Baiyun ambition

There is an old banyan tree with withered roots on Yushu Street. In the world of lush branches and leaves, the troupe under the tree is also full of scenery.Now the spring is scattered, but a new bud sprouts on a dead branch, which can be regarded as the result of the bustle of the past.

Lao Zhuang took Yan Xiru to the two most remote stores. When the previous owner moved out, the previous signboards were removed, the walls and floor tiles were refurbished inside, and the moss on the patio was shoveled clean.Lao Zhuang couldn't understand him: "I beg you, you just agree, and the money will be exchanged for such an empty store, and you will spend all the private money for marrying your wife? As for it."

Yan Xiru walked around the courtyard, his steps unrecognizable to all relatives: "I set up a platform at the south foot, one three five West Chamber, two four six jade hairpins, and then I will block the door every week and sell Guiling ointment."

Lao Zhuang: "Can't the knife be opened?"

Yan Xiru walked to the front of the hall, the door was open, facing the banyan tree covered with dead vines: "Open, all open."

Yu Fangyun worked overtime until late at night, and when he came out, the lights were crowded, and the night snack signs on the street were all lit up.Passing by the fruit stand in front of the house, the proprietress called him enthusiastically: "Will you still buy walnuts today?" He walked a few steps and turned back: "Weigh a catty for me."

His temporary residence is very small, with only room for a bed, a table and a water tank.A green-shelled tortoise was lying in the tank, with the character "Shou" on its back. It was Yu Fangyun's pet for 18 years, named Shoushou.

Yu Fangyun peeled fresh walnut kernels, crushed them and fed them to Shoushou, and then cooked a bowl of clear water egg noodles.He can't eat anything, but fortunately he can eat it by himself.When the water boiled, I put the walnuts in the bag one by one on the window sill, waiting to dry, and the walnuts from last week were still spread there.

The background sound for cooking is a song "Jade Dragonfly Going to the Temple", Wang Junan's version, the sound is particularly soft and dense, with deep affection.

As soon as the noodles were put into the bowl, I received a call from my second uncle: "You just entered the hospital, you're still used to it, you can eat and drink well, didn't you cook by yourself? If you need anything, just tell your uncle and aunt. Let Yu Lin send it to you, if we can cook it ourselves, we won't cook it ourselves."

Yu Fangyun was amused by his instructions: "Is it so unpalatable, it won't kill anyone."

The second uncle said with tears in his eyes, "Uncle has tasted your craft very early, and it is unforgettable."

Yu Fangyun's parents passed away early, and he was taken home by his aunt to raise him when he first started school, but he was introverted and unloving, like a little hedgehog who was wary of his surroundings. It was the little turtle left behind by my father who was talking.At that time, my uncle and aunt hadn't given birth to Yu Lin yet, and my relatives thought Yu Fangyun was the child of this family when they saw her. My aunt didn't explain, but hugged Yu Fangyun and touched the back of her head.Later, Yu Lin was born, and became a few grains of two extremes, one was too lively and the other was too deserted.One is too clear, the other is too stupid.

Yu Lin's most common sentence from novels is: "Brother, why are you like this."

"What's the matter with me, did you fight for me? Didn't I give you snacks? Didn't I copy homework for you?"

"Then can't you just coax me, bro." Yu Lin said pitifully, "I just stepped on dog shit."

Yu Fangyun looked at him tenderly: "Hey, stay away from me."

The second aunt on the other end of the phone also came up: "Fang Yun, I bought a few boxes of peaches from Yimeng Mountain. When Yu Lin comes back next week, I'll ask him to bring them to you. Hurry up and eat them, the peaches won't last long."

Second Uncle snatched back the phone and lowered his voice: "Don't eat peaches as food either. Uncle secretly sent you a few boxes of instant noodles. Eating those foods is healthier than burning your own food. Just don't tell Second Aunt."

A high-pitched voice rang out: "Lao Yu, I'm not deaf yet!" The two people on the opposite side argued over which one should be eaten as peaches or instant noodles. Yu Fangyun took a sip of the noodle soup and felt that Yu Lin was really happy.

At this time, several messages popped up on the screen one after another. Yu Fangyun glanced at them, and they were all long texts sent by his seniors.After a long time, under this series of concerns, he replied with the word "yes".

Concern is not reciprocal, and sparks are not guaranteed to be sparked between the condolences between you and me. His recent time is very precious. He goes to work and learns to raise turtles. He will not look at unnecessary feelings.

Before going to bed, Yu Fangyun went to the balcony to pick two of the best growing walnuts and put them in the drawer, rolling them around.The walnuts he usually buys are dried in the sun, and he picks out the beautiful ones and hides them in this drawer.Yu Lin once said: "Brother, I think you are raising turtles just as a cover. After so many years, what you are really raising is this drawer."

