Autumn Yu'an

After returning home during the Chinese New Year, my parents cooked delicious food every day, and Lin Yu'an stayed at home lazily.

Visiting relatives on the first and second day of junior high school.

All the relatives held a look of "I'm doing it for your own good" and expressed their condolences to Lin Yu'an whether he had a boyfriend or not. When will they bring them home to have a look?When are you going to get married?

"I'm still young, don't worry," Lin Yu'an said with a smile.

"What's so young, this age is almost the same. If you find a boyfriend for two years, you should get married and have children. Women, the later you have children, the more you will suffer!" Seven aunts and eight aunts said in one go.

"Just say Aunt Chen's daughter, married at the age of 33, and gave birth to a child at the age of 35. You don't know how much you suffer when you give birth. , the obstetric examination is about to do amniocentesis, so a long needle will go straight in!".

Lin Yu'an frowned, she didn't want to hear it at all, okay?

"I got chickenpox after giving birth, and my face was rotten and pitted." The relatives next to me chatted very enthusiastically.

"So, women, if you want to give birth, you have to give birth as soon as possible, and you can't exceed 35 years old at the latest, otherwise you will suffer."

Lin Yu'an was in a daze beside her. Calculated, Qin Qingqiu is almost 35 years old. I don't know what her family's attitude is, whether they are also urging her to get married and have children.

Urging marriage and urging children seems to be a must-have option during the Chinese New Year. Those who are not married urge marriage, and those who are married urge children. It seems that the greatest mission and responsibility of a woman in this life is to get married and have children as a tool for reproduction.

However, Lin Yu'an understood that these relatives were just blood ties, and those who met several times a year could not be called acquaintances.

Apart from caring, they come to ask you about getting married and having children, what else can they ask?

They don't understand work and career, but they don't care about current affairs and politics.

What you can talk about is the short things about your parents, that is, the things they think you must go through in your life, and they happen to have experience and can talk about it.

Lin Yu'an lowered her head and played with her mobile phone. They talked about theirs and she played with her own. Anyway, it was just these few days, so I didn't bother to argue.

In the third year of junior high school, it was the annual class reunion, and of course we still ate hot pot.

Lin Yu'an saw Lin Xia again, and she became a lot more mature, wearing a red coat, short skirt, black stockings, and boots, her hair was dyed wine red, permed into big waves, and she had delicate makeup on.

Lin Yu'an wore a long light yellow down jacket, her hair was casually draped, and she was wearing a plaid scarf, and walked to the hot pot restaurant.

"Yu'an, come quickly," Chen Qiulian greeted, and Lin Xia was sitting beside her.

Lin Yu'an beckoned, and sat down in the seat she reserved, which was next to Lin Xia.

"You two look at the bag, let's go get the seasoning." Chen Qiulian and Yang Le got up to get the dipping bowl, leaving Lin Yu'an and Lin Xia behind.

After the breakup at the Michelin restaurant, Lin Yu'an went to Algeria again, and the two had no contact.

"Long time no see, Yu'an", Lin Xia said generously,

Lin Yu'an smiled awkwardly, "Last time, I'm sorry, I left without paying the bill, and I told you those things."

Lin Xia looked at her thoughtfully, "Is that woman in her 30s that night the one you like?".

Lin Yu'an didn't want to hide it from her, so he nodded, "We had a fight before, and I was in a bad mood, that's why I yelled at you, I'm sorry."

"You have nothing to do to me," Lin Xia said with a smile, "You just like me and take care of me, it's not your fault."

She raised her hands to support her face, looked at Lin Yu'an, and said, "I have a boyfriend, we have already had a relationship, and we are living together."

Lin Yu'an raised his head hastily, a little surprised, he was taken aback, and said, "Gong, congratulations."

I don't know why Lin Xia wanted to tell herself such a private matter, but this matter did make Lin Yu'an very uncomfortable.

She remembered that when she liked Lin Xia in the past, just one night, she heard Lin Xia say that she had a first love, a simple kiss, and the behavior of exchanging saliva, which felt a little disgusting.

That night, Lin Yu'an was lying on the bed, whenever he remembered that someone had kissed Lin Xia, he would feel pain in his internal organs.

She didn't dare to imagine that in the future, there would be a man having sex with Lin Xia, which would make her feel uncomfortable to death.

Although now, the person she likes is Qin Qingqiu, not Lin Xia, but after all, it is the person she once liked, and it still feels uncomfortable to talk about such a private matter.

"What's wrong with you? Yu'an", Lin Xia raised her hand to touch her frowning brow, but Lin Yu'an avoided her, and said with a smile, "It's okay".

"That... woman is not suitable for you, she is much older than you," Lin Xia said.

Lin Yuan remained silent, Lin Xia continued, "When I went back to the restaurant that night, the waiter told me that the bill for our table was paid by that woman's friend."

"Her friend said that she is Qin Qingqiu's real girlfriend, and you are just a pet of hers," Lin Xia said softly, "They are all people with rich social experience, and their tricks are also very advanced. , we are different from them."

"Don't listen to other people's nonsense, we have a very good relationship." Lin Yu'an frowned slightly, thinking of the dangerous and threatening woman who walked with Qin Qingqiu that night.

"You two are so different in age, it's not suitable at all. At her age, won't the family urge marriage and birth? How long can she survive? If she goes to get married, what will you do?" Lin Xia said.

Lin Yu'an found that Qin Qingqiu seldom mentioned his family in front of her, and when they were together on weekends, they rarely heard Qin Qingqiu answer the phone at home.

This year's Spring Festival, if Qin Qingqiu is busy bidding, she probably won't be home for the New Year. Is she using this negative way to resist the forced marriage at home?

