Baiyun ambition

"My place is very good, Mom." Yan Xiru put down his chopsticks wearily, his only appetite was lost by Shen Zhi's tossing, "Don't send me soft-shelled turtles anymore, even if you stew with dragon claws, you can't care less Those places."

Since getting to know Shoushou and eating these things with hard shells and four legs, Yan Xiru has no face to go back to see her godfather-in-law.

Shen Zhi opened the thermos for him, and there was a layer of waist flowers underneath: "You can figure it out yourself, have you reached the age when men can't go out, and you can make up a little bit. It's still open for now, in case it gets blocked again in the future." Have you?! When you want to vent, you will cry!"

"..." Yan Xiru had a mouthful of greasy meat stuck in his throat, unable to swallow it no matter what.He lay on the bed for three days and was not allowed to go anywhere except the toilet. According to the urologist, he had to stay here for at least half a month. It was the first time he felt that the ward was so narrow.

Yan Xiru didn't dare to take a day off before, thinking that he would take a day off, and it would be a few months for the patient to be wasted.Now the heavens give him a few days off, but he feels uneasy, as painful as being in prison.

Shen Zhi stayed in the ward until evening, but Yan Xiru couldn't see it: "Mom, aren't you going to the classmate reunion later, why don't you leave?"

"Oh," Shen Zhi packed his things as if waking up from a dream.Before going out, "You're already like this, isn't your little boyfriend coming to see you?"

It turned out to be waiting here.Yan Xiru stretched her waist and said with a smile, "He is very busy. He has to work hard to support your bedridden son. I usually visit him secretly."

It was another round and round night for the little boyfriend.Yu Fangyun has no moment to relax, a box of lunch is cold and then hot, hot and cold again.Finally sat down and opened the chopsticks, the red light flashed again.

"Doctor Yu, the ambulance brought a patient with ARDS!"

Yu Fangyun put on a white coat and ran over in a hurry, but when he reached the hospital bed, his legs suddenly went limp—it was Mrs. Yan who pushed in.

He took a deep breath, forced himself to calm down, and quickly checked the patient's condition. He found that he was in respiratory distress, his lips were cyanotic, and his consciousness had been slightly impaired, and he couldn't respond to calls.On physical examination, the bilateral pupils were equal in size and circle, with a diameter of 3 mm, and the light reflex was reduced. Widely distributed moist rales could be heard in both lungs.The systolic blood pressure was only in the [-]s, the pulse oxygen was in the [-]s, and both white blood cells and neutrophils were increased.

Yu Fangyun raised his head and asked the nurse, "Where is her family?"

The nurse said that a caring aunt came along. The old lady had chronic bronchitis and a history of obstructive sleep apnea syndrome. She had been using a non-invasive ventilator at home for several years, and she stopped using it on her own in the past six months. .In the past two days, the old lady said that her heart was stuffy and her cough became worse. She thought it was just a cold. She took some medicine to suppress the symptoms and she didn’t care about it. She choked a bit after eating today. After the thing is coughed up, people will die.

Yu Fangyun turned off the flashlight and commanded calmly: "Give me the dopamine first, the amount of 15."

When the emergency chest CT was taken, the lung texture of the patient's lungs was thickened and disordered, and the lungs were diffusely distributed with patchy cloud-like high-density shadows and the borders were not clear.

"Consider aspiration pneumonia, do not rule out negative pressure pulmonary edema following upper airway obstruction."

Yu Fangyun put down the film, returned to the bedside, and checked the patient's oral cavity: "Prepare for oral intubation, mechanical ventilation for adequate oxygen supply."

The nurse reminded him: "Dr. Yu, the invasive operation has not been signed yet."

"Rescue first, and I'll take care of it if something happens." Yu Fangyun put on his gloves, his rhythm was steady, "Xiao Wu, come here and help suck the sputum."

The nurse outside opened the door and came in: "The family members have been contacted, and they will come here immediately."

"Okay." He already held the endoscope in his hand and started the endotracheal intubation.

When Yan Xiru received the news and rushed over, the old lady was still in the emergency room.Shen Zhi also just arrived, at a loss, and couldn't speak clearly: "Auntie said it was because of aspiration that she couldn't breathe, and she had respiratory failure. Grandma's heart is also not good, what should I do, Xi Ru, what should I do, you Grandma must be fine..."

