Chased by brothers

I don't know where he lives, and the contact during the summer vacation is completely dependent on communication software, and I also know that after this kind of thing happens, he will definitely not talk to me again, so the rest of this summer vacation is estimated to be wasted.Things were better in school, at least I got to find his real person.He is a good student, and he will never do such a thing as skipping class. As long as I go to him, he will definitely not be able to escape.

During the summer vacation, when I kept harassing him on the Internet, and he never paid attention to me, the time passed by, and the long-awaited school time finally arrived.There is no doubt that after a lapse of one year, my life has turned into studying and looking for him every day.But after all, it is the third year of high school, and there is very little spare time. Even the evening self-study break is usually full of homework, and my tricks will not work at all.

Gradually, I became lazy. Mathematics must be done well, and other homework is either copied or not done, which squeezes out a lot of time.I deliberately got to know the people around him very well, so that I could get a lot of news about him from their mouths.I don't want to waste a little chance to spend time with him whether it's morning or night, and after missing out on the first few days, I can always wait for him.

He also seemed to agree that I followed him, but he always walked on his own, and he walked very quickly, for fear that I would spend too long with him.I just had to keep up with him and talk to him as much as I could, making the most of the time.

One day I was waiting in the old position and saw a girl in our class slowly approaching me.I didn't know what was wrong with her, but she stood in front of me with her head bowed, and I could only see the top of her head.What did I suddenly realize, isn't this a classic confession scene?I complained secretly, sister, you should hurry up, it will be over when he sees it.

But how could the confession be so fast? She said something hesitantly, but I didn't hear it. I just saw him approaching slowly from behind her.I quickly interrupted her confession, "I'm going home, let's talk about something next time."But unfortunately, she couldn't understand my spirit. When she shouted "I like you", he passed by me and saw him squinting at her.

The girl's courage is very commendable, maybe because I am such a person myself, so I can't get angry with her.This kind of eagerness to let the sweetheart know what I think, this kind of thinking of "what if", is like me at the beginning, even if the future is unknown, but if you don't try it, how will you know it won't work?

I said "I'm sorry" to my sister, and then hurried to him.Maybe after I left, she replied "It's okay" with a crying voice, or maybe because she had already expected this ending, it was just a kind of relief after the result, I don't know, I just want to deal with my own problems first. relationship issue.

It didn't take long for me to catch up with him, and I tried to explain to him, but he didn't respond.Although it's been so long, I should have gotten used to his pattern, but today's situation is different, I really want to know his thoughts.I grabbed his hand and stopped him from moving forward.

He turned his head to look at me, and the cold moonlight shone on him, making him look so unreasonable.I'm suddenly scared and don't want to hear him, but I can't back down can I?These are what I should bear, and I have already made mental preparations.

"You really make me feel sick." His words seemed to come from afar, piercing my heart.Disgusting, that's all about me.He left after saying this, and I didn't hold him back because I knew it was useless.My face must have been pale, and I went to bed in a daze, and my dream was full of his always warm smiling face, and then he spit out chilling words that made people tremble.

I didn't sleep well, but I can't give up, especially at this time, once giving up, it means it will never be possible.I still hang on to him every day, going to school, after school, even as long as I find an opportunity, before noon practice, I look for him.The girl who confessed to me before didn't let it go, and we didn't have much interaction before, so I don't know why she suddenly confessed to me.

His heart wall never opened to me after that summer vacation, and I don't know his real thoughts.We have become good friends in the eyes of others, but only we know.The two of us don't even have the most basic communication, and we are not as good as strangers asking for directions on the road.