love letter to summer

Funeral staff went to the hospital to pick up the body.

Relatives and friends left the hospital surrounded by the body.

Ye Jinwen followed at the end of the crowd without saying a word, while Ye Ji walked beside him.Some of the people walking in front of the line were crying, some were shouting, making a lot of noise, but Ye Ji and his father remained silent, like two forgotten wild cats.

The body was carried into a hearse.

Ye Jinwen finally said, "When are you going back?"

Ye Ji: "Tomorrow."

"So fast?"

"Prepare for the exam."

"Oh."

The two looked at the hearse.

After 1 minute, Ye Ji said, "Do you regret it?"

Ye Jinwen turned to look at him, Ye Ji added: "You love my mother."

Ye Jinwen smiled: "If I say I regret it, then I'm sorry for my current wife. If I say I don't regret it, I'm sorry for myself and Jingya."

Ye Ji didn't understand, he frowned.

Ye Jinwen said, "Have you read "Red Rose and White Rose"?"

Ye Ji: "No, but I've heard of it."

Ye Jinwen: "The book says that maybe every man has had two women like this, at least two. After marrying a red rose, over time, the red one becomes a smear of mosquito blood on the wall, and the white one is still the moonlight in front of the bed. ; Marry a white rose, the white one is a grain of sticky rice sticking to my clothes, and the red one is a cinnabar mole on my heart. So no matter which path I choose, I have regrets and it’s not perfect.”

Ye Ji was in a delicate mood, he felt that these words were like an excuse, Ye Jinwen seemed to be forcing his "betrayal" into a reasonable behavior, but at the same time Ye Ji felt that these words were reasonable.The most incredible thing is that although he was not the person involved and did not experience all this personally, he felt the same for Ye Jinwen's struggle at that time, and even felt his sadness and helplessness. This made Ye Ji want to blame him, but he couldn't help pity him .

A group of people sent Ye Chaofeng's body to the funeral home, and then left separately.

Ye Jinwen sent Ye Ma to the airport, Ye Ji and Xia Tang followed.

Mother Ye had been running around for several days, and she was so exhausted at this time that she fell asleep on the passenger seat as soon as she got in the car.

Ye Jinwen was driving, looking at Mama Ye from time to time, and even stopped the car on the way, and put his coat on Mama Ye.

When they arrived at the airport, everyone said goodbye to Ye Ma, Ye Jinwen suddenly said, "I don't know when we will meet next time."

Ye Ma: "Maybe, we won't see you again." Ye Ji was startled, he looked at Ye Ma's expression, but he couldn't tell if she was joking or serious.

Ye Jinwen's expression froze on his face, and after a while, he smiled with relief: "That's fine too."

Ye Ma: "Take care." She smiled brightly, like a chivalrous woman who comes and goes freely.

Ye Jinwen: "Take care."

After Ye Ma boarded the plane, Ye Jinwen drove Ye Ji and Xia Tang back to the hotel.

The expressway seems to be endless, and the scenery on both sides of the road is desolate. Except for the mountains, there is the sea, and except for the sea, there are mountains.

Xia Tang couldn't stand the dull atmosphere, and tried to find topics to chat with, but the other two people in the car talked less than the other, and each topic died after three sentences.

Xia Tang gave up struggling, just closed his eyes and rested his mind, maybe he didn't sleep well last night, Xia Tang really fell asleep with his eyes closed.

Seeing that he was sleeping like mud, Ye Ji couldn't see him, so he hugged him and let him sleep on his shoulder.

When Ye Ji looked up, he saw Ye Jinwen looking at him from the rear mirror, his eyes behind the glasses were full of astonishment.

Ye Ji pretended not to know, and turned to look out the car window.

Although Ye Jinwen looked at him in the mirror from time to time, he never asked any questions.

The two had nothing to say all the way, and returned to the hotel at nine o'clock.

Ye Ji patted Xia Tang on the cheek, Xia Tang was sleepy and unconscious, Ye Ji whispered in his ear: "Get up quickly, you're going to be late for school."