He helped his mother to sit down by the wall, and he stood upright by the door alone, with the word "rescue" above his head in shocking red. Yan Xiru remembered being chased by his grandmother in the corridor of his father's hospital when he was a child, and ran to the door of the emergency room , It was also these three red letters that flashed, and someone collapsed on the ground, crying like hell.

The little boy stopped and was caught by his grandma: "What happened to them?"

Grandma picked him up and whispered softly, "Their grandma is gone."

Yan Xiru hugged grandma's neck at once, and begged childishly, "My grandma, don't leave!"

"Good girl, grandma isn't going anywhere."

After standing for an unknown amount of time, Yan Xiru felt the soles of his feet stiff, and when he lowered his head, he realized that he was wearing a hospital gown and no slippers, and ran out barefoot.

There was no news from the emergency room, only the sound of panicked footsteps and the sound of equipment being pushed. His legs seemed to be filled with lead, and his whole body was nailed to the mud. Gray fear submerged him little by little. An exclamation came from behind: "The doctor is out!"

A ray of light suddenly broke through in front of his eyes, it was the color of the white coat on the man's body.Yu Fangyun came out of the emergency room to inform that the patient's blood pressure, heart rate, blood oxygen and other signs had temporarily returned to above the safety line, and he had just been sent directly from the emergency room to the ICU ward, and continued ECG monitoring was still needed.

"The family members come to sign the consent form for the invasive operation." He glanced in Yan Xiru's direction through the crowd, but the latter seemed to be unable to move, and his eyes were fixed on him.

"Doctor, I'll come." Yan Chengsong rushed to squeeze in, stepped up and took the paper from Yu Fangyun's hand, "Sign here, right?"

After explaining a few words briefly, Yu Fangyun hurriedly got into the ward again.Yan Chengsong made a few phone calls, during which Yan Xiru stood in the corner, maintaining a disconnected state that could not be read back.

It was not until late at night that the nurse let them in to visit through the glass window.

The ECG monitor was beeping, and the trachea was still connected to the ventilator. When Yan Xiru picked up his grandma's CT scan, he could only see an air broncho sign, but just now Yu Fangyun mentioned "lightning pulmonary edema", which is the most serious Acute pulmonary edema of the acute pulmonary edema type, accompanied by a significant increase in blood pressure at night and then low again, is a rare exclusive diagnosis, which requires a quick and experienced doctor to make a diagnosis except for common cardiopulmonary diseases.

Yan Xiru quietly looked at the hospital bed, only feeling afraid.Yan Chengsong stood beside him: "Your mother already knew about that?"

"Well, I don't know who it is."

Father sighed softly: "Your grandma also knows."

This was beyond Yan Xiru's expectation, and he said in astonishment, "Are you angry with me this time?"

"No, it won't be. She has been persuading me not to meddle in your affairs." Yan Chengsong turned to look at him, "Grandma told me that if she leaves suddenly... this is her last wish."

Yan Xiru's hands and feet were cold for a moment.The instrument made two beeps suddenly, and the father and son trembled in fright, as if they were frightened, and they no longer had the strength to confront each other.

They stood side by side in front of the old man's bed for more than an hour. "You should go back to rest earlier, you are already sick." Yan Chengsong walked out.

"Dad." Yan Xiru called to stop him, "I intended for you to see those photos. Forgive me for choosing such a straightforward way, I'm sorry."

He thought he was also in a daze.No matter how close the relationship with his father is, he would not choose this straight-in and straight-out method to poke his father's heart.

Yan Chengsong wanted to say something, but in the end he just shook his head with a cold face and hunchbacked away.Passing the door, I saw Yu Fangyun standing there, unable to dodge his eyes, held his hand and said: "Thank you, doctor."

Yu Fangyun came in with the medical records in his arms, hung the rescue records on the window again, and glanced at Yan Xiru's bare feet.

"...This is really a barefoot doctor."

Yu Fangyun took off his slippers and kicked Yan Xiru, but was pulled a step closer and stepped on his instep.

Yan Xiru's eyes were red, and he squeezed his elbow: "When you were alone in the emergency room just now, what were you thinking?"

