Red Rose Second Miss's Beloved Wife

In the past few days, Liu Siyi was very quiet and often stared out of the window in a daze. When Lanying wanted to talk, she would lie down and sleep.Even Ling Qianyu rarely got any response from her, and her mood became more and more negative.

Although he couldn't understand the communication terms of those foreign doctors, from their expressions and tone, Liu Siyi could feel that the situation was not ideal.

Both Lanying and Ling Qianyu tried their best to show optimism, but she could see that behind those smiles, there was still unspeakable embarrassment and helplessness hidden.

She was frightened by the result and didn't want to show it, so she kept silent.

On the day she entered the operating room, she was afraid, fearing that her last hope would also be dashed.

"It's okay, we're waiting for you outside." Before going in, Ling Qianyu kissed her on the forehead, Liu Siyi could see anxiety from her tired expression.

They are both trying to reassure each other, trying to hide their vulnerability and helplessness.

On this day, Li Xinyao, Ling Shangbei, Haiyu, Lanying, and Qi Muwan were all present, and even Yu Xinhuan rushed back from abroad.

Ling Qianyu's mental state is not good recently, and Liu Siyi's condition is also unclear. Fearing that the two of them will have psychological problems, Li Xinyao invited her back.

While everyone was waiting quietly, Ling Qianyu disappeared, and Yu Xinhuan searched around before finding her in a corner outside.

She was squatting and smoking, with a heavy expression, even a little paralyzed.

"You are so self-willed to degenerate, do you want to give up on yourself or her?"

Hearing Yu Xinhuan's voice, Ling Qianyu's eyes lifted feebly, then lowered again.She lit the cigarette ash with her fingertips, and sighed softly: "Auntie, I have become more and more suspicious of whether what I have done these years is right or wrong. I always thought that I was in control of the overall situation, but in the end I couldn't even protect the one I love. In the end, if I didn't offend them, if I couldn't help showing my love for Si Yi, I wouldn't let Rang suffer so much."

Yu Xinhuan took down her cigarette and extinguished it.

"Tobacco and alcohol can pass the time and amuse yourself, but it will also magnify your worries. I don't want to touch it in the near future." It's not a discussion, it's more like an order. Ling Qianyu must have been in this mood for a while, a symptom of anxiety It is becoming more and more obvious that if you don't kill and stop, you are likely to develop into depression.

Forced to smile in front of others, and repeatedly blamed herself when alone, and the vicious circle continued, both she and Liu Siyi would fall into repeated pain.

Yu Xinhuan knew the seriousness of this going on.

It is impossible for Ling Qianyu to receive psychotherapy, and comfort and guidance may be counterproductive.Yu Xinhuan lowered her head and thought, she and Liu Siyi are both on the victim side, and the people around them are inclined to them, even Ling Qianyu is invincible in the recent battle in the mall, at this time, she needs the opposite, someone needs to use more cruel Reality hit her, and it hit her hard.

Thinking of this, Yu Xinhuan chuckled: "Xiao Yu, let me ask you, what are you going to do if Si Yi can no longer stand up?"

"Then I'll be her leg and take care of her for the rest of my life." Ling Qianyu replied without thinking, she already had the answer to this question in her heart.

"Being her leg? Heh, with your current virtue, you can't even do crutches well. How about being her leg?"

Ling Qianyu was irritated by this sentence, perhaps because it was her shortcoming that made her more irritated, "Why can't I be good at it, I can make her happy every day, I can tease her in different ways, I can even give up my career and stay by her side all the time, I can do anything." Her voice grew louder, and Yu Xinhuan looked at her with a smile, "You should know that the louder you speak, the less confidence you have, right? Bluff, this is my introductory lesson for you."

"Auntie! Don't give me lessons at this time." Ling Qianyu was a little impatient and felt panicked.

Yu Xinhuan was neither angry nor annoyed, but said calmly: "You are too anxious, if this continues, I will let Xinyao take Siyi away, you are not suitable to take care of her, and you will even pass your negative energy to her, if she Can't stand up, how difficult is the mental construction, can you imagine?"

"I won't!" Ling Qianyu strongly denied.

"Oh? You won't?" Yu Xinhuan looked at her for a moment, then said with a smile: "Do you think that a person who sleeps next to you will not be able to find out your insomnia? Do you think those deceptive gadgets can really soothe her heart?" Uneasy? She needs nutrition after surgery, can you cook?

Even if it's a bowl of soup, she can't walk and needs someone to hold her up and down. Do you have the strength?She wants to do psychological counseling, but you can't even help yourself, so how can you say you can take care of her? "

"I..."

Ling Qianyu was speechless after several repeated questions from Yu Xinhuan. Leaning against the wall, she gradually became limp and her mind collapsed.

She had never felt that she was so incompetent. Auntie was right. Apart from doing business, she really seemed to know nothing.This heavy blow shattered her confidence and cognition.

