[Tutor] Godfather's Notes

Sawada Tsunayoshi did not come to the Gabrione family for the simple reason of "trying with his lover".

In the severe situation where his position as the leader is threatened, he really rarely does one thing with a pure purpose.

And Dino was still very purely happy for his arrival.

"I know that you may have some family alliance matters to tell me... But before that, I hope you can dine with me—of course, business affairs are not allowed during the meal."

At the request of his lover, Tsunayoshi Sawada and Dino had an ordinary dinner.Ordinary dinners naturally had no candlelight, no music, no rings, and no other messy romances. All these simple things made the godfather who had been tense all the time finally heave a sigh of relief, feeling a long-lost relaxation.

"What's wrong?" Dino felt funny, "It's just a simple dinner, you seem to have escaped a catastrophe..."

Sawada Tsunayoshi was a little embarrassed: "Because I don't know how to reconcile..." He smiled and changed the subject and said: "In the Mirufiore family, such an ordinary dinner is rare. It can be served in sweets You don’t know how happy I am right now!” He reached out to cover his lover’s left hand on the table, clenched it tightly, and at the same time looked at Dino with focused eyes and tenderness, “Really Thank you so much, Dino!"

Dino's face was slightly hot, and he turned his palms to hold the warm hand tightly, and the arc of the corner of his mouth widened: "I'm very happy to do something for you!"

That night, Sawada Tsunayoshi stayed at the Gaberone family.

Chief's big bed:

After exercising for a while and cleaning up again, the leader hugged his senior brother and closed his eyes tiredly. He thought he could finally sleep peacefully today, but——

Looking at his grandfather in front of him, Tsunayoshi Sawada blinked, thinking about his current situation, suddenly felt his scalp explode.

Sawada Tsunayoshi: "...Giotto?"

The leader of the first generation wore his unchanging leader outfit and smiled softly: "It's me, the tenth generation! I didn't interrupt your date with Gabriel, did I?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi: "..." He was a little uncertain about his grandfather's current attitude.

In Japan, it stands to reason that if the younger generation has a serious emotional relationship, they should simply explain to the elders... Nana's mother once joked: "If you have a girl you like, you must show it to your mother. Hit it!" and so on.But under the current circumstances, it is really inconvenient for Tsunayoshi Sawada to contact Nana, and coming out of the closet is indeed a bit difficult for a traditional and conservative Japanese family like the Sawada family.So from the perspective of thinking, although Sawada Tsunayoshi did not deliberately conceal his current relationship status, he also avoided facing this matter.But now that he is avoiding talking about it, he suddenly thinks of the elder who is the easiest to contact in his ring, this life from a different era from his - if Nana's mother knew that she was out of the closet, she might be very natural. Forgiveness: "Gangna likes a boy? Ah! Although my mother doesn't understand it very well, but if you like Ganga, your mother will support you!" But if it was Giotto, he lived in an era where differences between the same sex were not respected. Pure relationship seems to be...

And Giotto still smiled softly in front of him: "Since you don't speak, then I will acquiesce, and you don't mind the uninterested disturbance of my elder..."

Sawada Tsunayoshi breathed a sigh of relief.He looked at the smiling elder, thought for a while, and asked, "You're looking for me this time...you're a high-level executive, have you made any moves recently?"

Giotto shook his head: "I'm not particularly clear about D's situation. As for the others, everyone hasn't communicated with your guardian. I came out to you this time, just to ask. Regarding the betrayal of the family's high-level, what do you say yourself?" What do you think? In the tenth generation, I know that you are integrating the forces of the alliance family and keeping them neutral in the split of Pengo Lie, but as long as you, the leader, do not show up, the situation you are facing now will not turn around! So What are your plans, the tenth world?"

This is a very serious question, and there is no room for the slightest evasion, but Tsunayoshi Sawada turned his head and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "If I say, I don't know what to do now...Giotto, you should know Very disappointed!"

"..."

"I found that when I was betrayed, apart from resentment, I only thought about reborn, Hayato, and Varian...I thought I must regain power and punish them...but... "

Giotto took the words smoothly: "But that was just your momentary thought, and now that you have finally calmed down, have you changed your mind?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi glanced at the elder in surprise, and then relieved: "You were..."

"When I was betrayed by D, I was the same as you. I was angry, I wanted to punish, I wanted revenge... But I calmed down, but I couldn't do it... Do you know why! Tenth?"

