This seat is a villain
Chapter 89
It was nearly dusk when Lin Jinhuan came back from Kaiyun Temple.He originally wanted to go back directly to Liuxiang Palace, but unknowingly came to Qingxin Hall again.
The Qingxin hall was quiet, the incense sticks in the censer had long been extinguished, and the half-grinded grindstone on the desk had condensed again.
The owner seems to have been away for a long time.
Lin Jinhuan forced himself to get rid of distracting thoughts, calmed down and opened a book casually.
Lin Jinhuan and others didn't come back until the willow shoot on the moon.
The night was gradually falling, and the surroundings were extremely quiet. Lin Jinhuan looked at the plain gauze lamp lit outside the window, and felt a little dazed for a while.These days seemed to be a long dream he had, and now he just woke up from the big dream, and he was still trapped in this empty courtyard, ushering in the rising sun and moon setting one after another alone.
No one took a nap on the tree, and no one invited him to play chess against the moon.
Lin Jinhuan stood up suddenly, and his sleeve knocked down the pen holder on the table.Before the wobbly coral pen holder landed, he had already left Qingxintang in a flash.
The head of the sect doesn't come out of the Qingxin Hall for nothing, Lin Jinhuan's sudden appearance caused panic among the people on Jialou Mountain, fearing that the slightest carelessness would cause trouble to the upper body.
Lin Jinhuan was oblivious to the weird atmosphere on the mountain.He searched all over Mount Jialou but found no trace of Xue Yao, and his footwork became faster and faster.Lin Jinhuan was walking swiftly through the palaces and pavilions like lightning, his heart was already covered with clumps of weeds, and sporadic fires were spreading.
Along the way, he despises himself from time to time, which is extremely hypocritical.From time to time, I felt relieved that it would be best for Xue Yao to leave at this time.
Lin Jinhuan came to the Lotus Breath Hall amidst all kinds of contradictory emotions. When he saw the figure in the Lotus Breath Hall, the wildfire in his heart suddenly reached its highest point.
The Lotus Breath Hall was silent, Xue Yao stood in the hall with his hands behind his back and looked up at the gods all over the sky.The blood on his palm had dried up, his brows were tightly frowned, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
The scene in front of him overlapped with that day 15 years ago, making him unable to distinguish between reality and illusion for a while. What will happen next has already been repeated thousands of times in Lin Jinhuan's dream.
In the dream that he hadn't woken up for many years, Lin Jinhuan was supposed to walk into the Lianxi Hall next, and after Yan Qing and others broke in, he stabbed Unknown Wu into Xue Yao's chest with his own hands.
Then Xue Yao died.
Thinking of this, Lin Jinhuan forcefully pushed open the heavy door, impatient to interrupt this nightmare.
Xue Yao heard the movement outside the door, turned around and saw Lin Jinhuan who pushed the door in.He put his injured hand behind his back, and his frown instantly relaxed.
Xue Yao looked at Lin Jinhuan, greeted with a smile, "You're coming?"
This familiar scene made Lin Jinhuan's forehead twitch, and his eyes instantly turned red.
"What are you doing here?" Lin Jinhuan came out of the shadows, and walked towards Xue Yao with a sinking face.There was neither sadness nor joy on his face, no one knew that this person's heart was tortured by the past and almost broke into an army.
I only heard Lin Jinhuan say to Xue Yao: "You go out with me."
There was no wave in his voice, even a little colder than usual.
Xue Yao stood there watching Lin Jinhuan approaching him step by step, and suddenly remembered what Jin Yi said.Jin Yi said: "...the Lin family has lived with the seven evils since ancient times, and all prosperity and prosperity, and all damage and loss..."
Xue Yao said, "If 15 lives are not sacrificed every 3000 years, the seven evil gods will break out." What he said overlapped with Jin Yi's voice in his mind: "The seven evil gods can control everything in the world. evil, then is the real purgatory on earth.”
This is why 15 years ago, Lin Chao did not hesitate to sacrifice himself at the last moment
After finishing speaking, Xue Yao asked softly, "Why didn't you tell me?"
With a crisp "clang", Lin Jinhuan kicked a broken sword on the ground.He was silent for a moment, and then said: "I thought it had nothing to do with you, but it was too late."
Yeah, it's too late.
Jin Yi's voice rang in Xue Yao's ears again: "...he originally planned to sever the Qixie bloodline after the sect master and his wife got old... Even if he couldn't let you go, this decision never wavered. Until you led people to attack Mount Jialou , until the master and the mother died in martyrdom..."
This was the first time that Xue Yao felt confused. It was as if he was being executed on the execution platform. On one side was the living Lin Jinhuan, and on the other side were three thousand innocent lives.
