Baiyun ambition

Zheng Changyuan lit a cigarette and stood at the end of the alley waiting for Yan Xiru.The surrounding neighbors hung up Chinese New Year lanterns and Spring Festival couplets, and he was the only one lonely in the bustle.

"They're moving to Yushu Street next month. If you're free, come and help me. I won't be here. There's a lot of noise today."

Yan Xiru asked him, "How did you convince the old man to move?"

Zheng Changyuan said: "Didn't Lu Fuding suffer from low back pain? It also has something to do with the cold and humid place where he lives all the year round. I gave the old man Zhang Yunlu's "Poetry of Streams and Mountains" and asked that it must be offered in an open shop. .He agreed."

"It took so much pains." Yan Xiru followed his gaze and glanced at the damp moss in the corner, "Why are you arguing so fiercely this time?"

Zheng Changyuan narrowed his eyes, and brushed the cigarette ash on his finger: "The girl my mother insisted on pestering her endlessly. Somehow, I found him here and came to the door."

Yan Xiru understood, it's no wonder this man is so decadent, it's really difficult to coax.He didn't have the mentality of watching the excitement at all: "Then you don't have to kneel down and apologize?"

There was no call on the other side for a while, and there was no wind under the wall.He put his feet against the base of the wall, stepped on the mass of moss that was growing on the bricks, and picked up the soles of his shoes to parasitize.Much like the mind he holds in his hand now, being crushed under the soles of his feet contemptuously, no matter how hard he steps on it, he can't finish it.

Zheng Changyuan lit a second cigarette, the smoke was lingering, and his voice was vague: "...Actually, I can't figure out how to continue loving him if this continues."

Yan Xiru had nothing to say.He tried his best not to get involved in the game between the two, it was procrastinating and annoying.

Zheng Changyuan looked at him in turn: "That apprentice Lu Fuding? So fast?"

Yan Xiru nodded: "I'm not as patient as you. The scene of love and love can be played for so many years. I have to hold on to what I want immediately, and watch it all the time to be at ease."

Zheng Changyuan smiled ironically, and then asked, "What did your father think about it?"

"It's useless to explain, I can't fool Yan Chengsong with a few words."

"Then you still dare to harm others." After asking, he thought it was funny, what else could Yan Xiru not dare to do.

"Because I'm sure, no matter what, I can protect him."

The overhead lanterns were lit, and the streets and alleys were full of fire.Zheng Changyuan waved his hand to leave, and Yan Xiru stopped him after walking a few steps. "In the future, when you two quarrel, don't take me with you. The child has no knowledge and will take it seriously."

Zheng Changyuan kicked a stone over, he couldn't stand the person who showed off.

As soon as Yan Xiru walked into the inner courtyard, the cardamom rushed towards him, and the copper basin in his hand also flew towards him, pouring cold water all over his body.

"Uncle Master?!" Yu Fangyun put down the pot, his face paled in shock.

Just now Lu Fuding said that he was going to do spring water crucian carp at night, and the spring was pretended to be the water tank in this courtyard, but the top layer was not clean enough, so it had to be discarded.Yu Fangyun took a wooden ladle and scooped it on the ground one by one, and Lu Fuding said, "Splash it, splash it boldly!"

Then he poured it all on his uncle.

Yan Xiru was so wet that he had no temper. He just felt that the two of them facing each other were funny: "Are you watering the flowers, or are you really showing me how to quarrel? It's true, there are indeed couples who quarrel and throw a basin of water to sweep their husbands out of the house."

Yu Fangyun was wiping his face at first, but he was afraid that Lu Fuding would hear his nonsense, so he stuffed a towel into his mouth.Without making a sound, Yan Xiru just scratched his waist, but instead hugged him into a ball, and the cleanliness of the cardamom would be ruined by him.

"Uncle Master, Uncle Master." Yu Fangyun pinched his wrist and raised his head to beg for mercy.With an innocent and cute expression, Yan Xiru couldn't help but want to kiss him, and the next second he leaned over and touched the tip of his nose.

Lu Chizhang, who has always been regarded as empty, has not yet reached the point of blindness, and finally couldn't help it: "It's almost done, my dad is still in the house." He took Yu Fangyun out of his arms and said to Yan Xiru, "Come with me and find you some clean clothes."

The clothes in the closet are ironed and arranged neatly like rows of trees. They are as old-fashioned and soft as I am, which is very contradictory.There was a brand-new white coat hanging in the middle, and Lu Chizhang grabbed a top and threw it over without stopping as he slid his fingers across it.

Yan Xiru felt that the dress was too tight, and it might be just right with cardamom. It could be buttoned from the bottom to the collar.So I thought of all the things the night before, and my horses galloped around.

Both Lu Chizhang and Zheng Changyuan may have some problems. When they didn't care about their business, they caught others as straws for spreading rumors. It was rare to take the initiative to pour out: "I probably really got angry with him today, and I didn't even leave me a word of anger."

Yan Xiru wanted to be humble, this is not your usual skill. "I met him at the intersection, and I was thinking about it under the lantern."

"It's New Year's Eve again." Lu Chizhang twitched the corners of his mouth, but couldn't hold back a smile. "One year in college, you all went home, and he and I spent a two-person year in the dormitory."

"Is there?" Yan Xiru touched his nose, his memory fluctuated, and he had no right to miss his youth.

Lu Chizhang faced one side of the pane, and could only glimpse a corner of the courtyard with colorful flowers.At that time, there were no fireworks and no excitement. They lit white tea candles on the balcony and set fire to a pot of perilla leaves. As a result, the lights in all households were brightly lit, and only the two of them passed the pot to put out the fire.The water was spilled all over the floor, and the trousers were completely wet. They were so embarrassed that the two of them fell to the ground and looked at each other with a smile, as if time had frozen in one glance.

