Autumn Yu'an

"Why haven't you slept yet? The jet lag hasn't reversed yet, how long has it been?" Qin Qingqiu muttered, bent over and began to take off her high heels, her face was flushed from drinking, and she smelled of alcohol and cigarettes all over her body.

Lin Yu'an supported her swaying body, lowered his head to kiss her.

Qin Qingqiu pushed her and said anxiously, "It's all smells, I'll take a shower first."

Lin Yu'an grabbed her wrist, pulled her back to the door, and lowered his head to kiss her lips.

Qin Qingqiu dodged, Lin Yu'an went to kiss her neck, groping with one hand, to lift her skirt.

"Yu'an, I'll take a shower first, it's very uncomfortable." Qin Qingqiu struggled, raised his hand and stroked her head, "Be good."

Lin Yu'an couldn't see clearly, so he pulled her to the sofa, "What are you doing? Damn kid, I'm going to take a bath", Qin Qingqiu swayed and struggled for his hand, but she held her tightly and wouldn't let go.

Lin Yu'an pressed Qin Qingqiu on the sofa, looked down carefully, and just now heaved a sigh of relief, covered his lips, and was about to stick it, but was pushed away by Qin Qingqiu, and when he looked up, he saw Qin Qingqiu's cold smile. Cold and angry eyes.

Lin Yu'an lowered his eyes, not daring to look directly at her.

Qin Qingqiu walked into the bathroom silently, with the sound of running water.

Lin Yuan sat on the sofa, very depressed.

Suspicion is like a seed, once it hits the ground and takes root, it will germinate and grow...

She is an insecure person. Her anxiety comes from the gap in status and experience with Qin Qingqiu, and from her love for Qin Qingqiu. The deeper the love, the more afraid of losing.

Qin Qingqiu is so perfect, everyone will love her, but the only one she loves is herself?

She didn't even say that she loved her.

In Qin Qingqiu's eyes, she is just a child. Qin Qingqiu dotes on her and takes care of her, but will Qin Qingqiu give himself to her?

the answer is negative.

Qin Qingqiu is too independent and pays too much attention to personal space. She rarely lives in Lin Yu'an's house. She is willing to open her home to Lin Yu'an. This is her best effort.

The sound of running water stopped, and after a while, the sound of the blower sounded again. Lin Yu'an turned his head to look at the bathroom from time to time, until Qin Qingqiu came out barefoot.

Lin Yu'an hurriedly took the slippers and sent them over.

Qin Qingqiu put on his slippers, didn't look at her, went back to his room and fell asleep with a cold face.

Lin Yu'an was very uncomfortable, she was very confused and at a loss, she sat on the sofa for a long time, for a long time, until she felt cold all over, and then she walked towards the room.

Qin Qingqiu curled up into a ball and slept on the edge, her white feet protruding from the quilt and laying on the edge of the bed, Lin Yuan pulled the quilt for her to cover her feet, and then she lay down on the other side.

The next day she went to bed late, the curtains were not drawn, and the sun shone through the window, shining on Lin Yu'an's face. She opened her eyes sleepily, and saw Qin Qingqiu lying on her side, looking at her quietly.

Just as Lin Yu'an was about to open his mouth, Qin Qingqiu turned his back with a slightly cold expression, and got up rustlingly.

The breakfast was very perfunctory, two pieces of bread and a box of milk were thrown on the table, Lin Yu'an rubbed his nose, and saw Qin Qingqiu packing his luggage, he couldn't help frowning slightly.

Anger to anger, the trip of the two of them to Xiamen came as promised.

After Lin Yu'an finished her breakfast, washed the dishes and wiped her hands, she saw Qin Qingqiu folding her short sleeves, shorts, underwear and socks into the box.

Lin Yu'an carried a small package of mobile phones, tablets, and charging cables, while Qin Qingqiu packed the boxes and carried a bag.

"I've ordered the car", Lin Yu'an said, reaching out to pick up the big box in Qin Qingqiu's hand.

Qin Qingqiu didn't let go, and pushed the box out the door.

The two took a taxi and took the high-speed train to Xiamen, without talking all the way.

During the period, Lin Yu'an raised the topic several times, but Qin Qingqiu ignored her, and just kept his head down and played with his mobile phone.

In the past, when the two of them went out, Qin Qingqiu would bring a lot of snacks, so before going out, Lin Yu'an took two apples.

As a result, after arriving at the high-speed rail, Lin Yu'an didn't see Qin Qingqiu bring out snacks, and only then realized that someone who was angry didn't bring her snacks.