He didn't even know whether he should rejoice or repent.
Lin Jinhuan didn't have time to think too much at the moment, he just wanted Xue Yao to leave here quickly, he couldn't bear such a scene for a moment.
"Get out of here with me..."
"Do you like me..."
Caught off guard, the two spoke at the same time.
The remaining half of Lin Jinhuan's sentence came to an abrupt end, his pupils flickered for a moment, but soon returned to normal.
Xue Yao saw Lin Jinhuan's reaction in his eyes, he looked straight into Lin Jinhuan's eyes, and finished the next sentence: "As early as when I was in Guanqiao Village, when I was invited to go up the mountain."
Lin Jinhuan lowered his eyes and remained silent. After a while, he uttered a few words: "Never before."
In the countless nights tortured by memories, these four words are the last layer of armor on Lin Jinhuan's body.
"Okay." Xue Yao's mouth showed an unclear smile.He bullied himself and approached Lin Jinhuan, and asked, "Why did you give me Guan Shanyu?"
There was a lot of snow on Jialou Mountain that year, and Xue Yao, who was suffering from soul-eating worms, didn't have much time to wake up. He only remembered that the plum blossoms outside Chaoshan Hall were extraordinarily red.
As if dreaming and waking up, someone put a kiss on his eyes.
"Why do you want to rebuild Qingxintang?"
The big locust tree in the courtyard, the plain gauze lamps in the porch, and even the sword marks left by Xue Yao on the doorpost when he invited Lin Jinhuan to discuss each other are all the same as before.
Lin Jinhuan lived alone in this Qingxin Hall that he had rebuilt with his own hands, and his heart and eyes were full of people who would never come back.
"Why can I enter and exit the Tu Luo formation at will?"
Since Lin Jinhuan put Xue Yao's remnant soul into the formation, he came to the mountain gate to look from time to time.The little boy who didn't know the owner outside the mountain gate asked who the nobleman was waiting for, but Lin Jinhuan just shook his head and didn't speak.
"After I died, why did you go to Lingxu Holy Land to find my whereabouts?"
The scars on Lin Jinhuan's arm were left by the Nine Daohun Tianlei.After coming out of Lingxu Holy Realm, Lin Jinhuan was in a coma for half a year.
The Holy Land of Lingxu gave him a grand illusion, and these six months were the happiest time in his years.Those you love are never far away, and those you miss are always by your side.
"You have retaliated against the seven evil curses several times, because of whom?"
Wen Qiaohe reminded Lin Jinhuan more than once that people who are entangled with seven evils should not be overly persistent when encountering problems. The deeper the obsession, the easier it is to go to hell.
But people's hearts, how can they be controlled by themselves.
"You said you never liked me?" Xue Yao grinned, but the expression on his face was uglier than crying: "I've shown you my heart a long time ago, Lin Jinhuan."
I have nothing more to prove that I love you.
Xue Yao's series of questions made Lin Jinhuan speechless.Lin Jinhuan looked at Xue Yao's face, feeling a little dazed for a while.
The candles in the altar never go out all year round, and the seven evil gods stare down at the sentient beings in the flickering light, their eyes are as gentle and compassionate as the nine-day gods and Buddhas.
During the long silence, the light in Xue Yao's eyes was completely extinguished, but he still looked directly at Lin Jinhuan with paranoid and tough eyes.
The high wall that Lin Jinhuan kept building for himself began to collapse, and the other rational and self-sufficient self was retreating steadily.Lin Jinhuan finally thought in despair: This is my love and hate.
He suddenly reached out and grabbed Xue Yao's front, pulling Xue Yao staggeringly, and then he leaned over to press Xue Yao's chapped lips.
Thick blood rushed into his mouth, and went down to scratch his throat.Lin Jinhuan felt that he had climbed mountains and mountains alone for many years, and finally got his long-cherished wish at this moment.More than ten years of pursuit and hatred poured out of his heart uncontrollably, almost causing him to vomit a mouthful of years of painstaking effort.
This is my delusion.
He raised his hand to caress the back of Xue Yao's head, and looked into his eyes, which reflected his confusion and panic.
This is my anger and ignorance.
He closed his eyes, thinking resignedly.
It's unclear who started it first, the carefully prepared tributes on the case were swept all over the floor, whose long hair was scattered on the shoulders, and whose clothes were wrapped around the arms.
Lin Jinhuan lay on his back on the confession case, his fingers tightened around Xue Yao's waist.Xue Yao sat straddling his waist and abdomen, his movements were rough and fierce, but there was a faint glint of water in his eyes.