"Xiaoyu, the magnetic field between people will be transmitted to each other. Siyi is so careful and sensitive, so she won't be able to find out that you are not in the right state? Silly child, if you don't cheer up, who can support her? What's more The outcome of the operation is unknown, so there is still hope, isn't there?"

Ling Qianyu curled her legs, curled her body into a ball, and gradually calmed down. Yu Xinhuan's words were like enlightenment. After peeling off the bloody wound, she saw her own vulnerability.

She thought she was enduring pain, but she didn't know that it was not her who was really facing the ordeal.

"You're right. I don't even know how to cook. How can I talk about taking care of her? I can't even hug her. How can I support her world?"

Yu Xinhuan said earnestly: "Life is sometimes very difficult. We have to face some loss and pain. This is the price of living. Don't forget that your responsibilities and obligations to live are not over yet, and your mother's grave has not been moved yet. And don't forget, why did Si Yi pay such a high price for whom? If you give up on yourself, it is tantamount to letting her suffer for nothing. If you don't advance the plan, you will feel ashamed of everyone involved, including the dismissed little girl. police."

"aunt..."

She understands the truth, but Yu Xinhuan's words are full of power, maybe she just needs someone to scold herself to wake herself up.

"Before the operation is over, you still have time to think about it. I'm done talking here, so you can do it yourself."

Yu Xinhuan took a deep look at her and shook her head helplessly.

When walking from the shadow of the corner to the sunlight, Yu Xinhuan saw a figure, she stood calmly, with her own light, no matter where she went, she exuded an invisible attraction.

"Fortunately, you are here, Xinhuan." Li Xinyao smiled gratifiedly, and slowly calmed Yu Xinhuan's fluttering heart.

"Have you heard?"

Li Xinyao nodded: "Only you can say these things, I can't bear it." She knew Ling Qianyu's state and mood very well, Li Xinyao also blamed herself, Liu Siyi was taken away from under her nose after all.

It's just that she is good at regulating, can deeply understand the root of the problem, and won't be led away by emotions.

"Benevolence should be used when it should be used. Anyway, I don't eat fast and chant Buddha, so if I am a wicked person, I will be a wicked person."

"The Buddha will not punish people with kind hearts, let alone..." Li Xinyao smiled sweetly, "With me praying for you, the Buddha knows what kind of person you are."

"Oh?" Yu Xinhuan teased: "Could it be that you think of me every day when you pray to Buddha?"

Li Xinyao didn't answer, but when she turned around, a faint blush spread across her face, and a smile flickered across her mouth.

The operation took two hours and the results were tragic and joyful.The chief surgeon claimed that after this operation, Liu Siyi should feel sensation in his lower limbs, but whether he can stand up depends on the effect of rehabilitation. This rehabilitation may be a long-term process that requires persistence, and it may take a long time.

If it turns out that she is still unable to walk, Liu Siyi will have to rely on wheelchairs and crutches for the rest of her life, which is a semi-paralyzed state.

Cruel hope is nothing more than that, this news is heavy, but it is an ending that must be faced.

After waking up from the operation, Ling Qianyu only said the good part, Liu Siyi was full of hope, and the haze of the past few days finally dissipated slowly.

He could not be discharged from the hospital in the first month, and had to undergo various examinations at any time, and formulate a rehabilitation plan based on his physical fitness and recovery.

Li Xinyao and Yu Xinhuan were worried about the two of them, so they stayed for a while longer.Yu Xinhuan counseled Liu Siyi psychologically, "Siyi, what do you want most in life?"

She chatted in a casual way.

"I never thought about it, but I'm actually a little envious of the relationship between Professor Yu and Aunt Li." Liu Siyi couldn't hide the smile on her lips, and she could feel the subtle feelings between the two.

"Me and Xinyao?" A trace of surprise flashed in Yu Xinhuan's eyes, then she shook her head: "Don't envy us, we got married and separated for many years, and there is still a thorn in my heart that hasn't been pulled out."

"The thorn in your heart is..." Liu Siyi ventured to guess, "Is it Aunt Xinyu?"

Yu Xinhuan nodded, thinking of Yu Xinyu, she still felt a dull pain in her heart: "The most beautiful girl in my heart is Xinyu." She seemed to be suppressing her sadness. If there is anything in this world that can touch Yu Xinhuan's heart, it is Yu Xinhuan. Xinyu's death.

"Professor Yu, can you lighten the immersion in sadness? Pretend to forget, pretend to let go, and force yourself to put down the word." Liu Siyi seemed to mean something, and she looked down at her legs when she spoke, she was still very worried Rehabilitation effect.

I don't know why, the more optimistic others are, the more she thinks it's deliberate, maybe it's to make her happy?

Yu Xinhuan read her worries and patted her on the shoulder lightly: "You don't need to force yourself. In fact, the biggest difficulty in this world is to let go, let go of a relationship, let go of obsessions, let go of pressure, let go of burdens. It sounds difficult. In fact, it’s just a thought, I didn’t do it, I think you can.”

