up, and her lower abdomen is squeezed, only in this way can she feel better.

She leaned weakly against the head of the bed, feeling lingering fear of Ling Shangtian's reasoning.Leaving is the best choice right now.Now that Ling Shangbei has teamed up with Qianyu, she has no worries.

It's just... happiness is too short, it's like having a dream and being forced to wake up by yourself.Ling Shangtian was like a nightmare, every day when he closed his eyes, he would wake up drenched in cold sweat.

"Honghong, little Honghong is here." Ling Qianyu came over with a red hot water bottle with a smile on her face, and stuffed it into her arms, "I've used this before, let's see if it's warm."

Liu Siyi looked up, with a faint smile, holding the warm hot water bottle, and found that it was covered with a layer of wool and embroidered with little yellow ducks.

"This, looks a bit old."

"This wool was embroidered by my mother. She said that it would not be too hot, and it could also keep warm. It is still as good as the old ones. After so many years of pressing, it is still as warm as ever."

Hugging Liu Siyi in her arms, she leaned against her cheek again, and the warmth slowly entered her heart.She looked at Ling Qianyu, unable to hide her smile, "I didn't even know you could take care of others."

"You don't know much, the future is long, you can feel it slowly." Ling Qianyu hurriedly went out again, the brown sugar water was almost stewed, it was time to bring it in.

Seeing Ling Qianyu busy in and out, Liu Siyi's vision gradually became blurred. Even though she was by her side and gave countless care and warmth, she still felt as if she was deeply trapped in a cage, unable to get out of the past confinement.

Maybe she guessed it and just didn't point it out on purpose?

Holding the hot water bottle, Liu Siyi fell into deep thought. Her lower abdomen was painful, and she couldn't feel the heat even if she rubbed her feet together. She put the hot water bottle on her lower abdomen to feel the warmth.

"Come on, drink this." Ling Qianyu came in again with boiling hot brown sugar water carefully. She only made half a bowl, and it was enough to relieve the symptoms a little. She was afraid that she would get angry if she drank too much at night.

There are jujube slices floating on the deep red water, and several shreds of ginger in different shapes can be faintly seen.

"You cooked it?" Liu Siyi couldn't believe it, Ling Qianyu nodded proudly, "I will make all the brown sugar water in your life from now on."

"What nonsense, women don't go through menopause until they are in their 50s."

Ling Qianyu sat on the edge of the bed, looked at her with straight face, pursed the corners of her lips, and said with a smile: "Could it be that we can't live to be more than 50 years old? Or do you not plan to grow old with me?"

"Growing old slowly...what a luxury." Liu Siyi lowered her eyes, feeling lost, how dare she assert what the future holds, the crisis in front of her is still unresolved.

Ling Qianyu hooked her little finger, intertwined her fingertips, and half snuggled into her arms, "It's not extravagant at all. Remember, nothing can separate us except death."

"Qian Yu..."

"Shh~ I'm going to take a shower, it won't be hot for a while, remember to drink it up." Ling Qianyu kissed her on the forehead, made a heart gesture, and walked towards the bathroom with a smile.

Sugar is a medicine that can heal the pain in the heart.For Liu Siyi, Ling Qianyu is that sweet taste, all the good things she has done to herself are not enough to repay, whether it is long or short in life, maybe only by going through all difficulties can you meet the rainbow.

During her menstrual period, her personality was extremely sad. After drinking the sweet brown sugar water, Liu Siyi's silent tears flowed down from the corners of her eyes.

Sorrow also requires strength. After drinking the brown sugar water, she felt drowsy, hugged the hot water bottle, and fell asleep on her side.

When Ling Qianyu finished washing and came in, Liu Siyi was curled up and nestled beside the bed. She had heard a saying: a lonely person hugs her in the whole world with a pillow, why is she so uneasy?

Ling Qianyu leaned against the bed, smoothed her knit brows pitifully, and whispered in her ear: "Since the past made you so embarrassed, you can leave for a while, and come back when I help you dispel the haze."

It was she who overestimated herself, thinking that the past was gone, and Liu Siyi had already accepted her rebirth frankly.She didn't expect that when the past was lifted up, it would still be riddled with holes, fragmented like a fleeting shadow. That dark past left a firm impact on her heart, like an intangible wound, which hurts when touched.

She is powerless and helpless, when her ability cannot change everything, she can only let go temporarily.If this battle is won, Liu Siyi will regain her light, and if she loses, she herself will be lost forever.

Ling Qianyu slowly flattened her legs and feet, and fell asleep on the other side of the bed. She put her cold feet on her stomach and hugged her to warm her arms. The coolness chilled her heart, and gently rubbed her On the back of her feet, Ling Qianyu's nose suddenly became sore.

Her eye sockets were soaked with the sense of impending parting, she could feel Liu Siyi's heart that wanted to leave, and her eyes overflowed with sadness.

Parting is cruel, no one wants to experience it, but they have to face it.Liu Siyi had no other choice, she slowly opened her eyes, a tear slid down from the corner of her eyes, she bit her lower lip tightly until her lips turned white, she almost broke her skin and bleed before she let go.

Sometimes, the person who can't let go of yourself the most is yourself.

Is the tacit understanding between them already so high?Liu Siyi was filled with sorrow and joy, she really knew everything, but she didn't say anything.

It's because she can't get out of the past, she can't adjust herself well, it's because she can't help Ling Qianyu in this battle for the throne.The only thing that can be done is not to get involved, there is no other way.

This night was full of sighs and helplessness.

The first ray of light in the morning came in through the cracks in the curtains, and Ling Qianyu woke up from the nightmare, "Siyi!"

She sat up suddenly, the bed was empty, and the house was so quiet that there was only the whirring of the air conditioner.Ling Qianyu patted her forehead, feeling that she had slept so tiredly and heavily, she got up and looked around, but there was no sign of Liu Siyi.

After returning to the house from the vestibule and backyard, I found a piece of paper on the coffee table.

"I want to go out for a walk and experience a winter without you. I look forward to the return of spring, and we will go outing together again."

With just a few strokes, full of sadness and longing, Ling Qianyu sat at the table in a daze, rubbed her face hard, and didn't even have the energy to sigh.

Finally left.

The house is spotless and tidy, and there is a post-it note on the refrigerator door: drink more milk, drink less, no instant noodles, instant food can be eaten just by heating it in a pot.

Walking into the cloakroom, all the shirts and suits have been ironed and hung up in an orderly manner.

The snow in the garden outside the door has been swept away, and there is a sticker on the door frame: Remember not to wear high heels when it snows. Did she sleep? Looking at the gloomy sky, there was no light at all, and the crooked branches were covered with a layer of plain white. She stared at the falling snow, and her heart sank into the endless dead water.

It turns out that there is no way to prepare for parting in advance. Even if you do psychological construction, you will still collapse when you find out that Liu Siyi has left.

She took out her phone and clicked on the location. The red dot on the map was moving away from her little by little, slowly leaving Xuan'an City.