"Scared, very scared." Yu Fangyun said frankly, "Because that person is your grandma."

"Afraid that you are still talking about invasive operations? You are responsible, how do you want to be responsible?" Yan Xiru tightly grasped his slender wrist, "If you don't save him, you can still change your life for another." Life?"

Yu Fangyun opened his eyes wide: "That's your grandma... Even if it wasn't your grandma, I can't just watch the patient lie in front of me and do nothing."

Yan Xiru was silent, his fingers wiped the temples opposite him, and he was covered in cold sweat. "Yes, I was so frightened that I questioned you."

Yu Fangyun was exhausted physically and mentally, it was too tiring to throw himself into his arms and say something like this, but he could only squeeze Yan Xiru's hand.There are still [-] beds to guard in the second half of the night.

"Nine-bed ventricular fibrillation!" "Prepare the defibrillator—"

The bell rang quickly, and he ran around the hospital corridor late at night.

After staying in the ICU ward for three days, the old lady's condition and vital signs finally stabilized, and she could be transferred to the general ward for further treatment, but she still slept in a daze every day and woke up occasionally.Yan Xiru was still living in the courtyard upstairs, so she couldn't stay by her side all the time.I came to visit this day, and finally met the old lady who was awake, accompanied by her son.

The atmosphere in the ward was harmonious, and Yue opera was playing on the TV, but Yan Xiru walked into the ward, bent his knees without saying a word, and knelt down in front of the bed.

The old lady turned pale with shock: "What are you doing?!"

Yan Xiru shook his head, bent forward straight, and bumped his head against the iron railing beside the bed.

The old lady was anxious to get out of bed to pull him, but her son stopped him: "What are you doing! What are you two doing!"

Yan Chengsong looked at Yan Xiru with a cold face: "Aren't you right, then why are you kneeling?"

The sunlight kept shining into the depths of the ward, and Yan Xiru's shoulders were as straight as a city wall, standing still.

Yan Chengsong was caught off guard, took a step back, and his eyes were about to blaze again.He really gave birth to a good son, standing up and kneeling when he wanted to!The whole world is at his feet, what a marvel!

He gritted his teeth: "So? Are you really supposed to kneel down in front of your grandma's bed, just to give in? Can you force me to agree to your ridiculous affair with a man?!"

Yan Xiru said: "It's up to now, whether you agree or not, I can't turn back."

The old lady pulled him hard: "Get up first, get up and talk," then turned her head to look at her son, tears welled up, "Fang Yun is a good boy, let's talk to your dad, don't be like this...don't be like this Force him!"

Yan Xiru held his breath and shook his head, then buried his neck and kowtowed deeply three times, making a thumping sound.

In the last blow, he slammed into the railing with all his strength, and bright blood gushed out of his head instantly, and the old lady clutched her heart in shock.

"I kneel down on this yellow sky and thick soil, and kneel on your kindness." He grabbed the ground with his head, then raised his eyes to look directly at his father, "There are so many insults, I am ashamed and embarrassed."

Yan Xiru straightened up again and stood up, wiping off the blood stains on her head with one hand.

"I will do what I should do to the end, but for the rest, Dad, I'm afraid it will be difficult for me to repay you for all the expectations and ardent expectations you have placed on me."

Yan Chengsong met his resolute gaze and felt that his heart was unbearable, but it didn't hurt or hurt. It was a big piece of blood dripping empty. He personally gave this hard-won son a good name. ah!

A lot of trouble, ashamed Xiru... ashamed Xiru!

"Grandma, I'm leaving, and I'll see you tomorrow. I will be transferred to Longshan Hospital in the second half of the year, and it is no longer convenient to live at home. I will move out of the house when I am discharged from the hospital." Yan Xiru walked to the door, turned to look at Yan Cheng Song, "Dad, you and my mother, take care of yourself."

Seeing his back disappearing outside the door, no matter how bright the sun was, Yan Chengsong couldn't suppress the desolation in his heart, Yan Chengsong almost felt that he had grown old overnight.

——He Zeng said frankly that my expectation for you is nothing more than the same as your grandfather's. I want you to be a safe, healthy, ordinary person who lives a normal life.But I have never dared to admit that you are no longer the little bird I protect in my hand.

...you have already flown towards the sun.