Yu Fangyun smiled without answering, hugging a drawer of walnuts like a winter hamster, he has his own treasures.

After taking Yu Fangyun's traditional Chinese medicine for two days, the grandmother in bed five felt that her chest was no longer tight, her waist pain was gone, and she still had the strength to hold the doctor's little hand.Yan Xiru bit the bullet and listened to her heart, but was stopped again: "Doctor Yan, don't you like to listen to operas, can you sing a few lines for me too, grandma wants to hear it too."

Yan Xiru was afraid of her, so he ran away. "Jiang Jian! Can you arrange for her to be discharged from the hospital?! I think her hand strength is stronger than a cow!"

At the meeting in the afternoon, Yan Xiru originally thought that he would be named and criticized for the four complaints last month, but he did not expect that there were twelve complaints from the urology department next door, and the competition became more and more fierce.He was in a good mood after the meeting, and walked back humming: "He laughed at you for planting peaches and Li Xichun, who couldn't stand the pornographic scrolls and clear lights..." When he walked to the door of the office, there were intermittent voices from inside, "...he laughed I don't care about being rich and honored, and I'm indifferent to official careers, and I don't care about fame."

It was right.

The sudden appearance of a figure at the door made Yu Fangyun, who played "The Immortal with Long Eyebrows", tremble with fright.Grandma applauded: "You sang very well, even better than the two sighs just now."

——How many songs have you sung? !Yan Xiru's happy mood disappeared immediately, and the medical records fell on the table: "What are you doing?! Use this as a stage!"

The old woman slipped away quite quickly, Yu Fangyun looked at him innocently.Jiang Jian said that she had been on five beds for a long time, and Dr. Yu coaxed her to sing a few words in order not to delay her work.Yan Xiru was even angrier when he thought about it. A fool like Jiang Jian who doesn't understand opera can hear it, but he only listened to half a sentence. "That's me disturbing you? How about I go out and you continue?"

Jiang Jian was excited when he heard it: "Okay, then you close the door."

Yan Xiru slammed the door and left: "This is a bad show! Who cares to listen to it!" He didn't rush to Gu Yuanying's scene, so would he care to listen to an amateur kid? !crazy!

But the mouth is so hard, on the operating table, my mind is still playing the two sentences of Qianyouan in a loop, it is not my crooked tune, but Yu Fangyun's soft voice.The sound of Yan Xiru hitting the instrument was clear and loud, and a pair of mirror-like eyes on the opposite side were reflected on the surface of the instrument.

He put the thread back, a drop of sweat fell on his glasses, blurring half of his vision: "Clean my glasses."

Yu Fangyun took off his gloves and walked over here, and wiped him with gauze, but it couldn't be wiped clean, and his vision became even more blurred.

Yan Xiru said, "Take it off."

The other party stood on tiptoe and took off the glasses on the bridge of his nose with both hands.Yan Xiru turned his head sideways, just in time to see the person in front of him clearly. His eyes are like bean jade, his eyebrows are like a heart, and he looks like a cardamom.His thumb suddenly dropped, and the surgical forceps he was holding hit the iron plate, and with a bang, it smashed into the bottom of his heart.

After returning from the operating room, something happened to the people pushing and shoving in the corridor.Eighteen-bed Liu Rui locked herself in the ward, and didn't answer anyone's calls.His mother wiped her tears at the door: "He coaxed me to go out to buy steamed buns, and when he came back, he locked the door and didn't let me in. It's been an hour..." Turning around, he slapped him, "It's all your fault! What did you say in front of him? !"

Cousin rolled up his sleeves and murmured reluctantly: "Am I wrong? Didn't it just mess with the ass to make it like this, dare to do it but dare not say it, it's not because I didn't do that..."

"Shut up." Yan Xiru gave this cousin a gouged look, and the other party fell silent.Seeing that he couldn't find the key on the left and right, he simply raised his long legs and planned to kick the door: "What key are you looking for, just kick it open. Head nurse, how much is this door?"

"It is written on the hospital facilities, the isolation door, [-] thousand."

The long legs snapped suddenly. "Then let's look for it more carefully."

When Yan Xiru came back, the door of the ward was already open.There was only one light on in the room, and Yu Fangyun sat under the light facing Liu Rui, with his back to him.Two children were sitting cross-legged by the white wall. Yan Xiru took a closer look and found that they were playing flying chess.

