The rest of life may not be different

He was punishing him until his death. Su Xiangshan had always been careful to protect him. He was not allowed to go out because he was afraid that being with those people would threaten him, but because he was afraid that he would get sick or be hurt by someone with malicious intentions. The actions are all for him, and he has always loved him awkwardly and severely, but he thinks of everyone with malice.

Su Wuxu stumbled away and left here. He wanted to have a look at Wei Jing. Song Lanfu from the Wei family panicked when she learned about it. She felt that it was what she said that made Su Wuxu lose hope of living. She stumbled and ran away Went to Wei Jing's room, and shook Wei Jing who was still in a coma, "Son, wake up, Su Wuxu is... dead, wake me up, you don't like him very much, you like him so much You don’t listen to his orders, and you want to be with him if you want to go your own way, then you get up and send him off for the last time, you give me... get up..."

Song Lanfu gritted his teeth tremblingly and asked Wei Jing to send him off for the last time. Su Wuxu felt as if his heart was being twisted. It turned out that the world was really not as cold-blooded as he thought. He always felt that his heart, liver, spleen and lungs were bloody Yes, others can't understand it, they will just watch and laugh, but in the end, there are many people who cried heartbroken because of his departure. He felt that he had done something wrong, everything was so outrageous and absurd.

Weijing heard it in a half-dream and was about to wake up desperately. After waking up, he struggled to get up, and asked softly in a panic, "Mom, you, what are you talking about? Who died? You lied to me, right? "The question was so cautious, Su Wuxu wanted to give him a hug and tell himself that he was still there, it was all fake, but he couldn't do anything.

Song Lanfu cried and nodded, Weijing ran out barefoot, he didn't cry, he couldn't even think about where he was, he just ran aimlessly, when he arrived at the hospital, he saw the person covered by the white cloth, Trembling opened, suddenly knelt down and screamed hoarsely, and then "Su Wuxu" was sent to the morgue, Weijing looked blankly at the direction where "Su Wuxu" left, his whole body felt like a package In the layers of haze, he never laughed or cried again, just sat quietly on the chair and looked at the sky.

Su Wuxu lay on top of him, sobbing in a low voice, "I was wrong, I shouldn't make you suffer so much, I was really wrong..."

Later, Song Lanfu and Wei Xun discussed and gave up. No matter what, Wei Jing seemed to have lost the most important thing in his life. The empty eye sockets could only feel a little throbbing when looking at Su Wuxu's photo.

Then one day, when Jiang Xiuyun came to see Wei Jing, everyone became dull and dignified, and he asked, "Do you still love him?"

Wei Jing didn't speak, and his back was full of bleakness, but as a young man, he seemed to be in his sixtieth year, and said slowly, "I hate him..."

The saddest thing for Wei Jing is that Su Wuxu left his world without a sound. He only misses him in this life. He hates Su Wuxu, but don't he love him?

Wei Jing has never given up on loving Su Wuxu, but that kind of love has changed from strong to silent, and time can never heal the pain, but it can precipitate it, but he can't be like Su Wuxu. Let more life be worse than death, he will miss him painfully for the rest of his life...

Su Wuxu heard these words from the side and couldn't control the pain, he slowly squatted down, he was thinking, he shouldn't be like this, why hasn't he woke up from the dream?He was wrong, he really knew it was wrong...

Suddenly his world fell into darkness, Su Wuxu slowly got up and looked around.

"Seeing this scene, how does it feel?"

The background sounds were noisy but familiar, as if they were arguing.

"Why hasn't he woke up yet?"

"Why don't you look at him, know that he's drunk and let him drive, now it's all right, something happened."

"You can't blame me, it's fine if I can stop it."

When Su Wuxu heard someone talking to him again, he came back to his senses, "It's very painful."

"Do you know that throughout their lives, everyone is saying goodbye, saying goodbye to friends, lovers, and deceased relatives, but people have to keep moving forward to meet new people. Do you now believe that , is there anyone who loves you like life?"