"Close your eyes, don't look." Xue Yao noticed Lin Jinhuan's gaze and fiercely blocked his sight.
Lin Jinhuan squeezed Xue Yao's neck with one hand, and roughly pressed him to himself.Supporting his body on his elbows, he raised his head and gently kissed Xue Yao's eyes.
"But..." Lin Jinhuan reluctantly let go of Xue Yao, raised his head slightly, the tip of their noses touched, their breaths intertwined: "I am no longer the person I used to be."
After more than ten years of separation, he was no longer that Lin Jinhuan on Jialou Mountain who didn't care about everything. He didn't know whether Xue Yao could still accept the current Nine Heavens Sect Master.
Lin Jinhuan carefully recalled how the people in the fairy sect described himself, and laughed a little self-deprecatingly: "Violent and unruly, against the law?"
Xue Yao leaned back slightly, distanced himself from Lin Jinhuan, and his face became frosty in an instant: "I know exactly what kind of disposition you are, and you are not allowed to belittle yourself." He showed a nonchalant smile again: "Besides, I'm not a kind person, I'm just a minion of the Bamboo Forest Realm."
Lin Jinhuan grabbed Xue Yao's hand tightly to stop him from speaking without restraint.
"Listen, I'll just say these words once." Xue Yao pressed down on Lin Jinhuan's body and looked straight into his eyes: "If I were the young envoy of the Privy Council today, I would kill you without hesitation and completely end the seven Fang Xieshen."
Lin Jinhuan met Xue Yao's gaze, only knowing "it really is so" in his heart.
Then Xue Yao said slowly: "After cleaning up the mess of Jiutianmen, I will go underground to meet you."
Lin Jinhuan frowned when he heard the words "meet you underground", and he was about to refute immediately.
"Shut up, listen to me." Xue Yao raised his hand to seal Lin Jinhuan's mouth, but his eyes were softer than ever before: "But I'm just Xue Yao."
Following Xue Yao's strength, Lin Jinhuan lay back on his back on the confession case again, his eyes fell on the tall statue.
I only heard Xue Yao continue to say: "So the choice is yours, and no one is qualified to ask you to sacrifice yourself to save the common people."
As he said that, Xue Yao leaned over his chest, blocked the evil eyes of the Qifang evil gods, and kissed Lin Jinhuan's lips as tenderly as possible.
Xue Yao said softly to Lin Jinhuan: "It's the most boring thing to be generous with other people's generosity."
The Qingxin hall was quiet, the incense sticks in the censer had long been extinguished, and the half-grinded grindstone on the desk had condensed again.
The owner seems to have been away for a long time.
Lin Jinhuan forced himself to get rid of distracting thoughts, calmed down and opened a book casually.
Lin Jinhuan and others didn't come back until the willow shoot on the moon.
The night was gradually falling, and the surroundings were extremely quiet. Lin Jinhuan looked at the plain gauze lamp lit outside the window, and felt a little dazed for a while.These days seemed to be a long dream he had, and now he just woke up from the big dream, and he was still trapped in this empty courtyard, ushering in the rising sun and moon setting one after another alone.
No one took a nap on the tree, and no one invited him to play chess against the moon.
Lin Jinhuan stood up suddenly, and his sleeve knocked down the pen holder on the table.Before the wobbly coral pen holder landed, he had already left Qingxintang in a flash.
The head of the sect doesn't come out of the Qingxin Hall for nothing, Lin Jinhuan's sudden appearance caused panic among the people on Jialou Mountain, fearing that the slightest carelessness would cause trouble to the upper body.
Lin Jinhuan was oblivious to the weird atmosphere on the mountain.He searched all over Mount Jialou but found no trace of Xue Yao, and his footwork became faster and faster.Lin Jinhuan was walking swiftly through the palaces and pavilions like lightning, his heart was already covered with clumps of weeds, and sporadic fires were spreading.
Along the way, he despises himself from time to time, which is extremely hypocritical.From time to time, I felt relieved that it would be best for Xue Yao to leave at this time.
Lin Jinhuan came to the Lotus Breath Hall amidst all kinds of contradictory emotions. When he saw the figure in the Lotus Breath Hall, the wildfire in his heart suddenly reached its highest point.
The Lotus Breath Hall was silent, Xue Yao stood in the hall with his hands behind his back and looked up at the gods all over the sky.The blood on his palm had dried up, his brows were tightly frowned, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
The scene in front of him overlapped with that day 15 years ago, making him unable to distinguish between reality and illusion for a while. What will happen next has already been repeated thousands of times in Lin Jinhuan's dream.