The end of each year is the busiest time for Mitutoyo. The reports for the previous year, funds, accounts, etc. need to be reviewed and approved by senior management.

As far as Lin Yu'an knew, Qin Qingqiu spent the Spring Festival in S City for the past two or three years.

The Spring Festival in City S is like an empty city. The migrant workers have all left, and there are not many people left. This city has no cultural heritage, only a vigorous economic development.

Did Qin Qingqiu celebrate the New Year alone?

How lonely she must be.

Lin Yu'an was in a daze, Lin Xia was still talking, but when she saw Chen Qiulian and Yang Le came back, she had to shut up.

"I think everyone has changed every year, don't you think?" Chen Qiulian said with a smile, "The ones who have changed the most this year are Lin Xia and Lin Yu'an",

"No, just put on some makeup," Lin Xia said with a smile,

"I can't tell where, but I feel that both of you have changed a lot," Chen Qiulian said with narrowed eyes.

"Yes, I think so too," Yang Le looked at the two of them, and then laughed, "It looks like being nourished by love, and said, are you two in love?!".

Lin Xia embraced Lin Yu'an's shoulders and said with a smile, "Yes, we are in a relationship."

Everyone laughed, and Chen Qiulian waved her hands and said, "Don't fool us with Yu'an, haven't you posted a photo of love in your circle of friends? Tell me, who is the other party?".

"It's a senior from our school, I met at an alumni gathering, and he works in finance," Lin Xia laughed.

"Financial man, yes, he has a future," Chen Qiulian and Yang Le said with a smile, "How about Yu'an you? Tell me, I'm curious."

Lin Yu'an lowered his head and smiled, "Don't force me, isn't Yang Le going to get married?".

"No, I want to know, it's so mysterious, why is it hidden from us?" Yang Le said with a smile, "Isn't everyone aware of my marriage?".

Lin Yu'an twisted his fingers, his face turned red slowly, and he didn't know what to say.

"Okay, don't make trouble with Yu'an, she has a thin skin." Lin Xia smiled and looked at her face, which was rosy.

"It will be decided later, I want to show it to us," Yang Le confessed, "I want to see who snatched me away from Yu'an."

"Understood", Lin Yu'an smiled and shook his head, "Don't talk about me, talk about you".

After the class reunion ended, Lin Xia followed Lin Yu'an out of the restaurant. It was cold and windy at night, so Lin Xia was wearing a red wool coat with a thin wool sweater inside, shrinking her neck in the cold.

Lin Yu'an handed her the scarf, "Wrap it around, you won't be afraid of the cold if you wear so little."

Lin Xia wrapped her scarf around her, buried her face in it, and took a deep breath.

"What are you doing?" Lin Yu'an said with a smile, "Give me back the scarf."

Lin Xia hid for a while, "I'm cold, will you send me back?".

Their homes are not far away, and they are classmates in junior high school, high school and university.

When she was in junior high school, Lin Xia often came to play with Lin Yu'an, and the two of them nestled on the sofa and watched movies.

Lin Yu'an remembered that the first movie she watched in which girls kissed girls was introduced by Lin Xia. It was a Hong Kong movie a long time ago, and it seemed to be played by Takeshi Kaneshiro.

Lin Xia watched a movie called If.Love, and liked Takeshi Kaneshiro very much, so she went to watch all the movies he had acted in.

At that time, Lin Xia only cared about the beauty of the nympho Takeshi Kaneshiro, but Lin Yu'an saw the heroine's best friend, who was walking between her and the hero, but kissed the heroine and confessed to her.

The lyrics sung in the film deeply touched Lin Yu'an's heart.

"If you can't be together forever, at least give us the courage to miss and the power to embrace, so that you can understand the traces of my heart."

Later, Lin Yu'an knew that the song was called Xindong, and that was also her first heartbeat to Lin Xia.

"By the way, let's go", Lin Yu'an stood under the street lamp, the sky began to drizzle, and in the light, you can see the raindrops as fine as a cow's hair, falling on her hair, face, and eyelashes...

"What were you thinking in a daze just now?" Lin Xia asked as before, holding her arm and tilting her head,

"It's nothing." Lin Yu'an smiled, and covered his head with the hood of his down jacket, which also blocked Lin Xia's sight.

The two walked slowly in the drizzle, "I was shocked by what you said to me that day," Lin Xia said in a low voice, "But after the surprise, I found that you did nothing wrong in this matter."

"It's not your fault that you like girls," Lin Xia said, "It's because I was too old-fashioned and stubborn before, and I regarded you as a scourge. In fact, you are still Lin Yu'an, and you haven't changed."

"I'm glad you think so," Lin Yu'an said with a smile, "Finally, you won't hear words urging marriage from you."

"Are you comparing me with your seven aunts and eight aunts?" Lin Xia said helplessly, "Am I that ignorant?".

"I used to have it," Lin Yu'an said with a smile, "Your home is here."

"Are you still friends? Lin Yu'an", Lin Xia looked up at her, took her hand,

Lin Yu'an nodded, "Go to bed early", after she finished speaking, she turned around, stuffed her hands into her pockets, and strode in the rain.

Lin Xia looked at her leaving back, her smile gradually dissipated, and there was a lingering sadness on her brows.

The author has something to say: Actually, I still can’t figure it out. Lin Xia told Yu’an that she had a relationship with her boyfriend. What kind of mentality did she have? They both have their own belongings, but they insisted on saying What does this sentence mean?

I really can't figure it out, after all, it's someone I've liked, so I'm bound to feel uncomfortable.

I don't know if you have ever met this kind of straight girl. On the premise that you can guess or know that you like her, you still want to tell you about her boyfriend.. Do you really think that the relationship is good, it doesn't matter, or is it intentional? answering person?

The day is over, tomorrow will continue...