Su Wuxu's eyes were red, and he choked up, "I believe..."

"Since you are still lucky to be alive, of course you must go all out to make the person who loves you happy. You always feel that you and him are not destined to be together, but how limited the truth you see is, Sakyamuni said,' It takes a moment to reach out, but it takes many years to hold hands. No matter who you meet, he is the person who should appear in your life. It is no accident.' You and him never lived in the same city, but he came to you, It appeared during your most helpless and gloomy period, and you originally just wanted to see his smile, so you wanted to have it. After that, you had suspicions, disputes, and hysteria, but you forgot that you just wanted to see him at first. It's enough to make him laugh."

Su Wuxu smiled, but it was a miserable smile. Yes, he has been constantly suspicious and afraid during this relationship. Wei Jing will think of a long future for him, and will even be desperate for their future. Carefully watch over him, even if he has the intention to kill him again and again, no matter how sad or disappointed Wei Jing is, he will not leave him alone, Wei Jing will be anxious and cranky when he knows that he can't find him, he has never A phone call rushed to him. He just wanted to have a stable future with himself. Yes, it is a small probability for two people to meet. It should be the best thing for two people to fall in love. It is riddled with holes, and it is lucky to have him, let alone be by his side.

"So, you will never know how gentle this world is to you, without malice towards you. Don't worry about preconceived ideas, there will always be unexpected warmth and endless hope."

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Su Wuxu gradually sobered up. He hated the smell of the hospital, because the hospital was the most terrifying existence for him. The smell mixed with alcohol and disinfectant was still drilled into his nose, as if it had invaded his internal organs.

Su Wuxu's consciousness gradually came back into the cage, and when he opened his eyes, he saw the white ceiling in his eyes, as well as the screams of being beaten next to him.

"Hey, he's awake, he's awake!" Xia Lin exclaimed in surprise.

Su Wuxu felt that the noise made him have a headache, as if the pain was about to burst, but fortunately Jiang Xiuyun stopped him, "How is it? Is it better? Drink water?"

Saying this, Su Wuxu felt his throat was as dry as a wheel had been run over, and... how should I put it, his body was the same as the scene of the car accident...

Su Wuxu saw that his head was wearing a protective gear, and one leg was still suspended. He didn't care about that, and said hoarsely, "My grandpa..."

Jiang Xiuyun patted him on the shoulder, "Don't worry, Grandpa Su doesn't know you were in a car accident yet."

car accident?Grandpa all right?Su Wuxu looked suspiciously at the person in front of him who was so familiar that he couldn't be familiar with him. It was all a dream before, and he breathed out, "Where is Ah Jing?" He desperately wanted to see Wei Jing, and he wanted to tell him that he wanted to have a future with him , he figured it out, as long as the two of them are together, what are they afraid of!

Unexpectedly, Jiang Xiuyun frowned at him, "A Jing? Who is this?"

Xia Lin said, "Are you okay, you won't be fooled, just say, don't drive while drinking, and don't drink while driving."

"..." Su Wuxu looked at him like a fool, "Wei Jing."

Xia Lin looked at him strangely, "No way, you still know Wei Jing? I haven't seen you interacting with him before?"

Su Wuxu was stunned, and said with some difficulty, "I...don't know Wei Jing?"

Jiang Xiuyun nodded, "Meet him, but you haven't paid attention to him."

Su Wuxu felt that his mind was a little confused, so what were the previous memories?This time, he didn't dare to foolishly self-mutilate to distinguish the real from the illusory, after all... the pain is real pain, and the fake is also real.

The person who talked to him in his mind just now should be Bai Lingge. Bai Lingge once said that paying attention to the process is life, and paying attention to the result is to wait for death, so no matter what, he will always try to change, and the worst is to start from scratch.

But now he misses Wei Jing to the extreme, and he has seen all the ups and downs. At this time, he wants to tell Wei Jing that he is very sad, but he will not act recklessly. He will actively treat him, and now he just wants to hug him and listen. He said some comforting words, telling himself that his love was not so paranoid anymore.