In the dream that he hadn't woken up for many years, Lin Jinhuan was supposed to walk into the Lianxi Hall next, and after Yan Qing and others broke in, he stabbed Unknown Wu into Xue Yao's chest with his own hands.
Then Xue Yao died.
Thinking of this, Lin Jinhuan forcefully pushed open the heavy door, impatient to interrupt this nightmare.
Xue Yao heard the movement outside the door, turned around and saw Lin Jinhuan who pushed the door in.He put his injured hand behind his back, and his frown instantly relaxed.
Xue Yao looked at Lin Jinhuan, greeted with a smile, "You're coming?"
This familiar scene made Lin Jinhuan's forehead twitch, and his eyes instantly turned red.
"What are you doing here?" Lin Jinhuan came out of the shadows, and walked towards Xue Yao with a sinking face.There was neither sadness nor joy on his face, no one knew that this person's heart was tortured by the past and almost broke into an army.
I only heard Lin Jinhuan say to Xue Yao: "You go out with me."
There was no wave in his voice, even a little colder than usual.
Xue Yao stood there watching Lin Jinhuan approaching him step by step, and suddenly remembered what Jin Yi said.Jin Yi said: "...the Lin family has lived with the seven evils since ancient times, and all prosperity and prosperity, and all damage and loss..."
Xue Yao said, "If 15 lives are not sacrificed every 3000 years, the seven evil gods will break out." What he said overlapped with Jin Yi's voice in his mind: "The seven evil gods can control everything in the world. evil, then is the real purgatory on earth.”
This is why 15 years ago, Lin Chao did not hesitate to sacrifice himself at the last moment
After finishing speaking, Xue Yao asked softly, "Why didn't you tell me?"
With a crisp "clang", Lin Jinhuan kicked a broken sword on the ground.He was silent for a moment, and then said: "I thought it had nothing to do with you, but it was too late."
Yeah, it's too late.
Jin Yi's voice rang in Xue Yao's ears again: "...he originally planned to sever the Qixie bloodline after the sect master and his wife got old... Even if he couldn't let you go, this decision never wavered. Until you led people to attack Mount Jialou , until the master and the mother died in martyrdom..."
This was the first time that Xue Yao felt confused. It was as if he was being executed on the execution platform. On one side was the living Lin Jinhuan, and on the other side were three thousand innocent lives.
He didn't even know whether he should rejoice or repent.
Lin Jinhuan didn't have time to think too much at the moment, he just wanted Xue Yao to leave here quickly, he couldn't bear such a scene for a moment.
"Get out of here with me..."
"Do you like me..."
Caught off guard, the two spoke at the same time.
The remaining half of Lin Jinhuan's sentence came to an abrupt end, his pupils flickered for a moment, but soon returned to normal.
Xue Yao saw Lin Jinhuan's reaction in his eyes, he looked straight into Lin Jinhuan's eyes, and finished the next sentence: "As early as when I was in Guanqiao Village, when I was invited to go up the mountain."
Lin Jinhuan lowered his eyes and remained silent. After a while, he uttered a few words: "Never before."
In the countless nights tortured by memories, these four words are the last layer of armor on Lin Jinhuan's body.
"Okay." Xue Yao's mouth showed an unclear smile.He bullied himself and approached Lin Jinhuan, and asked, "Why did you give me Guan Shanyu?"
There was a lot of snow on Jialou Mountain that year, and Xue Yao, who was suffering from soul-eating worms, didn't have much time to wake up. He only remembered that the plum blossoms outside Chaoshan Hall were extraordinarily red.
As if dreaming and waking up, someone put a kiss on his eyes.
"Why do you want to rebuild Qingxintang?"
The big locust tree in the courtyard, the plain gauze lamps in the porch, and even the sword marks left by Xue Yao on the doorpost when he invited Lin Jinhuan to discuss each other are all the same as before.
Lin Jinhuan lived alone in this Qingxin Hall that he had rebuilt with his own hands, and his heart and eyes were full of people who would never come back.
"Why can I enter and exit the Tu Luo formation at will?"
Since Lin Jinhuan put Xue Yao's remnant soul into the formation, he came to the mountain gate to look from time to time.The little boy who didn't know the owner outside the mountain gate asked who the nobleman was waiting for, but Lin Jinhuan just shook his head and didn't speak.
"After I died, why did you go to Lingxu Holy Land to find my whereabouts?"
The scars on Lin Jinhuan's arm were left by the Nine Daohun Tianlei.After coming out of Lingxu Holy Realm, Lin Jinhuan was in a coma for half a year.
The Holy Land of Lingxu gave him a grand illusion, and these six months were the happiest time in his years.Those you love are never far away, and those you miss are always by your side.
