Chased by brothers

The day I was looking forward to, without him, would be meaningless.In the evening, I returned home and went straight to my room without eating.It’s very tiring, not only the body, but the most important thing is the heart. I’m the only one who is working hard on this love. It’s such a long road, and I’m the only one from the beginning to the end. I can’t stop, I have to move forward, otherwise I will be killed. What ensued was more overwhelming than this horrible exhaustion.

The next day was the day when the grades came out. I had already asked for leave from the foreman. She also expressed her understanding and granted my request. After all, this is an important moment in life.

In fact, I don't have much expectation. I was in a daze when I took the language test. Now I just want to maintain my level and be in a university similar to him.After the results came out, I was full of joy. According to the previous division, I might even get in one book, but the next division completely broke my expectations, which was unexpectedly high.

I asked his mother how much he scored, which was 40 points higher than mine, and it was the minimum he could accept.Dad was also very disappointed with me, but it was a done deal, at least I could still play the book.I didn't listen to my father's comforting words. I have never paid much attention to scores. What makes me sad is that it is very possible that I may have no intersection with him in the future.

I tried harder to harass his mother, wanting to know his wish, but even if I knew it, it was useless, it was too scattered, and I didn't have a goal even if I wanted to take risks.I locked myself in the room, and my mother was very anxious, thinking it was because I didn't pass the exam, so she tried her best to persuade me.And I, in my little room, made a decision.

I sat on the sofa with my parents and explained my thoughts to them. I want to repeat.On the one hand, my grades were pretty good at first, but I wasted too much in the third year of high school. I repeated the year, and I believe that I will be able to improve my grades at my level. Definitely not rereading.Of course, facing my parents, I said the reason above.

Dad was silent for a while, and finally agreed with me.In fact, my mother still refused, but seeing that I was so determined, she could only let me go.For my goal, I quit my job and planned to study hard.Of course, I had to see him one last time, through his mom, before I could really study hard.

When the lights came on, we sat by the window in silence.An elegant dining room, none of us have the heart to appreciate it.He quickly finished the food on the plate and said to me: "Say what you want to say." I put down the tableware in my hand, and after a few seconds I asked him slowly: "I heard that you have a girlfriend again." Already?" My breathing stopped at that moment, and the hands under the dining table were clenched into fists, a little sore.

He didn't show anything obviously, but I saw a trace of impatience flashing across his eyes.Yes, he is no longer that warm boy when facing me.But he didn't know what mood I was in to ask this question. After asking this question, I was very scared and panicked.I didn't really want to know his answer. When he was about to answer, I quickly said "I'm going to repeat it."

Again, there was no expression. I hated this expression to death. It seemed that he was so indifferent to my affairs and couldn't arouse any interest. "You did well in the exam, where do you plan to go to university?"

"Don't you know everything?" His face was expressionless.

Yes, I know it all, but this is different, I want to hear him say it myself, I want to hear his voice, every sentence may be the last sentence we say in a year apart. "I want to hear from you." I never hide my purpose.

"If there's nothing else, I'll leave first. You can continue to eat." After speaking, he stood up and walked out.

This is the time I set aside for him, without him it would be meaningless. "Stay with me, or I'll tell auntie that you bullied me."

"You!!!" He was very angry, but he couldn't do anything to me.

It doesn't matter, as long as he is with me, if we are destined not to be together, then let him remember this humiliating time, I want his memory to be full of joys, sorrows and joys towards me.I watched him sit down before continuing to eat my meal.Slowly, chewing slowly, looking at his anxious appearance, at this moment, my heart is actually numb.Remember for the sake of remembering.

Finally, when I finished eating, he wanted to leave first, and I didn't want to chase his back all the time.Suddenly want to experience the feeling of love. "Don't hurry, take me home." I smiled and raised my head to face him, even if I knew it was fake, it didn't matter, I just wanted to experience the feeling of being cared for, that someone would protect me Feel.

He didn't refuse, he knew what method I would use to get him to accompany me, although it was a bit despicable, but at least the goal was achieved, right?Passing by the pharmacy, I asked him to wait outside for a while, and went in to buy some things that might be used later.