Zheng Changyuan said that he never remembered his kindness, but he could still vividly remember the shape of the water stain on his cuff that day.He remembered everything exactly, good or bad.

His best youth is in that look.

Lu Zhangzhang shook his head deeply, reaching out for a cigarette, and only after touching his fingers did he realize that the opposite was Yan Xiru.With a bitter smile. "I thought I was an open-minded person. You all said that, and I believed it myself. Whatever happened to me, my life would not go on as usual. But when the girl came to me today, I suddenly realized that It is self-deception to be happy with what comes your way.”

"In the final analysis, Zheng Changyuan has been pulling me away."

Yan Xiru opened the window a little to let the wind in. "It's just that someone came to your door and said some nasty things. You always don't care what others say, so why bother to vent your anger on him. And anyway, he can't really abandon you."

Lu Chizhang shook his head: "But I'm scared." Today the girl came over and took away his last fig leaf, and she said harsh words, which were insignificant.But the most deafening thing is that sentence, "Even if you are a woman, you are not worthy of him."

It was like a blow to the head.

I can hide in the corner and live my life like this with the rain falling from the eaves, but what about Zheng Changyuan?He has always been the proud son of heaven, and he has always wanted to walk in the bright sun.

"In fact, I should have faced it long ago, but I just avoided thinking about it. I knew a long time ago that he would marry a wife and have children, and lead a normal life." A gust of wind blew outside, and a corner of the cotton yarn was blown up, and Lu Chizhang had to cover it this eye. "But I also know very well that I cannot live without him."

The sunflowers on the partition wall bowed their waists in the soft wind, making a gesture of compromise.

Yu Fangyun outside the wall looked up at the person beside him.This time he learned how to be smart, he had to lean against the wall to eavesdrop, no matter how shocked he was, he would not trip himself up.Just now when Lu Chizhang was about to pull him into the room, Yan Xiru thought about it and exchanged a look with Dou Kou.With a tacit understanding, Yu Fangyun hummed and ran to find Zheng Changyuan and came back.

Zheng Changyuan always leaned against the window, hid himself completely, heard this moment patiently, but turned and left without hesitation.

Yu Fangyun chased him a few steps: "Are you leaving now?"

Zheng Changyuan shook his head.He didn't need to listen to anything anymore, he had been silent for a long time at the end of the alley, and now he finally got everything. "I can't survive", this sentence alone is enough for him to survive for countless ten years.

Lu Chizhang didn't know it, and was still reflecting on it: "At that time, he gave up his stable job in university for me, and he had an embarrassing quarrel with his family, just because I was wronged a little. In fact, I shouldn't accept his move with peace of mind at that time. It is not necessary to rely on it until now."

"Your grievance is more than a little bit." Yan Xiru leaned against the wardrobe angrily, so hard that he knocked down the hanging clothes.

Lu Chizhang thought he was being fooled, so he pushed away and squatted down to tidy up. He lowered his head and said, "Actually, no one forced me at the time, and it has nothing to do with the hospital. I asked to apologize to the patient's family."

After hearing this sentence, Yan Xiru was so shocked that the hanger in his hand was flattened: "You, you are the reincarnation of the Virgin Mary?! But why... What are you for?"

"To stop here. Even if I have to leave, there are still so many colleagues in Tongshan who are sticking to it. In the end, it only consumes the hearts of the hospital. In fact, after that, the family members also apologized to me, but I can't forget it. , I still see the obvious hatred in their eyes."

Lu Chizhang knelt on the ground and said flatly: "Hating a doctor is far easier than hating death."

"Even so, I can't make it this far. I don't have your courage to leave and let go." Yan Xiru clenched his fists so hard that his knuckles cracked.

Lu Chizhang picked up the white coat again, slowly folded it on his knees, and then looked up at him with a serious look.

"Yan Xiru, you don't need courage to leave or give up, it takes courage most to stay."

In the end, Yan Xiru didn't eat the spring water crucian carp that he bought after tossing the whole hospital, and was called back by the department for emergency surgery.

He hurried back to the hospital, and the nurses had already pushed the patient to the operating room.But someone was already preparing to go down, and Liao Sijun stopped him: "You just came back, don't bother, I'll go." In the past, only Yan Xiru was the most active in this kind of work, but today I don't know what's going on, the front line is full of voices, and Liao Sijun is also eager to fight Fist took his job.Since Yang Ming's accident, his temperament seems to have changed drastically.

Jiang Jian closed the door and said, unable to hold back some gossip: "Is he simply not wanting you to be tired? Don't be stupid, boss. Because of Yang Ming's incident, Liao Sijun's reputation in the hospital has been greatly affected. Now relying on Overcharging patients and doing more operations is a sign of loyalty. And, do you know who that patient is?"

"Who?"

Jiang Jian gritted his teeth and said, "Director Xu's mother-in-law!"

"...I thought it was a lover, you were sneaky, you look like you have never seen the world." Yan Xiru glanced at him, "The director of the vascular surgery went to a private hospital, maybe Lao Liao also had the same idea. But If I were him, I would rather go to Ore Taki, if I really have the ability, I can't find a way out."

Jiang Jian had some opinions: "How could Director Liao be willing to go to such a small hospital in a poor place." Seeing Yan Xiru's expression, "No way, you don't want to go, do you? Boss, you can't abandon me!"

Yan Xiru did have some ideas at first, but because of Yu Fangyun, this idea couldn't bear to be worn down, and she fell into deep thought.

His balance has been overturned long ago, there is no need to estimate, a bean weighs a thousand catties.