Baiyun ambition

There were many people in the hospital, and Yan Xiru had tasted the sweetness once, so he regarded Lu Fuding's ward as the only treasure, and came one after another.Kissed and kissed, touched and touched Yu Fangyun at the blind spot between the doors.

Lu Fuding originally suspected that the frequency of Yan Xiru's visits was in the dark. After two days of staring, he finally found some tricks.

When he came back again, the old man was still thinking with a calm face: He shouldn't have opened his mouth to take care of these things, but for Yu Mingfu's sake he should have asked more... But so what, he didn't take care of his own son.

Yan Xiru added a cup of tea for him, and frankly confessed: "Old man, I like your little apprentice, we are on good terms."

Lu Fuding's face was blue, he was silent for a long time, and he said: "Then he can like you like this?!"

Yan Xiru chuckled: "He just likes me."

The old man was deeply prejudiced, and snorted coldly: "You didn't lie to him to like it, did you? How long can you like this kind of child's play house relationship."

"No matter how much he likes me, I will always tie him by my side. Regardless of temper or body, no one is more compatible with him than me." Yan Xiru smiled slightly, "Old man, I am not asking you I just told him, Master, that I will be his only in this life, and he will be me in this life.”

"How long has it been? You just..." Lu Fuding couldn't go on talking, let out a breath of hostility, "One by one! They will make me mad..."

Yan Xiru closed the lid of the tea and narrowed his eyes slightly: "Who told you that your apprentice is a little fairy whom everyone loves, how can I feel pity if I see it?"

Lu Fuding sneered: "Oh, I feel sorry for you, but you are deceived."

"Obviously I was the one who was tricked..." Yan Xiru had a cheeky smile, but she smiled shyly.

Yu Fangyun is still the character who hides thousands of thoughts and only reveals a few points, but he doesn't need to say anything, he just stands on the stage lightly, and he deceives himself into a trance, and the monkey falls upside down.

Lu Fuding pondered for a long time, then slowly said: "I just want to ask you a question, what do you think of him?"

Half a joke and half an oath, seven parts sincere and two parts determined, and one part cowardly that I don't believe in myself.

Yan Xiru has never been so cautious: "I regard him as a treasure."

In the operating room, Director Yan stood with two ordinary laparoscopes, and was confirming the sutured incision in the patient's lower abdomen.The nurses were already chatting, talking about Liao Sijun who just went to Longshan Hospital and took up his post.

"Have you heard that once Lao Liao goes to Zhetaki, he might be able to become the deputy dean, and he is the number one leader in surgery. If you say that he is really smart and won't let himself suffer, this is not considered an assignment, he is not going to be a leader Well."

"It can't be calculated like this. Although the position has been promoted, who can he lead if there is no one under him? Besides, he has worked hard for half a year in Longshan for surgery, and he may not have earned as much money as he has spent here in a month. A camel that starved to death is more expensive than University of Martha, what rebates can a small hospital in a poor place get, it must not be as comfortable as here..."

The sound of "dong" was the sudden crisp sound of Yan Xiru's clip hitting the instrument plate, and the trivial discussion over there was suddenly stopped.

As soon as the person left, the wall fell down and everyone pushed, and the drum was broken by thousands of people.Liao Sijun honored the contribution of half his life in this hospital, covering up every blemish.Negligence on the operating table cannot be exonerated. Yan Xiru doesn't think he is completely innocent, but he can't help but feel chilled.In the face of an accident, even colleagues who have fought side by side cannot understand you, so how can you expect patients and their families to understand.

Standing on the operating table for another afternoon and evening, the cynicism and sarcasm towards Liao Sijun from the people around him was even more exhausting, Yan Xiru almost fled the operating room in a hurry.

When I got to the locker room, I received a strange phone call when I was changing clothes. It was the secretary of the dean I met on the plane.They threw in an olive branch again, and the conditions were doubled, more advanced surgical platform, professional team, generous treatment... Any doctor who is stuck in the professional title will be moved by this.

Yan Xiru knows that the conditions are attractive without careful planning. He is just an ordinary surgeon, an ordinary deputy chief doctor, and an ordinary man in his thirties. This is an even better chance.

The opposite side pressed each other step by step: "If your goal has not been achieved, come to us and promise to help you achieve it together."

Yan Xiru was also silent for a while.He was frustrated and confused in Tongshan, and he also struggled on the edge of giving up. In the end, the rope that bound him was nothing more than the continuous hot blood in his heart that could not be discarded.

But if there's nowhere to spill the blood, it's just a fire pit for yourself.

He didn't reply for a long time, and opened the door of the closet, just in time to see the white coat hanging on the inside - with a bunch of cardamom on the end of the pink pen on the chest, which is the only bright color.