"Ah! I know..." Sawada Tsunayoshi let out a long sigh: "Because there is no reason! It's really funny to say it... They betrayed me, but I feel that I have no reason to retaliate... If you I am also embarrassed to say such useless words for other people, but if it is Giotto you," he looked at Giotto seriously, and said seriously, "They betrayed me...but because I was also wrong, so they Will betray me! Because I am weak, I am powerless, I am actually a cowardly and weak person... That's why reborn wants to replace me and let Xanxus take over the position of leader... I was really angry at first, I He even wanted to break their legs, so that they could only choose me and stay by my side..." He looked at Giotto's surprised eyes, smiled wryly and nodded, "It's a despicable idea...but I was Really thinking like this... I want to trap them by my side! Even now, I sometimes feel this way..."

Giotto was really surprised, and his voice was raised: "So, you have given up this idea now?"

After a long silence, the leader asked back: "What about you? Giotto, how did you deal with the rebellion you encountered? Your strength has always been in line with the leader's position, right? But you ended up abdicating and living in seclusion in Japan... ...And why did you give up your position as leader?"

Two men who are connected by blood, two men who have also suffered betrayal, may also be men who give the same response, two men who are very similar in all aspects.They may be the people who know each other best in the world.

Giotto laughed: "Because I'm not suitable for the position of leader, Shishi! Those who betrayed me are more suitable for this position than I am. Their ideas, their reasons, and their actions—they convinced me!"

Looking back on the past is a laborious thing of happiness and bitterness. Giotto squinted his eyes and tried to find his mood at that time: "I grew up in that small town, and I hoped that I could protect my hometown, so I pursued strength, Established my family single-handedly. Later, my idea came true, and I was able to protect my small town. But my family gradually grew, so that within the sphere of influence of the Vengley family, what it protected, It’s not just that small town anymore!” I’s voice was a little low, “My pursuit is too small, it’s not enough to support the whole family, I can’t adapt to the family at that time, I’m no longer suitable for the position of leader... The reason convinced me..."

The elders immersed in the past reveal a kind of quiet sadness and a touch of fragility.Sawada Tsunayoshi walked two steps closer, stared at those orange-red eyes, and guided in a low voice: "So you easily forgave their betrayal?"

"...the only place I live in is that small town...so my thoughts are actually very narrow...I never thought about forgiving them...because forgiving them, I really handed over the position of the family to that , so how should I deal with myself at that time? I will only become an outsider of the family - just like you want to trap your guardian around yourself, I thought so too... because my world only has It's so small, if even they in such a small world abandon me, I don't know what kind of future I will have..."

This is the story of one life, but Tsunayoshi Sawada feels like he is listening to his own story.He looked at the elder in front of him who had the same pain as himself, and the desire to touch him couldn't be restrained.He reached out, trying to touch Giotto's hand under his cloak.

Giotto didn't hide.

Sawada Tsunayoshi held that hand, the knuckles were slender, the skin was delicate and cool, and there were still pale marks on the third phalanx of the middle finger.The leader knew that it was the trace left by wearing the power ring for a long time.He had the same marks on his own hands.

Giotto exerted a slight force on his hands to restrain the leader's movements: "Sorry, my hands are very cold..." After all, the conscious body that is only condensed by the flames of dead energy is naturally not as good as the real warmth of the human body.

The leader shook his head and remained silent.

Giotto didn't mind either: "I don't want to give up my world...it's a very normal thought. So I don't want to forgive them. So I wanted to take back my position at the beginning—just like you are now, Ten World !"

"But you finally gave up..."

"Because Yuzuki told me another choice, he told me another world, as you know, in this world, besides Italy, there is also Japan...Japan is very good, although it is not as good as Italy, but since Italy is not suitable for me anymore, so I went to Japan with Ugetsu and the others..." Giotto looked at the hand holding him, it was a living hand, exuding the warmth of the living, the knuckles There is also a thin layer of cocoon.This hand has held a gun, touched blood, and eradicated life, but when this hand holds the other hand, it is still gentle and warm.

Giotto looked up at his young junior, and asked softly, "Have you found another world for yourself? Gang?"

"I……"

"Gabrione...do you love him?"

The leader opened his mouth but said nothing.

Giotto laughed.He leaned forward and hugged his young junior gently: "I'm not as pedantic as you think, and I don't dislike things like same-sex love. But Shishi, what you really want in this incident is What? The person you care about, what do they want? If you know this..." The breath of the conversation brushed the skin between the leader's neck, "You will know what you should do now..."

Sawada Tsunayoshi opened his eyes.

It was still night, and he woke up in the middle of the night, but his spirit was very clear.He looks down.

Dino was still in his arms, his golden hair was dyed with a soft halo under the moonlight outside the window, his breathing was steady, his face was calm, and he was sleeping deeply.

The leader was still thinking about the guidance of his elders, he leaned closer and kissed his lover's forehead, and asked softly, "What do you want?"

No one answered him.

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