Lin Yu'an went to buy two boxes of high-speed rail box lunches, and gave one box to Qin Qingqiu.

The boxed lunch was so unpalatable that even Lin Yu'an, who was not picky eaters, ate half of it. Seeing that Qin Qingqiu hadn't eaten a bite, she took an apple from her bag and handed it to her, "cleaned it",

"I don't want to eat," Qin Qingqiu said without raising his head.

After arriving in Xiamen, I took a boat to Gulangyu Island. The itinerary was booked by Qin Qingqiu. Lin Yu'an followed her, not daring to say anything, and snatched the suitcase several times, but failed.

After getting off the boat, it was a bit late, Qin Qingqiu dragged his suitcase and walked forward, the road was under construction, the road was bad and difficult to walk, it just rained, the road was full of mud, Qin Qingqiu thought it was dirty, I walked a few steps with the box, put it down again, pushed it for a while, and then picked it up again.

Lin Yu'an looked at her back, and felt that there was an aura of inviolability all over her body, and a raging fire was blazing.

The back of Qin Qingqiu's shirt was wet, and the hotel hadn't arrived yet, she was carrying a bag and pushing boxes at the same time, with a windbreaker on her arm, she was really in a mess.

In the back, we are climbing the mountain. On the sloped road, the boxes can only be pulled.

Lin Yu'an hurried two steps, grabbed the box, "I'll do it", Qin Qingqiu still stubbornly refused to let go, Lin Yu'an was in a hurry, "I'll push it for a while, I'll give it to you later, okay?",

Only then did Qin Qingqiu let go, and walked forward on his own.

Lin Yu'an's backpack didn't take up his hands, and it was easier than Qin Qingqiu's to pull the suitcase, but as the slope of the mountain increased, he still sweated with effort.

In the end, the two arrived at the hotel where Qin Qingqiu had been, which was on the top of the farthest mountain.

Great, the first time Mr. Qin booked the itinerary by himself, he was able to book the farthest hotel.

Lin Yu'an was panting, sweating profusely, saying that she would give her the box later, but in fact she would not let go.

After checking in, the two entered the room.

Opening the curtains, the blue and vast sea comes across, the afterglow of the setting sun sprinkles on the sea, the cool breeze is gentle, the location of the invincible sea view suite is a bit far, but it has a different view.

After Qin Qingqiu arrived in the room, he lay down on the bed tired and fell asleep.

Lin Yu'an went to take a bath, and saw that she had fallen asleep leaning on the head of the bed, so he reached out to hold her shoulder, trying to put her down to sleep.

As soon as her hand touched Qin Qingqiu, she opened her eyes and looked at Lin Yu'an warily.

Seeing that look in her eyes made Lin Yu'an's heart tingle slightly, she smiled awkwardly, the light in her eyes dimmed, she turned and left the room, "You have a good rest".

Behind the hotel next to the sea, there is a big tree with luxuriant foliage, with swings, wooden tables, and rattan chairs. Lin Yuan sat on the swing, dangling, staring at the sea in a daze.

The setting sun melts into gold, dyeing the sea surface red, the crimson clouds in the sky intertwine with the sea surface, and the seagulls pass by, just like the countless sparks splashed out when the stove is turned on, the dazzling red light finally dissipates little by little.

The furnace was extinguished, and the sparks dimmed little by little, as if the sun was swallowed by the sea surface, and the afterglow disappeared on the sea surface, only the endless darkness spread, and the boundless sea gradually changed from an astonishingly colorful sea to a mysterious sea in the dark.

Lin Yu'an returned to the room, Qin Qingqiu was turning on the computer to process emails, the dim light fell on her beautiful silhouette, Lin Yu'an deeply missed her gentle smile towards him.

Lin Yu'an didn't dare to speak or move, so he just sat aside and waited for her.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and it seemed that it was already 9:[-] in the evening, and Qin Qingqiu hadn't finished his work yet.Lin Yu'an poured hot water and took a few gulps.

She used to have a bad stomach, and it hurts when she was hungry for a long time. She always ate on time.

But the lunch box at noon was not tasty, so she ate an apple and didn't eat anything else.

She was so hungry right now, she didn't have anything to eat, her stomach was sore, she frowned, quietly reached out, pressed her stomach lightly, and drank two more mouthfuls of hot water.

Qin Qingqiu closed the computer. No matter where she went on vacation, she would always take the computer with her, just in case there was an urgent and important email to deal with.

Lin Yu'an didn't dare to speak, and looked at her eagerly.

Qin Qingqiu stood up, took the hanging beige windbreaker and put it on, Lin Yu'an then got up, and followed her out excitedly.

