The rest of life may not be different

Wei Jing was so pissed off, he pulled Su Wuxu in and scolded, "Your brain is twitching again, what if you fall from such a height!"

Su Wuxu lowered his head and looked listless as he listened to Wei Jing's scolding, there is always someone in this world who makes you helpless.

Wei Jing feels a little distressed, in this world, there is always someone who can't help but be there even if he has a lot of bad deeds.

"Okay, don't be pitiful, what are I talking about with my dad? Don't fool me." Su Wuxu looked at Wei Jing's eyes that were staring at him angrily, but his own face did not change, but his eyebrows and eyes were bent, and he said the preface Back without words, "I will not let this happen again."

"..." Wei Jing looked at him coldly, Su Wuxu hugged Wei Jing in a panic and kissed him, but it was a very gentle kiss, Su Wuxu was also restrained, he knew that he was not in the right state and was afraid of getting hurt Wei Jing was kissed, so he kissed very carefully, almost reverently, without daring to make any movements.

Wei Jing blinked and looked at the cautious man in front of him, his heart softened into a ball, Su Wuxu closed his eyes and trembling eyelashes stirred his heart one by one, this man was almost indifferent to everything, his eyes looked at the whole world as if he was looking at ants Normally, he would turn a blind eye, as if his whole body was wrapped in a mist, unable to see clearly, but at this moment, even kissing him was so pious that Wei Jing's heart couldn't help beating violently.

Su Wuxu's illness is getting worse and worse, but he let it go, why Su Wuxu won't tell him, Weijing vaguely thinks it's because of her, the two of them have different personalities, tempers, hobbies, etc., but they like it very much, so much that they like it To be together for a lifetime, but he wasn't sure that Su Wuxu thought the same way. Su Wuxu's mediocre mentality made him uneasy. His pursuit was not big, but he wanted to spend the rest of his life with Su Wuxu peacefully. But now Su Wuxu's thoughts don't seem to be the same. He doubts whether Su Wuxu has really thought about the future of the two of them?

After that, Su Wuxu left in a daze, while he sat on the bed and sighed with a smile.

Very disappointed, he has always felt that if he insisted on going his own way and being with him, he would not regret it. How much he wanted to have a long future with Su Wuxu. It was enough, but when he asked Su Wuxu if he had thought about their future, Su Wuxu was silent, it should be said that he was confused, he knew that Su Wuxu's future would not have a future without him.

Weijing felt that the person he loved with his entire youth must be the best. He always thought that he would be with Su Wuxu for the rest of his life. He was willing to let go of everything, and he would confess, even if his father felt ashamed and made them cut off. He will still be with Su Wuxu, because Su Wuxu is the entanglement he is least willing to let go of in his life, and it is also his greatest bravery.

But now even he himself feels a little indisputable sadness. He finds that Su Wuxu is getting more and more anxious when he is with him. He doesn't understand, but one thing is certain is that when he talks about the future, Su Wuxu's reaction should be ...Panic, there is a big problem with his way of thinking, what Wei Jing wants is Su Wuxu who will at least give him a sense of security and can spend his whole life together, but Su Wuxu feels that the future is unrealistic, he has several The second time he even saw Su Wuxu showing killing intent towards him. At that time, Su Wuxu was fleeting after all, and he also felt that he could change him, but it is still the same after several years, which is ridiculous to think about.

Yes, everyone will have a period of darkness, maybe they can get over it, and the flowers will be bright, and they can't get over it, and they will struggle in the abyss. Even if the family has hit him hard, Wei Jing has worked very hard to bring Su Wuxu out of control. Ignoring the killing intent, who knows that he has endured no less than anyone else, he has never given up liking Su Wuxu, but he is afraid that it is just Su Wuxu's more extreme paranoia...

Su Wuxu kept thinking about this question when he left. It's not that he didn't know that he had a problem, but he couldn't control himself. He didn't dare to imagine that he would be with Wei Jing for the rest of his life. Maybe he was a born pessimist, cynical and gloomy .

He and Wei Jing were wearing couple pajamas at home, he got up to cook, and Wei Jing, who was stunned, got up silently and hugged his waist for a while before going to wash. He or Weijing prepared red wine and lit candles, and gave surprises one after another. In the end, the two of them cuddled together, which was extremely warm, but if they failed to be together in the end, he never dared to think about it. He was most afraid, It wasn't him in the end, so he always had the worst plan, but thinking about it this way was too selfish for Wei Jing.

Everyone feels that the relationship between Su Wuxu and Wei Jing is getting colder and colder. Now that the college entrance examination is about to take place, everyone feels that everyone is busy trying to get into a prestigious school, but the last two feel careless. Wanting to start a conversation with Su Wuxu, Su Wuxu looked at Wei Jing with gloomy eyes, wanted to speak but couldn't speak, and the two finally didn't say a word.