Yu Fangyun worked the night shift in the emergency department that night, and encountered a series of troubles one after another.The old man who used alcohol as white wine for a bottle, the man who swallowed two eels alive, the student who collapsed before finishing his homework and swallowed half a bottle of sleeping pills, and the cat who swallowed a ring that couldn't be pulled out...

The doctor, who has always been calm and calm, laughed angrily: "You are a human being, I really can't see other animals."

Even the colleagues at the opposite door sighed: "Doctor Yu, you have too many strange patients today, don't you?"

Yu Fangyun only smiled lightly: "Yes, I can't control the situation."

All kinds of things in the world are revealed overnight.The continuous stream of patients in the consultation room continued, and it was not until the middle of the night that the waiting line at the door saw its head.

The last patient was a kid with a bad belly, his face was as round as his belly, he was holding his belly and moaning, his mother patted the back of his head: "Quick, go and tell the doctor what's wrong with you."

The little boy ran over: "Doctor, what's wrong with you?"

Yu Fangyun blinked because of the cuteness of the childish words that rushed to his face.The boy turned his head all of a sudden: "Mom, my brother's eyes are uncomfortable."

Then he turned around and pressed the napkin in his hand to the doctor's eyebrows, "Don't be afraid, brother, I'll put gauze on you so that it won't hurt anymore."

Covered with a tissue in front of his eyes, Yu Fangyun couldn't open his eyes from laughing, but he heard the sound of the door opening.As the warm air paved the surface, the white paper in front of my eyes was lifted, and it crashed into a pair of deep pupils.

Yan Xiru's heart melted from the man's crooked expression: "Doctor Yu, are you happy at work?"

The last kid left in the consulting room, Yu Fangyun didn't drive Yan Xiru out.He only went up to three o'clock in the morning, and then the consulting room on the opposite side continued to operate.

"Doctor Yu, you watch first, I have a treatment plan to discuss with you later, I'll wait for you." Yan Xiru pretended to be serious, stretched his long legs, and sat on the chair beside Yu Fangyun.

The little boy's stomach was ruined by eating, it's not serious, and he doesn't need to hang up the water, just eat two packs of montmorillonite powder.Hearing that there is no need for injections, the children clapped their hands happily.

Yu Fangyun was typing the doctor's order on the computer, Yan Xiru pretended to look closely at the screen, put his hands on the back of the chair behind the doctor, and his elbows were still rubbing his shoulder blades.Yu Fangyun noticed his ulterior motives, his fingers crackled and he just wanted to finish writing quickly, and suddenly his waist felt cold——Yan Xiru actually went through the pockets on both sides of his clothes, put his whole hand under the white coat, and walked along the edge of the shirt. The gap slowly stroked the smooth skin a few times, and then poked in from the hem... The doctor's cold sweat dripped down.

The little boy tilted his head curiously: "Brother doctor, what's wrong with you?"

"It's okay." Yu Fangyun was still neatly dressed and calm on the surface, but his hands had already stirred it inside, and the water was turbulent.He shook his head and handed him the prescription, "Okay, just take the medicine and you'll be fine."

The door clicked gently again, and the hand on the back was also unscrupulous, sliding up and down along the spinous process of the vertebrae, and the callus of the thumb rubbed against the spot on the tailbone.

Yan Xiru asked him, "Doctor, what's wrong with you? Do you want me to take a closer look at you?"

Yu Fangyun was hugged on his lap, and sat with his back twisted, Yan Xiru touched the last button of his coat. "Didn't you leave work early, why are you back?"

"Our adultery/love is finally known by your master." Yan Xiru looked at him and smiled, "I'm so happy that I can't sleep."

Yu Fangyun pinched the back of his hand severely: "What's there to be happy about?"

"He can bear his own son with Zheng Changyuan. If a man like me who is pure, pure and self-disciplined becomes his son-in-law, Lu Fuding will wake up laughing in his dreams."

Yu Fangyun supported him to stand up, turned off the computer, put the prescription in the drawer, and got ready to leave work.Yan Xiru lowered his head and found the paper bag at his feet, "What is this?"

"My second aunt's gift, I never had a chance to give it to you." He added, "She made it with her own hands. You should be mentally prepared before opening it."

"Why didn't you give me such an important thing earlier? Could it be the same sweater as your godfather's. I wear it too."

Yan Xiru opened the paper bag with a froze smile on his face—it was a pair of red woolen pants, because there was not enough thread left over for Yu Lin's father to knit a hat, so it was still a pair of woolen shorts.

Yan Xiru held up his trousers and compared them in front of him, but they were neither long enough nor wide enough.The second aunt is indeed Yu Lin's mother, and she said she knew it. When she hooked the wool, she imagined a boy who was more beautiful than a girl and gentler than water. Who knew that Yan Xiru's crotch was even wider.

"Now you can also change couple outfits with my second uncle." Yu Fangyun said, seeing him lock the door and come back, he stood in front of the table and began to untie his belt.Surprised, "...you are not asked to change now!"

