love letter to summer

The sound of the car starting and the sound of the rain were intertwined.

The green light is flashing, and the rapid rhythm is like an impatient person, urging pedestrians to go faster.

The rain is getting heavier.

Pedestrians start to run.

Ye Ji walked to the opposite side of the road.

He turned around.

On the other side of the road, Xia Tang was still standing there, looking at this side motionlessly.

Ye Ji suddenly felt that the road was still so wide, as wide as a galaxy, separating them so far, he couldn't see Xia Tang's eyes clearly, and couldn't touch Xia Tang's hand.There are many people blocked between them, even if they are just irrelevant people, they can prevent them from coming together for a lifetime.

The rain fell on his face and he felt cold.

He opened the umbrella.

Xia Tang was still standing opposite, he didn't open the umbrella, as if he didn't know that he was drenched in the rain.

His expression was sad, like he was about to cry.

Ye Ji's heart throbbed, and then a sense of helplessness, absurdity, and sadness flooded over him.

No matter what kind of person he is, no matter how good he is, he is a sinner. His feelings for Xia Tang are "dirty". From the moment this feeling was born, he was judged by the world. felony.

Touching between heterosexual couples is called □□-fondling. If he touches Xia Tang, it is called obscenity. Sexual intercourse between heterosexual couples is called love. If he and Xia Tang have sex, it is chicken-rape.

He has integrity, he is excellent in academics, but the world regards him as a pervert.

He's a pervert because he likes men.

As a man, he actually likes another man.

He likes men, so he's dirty, ugly, nasty, disgusting.

Liking the same sex is worse than pigs and dogs, heinous.

How absurd this world is, like a black humor, he is pointed at by others like a clown standing in the center of the stage.His hard work, excellence, and integrity are nothing but insignificant decorations, and a simple "gay" label can obliterate all of them.

Ye Ji raised his hand and waved to Xia Tang.

He saw Xia Tang's expression - as if he had been pardoned, and also as if he was alive after a catastrophe.

He walked towards himself, squeezed through the crowd, and came from the other end of the road, stumbling like a young deer that just started walking.

The green light flashed faster.

Xia Tang kept looking at Ye Ji, as if afraid that Ye Ji would disappear in the blink of an eye.

He bumped into an old lady, who yelled at her, Xia Tang apologized in a panic, and then quickly turned back to look in Ye Ji's direction.

He looks so stupid.

Ye Ji laughed, mouthed to him, and said: Hurry up.

The moment the red light came on, Xia Tang crossed the road and came to Ye Ji.

He was wet and his hair was dripping.

Ye Ji moved the umbrella over him.

The two stood together under the umbrella.

Ye Ji took out a pack of tissues from his pocket with his free hand, Xia Tang took it, and then unsealed the tissue, Ye Ji took out a tissue, pressed the tissue to Xia Tang's head, and wiped his wet hair.

Xia Tang bowed her head obediently, and Ye Ji casually rubbed his hair.

He looked so pitiful and distressing.

Ye Ji sighed in his heart, his hand slid down Xia Tang's hair, onto his cheek, and then rubbed his face.

"I don't blame you." Ye Ji said.

Xia Tang raised his head and looked at Ye Ji, the water droplets from the tips of his hair rolled down onto his cheeks.

Ye Ji felt as if his heart had been pricked with a needle.

I really want to hug Xia Tang, want to hold him in my arms, gently stroke his hair, his back, and kiss his cheek.

However, Ye Ji knew that this could not be done, as there were countless pairs of eyes staring at them like will-o'-the-wisps.

Ye Ji said softly, "Go home."

Xia Tang nodded.Behind him, the light of the green light has gone out, the red light hangs high in the sky, and the river of cars begins to flow again.

***

Ye Ma got home this morning, then went back to the company to deal with some trivial matters, and went to Xia's house for dinner in the evening.

Ye Ji planned to take the cat food bowl home first, and then go directly to Xia Tang's house to meet his mother.

However, as soon as he arrived outside his community, he saw a red Mercedes parked at the gate from a distance, and a well-dressed man stood beside the car, staring at the security guard.

The security of this community is quite tight, you have to swipe your card to get in and out, and if you want to get a card, you must bring your address proof to the management office to apply.

Obviously, the man was not a resident of this community and had no card on him, so he was stopped by the security guard.

The man was holding a large bouquet of red roses in his arms, dressed meticulously, and looked like a bird of paradise preparing to court.

Unfortunately, Ye Ji knew this bird of paradise, his name was Yao Yue.

He appeared here probably because he knew Ye Ji's classmates and found out Ye Ji's address from them.I just don't know if he inquired about it many years ago, or just last night.

Ye Ji quickly turned around to run away, but Yao Yue's eyes caught him even faster.

Seeing Yao Yue's surprised expression, Ye Ji felt extremely overwhelmed, and really wanted to find this almanac to check if it was not advisable to go out today.

Yao Yue walked over quickly and said cheerfully, "Ye Ji, I've been waiting for you for a long time!"

Xia Tang looked at him with wide eyes, then his eyes moved to the rose in his hand, and then he turned his head to look at Ye Ji with strange eyes, it seemed that he had roughly guessed what was going on.

Ye Ji immediately said: "I don't know him well, so it has nothing to do with him." He didn't want Xia Tang to have any misunderstandings.

Yao Yue's footsteps stopped, and he looked at Ye Ji in astonishment, as if he didn't expect that Ye Ji would suddenly cut ties with him so resolutely.

He turned his head to look at Xia Tang, and after three seconds, he seemed to recognize Xia Tang, and suddenly realized: "You seem to be Ye Ji's younger brother?"

Xia Tang: "Uh...well..."

"Hello." Yao Yue warmly extended his hand to Xia Tang, wanting to shake his hand.

Xia Tang stretched out her hand reflexively.

Ye Ji complained in his heart: He is your rival in love, do you know that?She was so polite to him.

Yao Yue held Xia Tang's hand and said with a smile, "My name is Yao Yue. I'm in the same high school as you. I'm two years older than you. I'm your senior."

"Ah, hello senior." Xia Tang has always been very polite, humble and courteous to everyone, but now he is like this even to his rivals, Ye Ji feels a little unhappy.