Chased by brothers

The last semester of the second year of high school passed like this. As expected, I was frustrated in love and proud in my career. At this time, my grades improved by leaps and bounds, and I entered the top three in the class.As for him, I don't know his specific situation.Perhaps because he is not used to revealing the situation to me proactively, our night walks did not make any progress. Several times I felt that he was going to say something to me, but he hesitated to speak.

Winter vacation is the time to really be separated from him. During this period, all activities are done without his intervention, but occasionally at night, I will think of him and the night when I walked with him.We seem to have gotten used to this kind of silence, without the initial embarrassment, at least I think so.

On the evening of Chinese New Year's Eve, he sent me a New Year's greeting that looked like a group message.

The new year is coming, and everything should change.

I don't have the habit of watching the year, so I went to bed early when I turned off my mobile phone, and when I turned it on the next day, New Year's blessings came one after another. To my surprise, he sent me another blessing. This is what I received The most sincere blessing, even though it was sent by him.

He said that the last one was sent in a group, but he is his best friend, so he resent one, hoping that we can continue to be good friends in the new year.The time is 23:59.

I don't know if he sent these to other people, I just know that at this moment I was really touched and wanted to cry.Although he is as dull as ever, he is still as warm as when I first saw him, just like his smile.

I also replied to his blessing very sincerely, and I am still a good brother.I decided to put those feelings in the depths of my memory, and I will no longer be as cautious as before when I get along with him.

The short winter vacation has passed, and half of high school is really over.He came to my dormitory to look for me at the beginning of school, and he told me that I broke up.

I was surprised immediately, weren't they all right before this winter vacation?I asked him why, he didn't speak, just looked at me.I'm bewildered, so should I comfort him now?Although I have the experience of falling in love, I have never been in love, and I don't want to use those panaceas on the Internet to perfuse him, because those words not only can't comfort him, but will make him feel that I promised to be his good brother. distracted.

But he is still unwilling to tell me, there is no way, this is his character, even though he said I am his best friend.I was helpless, but I could only say "don't be sad" to him, even though I knew it was useless.

He hugged me suddenly, the first hug between me and him, it seemed that he was really sad.I hugged him gently, hoping it would make him feel better.

This is the only thing I can do, I can no longer pay attention to him and care about him as before.If he was so sad before and gave me a hug, then I would definitely do everything possible to make him happy.But now I can only do so much. If he says it, I will act. If he doesn't say it, I can only pretend to be helpless and try to avoid his emotional life.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with this, he is not as infatuated as I imagined.After a few weeks, he never looked sad again.

I don’t know how he adjusts it. In fact, these times are similar to when I broke up with me, or in the eyes of others, but I haven’t seen him look so haggard to me. The so-called sadness is just knowing that I’m broken in love Sadness within the normal range of emotions after breaking through is actually very plain.

He may be more sensitive to matters between men and women. After all, if someone of the opposite sex shows favor to him, how low is his EQ to not be able to detect the other party's favor?But he may not be so sensitive about men and women. Who has nothing to do and thinks that a same sex has a good impression of him beyond friendship?

We still maintain the good habit of meeting only at night, but the content of the chat has increased, mainly because I started talking to him.

Then one night, he asked me why I can't see you during the day now.

I was speechless, my sense of existence would only become stronger when he was not in a relationship, and it had been so many months before he remembered that I stopped looking for her during the day.I replied, I have a lot of homework now.

I told him before that my grades had improved, and now I said that it was because of my studies that I reduced the time to meet him. He expressed his belief and hoped that I would continue to work hard. He also said that he hoped that we could go to a college.