Chased by brothers

He came to me before school started and wanted to talk about things between us.To be honest, I haven't thought about the matter between us, or rather, I haven't thought about it.Although he often waved in front of me, I still avoided thinking about this problem.This road is not easy to walk, he is so enthusiastic about me now, what about in the future?We haven't even reached the age of 18, so how long can we last with such a relationship that doesn't blend in with the world?

I knew I was shaken in my heart, but seeing his expectant look and thinking of his pursuit of me for so long, I could only tell him, "Let's talk about it after the college entrance examination."After the college entrance examination and entering university, we have taken another step towards adulthood. I believe that I can make the right decision at that time.

But he pressed on every step of the way, and even wanted to get close to me.I watched his face getting closer and closer, and I couldn't help but move.He looked at me in disbelief and ran out.I can't believe what I just did to hit him.I comforted myself, that's fine, I hope he can see this relationship clearly, and don't plunge into it again.But is that really the reason?

Maybe it worked. After school started, he didn't appear in front of me from time to time.I didn't expect him to persist for such a long time this time. After a long time, I got used to it instead.I passed by his dormitory several times and wanted to see what he was doing when he wasn't with me, but I didn't put it into practice.

Sure enough, I still overestimated him. Looking at this person who said "miss me", I felt a little happy in my uneasiness.But what needs to be said still has to be said, judging from today's performance, he has grown a lot more courageous, I'm afraid others will really see something.I didn't expect that although he didn't show it publicly these days, he has been paying attention to me secretly.

I know his grades are plummeting now, and I know it's largely because of me.He shouldn't be like this, he should be like the first time I met him, a carefree little prince.I want to persuade him to study, but because there is no reason, I can only call a "head teacher" to suppress him.

Maybe because he listened to my words, he really started to study hard.That night, he came to say goodbye to me and said he was going to live at home.I can feel the sadness in him, so I didn't resist when he hugged me tightly. On this last night, I didn't want to make him sad, so I said "goodbye" calmly.

The college entrance examination is coming too fast. Although I have prepared for it, I am still a little caught off guard.On the first day of the exam, he came to me and stood at the door so far away, smiling and cheering me on.

Come on, too, little prince.

After the exam, my mother said to let me relax and take a family trip by the way.I don't know where he got the news, and even talked to his family members, and they came with him, and they were still in a hotel.On the first day, the two families went out to play together.There is still some embarrassment between me and him, I ignore him, and he is too embarrassed to pester too much in front of so many people.

When I came out of the shower at night, I found that there was a lot of movement outside.Needless to say, he must have come to me.After he came in, he looked affectionate, a little afraid of what he might do.Unexpectedly, he hugged me and cried bitterly.I know that he has been very wronged this year, and he has been pursuing me but he has not received a positive answer.This is his rare catharsis, cry, you won't be so depressed after crying.

After a long time, he was tired from crying and fell asleep without knowing it.Really like a child, crying and falling asleep.I put him on the bed and let him have a good sleep.I hope that when I open my eyes tomorrow, he will still be the energetic him.In the morning, when I opened my eyes and saw him close at hand, I was shocked and subconsciously pushed him away.It wasn't until later that I realized that the action just now might have made him sad again.I don't want to explain anything, so let him misunderstand it.

The day my grades came out, I also knew his grades.After that, it was time to fill in the volunteers. I did well in the exam. Within the acceptable range, I listed a few universities and filled out the volunteers.After reading it, the parents felt that it was okay, so they began to formally fill in the volunteers.I don't know what I was thinking, but when filling out the report, I brought up the last school.My mother also asked me the reason. I don't know what the reason could be, but I can only say "it feels right".

I knew he would definitely get information from my mother, and I knew he would ask me out, but I didn't expect him to want to repeat.It's been a tough road, and I didn't expect him to be so determined.It was night, and he asked me to accompany him home, and I agreed.But the more I got to his house, the more I had a bad feeling.I was terrified of his every move.

Sure enough, he then asked me to come up and sit down.I can never refuse him who smiled and acted like a baby to me, and I compromised again.I drank a glass of water, but I was also defeated by this glass of water.As I grew sleepier, my hunch came true.

When I woke up in the morning, he hugged me naked.Only this time, it was still an unconscious one, my body seemed to have remembered his smell.I can't stand this out of control situation and what he has done to me.

I haven't seen him again, but I often see him in my dreams, his smell, his touch.I accepted it all calmly, knowing that I was not indifferent to him, and after that night, it was not surprising that this happened.But we will be separated in the end, he repeats his studies, and there is an obvious fault in our life. In the end, he is admitted to the university he wants, and then the two go farther and farther, and there is no intersection.

Everything in college is beautiful. Based on my appearance, I have also had a few girlfriends, but they are not long, because I don’t feel it.I often see the same sex confessing the same sex on the confession wall, and the comments below are all serious, just like the comments of other men and women confessing.A university is indeed an open place.

I would wonder if I would agree if he still chased me so hard in college.The answer is yes.But what's the use of thinking about it now?

A year later, I received a message from him, a picture.I didn't expect it to be like this, my little prince, my elementary school brother.

I don't know if a year has passed and there is no contact, whether his love for me is still the same, even if he is still so stubborn.When he asked me what was the matter, I suddenly didn't want to tell the truth. I said I was going to pick up my girlfriend, but in fact it was just a senior who took good care of me.

In the end, he was found out, and he had to spend another day with him.I didn't expect him to be so decisive.At the moment he jumped into the water, he kept talking and hoping that he could go ashore, but his body jumped one step faster than his mind.The moment he stood on the shore, I felt like I was going to collapse.I don't want to experience that kind of tension again in my life.

He said his request was to be with me and I agreed.I don't know what I said at that moment, but I know that I want to be with him, and that's enough.