Yu Fangyun turned his head when he heard the footsteps, made a booing motion, and held a handful of transparent chess pieces in his hand.Yan Xiru then closed his mouth and sat down beside the bed.Liu Rui's hands were inconvenient to move, so he could only throw dice, and the chess piece was moved forward by Yu Fangyun.This cardamom also plays the game slowly, even if he casts six points, he still moves forward one frame at a time.When throwing the dice, Liu Rui finally showed the expression that a boy of this age should have on his face, muttering "666" before letting go.Yu Fangyun laughed along with him.

In fact, Yan Xiru still doesn't know whether Liu Rui fell from the seventh floor because he stepped on the ground, or if he really wanted to end his life.They walked for nearly two hours with flying chess, and finally ended with Yu Fangyun's four planes being eaten up by the opponent.

Yu Fangyun asked him: "Are you still going?"

Liu Rui thought for a while, then shook his head: "I'm hungry."

Yan Xiru's legs were numb, and he finally stood up: "I'll call my mother in."

Mama Liu has been standing in the shadow behind the door, caring and timid, not daring to bother the doctor: "Xiaorui has that kind of disease, and it's been a long time since he's been so relaxed. I'm so happy today, I'm really happy, thank you doctor so much gone."

Liu Rui lay on the bed obediently, with steamed bread crumbs on the corner of his mouth: "Doctor Yu, come early tomorrow to change your medicine, I don't feel any pain."

Yu Fangyun said, "Okay."

Yan Xiru walked behind and closed the door of the ward: "Do you have the key to this door?"

"There is no key," Yu Fangyun shook out the scalpel from his sleeve, "I pried it open."

"...Eighteen thousand is useless, it should be changed to eighty thousand." Yan Xiru pressed his hand holding the knife, only to find that the tiger's mouth was blue, "What's wrong with your hand?"

"When he pried open the door just now, his cousin wanted to rush in aggressively. I stopped him, and there was a little physical conflict." He said lightly, but Yan Xiru immediately turned green, patrolled around, and locked his eyes The man in the corner.

Cousin is making a phone call against the wall: "You are so young, you didn't know how to do well in last school, you just learned to do this kind of thing with others... If he wants to commit suicide, let him commit suicide! I'm ashamed of him To live...to see a doctor? What kind of disease! I don't think the doctors in this hospital are good people..."

Yan Xiru stretched out his long arms, snatched his mobile phone, and then snapped, and the ring on his back shattered.The man was stunned for a moment.

"It's not wrong for him to do this kind of deed, and it's not worth committing suicide with this kind of disease. It's really hopeless to have a selfish and stupid relative like you." Yan Xiru flicked his wrist and threw the phone back on him.The man cursed in a low voice for being crazy, and walked away dejectedly.

Yan Xiru took a deep breath and saw Yu Fangyun standing there without moving. The child had just arrived at the hospital and probably hadn't seen much of the world. "scared you?"

Yu Fangyun shook his head. "When I was an intern, I went to an infection hospital. I saw many young people with AIDS. Like Liu Rui, they were all infected in college." He lowered his eyes and said calmly, "The physical pain of such a patient is What is invisible, contemptuous gazes and gossip sarcasm are the visible knives, cutting bones one by one... But it's not all their fault, ignorance and impulsiveness are not reasons to be hurt by others."

"Some of the education is simply not enough and the screening mechanisms are not mature enough..."

Yan Xiru was taken aback when he heard this - he was thinking about these things when he was playing flying chess, no wonder all four planes were eaten.

"But you are a doctor. You have to see the progress of medical care. HARRT has greatly improved the quality of life of HIV-infected people. You are only responsible for treating people. The popularization of sex education and protection awareness has nothing to do with you. You can't control so much " Yan Xiru leaned slightly and met his eyes, "Think about yourself first, should you also improve your defense mechanism?"

Yu Fangyun was at a loss: "Prevent what?"

"The campus is not an ivory tower to protect students. Similarly, the hospital is not a barrier to protect us. Next time you encounter such a family member of a patient, don't rush up there foolishly with empty hands."

"I just stopped him, no..."

Yan Xiru interrupted him: "I know you didn't, but how do you know if he hid a knife behind his back just now? Your random words may irritate him. Hospitals are never safe. Don't give anyone a chance to hurt you. "

Yu Fangyun was stunned and did not speak, Yan Xiru raised his hand and touched his forehead with the back of his hand: "Remember to walk around next time, or come to me."

The skin was cold, but it was so hot that someone's eyes widened and his cheeks were flushed.

Yu Fangyun fluttered his eyelashes: "...Uncle, I'm not used to you talking so well all of a sudden."...It's not just unaccustomed, it makes people stand up all over.

"I'll get used to it after listening to it more, I have no other intentions."

Seeing the cardamom's frown slowly unfolding, Yan Xiru finally said: "It's those few scenes of yours, can you sing it again?"

The author has something to say: The scent is too fast, and I didn't make it through a chapter.