Chased by brothers

Sure enough, after a while, he was out of breath. It was obvious that he came back in a hurry, and he was still holding something in his hand. I didn't ask, but I just asked him to come and eat quickly.Who knew that he handed the bag in front of me, "here, here you are."

I was surprised to take it, I didn't expect that the time he disappeared was to buy me something.I took a look inside and it was strawberries. It turned out that he just asked me what I like to buy something for me.He said it was to thank me for going out to watch movies with him, and he also said that fortunately I like these ordinary things, so that he can match what he likes.

He said it lightly, but I knew it wasn't true.The place we visited was a commercial street, and there were no fruit shops.And the fruit shop has to be on the other side of the street opposite to KFC, and you have to turn and go in for a while.He was running there and back in such a short period of time, he was absolutely on the run.I looked him in the eyes and said "thank you" and he smiled back warmly, like the first time I met him, and I thought, I can't get out.

After going back, I thought a lot about him.Warmth may be his nature. Those flashing thoughts, unconscious actions, and words that moved me may be just things that should be done in his opinion, things that should be done for a good friend.But he didn't understand that not all friends think like him, and no one else has a friend who is as unpredictable as me.In the beginning, I really just wanted to make friends with him because of his warm smile, because of those few short exchanges, I thought he was a nice person, and a little bit of curiosity.

The change of his mind, in fact, I can't tell when it started, but gradually I want to treat him more and more, and I want to get in touch with him.It's not that the former friends didn't have good friends, but I never felt this way. When I was raped by a rotten female classmate, I would also get angry. I never thought that I would become such a person.Maybe I'm really gay in my bones, and he is an opportunity to awaken my gay soul.

I may not have thought so much about him before, but his tenderness gave me an illusion, an illusion that there is a chance to go further.But his girlfriend came out at this time, as if he was playing a joke on me, and cruelly pulled me away from him.I buried my worst thoughts so deep that they never saw the light of day.

But there is always an opportunity for it to reappear in the world. In this case, I want to try bravely, what if?

The first step is to make him familiar with my existence.Although it happened once before, he has someone he really wants to be with when I am not around, so he doesn’t care whether I am by his side or not, maybe he still hopes that I am not by his side, so that he can have time fall in love.This time is different, since I know my goal, I will definitely be optimistic about the people around him, pay attention to observe, and I will always find clues.

In addition to good morning and good night every day, I also tried my best to find topics to chat with him. Even so, in fact, there is not much time for chatting every day. There is no way, he has to study hard.If he was busy when I sent the message, he will usually reply to me when he is free.

After all, it was summer vacation, and the time was relatively long. There was still a long time after the online teaching ended, so I asked him if he was free for the next few days, and he said yes. I asked him if he wanted to go out to play, and he agreed.We finally chose a famous scenic spot, not too far away, and the time is two days and one night.We searched for hotels on the Internet first, and when we booked, I discussed with him that we would book two rooms, and he asked why.

If I don't have a messy mind, a standard room is certainly enough, but I have it.This trip has been planned by me for a long time, and it is used to enhance my relationship. I am afraid that I will be impulsive and expose my thoughts.

But I haven't thought about the reason yet, and I can't answer why, so I only booked one room in the end.When we went there, we took the bus, and I sat with him.I turned my head away from him and pretended to sleep, but I was actually giving myself a psychological hint, so don't think too much.

After getting out of the car, we went to the hotel to put our luggage.I looked at the two side-by-side beds, at a loss. He walked in and put things on the inner bed. I could only tidy up the other bed stiffly. My heart was agitated. The hint I made in the car just now was completely useless. .