Coming to the door, Qin Qingqiu handed her a hoodie.

It was still a bit cold in Xiamen at night, Lin Yu'an smiled and put on his upper body, and saw Qin Qingqiu staring at the top of her head in a daze.

She touched it subconsciously, and quickly pressed down a bunch of raised hair.

Qin Qingqiu turned and walked out, the two walked down the dark mountain road, Lin Yu'an turned on the flashlight of the phone, and nervously illuminated her from behind.

After walking for a while, there was light, and I walked slowly to the most lively street in Gulangyu Island.

As the New Year approached, there were many tourists, walking in crowds. Although Lin Yu'an was famished with hunger, he didn't want to eat that kind of roasted pig's feet or snacks on the street.

After all, it's the first New Year's Eve, and I still want to eat something delicious.

Qin Qingqiu stopped at the door of a seafood shop, and the uncle was pulling the shutter, "It's closed, come early tomorrow."

Lin Yu'an looked at his phone, it was 22:[-], no wonder the door was closed.

The seafood shops on the street are all closed, and the restaurants are closed for barbecues and the like.

Lin Yu'an was very disappointed. In the end, she no longer expected to find a good restaurant, but only wanted to find a place where she could eat.

A small shop, like a Japanese shop, only with a pot for cooking noodles inside and a row of stools outside.

Lin Yu'an was too hungry to walk, smelling the aroma, swallowed hard.

She looked up at Qin Qingqiu with a pitiful expression.

Qin Qingqiu walked in, and the two of them sat in the small shop with round stools, "Boss, what else can I eat?" Lin Yuan asked impatiently.

"Only sand tea noodles," said the boss,

"Two bowls of noodles", Lin Yu'an raised his fingers and said,

It was so easy to wait for the noodles to come, and they were served in a disposable paper bowl. She hung her head down and gorged herself, and it was delicious.

Lin Yu'an finished the soup, then sighed contentedly, turned to look at Qin Qingqiu, she just ate a few mouthfuls of noodles.

"Don't eat?" Lin Yu'an saw that she was not moving, Qin Qingqiu nodded, Lin Yu'an knew that she was picky and didn't eat much at night, so he brought her bowl over and ate it up again.

After her stomach was full, her mood improved a lot. After she finished drinking the soup, she had a satisfied smile on her face, her eyebrows and eyes curved.

After dinner, it was past 23:[-], the shops were closed, and there were a lot fewer people. The hotels on the island were expensive, and many people went back and forth by boat on the same day. They stayed in Xiamen at night, which was more lively.

The two slowly climbed the mountain back to the hotel along the road, Lin Yu'an looked at her back, feeling a little aggrieved for no reason.

It was supposed to be a sweet New Year's Eve between two people, how did it become like this?

With a bang, a firework exploded from the seaside of Xiamen, lighting up the night sky and illuminating Lin Yu'an's lost face.

Qin Qingqiu stood on the edge of the cliff, without shelter, and could see clearly, the lights all over the city of Xiamen, dotted with stars, and the fireworks blooming in the sky, reflecting the vast sea.

"Qingqiu", Lin Yu'an called her, stood beside her with a red nose, and stretched out his hand to hold her.

Qin Qingqiu sighed softly, and Lin Yu'an saw the water flashing in her eyes.

"It's because I didn't do well," Lin Yu'an apologized, "You are so kind, I don't feel safe, and I'm afraid that others will snatch you away."

Qin Qingqiu looked into the distance and said softly, "I learned a word this year, it's called the halo effect. It means that when a person does well in one aspect, others will think that he can do well in other aspects as well; just like At that time, I was appreciated by the old man for my technical skills in this major. He felt that I could also do a good job in management.

It's called the halo effect."

Qin Qingqiu's cold voice was low, with an indescribable charm, "And recently, I was thinking of a word, the black hole effect;

I want to explain it as that when a person has a slot or stain, people will focus all their attention on this point, and it will continue to expand, eventually swallowing up all the flaws in this person. Flash point".

Qin Qingqiu turned to look at her, "Your heart is constantly being eroded and covered by the black hole. Could it be that everything I have done for you can't make you believe me?".

The author has something to say: In fact, I have been thinking about these two words, the halo effect and the black hole effect. I won’t talk about the halo effect. In fact, what I want to say is the black hole effect. Of course, this is what I use to match the halo effect. Yes, sometimes, I see people nowadays, it is easy to elevate one thing to a certain height.

I wrote a long paragraph and then deleted it. After all, there are many things that cannot be expressed in words, because the same problem may have different perspectives and thinking.

Just read the text carefully.