Xia Tang stood up suddenly, and shouted in a panic, "What time is it? What time is it? Where is my school uniform?"

Ye Ji opened the car door and said, "The school uniform is at home."

Xia Tang came to her senses and yelled angrily.

Ye Ji carried him out of the car.

Ye Jinwen had been silently watching them fight, but at this moment he suddenly said, "Ye Ji, can we chat for a while?"

Ye Ji was stunned, Xia Tang glanced at him, then at Ye Jinwen, and said, "I'll go back to the hotel first."

Ye Ji got into the passenger seat, and Ye Jinwen asked straight to the point: "Does Jingya know about you?"

Ye Ji nodded.

Ye Jinwen: "What did she say?"

Ye Ji: "She doesn't support or oppose it, she just asks me to think clearly."

Ye Jinwen was silent for a while, then said, "That's all she can do."

Ye Ji: "But she is very sad."

Ye Jinwen: "She loves you."

"I know." Ye Ji: "But I don't want anyone to sympathize with me or feel sorry for me, including my mother."

Ye Jinwen couldn't help laughing: "You have changed a lot in appearance, but your personality has not changed. You are still stubborn, withdrawn, and out of place with society."

Ye Ji: "Just like you."

Ye Jinwen laughed and said, "So warm and kind people like Jingya and Xia Tang are especially attractive to us."

Ye Ji didn't answer, he looked down at the toe of his shoe, he thought for a long time before saying: "I used to firmly believe that I was not wrong, so I won't give up, but I don't think so recently."

Ye Jinwen: "You are indeed not wrong."

Ye Ji: "Not being wrong doesn't mean you're right, and it doesn't mean you should stick to it."

Ye Jinwen: "Are you shaken?"

Ye Ji nodded, thought about it, and asked, "How do you think I should choose?"

Ye Jinwen was surprised for a moment: "I didn't expect you to ask me."

Ye Ji now seems to be in a hurry to go to the doctor. He is running around in the maze, desperately looking for the exit, and he wants to grab any hope.He felt that since Ye Jinwen had had that kind of experience—although Ye Jinwen's matter was different from his own—Ye Ji felt that Ye Jinwen could understand his state of mind and thoughts.Perhaps this "experienced person" can give some pointers.

Ye Jinwen looked out through the front window of the car.

The sky has revealed that office workers, students, and people doing morning exercises walk through the streets, and the morning light shrouds their bodies.

Everything is like waking up from a dream, and the scenery is quiet and serene.

Ye Jinwen's tone was also very calm: "I know why Jingya didn't tell you clearly what to choose, but let you think for yourself? Because she doesn't know which is the right way."

"I have lived for so many years, and the deepest understanding is that there is no right or wrong 'choice'. No matter which path you choose, you will gain some things and lose other things at the same time. Just like choosing a white rose, you will lose a red rose , If you choose a red rose, you will no longer be able to have a white rose."

He looked at Ye Ji: "If you choose to abide by social rules honestly, you have to give up part of yourself. If you choose to be loyal to yourself, you have to bear the pressure that society puts on you."

Ye Ji: "Can't we have both?"

Ye Jinwen: "Of course. Many things that seem normal today were deviant behaviors, such as free love, women's work, and ordinary people going to school. Society is constantly changing, and the standards of right and wrong will continue to change, but this change is hard-won. It's up to people to keep fighting for it and pay a huge price. So, you think it's possible to have both, but it's going to be a long, hard road, and you'll have to pay a lot, go through a lot of pain, and you'll finally see the light of day Moonlight."

He twitched the corner of his mouth and smiled, and even said a joke: "It's like a martyr throwing his head and blood for the revolution. And the revolution may fail."

Ye Ji: "In other words, even if I try my best, I may still get nothing."

Ye Jinwen said calmly: "This is what makes life wonderful, isn't it?"

Wonderful your sister - Ye Ji scolded in his heart.