Chased by brothers

On the last night at school, I specifically told him about my commute, and he seemed unimpressed, and seemed to have a sense of relief.I hugged him tightly, but he didn't push me away, probably because he knew that I was going to go to school in a bad mood and needed comfort, so he couldn't hit me anymore.But his appearance just made me feel more and more reluctant.Such a warm person, I really can't let go.

After a long time, I let him go, and he said "goodbye" to me, then turned and left.I watched his back gradually merge with the black night, it really seemed that this farewell was a farewell.In fact, where did so many sorrows come from, the only difference between the life after and the life before is that there is no road where only two people walk together, a road without any communication and interaction, and a road that is shorter than imagined.

The next day, I started my first day of commuting since high school.After the last class was over, I saw the large troops rushing out, and I was the only one who remained still. After a few minutes, I was the only one in the entire classroom.I looked at the empty classroom and suddenly wanted to meet him.

I put my schoolbag on my back, ran to the cafeteria, and kept searching.Thanks to the blessing that I had been pestering him for dinner, I found him after a while, and he was alone.He seemed to see me too, but his gaze didn't stay on me.I walked over and sat across from him.

"I'm leaving." Just let me say goodbye one more time.

"Go." He continued to eat.

I didn't say anything, just watched him eat.In fact, I also admire him for being able to finish his meal so peacefully under my watchful eyes.After eating, he left, leaving me sitting alone. I stood up, ran towards him, and followed him until the intersection of the teaching building and the gate.

On the first day at home, even for this reason, my parents didn't tell me anything, they just asked me to study hard.I watched them trying to swallow the words that had already reached their lips, and finally only said this sentence, just to make me less stressed, my eye sockets were sore and swollen, I failed my parents for the so-called love .

But now it's irreversible. I felt it when I was a second model, and I didn't fully grasp my knowledge.When I took the model, my grades improved a little bit, it was entirely because the questions were to my liking.The second model's questions are obviously more inclined to the areas that I am not good at than the first model.So even if I had studied hard before the second model, I could only maintain these results in the end.

Without the teacher's basic explanation, I only have a half-knowledge of those knowledge.Liberal arts is better, as long as you memorize it by rote, it won't be too difficult.But for science students, it is impossible to rely solely on rote memorization, but I am a science student.There is still more than a month before the college entrance examination, and I really have no confidence to succeed.

The calendar has been torn page by page, and my relationship with him is only maintained at the status quo that he occasionally talks to me.Then there are three models, and finally the college entrance examination.

There are three days off before the college entrance examination. I try to let myself go during these three days and don't think too much.But my heart kept trembling, as if it was a premonition of something bad.I tried desperately to tell myself that this was superstition and I couldn't believe it, but I still became restless.On the third night, I slept very uncomfortably and had many dreams, including him, my parents, and many faces that flashed by.The next day, I was so depressed that I couldn't remember what the dream was about.

My mother looked at me and just told me to do my best and not to be too nervous.I pulled myself together and went to school.The first one is Chinese.When I arrived at the examination room, I was still in a trance and had no energy, but I still held on until the last time.After going back, although the order prohibits the answer, some people are still talking about those questions.I'd rather not have heard, because I found my multiple choice questions to be horrible.

But I am not too worried. I have maintained a good Chinese score. Just relying on a few multiple-choice questions cannot affect the overall score. The math in the afternoon is what I am most worried about.I took a light sleep at noon and felt much better.Before the exam, I went to see him, and it has become my habit to visit him every day whenever I have time.