Chronicle of Studying Abroad

midnight.

Even if the heating is turned on in the room, if you put your hand on the glass window, you can still clearly feel the biting cold coming through the glass window.There is light snow floating outside the window, showing their quiet dance steps under the dim street lights.

Yuan Shan sat on the sofa in the lobby on the first floor, leaving only the standing desk lamp in the corner.

The table lamp is as tall as a person, in the shape of a bird's nest, and the warm yellow light shines through, drawing strange pictures on the floor and walls.

Yuan Shan took a deep breath of the cigarette, and it took a long time to let it out slowly. As if he was not used to it, he coughed twice, reached out and lit the ash into the ashtray on the coffee table.

The software contest ended yesterday and they got No.3.

The competition asked them to go back and wait for the notification. They had to make further comparisons with those in City W to know whether they could go to country A to participate in the finals.However, Yuan Shan and the others knew that their group was in a panic. There were people outside the mountains, and there were people who were stronger and harder than them.

Although this competition was just a test of the water, they also realized the shortcomings of their group.

And No.3 is not bad, so everyone is also very happy.

Moreover, the most important goal has been achieved, and the proposals have been successfully handed out.They even made friends with several other groups. Everyone shared the same goals and made an appointment to have a meal together in private.

Wonsan and the others went to a celebration dinner last night, and then went back to their respective homes.Next is the week-long spring break, and there are no homework and deadlines to catch up with, so don't be too happy.

Qian Keke didn't stop Yuanshan from opening Moments.

Afterwards, Qian Keke secretly communicated with Su Mu'an, and was caught by Yuan Shan again.

Facing the two people's screen-full "what should I do?" Yuan Shan smiled at Qian Keke: "What are you two worrying about. That's fine, Xue Jun is also my friend, let's have a dinner together later."

After speaking, the man left.

Liuqian Keke was dumbfounded, and it took a long time to react to report to Su Muan.

Yuan Shan sighed vaguely, and leaned over to extinguish the cigarette butt in the ashtray.

He kind of didn't know what to do.

All his rationality was telling him that he had to get to the bottom of this matter with Qin Shui as soon as possible, so as not to complicate the situation after Qin Shui found out from Xue Yun.

But he is afraid.

Afraid of Qin Shui's possible behavior after knowing, afraid of Xue Yun pointing at his face and saying that he is shameless and has ulterior motives.For the first time, he knew that he was afraid of so many things.

After sitting for an unknown amount of time, the sky outside was still dark, with stars twinkling faintly.

The heating in the living room was not turned on, Yuan Shan was only wearing a set of thin pajamas, and his hands and feet were already cold by this time.He stood up, turned off the lamp, and slowly went upstairs holding the handrail.

Gently pushing the door open, Yuan Shan stood in the dark for a while before his eyes got used to the environment.

He was about to lift the quilt to go to bed, and glanced at the sleeping Qin Shui. The man seemed to smell something and wrinkled his nose, then turned over and continued to sleep.

Yuan Shan paused, raised his hand and sniffed the pajamas.

The smell is not strong, but you can still smell the smoke.

Yuan Shan twitched his mouth, went to the closet and found a set of pajamas, changed the one on his body that smelled of cigarettes, and put it in the laundry basket.

The pajamas he put on had a gentle fragrance of laundry detergent, and Yuanshan did a few push-ups on the spot, and went back to bed when his body was completely warmed up.

When he put his head on the pillow and covered the quilt, he sighed inwardly.

He turned to face Qin Shui whose back was facing him, moved over cautiously, and stretched out his arms to hold him in his arms.Qin Shui moved and subconsciously found a comfortable position.

Yuan Shan got up slightly, looked at Qin Shui's face carefully, and was relieved when he saw that he didn't wake up at all.

A kiss was placed on the corner of the forehead, and he lay down after a long pause.The tip of Yuan Shan's nose came up to the back of Qin Shui's neck to sniff, and he couldn't help but increase the strength of his arms. The person in his arms moved for a while and then remained silent.

Yuan Shan smiled lightly for some reason, and finally stopped disturbing his sleep, closed his sour eyes, and fell asleep.

When Yuanshan opened his eyes, the sky was already bright.

The person next to the pillow was nowhere to be seen, Yuan Shan fell back on the bed with the quilt in his arms, and rolled over.Then he buried his face on Qin Shui's pillow and smelled the refreshing smell that belonged to Qin Shui.

It's a taste he likes and can't quit.

"Get up when you wake up." Qin Shui's smiling voice came from the door.

Yuan Shan froze, hugged the quilt again and sat up, looking at Qin Shui.The man came over with a glass of water, wearing home clothes, with a smile in his eyes.

"Here, get up and drink a cup of warm water." Qin Shui handed the cup to Yuan Shan, the water temperature was moderate, just right for the mouth.

Qin Shui sat on the edge of the bed and watched Yuan Shan finish drinking the water: "What are you going to do this week's rest?"

Yuan Shan put the cup on the bedside table: "I want to visit my homestay in high school."

Qin Shui nodded: "When?"

Yuan Shan lifted the quilt, stepped on the floor and said, "I'll send a text message to Rose later, and I'll let you know after confirming the time with them. By the way... there's something..."

Qin Shui's gaze moved with Yuan Shan, and he was looking up at Yuan Shan at this moment, and caught the hesitation on his face: "What's the matter?"

"Xue Yun is back, you...know?"

Qin Shui was taken aback, then frowned: "I don't know about this, when did it happen?"

"He posted on Moments yesterday." Yuan Shan looked down at him and put his hands on Qin Shui's shoulders, "I made an appointment with him for dinner tomorrow, will you... come?"