"You have retaliated against the seven evil curses several times, because of whom?"
Wen Qiaohe reminded Lin Jinhuan more than once that people who are entangled with seven evils should not be overly persistent when encountering problems. The deeper the obsession, the easier it is to go to hell.
But people's hearts, how can they be controlled by themselves.
"You said you never liked me?" Xue Yao grinned, but the expression on his face was uglier than crying: "I've shown you my heart a long time ago, Lin Jinhuan."
I have nothing more to prove that I love you.
Xue Yao's series of questions made Lin Jinhuan speechless.Lin Jinhuan looked at Xue Yao's face, feeling a little dazed for a while.
The candles in the altar never go out all year round, and the seven evil gods stare down at the sentient beings in the flickering light, their eyes are as gentle and compassionate as the nine-day gods and Buddhas.
During the long silence, the light in Xue Yao's eyes was completely extinguished, but he still looked directly at Lin Jinhuan with paranoid and tough eyes.
The high wall that Lin Jinhuan kept building for himself began to collapse, and the other rational and self-sufficient self was retreating steadily.Lin Jinhuan finally thought in despair: This is my love and hate.
He suddenly reached out and grabbed Xue Yao's front, pulling Xue Yao staggeringly, and then he leaned over to press Xue Yao's chapped lips.
Thick blood rushed into his mouth, and went down to scratch his throat.Lin Jinhuan felt that he had climbed mountains and mountains alone for many years, and finally got his long-cherished wish at this moment.More than ten years of pursuit and hatred poured out of his heart uncontrollably, almost causing him to vomit a mouthful of years of painstaking effort.
This is my delusion.
He raised his hand to caress the back of Xue Yao's head, and looked into his eyes, which reflected his confusion and panic.
This is my anger and ignorance.
He closed his eyes, thinking resignedly.
It's unclear who started it first, the carefully prepared tributes on the case were swept all over the floor, whose long hair was scattered on the shoulders, and whose clothes were wrapped around the arms.
Lin Jinhuan lay on his back on the confession case, his fingers tightened around Xue Yao's waist.Xue Yao sat straddling his waist and abdomen, his movements were rough and fierce, but there was a faint glint of water in his eyes.
"Close your eyes, don't look." Xue Yao noticed Lin Jinhuan's gaze and fiercely blocked his sight.
Lin Jinhuan squeezed Xue Yao's neck with one hand, and roughly pressed him to himself.Supporting his body on his elbows, he raised his head and gently kissed Xue Yao's eyes.
"But..." Lin Jinhuan reluctantly let go of Xue Yao, raised his head slightly, the tip of their noses touched, their breaths intertwined: "I am no longer the person I used to be."
After more than ten years of separation, he was no longer that Lin Jinhuan on Jialou Mountain who didn't care about everything. He didn't know whether Xue Yao could still accept the current Nine Heavens Sect Master.
Lin Jinhuan carefully recalled how the people in the fairy sect described himself, and laughed a little self-deprecatingly: "Violent and unruly, against the law?"
Xue Yao leaned back slightly, distanced himself from Lin Jinhuan, and his face became frosty in an instant: "I know exactly what kind of disposition you are, and you are not allowed to belittle yourself." He showed a nonchalant smile again: "Besides, I'm not a kind person, I'm just a minion of the Bamboo Forest Realm."
Lin Jinhuan grabbed Xue Yao's hand tightly to stop him from speaking without restraint.
"Listen, I'll just say these words once." Xue Yao pressed down on Lin Jinhuan's body and looked straight into his eyes: "If I were the young envoy of the Privy Council today, I would kill you without hesitation and completely end the seven Fang Xieshen."
Lin Jinhuan met Xue Yao's gaze, only knowing "it really is so" in his heart.
Then Xue Yao said slowly: "After cleaning up the mess of Jiutianmen, I will go underground to meet you."
Lin Jinhuan frowned when he heard the words "meet you underground", and he was about to refute immediately.
"Shut up, listen to me." Xue Yao raised his hand to seal Lin Jinhuan's mouth, but his eyes were softer than ever before: "But I'm just Xue Yao."
Following Xue Yao's strength, Lin Jinhuan lay back on his back on the confession case again, his eyes fell on the tall statue.
I only heard Xue Yao continue to say: "So the choice is yours, and no one is qualified to ask you to sacrifice yourself to save the common people."
As he said that, Xue Yao leaned over his chest, blocked the evil eyes of the Qifang evil gods, and kissed Lin Jinhuan's lips as tenderly as possible.
Xue Yao said softly to Lin Jinhuan: "It's the most boring thing to be generous with other people's generosity."
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