love letter to summer

After Ye Ji took a shower, he touched his chin and found that the stubble had grown, so he took out the razor to shave. He had just rubbed the shaving foam on his face when Xia Tang knocked on the bathroom door.

Ye Ji opened the door, Xia Tang didn't expect him to open the door so quickly, and stood outside the door looking at him.

Ye Ji: "Is there something wrong?"

"Uh..." Xia Tang scratched his head, glanced around the bathroom, fixed on the toilet, and immediately said, "Go to the toilet, yes, I want to pee." Come.

Ye Ji felt that he was strange, while shaving while listening to the movement, Xia Tang finished urinating in less than three seconds, it seemed that he had no intention of urinating but he had to force himself in to act.

Ye Ji, who was supposed to cooperate with him in acting, turned a blind eye to this, Xia Tang zipped up his trousers, and walked to the sink, Ye Ji stepped aside, Xia Tang turned on the faucet to wash his hands.

Ye Ji looked at him from the mirror, Xia Tang lowered his head, after a while, he also raised his head to look at Ye Ji from the mirror, Ye Ji raised his right eyebrow, his eyes were playful, and he deliberately teased, "Can't bear to go out?"

Xia Tang: "Uh... You haven't gone out for so long, I'm afraid you might faint, so I just came in to have a look."

Ye Ji: "Oh." He looked at the watch on the stage - it was less than 10 minutes since he entered the bathroom.

Ye Ji wanted to laugh, but Xia Tang blushed and shouted: "I care about you so much, you should be moved to the point of tears, instead of making fun of me, you heartless little cousin!"

Ye Ji laughed.

After washing her hands, Xia Tang turned off the water, stood there and looked at Ye Ji in the mirror. Ye Ji was half-shaven, and there was foam on one side of his chin and not on the other, looking funny.

Xia Tang stared at him.

Ye Ji: "?"

Xia Tang: "Have you finished shaving yet?"

Ye Ji: "??" He only shaved for 2 minutes.

Xia Tang: "You're not skilled enough dear, let me do it."

Ye Ji: "???" What kind of monster does he want to be?

Xia Tang took the razor, dragged Ye Ji to the bathtub, and asked him to sit on the edge of the bathtub.

Xia Tang caressed Ye Ji's chin with a gentle force, and the blade scraped gently across his face, making it itchy.He shaves very seriously, he doesn't seem to be doing tricks and teasing, Ye Ji saw him bowing his head and doing things seriously, and thought he was so charming.The light in the bathroom was dim, and the atmosphere was warm and soft. Ye Ji closed his eyes and enjoyed the atmosphere.

After shaving cleanly, Xia Tang wiped his face with a towel. After wiping for a while, Xia Tang's movements gradually slowed down. He rested Ye Ji's chin with his hand and looked at him.

Ye Ji also looked at him and asked, "What's wrong?"

Xia Tang: "Xia Qing called just now, saying that my mother has been crying." He lowered his eyes.

Ye Ji was silent for a long time, patted his arm, and said, "Go home."

Xia Tang nodded her head.

Ye Ji stood up, went to the washbasin and turned on the faucet. He bent down and poured water on his face. The water was icy cold. He remembered the temperature when Xia Tang touched his cheek just now. The more he thought about it, the more he felt that the water was so cold that it made people shiver .

Suddenly someone hugged his back, Ye Ji stopped his movements, Xia Tang hugged him from behind, wrapped his arms around his waist, buried his head on his shoulder, Ye Ji couldn't see his expression, felt that he was just looking for Mommy's critters.

Ye Ji smiled when he saw himself in the mirror. It was hard to tell whether the smile was happy or sad, or maybe it was more like comforting himself.Then he heard himself say, "You'll have a family of your own, a wife, kids, a successful career, and you'll be happy."

Xia Tang raised his head suddenly, and looked at him with wide eyes in disbelief. Ye Ji said, "I may not get married in the future, and I won't have children. Thinking about it, I feel a little regretful." He turned on the faucet again, rinsed his hands, and said, " Let your child recognize me as a godfather, and bring your child to see me when you are free."

He said these words calmly, as if talking about other people's affairs.

Xia Tang's eyes opened wider and wider, and he looked at Ye Ji in the mirror with the eyes of a stranger.

Xia Tang: "You..." He was speechless, Ye Ji saw his lips trembling, lowered his head and couldn't bear to look at him.

Xia Tang tugged at the corner of his clothes: "You just said that you are selfish, you can't sacrifice yourself to fulfill me, you said so, how could you suddenly change your mind?" His eyes were red, "You can't do this, you can't do this .”

Ye Ji said: "I was hesitating all the time, I was still hesitating until you came in, but you know? When I told you to go home, your expression..." He looked at Xia Tang tenderly, "You seem to be saved I suddenly understood that you wanted to go home, but you were afraid to tell me that you didn’t want to let me down. At that moment, I suddenly understood your mood, sandwiched between me and your parents, making you in a dilemma, letting me You are in pain."

Xia Tang's tears flowed out, he was speechless and kept shaking his head.

Ye Ji turned around and lowered his head, touching Xia Tang's forehead, and gently stroked his cheek with his hand: "Want to listen to my heart? I'm selfish, but you are more important than me. When you are happy, I am happier than you. You're sad, and I'm going to be sadder than you. Go home, baby, that's the life you really want, and the life that's right for you. You'll be happy, and that's exactly what I want."

"I don't want it." Xia Tang pushed him, crying with tears, "Don't say it, don't say that kind of thing again."

Ye Ji: "Be obedient."

"I don't want to get married, I don't want children, I won't leave you." Xia Tang burst into tears, "I will take care of you when you get old, woo woo woo—"

Ye Ji's heart hurt like a needle prick, his eyes were sore, he hugged Xia Tang and kissed his ear: "Don't cry, you are the best, stop crying, okay?"

Xia Tang was out of breath from crying, which made Ye Ji want to cry. He wiped Xia Tang's face with a tissue, and Xia Tang cried until his nose came out. In this way, your eyes will be swollen tomorrow, how can you go home."

Xia Tang hiccupped and said, "I won't go back."

Ye Ji: "I'm going out tomorrow, if you don't go back, you have to stay at home alone."

"Alone alone, hicc—"

Ye Ji: "If you don't go back tomorrow, you will go back in the future. You will go back one day."

Xia Tang didn't speak, just stared blankly at him with his eyes wide open, tears welled up in his eyes and flowed down his cheeks, he seemed to be frozen, he didn't know that he was crying, he couldn't react, only the tears kept flowing.

Ye Ji couldn't bear to look at Xia Tang anymore, he looked up at the ceiling and took a deep breath.

Xia Tang cried and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." He grabbed Ye Ji's wrist and kept apologizing, with tears streaming down his face, his voice trembling, and his hands shaking, as if he had really committed a heinous mistake.

He cried until he couldn't breathe, and said hoarsely: "I, I like you, I really like you, I want to be with you, but I can't do this, I don't want to make my parents sad, I'm sorry, I'm timid Cowardice, it's my fault, I'm sorry for you, you failed you..."

Ye Ji didn't expect this sentence to make him so sad, so he panicked and coaxed Xia Tang desperately: "I don't blame you, I really don't, I understand your difficulties, no matter what you choose, I won't blame you, Xiaotang Don't cry, please, don't cry." His eyes were red, and he hugged Xia Tang tightly.

Xia Tang cried loudly in his arms, like a lost child.