Qin Shui looked into Yuan Shan's eyes, and suddenly realized that he didn't understand the emotion in Yuan Shan's eyes, and felt a little uneasy. He reached out and put his hand on Yuan Shan's hand on his shoulder: "Why do you want to invite him to dinner?"

Yuan Shan fixed his eyes on Qin Shui's eyebrows: "Did you forget that I rented with him before?"

"……Too."

"Are you coming? There is still money, but they will go together." Yuan Shan pinched Qin Shui's earlobe, with a half-smile, a little indifferent and alienated, "They and Xue Yun also know each other."

Qin Shui put the bracelet around Yuan Shan's waist, and pulled it towards him, and Yuan Shan took two steps closer to him.

Qin Shui said, "Let me think about it."

Qin Shui didn't want to go, thinking that if he and Yuan Shan appeared in front of Xue Jun, he always felt a bit awkward.

"Okay, just let me know before noon tomorrow." Yuan Shan patted Qin Shui's arm, "I'll go wash up first."

Qin Shui let go reluctantly, and when Yuan Shan turned to go to the bathroom, he suddenly hooked Yuan Shan's hand, and met Shang Yuan Shan's surprised eyes, Qin Shui asked: "Do you...have something to tell me? ?”

In fact, he wanted to say: I'm going to eat, don't be unhappy.

But when he opened his mouth, it became such a question, and Qin Shui felt indescribable for a while.

This time it was Yuan Shan's turn to be stunned. He pursed his lips, tilted his head, and finally looked back at him with a hesitant expression: "Yes, there is something I have thought about for a long time, and I still want to tell you."

Qin Shui sat up straight, said "En", and raised his voice at the end of the sentence, showing some doubts.He didn't expect Yuanshan to really have something to tell himself.

Yuan Shan twitched the corner of his mouth, but the corner of his mouth hung down like a weight weighing a thousand catties, and soon dropped down again.

He shook Qin Shui's hand and said, "We'll talk about it later when we have breakfast."

Qin Shui looked at him, the uneasiness in his heart became more and more intense, and he responded softly.Yuan Shan glanced at him again, then let go and walked to the bathroom.

With his fingertips empty, Qin Shui lowered his hand, looked at his palm, and clenched it into a fist for a while.

He stood up, picked up the cup on the bedside table, and walked downstairs.

The atmosphere of breakfast was a little silent, like the calm before the storm.

The two finished their meal in silence, Yuan Shan cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks, and Qin Shui cut some fruits and brought them out.

The two sat down on the sofa.

Yuan Shan took a deep breath, didn't look at Qin Shui, just looked down at the floor: "You know, Xue Jun and I rented together."

Qin Shui looked at him, responded, and slowly clenched his hands on the sofa. Only he knew that his palms were sweating.

Yuan Shan said again: "I helped him a few times, so we have a good relationship. Once, he told me about you, saying that your relationship seems to be in crisis..."

Qin Shui opened his eyes slightly as if he had expected something.

Yuan Shan still lowered his head: "I persuaded him to spread out the matter and thoughts, and no one knows what the other party thinks."

Qin Shui remembered that time when Xue Jun asked him to have a showdown in the restaurant, that was the first time he knew that Xue Jun always felt that he was making compromises, and Qin Shui was heartless.

Yuan Shan said softly: "I'm sorry. I didn't know that I would..."

"What will happen? Let me break up with Xue Yun?" Qin Shui suddenly answered, Yuan Shan's body froze, and he nodded after a long time.

Qin Shui frowned, and said in a blunt tone, "You think too much, it has nothing to do with you."

Xue Yun and I should have ended long ago.My feelings for him are not as deep as you think, not even love.

Qin Shui wanted to say this, but was choked in his throat by a sudden sourness.

Yuan Shan lowered his head, Qin Shui couldn't see his expression clearly.

I panicked, does he think I'm unfeeling?Will he think I'm a scumbag?Will he think that I am irresponsible for my relationship?

Yuan Shan stood up abruptly: "I'm going to send a text message." After saying that, he went upstairs.

Qin Shui sat on the sofa and watched him leave in a hurry, moved his mouth, but didn't call him.

A mistake will cause eternal hatred, will one mistake wipe out all future hopes?

The fruit platter on the coffee table is still the same.

Today, the sky is clear and the sky is the blue of forget-me-nots, not as solemn as dark blue, but a fresh and comfortable color.The snow on the side of the road is still remnant, shining brightly in the sun, so dazzling that people can't avoid it.

Staring at the white snow for a long time, even the world in front of you will be covered with a layer of light pink, so it is better to avoid it at this time.

When Yuan Shan came downstairs, Qin Shui was no longer in the living room.

Yuanshan was a little annoyed, he didn't want to make things like this.To put it bluntly, this matter is very simple, I just need to say it with a normal heart, and then see how Qin Shui reacts.According to what he knew about Qin Shui, he wouldn't care much about it.

However, once again recalling his attitude just now, Wonsan almost punched himself, it was because he made the matter bigger.

Taking out his mobile phone, Yuan Shan hesitated for a while, but still sent a text message to Qin Shui, asking where he was.

He waited for a while, but there was no reply.

Maybe I didn't see it.

Yuan Shan felt uneasy.

If you don't do it, you won't die.

Wonsan, you're such a fool|Fuck.

The author has something to say:

Yuan Shan felt that he had ruined their relationship (with a big face), Qin Shui felt that Yuan Shan felt that he was a scumbag, and they both had no face to face each other.This is how misunderstandings arise, so the most important thing is communication.

Yuan Shan: @秦水, where are you?Get out grandpa.

Qin Shui: I'm in the gym downstairs, come down and dance for me.

Wonsan: Oh, that's awesome. How dare you call your grandpa?Come, come, let me show you a pole dance.

Jianxian: How shameless?