"You can't even do it, let alone me." Liu Siyi laughed dumbly, she had no confidence in herself.

Now it seems that death is not so terrible, what is terrible is the long wait, not knowing where the future is, just like this unsatisfactory body, when will it stand up again?

Seeing her depressed, Yu Xinhuan was thoughtful, then smiled and said, "Do you want to see a scene you haven't seen?"

"What do you mean?" Liu Siyi was puzzled, Yu Xinhuan made a hush and pushed her towards the kitchen, "Qian Yu said that I can't be seen by you, so let's go secretly."

She was mysterious, and Liu Siyi was very puzzled.

Recently, Ling Qianyu doesn't see anyone. She always thinks that she works online and handles various tasks, but she doesn't know what she does.

The open kitchen is very spacious, and it has become Ling Qianyuxin's battlefield. Li Xinyao turned into a mentor and taught her how to control the kitchen.

Ling Qianyu was wearing an apron and her hair in a bun, and she was seriously handling crucian carp with her head down.

"The scales on this side are not scraped clean, can you see?" Li Xinyao pointed to the gills of the fish, and Ling Qianyu cleaned it up carefully, making complaints while doing it: "These fish sellers are too careless."

"The black peritoneum in the abdomen must be cleaned."

"Half a centimeter deep, cut open the back of the fish."

Li Xinyao patiently guided every step, she did not do anything, all the process was left to Ling Qianyu.

She held the kitchen knife clumsily, and manipulated it carefully: "Auntie, won't the fish split when you cut the back of the fish and put it in the pot?"

"No, it's because you didn't learn well."

"It's so strict." Ling Qianyu mumbled for a while, but Li Xinyao ignored her. She is now a "strict teacher" and must teach this "superior apprentice".

Helpless, Ling Qianyu is usually so smart, but she doesn't have any talent and awareness for cooking.

Yu Xinhuan and Liu Siyi stood by the open dining room, watching the mermaid battle being played out in the kitchen.

After the oil was boiled in the pan, Ling Qianyu threw the fish into it before the water was clean.

"Wait!" Li Xinyao hadn't had time to say the words before she heard the sound of "呵呵呵", the oil in the pan exploded out and touched Ling Qianyu's arm, and she almost jumped up from the heat.

"Ahhh, it hurts so much." She only felt that her arm was being pricked by a needle, and after rubbing it lightly, she found that several red spots had appeared.

Liu Siyi was worried and wanted to step forward, holding the wheelchair with both hands and trying to stand up, but Yu Xinhuan pressed her butt down before she left, and she had to sit back down again.

Qian Yu shouldn't be in the kitchen, and her hands shouldn't be used to hold the spatula. Seeing this scene, Liu Siyi felt distressed. How could she condescend to do these things?

Li Xinyao hurriedly put the lid on the pot, turned the fire to the minimum, and said disgustedly: "Stay aside."

"Oh..." Ling Qianyu said helplessly, with a slumped face, "What should I do, this oil is too dangerous."

"It's not that the oil is dangerous, it's that you're stupid. Fish have to be drained before they can be put into the pot. Besides, water and oil don't mix. Didn't you learn that in school?" , she was embarrassed for Ling Qianyu, she didn't understand such a simple and basic thing.

"Then who can remember this, I'm a beginner, how would I know if you don't tell me?" Ling Qianyu blew on the burnt place distressedly, and put down her sleeves, so as not to be discovered by Liu Siyi later.

I saw that Li Xinyao fried the fish completely with a few random stirs, took it out of the plate, and then put it into the casserole to start stewing the soup.

Just ask if you don't understand, Ling Qianyu doesn't mind embarrassing in front of her family: "Auntie, why don't you just put it in the stew pot and fry it?"

"It doesn't affect the nutrition of the soup, but it affects the taste of the fish. After frying, the meat will be firmer, more robust and tasty, but if it is oily, it will be soft and lumpy, which is not delicious."

"I see, so much attention is paid to cooking." Ling Qianyu suddenly realized that cooking is a very troublesome thing, but for Liu Siyi, she is willing to study hard and become the chef at home one day.

Li Xinyao sighed softly, "I thought you were a quick learner and cooking would not be a problem for you. It seems that I think highly of you."

"Auntie, no personal attacks, just cooking, I must be better than blue than blue."

"Then I'll wait and see."

Liu Siyi didn't watch the whole process, but just lowered her head and pushed the wheelchair away.

"Siyi?" Yu Xinhuan chased after her.

"Sorry, Professor Yu, I want to be alone." After that, she used the switch to control the wheelchair to move forward. This electric wheelchair was customized by Ling Qianyu from abroad, so that Liu Siyi could control it freely and walk conveniently.

But all the convenience of this wheelchair reminds her all the time that she is like a useless person now.

Ling Qianyu quietly learned to cook, also hinting to her that she has become a burden.