"Then do something else." Yan Xiru crumpled the wool and put it on the table, hugged Yu Fangyun and lifted him up.

This waist is as soft as satin, and it will snap when twisted.The warm light revealed two pairs of intertwined eyes, and Yu Fangyun's whole body was kneaded into a ball of wool in his hands, panting, unable to connect up and down, tightly clutching the corner of the table, and heard a faint click sound.

He lifted his neck weakly: "You dare to take pictures...I'll kill you."

Thick waves swept over, moving mountains and seas, Yan Xiru hugged him on the shoulder: "You kill me, I will give you my life." Panting heavily, trembling connected the two people, "I will give my life for the rest of my life." is you."

……

Sweat sticks to the balls of wool, rubbing out balls of wool. Yu Fangyun's elbows rested on the balls of wool so that he didn't get scratched, but his soul was scattered. Spring floods.

Yan Xiru entangled his fingers, picked him up from the table, straightened his coat, and everything was tidied up as before.

Yu Fangyun wrapped his arms around his shoulders and muttered, "I've been working all day and I'm very tired."

Yan Xiru was gentle with him: "Then I'll carry you back later."

The corridor at four or five o'clock in the morning was sparsely populated, Yan Xiru held him by the waist and went out from the back door of the duty room, so that Yu Fangyun's fragmentary footsteps would not appear too abrupt.As soon as he stepped out of the gate, he spread his arms out, unable to walk and had to be carried on his back. "It's not like I haven't recited it before."

He has two faces before and after, and now another layer of skin is peeling off, Yan Xiru is so tired that his heart is soft and itchy, and he is willing to do anything.

The morning light is gradually clear, and the moon is still hanging in the sky.Walking on the street with this cardamom on my back, the wind is gentle.

"Actually, I went home and took a nap last night. In my dream, I met my biological mother, whom I had never met. She asked me to take good care of you. As soon as I thought about the importance of this dream, I couldn't wait to come to you after waking up."

Yu Fangyun leaned on his shoulder and closed his eyes: "What did your mother say?"

"My mother said, let me marry you back home as soon as possible." Yan Xiru teased him half-truthfully, "I told her that we originally had two shops for the dowry, but someone tricked me into chasing my wife." She said it's okay, she discussed it with your parents over there, and she will definitely not let you be wronged. "

Yu Fangyun raised his eyes and remained silent for a long time, as if he was cooperating with him, but also as if he believed him: "Really...my parents also know."

"Really." Yan Xiru said softly, "They also said that they are very satisfied with me."

"In that case, why don't mom and dad come to see me once in my dreams?" Yu Fangyun rested his forehead on his broad shoulders, his eyes were hot, and tears welled up, "I also want to ask them, what about me?" Well, are you satisfied with me?"

When Yan Xiru's shoulders burned, he melted himself with just a few drops of water.

Leaving her mother when she was born, and losing her father when she became sensible, this kind of pain was endured too early, Yu Fangyun won't say it, but he should understand.Shen Zhiye regards himself as his own flesh and blood, and Yu Lin's mother treats him better than his biological mother, but after all, there is a difference between biological mother and biological mother, and they are covered with a sympathetic quilt. How could Yu Fangyun not understand.

He comforted softly: "I must be very satisfied. My mother left during the typhoon disaster 30 years ago. In this way, maybe she and your parents have known each other for a long time... So what I said must count. "

After Yan Xiru finished speaking, he felt the person behind him clinging tighter to him, and the warmth slowly moved behind his ears.Looking back to meet his clear eyes, Yu Fangyun burst into tears in an instant.

"Your mother died in the July [-] typhoon disaster." Yu Fangyun's voice choked up, "My mother was still in high school at that time. She was rescued from that disaster and was the last survivor."

"..." Yan Xiru looked at him, her breathing stopped, for fear of distracting from the scene in front of her.

It turns out that going round and round, everything is already intertwined.

"Thank you mother." Yu Fangyun buried his head against his solid back and finally found a shelter.

"Do you know... When my mother first married my father, I was ignorant and bullied her everywhere. Only later did I realize how good she was to me." Yan Xiru laughed to herself as she spoke.

"It turns out that you, like her, are a gift given to me by God."

Destiny, if you take it too seriously, you will blame it for its impermanence, but if you take it too lightly, it always reminds you of the departed relatives, the missed love, and the years that pass away like water.All the pain and regret are not the end, they will be compensated to you in other ways,

So there is a sea of ​​people, don't feel hard if you take an extra step.

Yan Xiru continued to move forward with his burden on his back: "My mother, who doesn't remember her appearance, asked the same question as old man Lu in the dream, and asked me if another mother treated me well. I couldn't answer it in the dream That’s why, and now I know the answer.”

Yu Fangyun wrapped his arms around his shoulders: "What is it?"

The wind and the moon are light, making my heart tremble. "You are my lifelong weakness."