love letter to summer

Brother Nan: "After we broke up, his parents were worried that we would break up, so they kept forcing him to get married quickly. Moreover, he was almost 28 at that time, so it was time to get married."

He spoke in a light tone, as if he was just talking about where and what he ate yesterday.

"I thought he was going crazy, so I introduced one of my classmates to him. That girl was a lesbian. At that time, the family was urging her to get married. After the two met, they felt that the other party's qualifications and character were good, so they were very straightforward. decided to get married immediately."

Brother Nan smiled: "I went to be his best man. He was so handsome that day that you couldn't close your legs, hahaha." He laughed and said, "I want to marry him."

He smiled very happily, as if he was talking about a happy thing.

Ye Ji didn't smile.

Brother Nan: "Hey, don't show such an expression, as if I am so pitiful."

Ye Ji: "Aren't you sad?"

Brother Nan: "Of course I'm sad." He poured wine into the glass carelessly, and the wine rushed into the glass like a waterfall, "I didn't cry from the breakup to the day he got married, and that's when I knew, When a person is really ashamed, he can’t cry even if he wants to. When I first found out that he was going to get married, I thought, I will attend his wedding. After the wedding, I will travel and play for ten days After half a month, I will find a deep mountain and kill myself in it, and then let the wild beasts eat my body, so that I can completely disappear from this world."

It was supposed to be a sad past, but Ye Ji couldn't help complaining silently in his heart: Beasts don't even eat bones and teeth, so you still have bones and teeth, and won't disappear completely.

Ye Ji asked: "What happened next?" The man who was supposed to disappear in the belly of the beast is now sitting in the bar, which shows that there is still more to come.

"The old couple liked the girl very much, and the daughter-in-law and daughter-in-law kept calling. Later, he held the bride's hand and served tea to his parents. When his mother took the tea, her hands were shaking with excitement, and she burst into tears when she drank the tea. It suddenly flowed out, and after putting down the cup, he took the bride's hand and choked up so that he couldn't speak, as if his son had been kidnapped by bad guys for several years, and he was finally rescued today."

Brother Nan lit a cigarette, he took a puff, and then exhaled the smoke, which slowly rose around his fingers.

"When the four of them stand together, they are really like a family." He looked at the dance floor, and seemed to be looking at another world that had been dusty for a long time through the dance floor. "At that moment, I suddenly had a feeling that they It seems to be pulled back to the world of normal people. In the past five years, we seemed to have been walking cautiously on the edge of the world, surrounded by a bottomless abyss, and we would fall if we took a wrong step, but on that day, he returned to The world of normal people is gone, and there is no need to worry about it anymore.”

"I don't know why, but after thinking about this, I suddenly felt relieved," Brother Nan's tone was calm and indifferent, "Then I hid in the toilet and cried for 5 minutes, washed my face after crying, came out and smiled and wished him a happy wedding. "

That's how they ended?

"What happened next?" Ye Ji asked.

"There's nothing later." Brother Nan raised his eyebrows, "That's it. After he got married, I went to work in another city, and then I naturally lost contact."

Brother Nan is the first person of the same kind that Ye Ji met in real life. To be honest, Ye Ji is very curious about him, as if he is the epitome of the entire gay society. Through him, he can peep into the world that Ye Ji has never deeply understood. .

So Ye Ji would have expectations for his stories to some extent, hoping that those stories would be ups and downs, and also vaguely hoped that the ending of the stories would be happy for everyone.

In the novel, when one of the male protagonists gets married, the other is in agony. After all kinds of entanglements, shouldn't he just do nothing and rush into the church to snatch the marriage?Even if the two protagonists are cowards and have neither escaped marriage nor the guts to snatch a marriage, they should at least keep cutting things up and making chaos. They always run into each other every now and then by coincidence. Hypnotize yourself because the other party is too difficult, and you are a pure and innocent little white sheep.

However, the reality is that everything came to a sudden and abrupt end, not going according to the script at all.

Ye Ji was a little lost.

Brother Nan looked at him sideways and said, "Don't be an idiot. The people in the novel don't have to worry about trivial matters in life every day, and they won't be exhausted by work like dogs. Do three-dimensional people want to live well? It's impossible to think If you chase after someone, you immediately leave your work and run to the airport, and you can board the plane at any time, and you will arrive at your destination in the blink of an eye. You need to book a ticket in advance to take a plane. If it is a peak season, you will be willing to use the toilet on the plane. You may not even be able to book a ticket..."

As he spoke, he began to chatter about the novel: "Flight delays and cancellations are common, and you will be forced to go back to where you came from every minute. The seats on the plane are cramped. After sitting for two or three hours My whole body hurts, and if I didn't sleep well the night before, I would feel dizzy even more. After such a big round of tossing, I don't even have the mood to chase after a fairy."

Ye Ji: "Oh."

Ye Ji's reaction was cold, and Brother Nan was in a bad mood: "Is this how you react?" He snorted and drank a large glass dissatisfied.

Then he conveniently filled Ye Ji's wine glass.

Ye Ji took a sip and said in a low voice: "If Xia Tang wants to leave, I will chase him."

Brother Nan was stunned, Ye Ji's words seemed to make him a little moved, he opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything, after a while of silence, he raised his eyebrows and said: "Nimma, this kind and loving person is simply To kill me."

He raised his glass in Ye Ji's direction, and Ye Ji raised his wine glass, the two clinked glasses, Brother Nan smiled and said: "In any case, I hope you will have lovers and get married in the end."

Ye Ji: "Thank you."

Brother Nan sipped the wine, smacked his lips, and said: "The times are different. The attitude towards homosexuality in this society has improved a lot. The attitude towards homosexuality of the post-80s and post-90s is completely different from that of our parents. I think, wait for these When the post-80s and 90s become the backbone of society, the situation of homosexuals will be greatly improved, you were born in a good time, children."

Ye Ji: "I also believe in this."

Brother Nan smiled and lightly touched Ye Ji's cup with an empty cup.

Brother Nan: "I have often wondered recently, who sets the standard of right and wrong in this world? This sounds like a very simple question, but when I think about it carefully, I find that it is extremely complicated."

"Some people may say that what is moral is right, but killing is wrong, but when a soldier goes into battle to kill the enemy, is he wrong? For example, you once lent me a sum of money, and one day you let me I pay back the money. As far as moral standards are concerned, it is only trustworthy and correct for me to pay you back the money, but if I find out that once I pay you back, you will use the money to do evil things, such as bribing officials, buying drugs, etc. Trafficking, if I pay back the money, it becomes indirectly assisting you in committing a crime, should I pay it back?"

"Women and blacks used to be discriminated against. From our current point of view, it is definitely wrong to discriminate against them, but I sometimes imagine that if I lived in Europe in the 18th century, there were black slave trades everywhere. , everyone around me thinks that black people are born slaves, and I can't say I'm 'unique' in thinking that black people are equal to white people."

"The reason why I now think that blacks, whites, and yellows are all equal is because I was educated to say 'everyone is equal', and my teachers at school, my parents, and the shows on TV all told me that. You see, in the final analysis, my moral standards are actually the standards set by others, and what I think is right or wrong is actually the right or wrong set by others.”