Jiang Xiuyun looked at them with eyes widened, but finally said nothing.

After school, Wei Jing took a step ahead, and Xia Lin also noticed that there was a problem between them, "Hey, did they quarrel?"

Jiang Xiuyun smiled slightly, "It looks like, why, I want to be a peacemaker."

Xia Lin curled her lips, "Tch, I haven't forgotten about this guy, it's really killing life!"

Jiang Xiuyun shook his head and said nothing.

At the end of the night, Wei Jing returned to the dormitory between them, opened the door and it was pitch black inside, Wei Jing turned on a small light, so that it would not be too dazzling, of course not to him, but to Su who had been sitting in the dark for hours. clueless.

Wei Jing walked up to Su Wuxu and sat down beside Su Wuxu helplessly, "Are you hungry, I'll make you a hot meal."

"Have you been drinking?" Su Wuxu looked at him with lonely and cold eyes, and his tone was very unfriendly.

Wei Jing rubbed her temples, "Well, Qi Yu asked me to go out to eat, so I drank a little."

Su Wuxu's eyes were so deep that he didn't match his age. He didn't talk to him and turned his head to the side, not wanting Wei Jing to see the bottomless vortex in his eyes. He took a deep breath of cigarettes, pressed Wei Jing's head and blocked his mouth, put all the cigarettes into his mouth, Wei Jing was caught off guard and choked, and Su Wuxu smiled ghostly, "I will answer the call in the future." The smile did not have any warmth.

Wei Jing couldn't bear this kind of smile, he smiled at him clearly, but the coldness in his eyes couldn't melt away, he sighed and hugged Su Wuxu, "I was just in a panic, so I drank a little wine, my phone didn't work. I saw you call, and you didn't answer the call after that, let's... stop the cold war." Wei Jing was so distressed and sad that she was dying, and she was about to break the pot, thinking that since this is the case, let's just accompany him madly and madly ...

Su Wuxu still smiled and nodded, "Then when will you remove the people around me?"

Wei Jing's expression darkened in an instant, he could promise him anything, only the impossible about him.

He leaned on Su Wuxu's back, with a helpless smile on the corner of his mouth, "Even if you don't withdraw, you can still get rid of it!"

The smile on the corner of Su Wuxu's mouth became brighter and brighter, but it really became colder. To be honest, they really hated Wei Jing's suspicion of him, "Oh." Then there was no more.

Wei Jing let go of him, looking a little disappointed, looked at him silently, and said for a while, "Go to sleep, we'll talk about it tomorrow."

The two are still in the same bed, but they have different dreams in the same bed. Neither of them opened their mouths first, but both of them know that the other is not asleep, but the distance of only a fist seems to be separated by thousands of mountains and rivers. There is a gap in the love between them, and The crack is getting bigger and bigger...and there is no way to fill it, because there is no way to start...

"Please come in." Bai Lingge looked up and saw Su Wuxu coming in with a cold face. From Su Wuxu's point of view, Bai Lingge knew him better than Wei Jing, so he didn't need to be in front of Bai Lingge. camouflage.

Bai Lingge poured him a glass of water and handed it to him naturally, Su Wuxu paused for a second, then took it and took a sip to say thank you.

"Have you had a fight with your family?"

"You really understand." Su Wuxu put down his cup and said helplessly.

Bai Lingge's expression remained unchanged, and he said matter-of-factly, "You usually only come to me for psychological counseling because he is out of control."

"Tell me, what are you thinking about this time?"

Su Wuxu leaned back slightly, and said, "In fact, I also thought that he and I would have a home with only two people. The room was well-heated, and the light and shadow reflected into the hall through the gaps in the leaves in the yard, or occasionally we would raise a few cats. Cat, but every time I think about it, I can’t help but feel too whimsical. Some things that happened are played in my mind over and over again, and then I gradually give up my unrealistic fantasies, and then try to think about everyone maliciously. It has already become a habit. The only thing that remains the same can only be maintained in a world where everything is right and everyone is wrong.”

Bai Linge nodded after listening clearly, and the analyst clarified his thoughts and said, "If a blind person can see clearly, the first reaction is that their eyes are very dazzling. If they suddenly hear a sound, they feel that everything in the world is very noisy. What do the senses feel? Just think what it is? If we are always in a strange space, can we perceive it when we are there? Just because we don’t have the corresponding senses, we don’t know it from anywhere. As I said before, you have doubted , may not exist.”

Su Wuxu nodded, then smiled at Bai Lingge with an unknown meaning, and suddenly threw out the dagger, and threw the dagger at Bai Lingge. , Bai Lingge pulled out the dagger and looked at it, with a smile on his mouth, "The knife is not bad." After speaking, he handed it to Su Wuxu.

Su Wuxu stretched out his hand to take it, and Bai Lingge slashed his palm with his backhand in an instant, looking up at him, "Do you feel any pain?"